Hello there.

So this was just an idea I came up with a awhile ago and because I know that whenever I try to write a chapter story, I won't finish it and then I end up removing them. So I made a One-Shot! Now I don't have to worry about never finishing this because it's already finished! :)

IMPORTANT BACKGROUND KNOWLEDGE:

So Bella doesn't know about the La Push wolf pack. The Cullens are vampires and the pack exists but Bella just had no knowledge about them. Jacob phased a bit later in this story than in New Moon. Bella has never met Paul. Edward did leave but didn't try to commit suicide but just came back instead.

That should be all the important stuff I guess...

Enjoy!

My Silent Source of Strenght

Bella walked the rocky forest path, fuming. She couldn't in her right mind understand how Edward thought that he could control everything she said or did. She was her own person, God-dammit, and she was perfectly capable of making her own decisions, even if they turned out to be mistakes.

She was a human, wasn't she? Making mistakes was part of the whole growing process of humans or whatever.

So she didn't need Edward telling her how to act or who to talk to or how to talk to someone. And she certainly didn't need him to tell her how 'indecent' Mikes thoughts of her were. He was a normal teen age boy, she was bound to have 'indecent' thoughts. As long as Mike didn't act upon those thoughts, they were fine.

But while she accepted and understood those thoughts, Edward didn't need to tell her about them in detail, thank you very much.

Suddenly Bellas foot caught in a root and she was face first in the muddy forest ground and curses fell from her lips. Can't I have a break?!

She stood up and started walking again. She didn't really have any destination, she just walked for the sake of getting away from the freaking Cullens.

Edward had been really nice and prince-like the first time she had met him but the more she spent time with him, the more she seemed to be consumed by him - in a bad way. Before she noticed what had happened, he had isolated her from every other people but the Cullens.

Suddenly Edward would start telling her what she should eat, what foods were unhealthy for her and what were healthy. Then he would start planning exercises for her and then the music she was listening was bad. The list went on and on, but the worst thing was that she had let him. She had let him do it when she made no move to stop him or even argue on her point.

Edward was a true Victorian guy. He thought that women should be quiet and obedient. Something she definitely was not but played to be because she loved him - she truly did.

But this just couldn't continue.

Carlisle was too blinded by Edwards charm to see that he truly was suffocating her - Edward was Carlisles first 'son'. In other words Edward was so fucking perfect that he couldn't be wrong. So Bella would have to help herself - which was no surprise since she had done so since she could remember.

Then there was dear Alice, the shopping freak. The one who would drag here shopping at least twice a week. Bella just couldn't understand the pull and Alice didn't seem to understand that Bella truly did hate shopping!

Despite Alice's opinion, Bella did care how she looked but she didn't need millions of different clothes to look good. She didn't need nor want to put many layers of make-up to 'look amazing'. And she certainly didn't need to spend hundreds of dollars on clothes every week!

And to put it simply, Alice didn't either care or know what Bella preferred to wear. She wasn't really girly, she didn't like skirts or dresses. Bella wore jeans. But that didn't mean she looked ugly or boring wearing them, God-dammit.

And Bella honestly thought that the other Cullens had noticed all of this but they just didn't care. Rosalie could probably care less what happened to the 'poor human' and Jasper was most likely glad that Alice had found something to do. Emmet just seemed too stupid to realize anything and Esme went with everything her dear husband said.

Truly, they were one messed up family.

Bellas thought were so keenly on the Cullen family that she didn't stop to look at her surroundings. She just kept walking. But when she finally did notice that the forest was thicker and darker, she stopped. She wasn't really all that surprised to see that she didn't recognize anything she saw. Se was lost.

But it didn't mean that she was happy about it. Definitely not, it only managed to make her more mad and miserable.

"Great, this is just what I need. To get lost in the fucking forest", she muttered to herself.

Bella didn't usually curse but she was just so pissed at the moment that she didn't care. Who was listening to her anyway? She was alone, lost in the forest.

Not good.

And I'm still pissed...

Bella had a sudden strong urge to just scream at the top of her lungs but she held it down. There were many dangers in the forest and though they all weren't supernatural, she didn't want to attract attention to herself by screaming like a crazy person.

A sudden stay of light caught her eye on her left. When she turned towards it, she saw what seemed to be some kind of field. Bella started walking towards it with hurried steps.

She hated the dark and the forest was dark. She was glad to get out of there so she didn't really watch where she was going. It wasn't a big surprise that just when she reached the field, she tripped - again.

Tears of frustration welled up in her eyes and she punched the ground with her fist. She was just so tired. She was tired of Edwards controlling ways, she was tired of Alices so called 'fun shopping-sprees' and she was tired of always tripping on her own two feet!

But most of all, she was tired of always pretending to be what she wasn't. She wasn't some meek girl who got pushed around. She was stubborn and had a strong will that she had allowed Edward to suppress this long only because she loved him.

She was tired of it all!

The Cullens should just shove their vampiric asses to hell!

Maybe if she told him all that, he would listen? Edward loved her too, didn't he? So space and the permission to do her own decision shouldn't be too much to ask... Right?

And there it was again - permission. She shouldn't even be asking permission to make her own decisions, she should just start making them! What was wrong with her?

Bella hadn't gotten up from the ground when she had tripped, she just laid there on her stomach, her head on her forearms, eyes closed, though the tears had ceased. She was so caught up in her own musings that she didn't notice that the field had now another visitor.

When Bella felt something cold and wet on her cheek and temple, she let out a startled yelp and sat quickly up.

She froze when she realized that she was almost nose to nose with a silver wolf. She stared into its yellow-golden eyes, but took quick notice that the wolf was big - no - huge. The wolf had to bow her head to be face to face whit her.

It was the size of a horse!

Bella was terrified. She knew that one should never run from a predator so instead, she tried to slowly crawl backwards while her butt was still on the ground and hands supported her. The wolf only cocked its head a little and followed her.

Okay, so this wasn't working.

Bella stopped moving and took several deep breaths while telling herself that there was no reason to panic. The wolf hadn't shown any aggressive behavior - at least yet. It only seemed curious. So it was probably safe to say that it wasn't planning to eat her.

Only the wolf didn't stop when Bella did. It kept coming towards her and Bella had to lean back. Eventually she was leaning so much backwards that she fell on her back. She clenched her hand together on top of her chest, so she wouldn't do something she would regret - like try to push the wolf.

The wolf came on top of her. First it just stared at her for a while but then it bent forward to sniff at her.

And apparently it didn't like what it smelled, because it pulled its lip to show a perfect set of white teeth and growled.

Oh god... Bella thought while clenching her eyes shut. She didn't want to see when it are her.

Then the wolf put it gigantic paw on her stomach - oh god it covered her whole stomach with ease - and Bella jumped slightly.

It's gonna crush me!

Bella was already ready to say goodbyes to her loved ones when the most amazing thing ever - on Bellas opinion - happened. The wolf started to rub its paw on her gently.

Bella opened her eyes slowly, first the other one - as if afraid that a sudden explosion would happen - and finally the other one.

The wolf wasn't looking at her face, no, it stared at the paw that was rubbing her stomach. It stopped its act for a moment to sniff her again. It didn't seem satisfied - with what, she didn't know - for it pulled its upper lip in a silent snarl, but still pulled the paw from her body and put it beside her.

Then the wolf practically laid on top of her, but seemed to be careful not to put its whole body weight on her.

Bella freaked, she felt so trapped when she couldn't even move her hands for they too were under the wolf. She tried to crawl away from the wolf but it gave a low growl - for warning, she knew - and Bella stilled. The wolf started to rub its head on whatever was not covered under its body, including Bellas face.

But Bella knew enough about canine animals to know that this was an affectionate gesture, not a dangerous one. So she just laid there silently, letting the wolf do what it wanted.

It almost seemed like it was trying to cover her in its scent, which was crazy. Wolfs generally stayed away from humans but when the two species did meet occasionally, wolves definitely did not react like this.

She wasn't this wolfs pack, so there was no reason to have its scent on her. But wolves relied on instinct, so something woke up the instinct to cover her scent in its, but what - she didn't know.

Bella was rudely interrupted from her musing when she felt a rough tongue on her face, and a second later, half her face was covered in drool.

"Oh, ew. Eww!" Bella groaned and tried to get her hands free to get the drool off of her face.

And that's when Bella suspected that she had gone crazy, because she could have sworn that the wolf smirked at her. Bella shook her head mentally and pushed the crazy thought away. Surely the stress was just getting on her and she was seeing things.

The wolf had gotten up and moved to her side, but Bella didn't know if it was a good idea to get up yet so she just stayed on her back, and started to rub her face on her hoodie to get the drool off.

While she cleaned her face, she also took time to study the wolf a bit. Its whole body was different shades of silver except for the dark muzzle and black tipped tail. And while Bella wasn't all that familiar with wolves, she was sure that this one was exceptionally muscled.

And way too big to be normal. There was just no way that wolfs were of this size. She briefly considered that this wolf too was something supernatural, but shook the idea off almost at once. This is only an oddity. Everything odd isn't always supernatural, she scolded herself.

The other half of the Quileute legends Jacob had told her hadn't even crossed her mind.

She took a quick peek under its belly and blushed a bit. Definitely male. She couldn't phantom why she was blushing - it was an animal for gods sake! - but it seemed wrong to peek at him like that. However animal he was.

She didn't see how the wolfs smirk had only grown and how his eyes sparkled, because she wasn't looking at his face.

Bella - again - was in deep thought about the wolf when he suddenly bent forward to sniff at her neck. Bella did what her remaining human instinct told her to do and tilted her head to show her neck fully to him. The wolf nipped at it lightly. Bella froze and let out a whine. The wolf then licked at her neck and pulled away.

Bella took that as a sign that she had finally done something right.

The wolf - Silvery, Bella decided to call him - started nudging her softly, clearly wanting something.

Bella was at loss when he just continued to do so, but apparently getting impatient when she just lied there because he started growling softly. So Bella decided to try and get up and sat up slowly, to see what his reaction would be.

Silvery only watched her when she sat up but when she stopped there to look at him, he started the nudging again, this time a bit more forcefully.

"Okay, okay!" Bella said and stood up. Silvery circled and studied her - never breaking contact with her - almost as if inspecting her. Bella only stood there, not knowing what to do.

She took notice however, that Silverys back was on the same height as her chest. This is one gigantic wolf.

When Silvery was done, he stepped away from her, laid on the ground and closed his eyes. Bella waited five seconds before deciding that she was safe and started to walk back to where she came from, back to home.

Before she even got to the tree line, however, Silvery was in front of her. He pushed her once back towards the centre of the field. It was a light push so Bella stood her ground. Silvery watched her closely before shaking his head upwards.

"I'm supposed to stay here?" Bella asked in disbelief. Silvery nodded his huge head and Bella let out a small cry.

"For how long?" She exclaimed. Silverys only answer was another push, this time a bit more forceful so she stumbled backwards a bit. She didn't fall, but she did get the message; Start moving.

She turned and walked on the centre of the field, Silvery following her, and stopped there. Silvery laid down again and pulled her down on her hoodies sleeve with his teeth. He seemed careful to not bite her. She leaned on his side and Silvery curled around her. Her hand automatically went to his head that was practically on her lap.

Silvery seemed to be sleeping, but Bella knew better already. Though he seemed relaxed, he was tense, and though his eyes were closed, his ears twitched now and then. Silvery was very alert and was sure to know everything that was going around him.

And maybe it was good that at least one of them was, because Bella on her part was in denial. She couldn't believe that these things happened to her of all people. She was being held captive by a wolf of all things!

Danger-magnet 'till do us apart... She thought bitterly.

She absentmindedly started to rub Silvery behind his ears and he let out a purr like growl. She took that as a good sign.

Silence filled the field and Bella, not used to being silent, became nervous and started fidgeting. She desperately needed to talk or at least do something.

"So..." She started nervously. Silvery glanced at her before closing his eyes again. "I decided to call you Silvery".

That got his attention. He lifted his head before doing what seemed to be a scowl. And because she lost contact with those ears of his, she pulled his fluffy tail to her lap and started to pet it instead. He didn't seem to mind.

"Don't look at me like that" Bella scowled and decided then and there that she was becoming too comfortable with this wolf if she could already talk this rudely to him. "I don't know your name and I didn't want to keep calling you 'wolf this' and 'wolf that'. So I had to pick you a name, and though it's not very original, Silvery is a good name".

Silvery pulled his ears flat on his head and seemed to glare at him. Bella took that as a sign that he disagreed.

"Would you rather be called something like Wolfy? Or Max? Or, hey I know, Fluffy? Yes, that's a great name, I'll call you Fluffy!" Bella said with a clear humor in her voice.

Silvery - ahem, Fluffy - actually seemed horrified and shook his head furiously.

"See? Silvery isn't such a bad name after all", Bella laughed while bringing his tail to her face and nuzzling it to her cheek. It was so soft! Bella thought gleefully.

Silvery huffed at her and laid his head down again, but this time away from her reach. He seemed to be sulking. Bella laughed silently.

"Please don't be like that. I love your ears and most of all your fur. Please come here?" Bella pleaded while reaching towards his face like a small child. But that was her personality, and who really was even here to witness it?

Silvery seemed to grumble but humored her and brought his head to her hands. Bella smiled brightly and nuzzled her cheek to the side of his face, trying to mimic the carnal sign of affection. Then she kissed his muzzle and he, in turn, licked her nose. Bella giggled lightly.

Bella had always been more on the childish side than mature. But when she met Edward and had a crush on first sight, she was sure that Edwards type was more mature women. So she googled mature, researched it, acted like it, and tried to become more mature than she truly was.

But right now she didn't have to pretend. Right here and to this wolf she could be herself and as childish as she wanted and it was exhilarating and freeing. She felt light and happy.

And Bella felt safe under Silverys watchful eye and him curled around her. Safe, warm and loved. She smiled.

I don't even mind anymore even if I would get abducted by this wolf, Bella thought while petting Silverys head.

Wolves lived in packs. And if Silvery really considered Bella as a part of his pack, She was safe, as long as she respected Silvery as her alpha. But she didn't know how. She knew about submitting, of course, because that was what she had done a while ago when Silvery had her on her back. She showed her neck and Silvery accepted the gesture by licking it. That was all she knew. So she just decided to go with her long buried instinct.

The silence was still deafening so she decided to just talk about something. Silvery seemed like he truly understood what she was saying so she didn't feel like a complete idiot when she talked to him.

"You know, I have a boyfriend back home", Bella started. Of course this is the topic you'll talk about, she sighed to herself, but continued. "He's handsome and polite and generally every girls dream guy".

Bella kept petting Silvery, but only looked at the ground, even when she heard the soft growl he let out.

"Well at least I thought so for awhile", Bella continued sadly. Silverys twitching ears was the only sign that he was listening to what she told him. "He has proved himself to be controlling, overprotective, manipulative, close minded jerk", Bella said angrily and Silvery did just what she needed him to do - he silently listened to her ranting.

"I mean, it's like I can't have any other friends than he and his family. He isolates me from everyone and I have no power to stop it! Or maybe I do but I'm just afraid. Or, I don't know, I can't! I do love him, I love him so much, but I'm so tired of his ways and how he treats me! I can't even be like myself around him because his always like 'that isn't proper lady behavior, love' or 'remember to watch your language, love'. I'm not a proper lady! I like to jump in mud puddles with my bare feet when it raining or eat pizzas and I do curse occasionally! I'm childish with child like dreams and his trying to make me something else. I don't even recognize myself around him sometimes!" Bella was crying at this point, clutching his neck fur on one of her hands tightly.

Silvery was trying to console her by growling that purr like growl and rubbing his muzzle on her stomach affectionately. She relaxed slightly but continued to cry. She hugged him and continued her little rant. She needed to get this all once and for all out.

"He only gives me couple of pecks now and then but nothing major. We've been together over two years and everything that is even close - even hints - to sex, is out of the question. I feel so worthless and ugly every time he rejects me. Unwanted and all that shit. But I'm still stupid enough to continue trying.

"He left me once, you know? He left me in a forest telling me that I wasn't good enough for him, that I was nothing but a distraction to him and his family. And he truly made me feel like trash, something to be tossed aside when used. And I was a wreck. I selfishly only thought about myself and made Charlie worry so much..." Bella whispered brokenly. She was still crying but they were only silent tears streaming down her face. Silvery was doing the purr growl through her whole story.

"And then I made a friend out of Jacob. We quickly became best friends and though I knew he had crush on me, I wasn't ready to try anything more serious. So we stayed friends for awhile. She taught me how to ride a motorcycle and we cliff jumped. We had fun and he became like my sun. The. After six months of being friends I agreed to try start dating him. Everything went great, for a week. Then Edward came on my doorstep saying how he made a mistake, that he lied, he did love me and begged me take him back. And I foolishly did and broke up with Jacob... (A/N: okay, so in this story Jacob only phased after Bella broke up with him so she could be with Edward)

"Naturally, Jacob was mad at me. He didn't return my calls and every time I tried to drive there meet him something would happen. My car would be broken or Alice would come over or Esme needed help or something. I realized too late that it was all Edwards doing... I confronted him on the subject and he only said that I couldn't go there because he couldn't. That was when I realized how controlling and overprotective he was. He wanted to own me, but only the changed me. Not really me.

"So I do love him... I really do, but not nearly as much as I used to but apparently too much to leave him..." Bella ended that rant there. That was basically it. The only thing left unsaid was that Edward and his family were vampires. But she had the tingling suspicion that Silvery already knew that.

Silvery whined softly when and Bella turned her eyes to his. His yellow-golden eyes stared at him and he licked her hand delicately. Bella smiled a tearful smile and hugged his neck tightly.

"I really like you Silvery. I don't know how or why, but I really do", Bella said truthfully. This was an odd friendship to say the least, but she truly felt that she could trust him with her everything. Her words and her safety.

Silvery made a sound of agreement and rubbed the side of his face everywhere he could reach, since Bella had such a tight grip on him.

Bella then gathered herself together, wiped her tears on her sleeves and looked at him again. " I really should break up with him, huh?"

Silvery nodded once and rubbed their noses together. She giggled happily and did the same before kissing his snout. He gave him a very drool-full kiss on the face and Bella gave a playful cry of outrage. Her face was almost dripping with drool.

"Ew, Silvery! Bad dog!" Bella exclaimed while cleaning her face on her hoodie - again. She froze, however, when she realized what she had said. She turned to look at him and he had this predatory look in his eyes, playful smirk on his lips.

"Ehehe... Wolf. Good wolf", she tried but Silvery had already uncurled from around him and was clearly ready to pounce. His eyes told a clear message.

Run.

Bella squealed and took off. She ran as fast as she could around the green field and she could hear the thumping sound of Silverys paws touched the ground as he chased her.

Bella wasn't stupid. She knew that Silvery could have caught her many times already. He had let her run as long as she had. But Bella didn't mind, she was having fun! A real fun, not the 'fun' shopping-sprees or 'fun' piano lessons or 'fun' 'let's throw Bella to the roof and laugh'.

Bella squealed again when she felt Silvery on her back. He had literally jumped on her. They fell to the ground and rolled awhile though Silvery took most of the hit since he had curled around her again.

Bella laid there almost on top of Silvery in stunned silence. His front paws were around her as she stared at the sky.

And then she started laughing. She laughed and laughed so much that she was almost out of oxygen when she stopped. Then she started crying again.

"That's almost the most fun I've had in years. How depressing is that?" She gave a sad and teary laugh. "I really need to let him go, don't I? At least for my own sake. I can't keep going on like this", she sighed.

Silvery laid his head text to hers but didn't make a sound. Somehow this wolf had become her source of strength, her silent supporter.

Bella looked around her and noticed that it was almost dark. She had been here for hours. She sighed and snuggled back to her wolfs heat. So warm, she thought with a small smile.

But it was time to bring back a subject they both had grown to hate.

"You know, I have to go home soon." Bella said while stroking Silverys soft, silver fur. He let out a low growl that was a clear negative; you're not going anywhere.

"I have a father that is a police chief. He's gonna come looking for me eventually. And it's getting dark. I didn't tell him I was going anywhere and I don't have my phone with me, he must be worried sick already", Bella reasoned.

Silvery didn't say anything, he didn't even look at her and that made Bella sad. She'd come to love those eyes.

"And remember the boyfriend I told you about? He's a vampire so he's bound to find me at some point and then we're both in trouble", Bella said sadly. She didn't want anything to happen to this beautiful silver wolf. And Edward being the overprotective guy he was, was bound to kill Silvery.

"I don't want anything to happen to you", she whispered.

Silvery closed his eyes and sighed. They both were quiet for a while, Bella stroking his ears softly, trying to memorize the texture. Then Silvery untangled himself from Bella, got up and gave his custom nudge to get Bella standing too. Bella briefly wondered what he was up to, but complied. When she was standing, Silvery lied back on his belly and watched her.

When Bella took a step back, Silvery crawled back to her and glanced at his back.

"You want me to ride you?" Bella asked, doubt in her voice. Silvery nodded.

"You'll take me home?" Bella asked, hoping but still with sadness in her voice. She truly didn't want part with her little - ahem, big - alpha wolf, but she knew she had to go home, for once not because of Edward, but because of her father.

Silvery watched her silently before breaking eye-contact and giving a small nod. He seemed to just as sad as she was.

So she walked to his side and put one of her legs on his other side so she was sitting on his back. She tried to get a comfortable position for both of them and when she finally succeeded, she grabbed two handfuls of his neck fur. When she stilled, Silvery took that as sign to get up. So he stood slowly and when he was standing fully, he looked at her questionably.

"Okay. Yes. I'm ready", Bella said but she didn't know which she was trying to convince; Silvery or herself.

This is bound to get interesting.

Silvery grinned and took off.

The speed was no where near as fast as Edwards piggyback, but it was still fast. Though Silvery obviously wasn't going full speed because he felt so relaxed. Bella buried her face in Silverys fur and hugged his neck tightly so she wouldn't fall off.

The journey lasted about twenty minutes before Silvery stopped. Bella lifted her face from the fur and slid off his back. They were on a very familiar forest path. She suddenly started to consider to just live in the forest with her wolf, her Silvery. To hell with everybody else.

But she couldn't, and wouldn't.

She turned to Silvery once again. He was watching her silently, but sadly. Bella didn't know if animals could cry, but almost seemed like he would soon. She could almost hear her own heart breaking.

She took his face in her hands and spoke strongly: "wolves are proud animals. You should never look like this. Of course you're allowed to be sad. You should feel sadness and happiness and so on. But you should never cry for someone like me."

Bella had her own tears in her eyes, which she refused to shed.

"Maybe we'll see each other again?" She asked, voice full of hope. She truly wished to see her wolf once more, one day, but she didn't know if it was a good idea. Wild wolf that he was.

Or so she believed.

Silvery looked at her silently, not letting out a sound. Not a nod of agreement or head shake of denial.

A maybe then, she thought sadly.

"Okay. I hope I'll see you some day again", Bella said while casting her eyes down to look at the forest ground and dropped her hand from his sort fur.

Silvery nudged her head back up with his nose so she lifted her head so she could meet those beautiful yellow eyes for the last time. He gave her a soft lick on her cheek and pushed her lightly towards her house.

Bella gave him one last hug, whispering a soft goodbye in his twitching ear, before turning around and walking to her house.

She heard a soft 'bye bye' said back to her but when she turned around, no one was there, not even her silver wolf, so she just decided that she imagined and went inside her house.

She hadn't even closed the door fully when Charlie was already on her.

"Where the heck have you been?! I've been worried sick! And I tried calling you! When you didn't answer I was ready to call every freaking person in this town to look for you! Can't you-" I had to cut him off, otherwise he would have continued his rant the rest of the evening.

"Dad! Dad! Relax, me and Edward had fight and I had to cool down so I went for a walk. I forgot my phone home so I couldn't have answered it. And well, then I kinda got lost", Bella explained. She didn't know if she should tell Charlie about Silvery.

"You got lost? Well how did you get here then, because you obviously wouldn't have if you're here", Charlie asked.

That's when Bella decided that no matter how insane she sounded, she would tell him about Silvery.

"I met a wolf", Bella said, smiling.

"A wolf? Are you okay" Charlie exclaimed.

"Yes, of course. He was nice. He showed me the way back here. He walked with me back here", Bella said.

Charlie watched a in disbelief at her daughter. Surely she was just trying to fool him? Though she seemed to truly believe her own words.

"Maybe you should just go to bed. You seem very tired", Charlie said in fake calmness.

Bella laughed softly. Her dad obviously thought her to have seen things, maybe even that she had gone crazy, so she just agreed and walked upstairs. She took a quick shower and went to bed.

She heard a long sad howl outside that tormented her in her sleep.

When she woke up she made a decision.

Today, when Edward comes to pick me up, I'll break up with.

After that had been a blur. She dressed, ate and went outside to wait for the familiar silver Volvo that Edward rode. Sure enough, not five minutes after she closed and locked the door, Edward arrived to her yard.

Like many other times, Edward gracefully jumped out of his car and greeted her with a kiss on her cheek then she took her hand and led her to the passenger seat. She pulled her hand from his and then he turned to go to the drivers seat.

"Edward", Bella called out before her nerves decided that she should just chicken this one out, like every other time.

"Yes, love?" Edward asked when he turned to her with a smile on his face. Why oh why was he smiling and looking oh so charmingly handsome? This would be so much easier if he was rude and ugly and generally full of bad things.

Remember Bella, he's a control freak. You can't practically be yourself with him, she reminded herself. You don't even really enjoy your time with him!

She was a wreck. Her hands shook and sweated. Her legs were two seconds from giving out and she felt light-headed.

"I-", she started but didn't finish. Edward looked at her questionably and she was just about to tell him it was nothing when she saw a flash of silver on her left in the forest.

She turned towards the forest, but couldn't see anything anymore. She smiled. Silvery had noticed that she was having difficulties and decided to encourage her again. She truly was her silent source of strength.

"Bella?" Edwards voice broke through her thoughts.

Bella took a deep breath. This was it.

"Edward. Let's break up.

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If this story is liked and I get lots of reviews and lots of favourites, I might make a 'sequel' kind of thing or just the same story in Pauls POV.

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