Hi guys, so as some of you may have seen, the world has been a little crazy the last week and a half with the terrible murder of George Floyd and several others. I just wanted to get on here and say that right now does not feel like the right time to be posting on this story for multiple reasons. First being that this is obviously a cop story, and with the police brutality protests going on, it's not appropriate to be continuing with the story. Second, I'm incredibly stressed out and anxious with all things. I've been going to therapy for several months and lately just started doing Zoom meetings with my therapist so we could continue with EMDR. If you don't know what that is, look it up. I've stopped going on social media and the only people I'm talking to are my family and my girlfriend/her family. Third, I could be going back to work any day now and I don't know when it's going to happen. So that's making me anxious. There's a lot going on right now and if any one of you just want to talk, you're more than welcome to message me. I've been rereading my favorite Vampire Diaries fics and it's been making me happy. Also it's helping me remember all about vampires which is good because I've started writing an independent books about vampires which is like halfway written because of the pandemic giving me nothing to do or no one to really see.

But anyway, i just wanted to update you on why I haven't posted on this story but I did post on my TVD story. I might continue with that one, I'm not sure yet. So in conclusion, I'm here if anyone wants to talk, #blacklivesmatter, and stay safe-wash your hands-wear a face mask.

-NYC2016