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Its been two weeks since their little liason in the pool's shower room. Roman had been activily avoiding Dean during that time. After they went home, he sat there and questioned everything about himself. He hadn't even had sex with any women since that time. Something felt off. Not that he felt repulse by women, but that women havent' really turned him on as much. It was like Dean had magically made his manhood disappear. Hell, he gets turned on by the thoughts of Dean and it scares him. Scares him to the point that he doesn't want to face the reality that maybe he woke some feelings about himself that he doesn't want to admit to.
Roman's phone has went off again for the umpteenth time. He knew it was Dean, he has a special tone for him. He sighs and picks it up and opens the message.
"Do you hate me that much that you haven't talked to me in two weeks? Is what we did that horrible? I miss you Roman, its like a part of me is missing. I can understand that I have put you in an awkward position, and I am sorry. I know I'm a fuck up, but you mean too much to me. Please, at least let me know that you are okay..fuck, I feel like you are dead or something.
"Fuck..." he says as he rereads the message. He hits reply and responded back...
I miss you too. Just a lot to deal with at the moment. Meet me at my place in 15 minutes, okay? We need to talk man to man and get everything out in the open.
He hits send and not even two seconds later, his tone hits again.
okay
Was all it said. Now he was nervous about what could go down. He just hopes that their friendship is still in tact.
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15 Minutes later, Roman hears the door knock. He takes a deep breath, here goes nothing, and opens the door.
"Hey", he said softly as he sees Dean, who looks like death hit him forty times over, "Come on in".
Dean smiles weakly and walks in past Roman who shuts the door and follows him to the couch nearby.
"What the hell happened to you?" Roman asked as he looks at Dean's body. He hadn't shaved since he last saw him and it made him sad inside to think that he hadn't been taking care of himself properly.
"Nothing, just didn't feel like shaving, like me new look?" he responded as he touches the started of his beard. "Figured I try a different look".
"Just no, that does not look good on you. Please promise me you will shave that shit off and soon, its not a good look on you. I liked you the way you were."
"Yeah right, you ain't fooling no one, you don't like me in the least bit. Otherwise, you wouldn't have ignored me for the last two weeks." He said harshly not realizing that it was a direct hit to Roman.
Roman gets up and paces back and forth, making Dean look up at him.
"What the fuck did you think Dean, huh? We had sex in the pool shower room and you expect me to just accept what I have been questioning all this time? You are the first guy to fuck me and you knew damn well I was straight. Now you have me questioning who I really am and you think it should be just that simple? I still haven't gotten past these feelings that I shouldn't be having and yet you are pissed because I haven't talked to you in a couple of weeks? Are you that narrow minded? Damn, give me credit Dean, this is a lot to deal with on my end. It may be easy for you, but it hasn't been for me."
"Easy? You think its been fucking easy for me?" Dean said as he got up and got on face to face with Roman, who stopped in front of him. "You have no clue Roman, no fucking clue.."
"Then enlighten me, please."
"Ive been wanting to fuck you for a long time Roman, but I knew you were straight. I've been gay since I was 16 years old. You know how hard it is to hide who you really are from people? You were and still are the first guy that sparked any kind of feelings in me that I don't like. I am suppose to not feel anything because I am a true fuck up. But to be honest, I want you and have for a while now. But I know you will never find me in that catagory because I am not gorgeous like you are. I mean, what guy or gal wants to be seen with me? But I get it, I probably ruined-"
About that time, Roman grabbed his face and slammed his lips on Dean's, taking him by surprise. He kissed him with such hunger that Dean hadn't had the chance to respond. His tongue literally forcing his way into Dean's mouth as to claim it as his own. Dean starts to melt into Roman as he moans at the greediness of the kiss. Roman then grabs his hair and pulls back so that his neck was exposed. He trails down to his neck with his tongue, making Dean want to cum right there in his pants. No other man had this effect on him. This was their first kiss they shared and it was the most passionate, needy, hungry kiss he ever experienced.
"Fuck Roman..." He pants as he struggles to find his breath while Roman's tongue does the assault on his sensitive spot by his ear. He knows he can't win this battle, but damn if his tongue shouldn't be registered as a lethal weapon. It was long and wide, just enough to cover half his neck in one slow lick. It was driving Dean crazy as he tries to dig his fingers in Roman's shoulders.
Roman breaks the touch, making Dean grunt in disappointment. He feels the button on his pants come lose and the zipper making noise as Roman pulls it down. He reaches inside his briefs and gently goes up and down on his shaft, making Dean's legs almost go jelly, and him almost scream out.
"So fucking big Dean, your dick fits in my hand just perfect." He whispers in Dean's ear, making him almost come undone. "Like how that feels baby boy? Huh?" he teases as he continues to stroke, making Dean's precum start to leak down his dick.
Dean almost lost it as Roman pulls his hand out and pulls down his pants, exposing his big dick. It was nice and long and slicked with precum that made him lick his mouth. "Sit down, now," he ordered. Dean obeyed as he sits on the couch as Roman pulls the rest of his pants and shoes off. "Open your legs, and lean back," he said as Dean does what he is told to do. He watches Roman in anticapation and nervousness.
Roman gets down on his knees while licking his lips. Fuck he looks hot doing that. Dean thought as he sees him crawling towards him. His dick is so hard it hurts to a point. He needs relief now. "Close your eyes and relax Dean..." he says as he stops in between his legs, with his hands on his hips and watches him.
Dean closes his eyes and leans back. He doesn't know what to expect. The anticipation is killing him. He knows this is gonna change everything he knew about Roman. "OH FUCK!" he shouted as he felt Roman's hot tongue lick the slit of of his dick, licking the precum in the process. He then takes his whole mouth and slowly and tortously goes down his dick, making Dean want to buck up. But Roman held his hips down and he starts to bob and stuck up and down. "Fuck, fuck, fuck..." he says as he starts to squirm. Roman's mouth felt so good on his dick.
Roman then releases his mouth, earning a groan from Dean. "Patience baby boy, patience..." he chuckled as he takes his tongue and licks the backside all the way up to the tip, making Dean almost lose it there. "Fuck Roman, I am gonna lost it if you keep doing this."
"That's the whole point.." he said as he puts his mouth over the shaft once again and starts to suck harder, making Dean open his eyes to see Roman bob up and down again. Roman loosens up and Dean's hip enough to let his thrusts some into his mouth, while grabbing Roman's hair to continue the ministrations of his tongue.
"I'm so close Ro, so close..."
"Then let it go Dean...let me taste you right now..." he said as he stops to respond. He puts his mouth back over again and continues, making Dean moan his name loud. Roman's mouth goes faster as Dean's thrusts gets faster as well. Pretty soon, Dean screams as he cums inside Roman's mouth, who greedily swallows him up.
Dean leans back, breathing heavy, trying to catch his breath. "Not bad tasting, pretty sweet and tart," Roman says as he licks the cum around his mouth.
"Fuck, trying to kill me Roman?"
Roman laughs as he gets up and undoes his own pants and Dean notices that he wears no underwear, showing Roman's long and hard dick that he loved two weeks ago. "Too resistrictive, so I dont' wear them" he replies as if he read Dean's mind.
"Now, get up and walk around the couch and lean over the back. I want to see that ass sticking up" he orders as Dean gets up and gets into position. Roman follows Dean behind him and watches him bend over and sticks his ass up as instructed.
Roman takes his dick and glides it between Dean's ass cheeks, earning him some moans. "Like that do you?" he sarastically says, knowing full well Dean was loving this. "Like my dick in between you your cheeks? Bet you wish it was inside you, but I don't think you can handle my dick inside you though..." He knew he was baiting Dean, but he also knew that Dean would do anything to have Roman inside him.
"Fuck Roman, I can handle your dick inside me, please, just fuck me already..." he begged as he tries to inch closer to Roman's abs.
"Uh uh...you go by when I am ready...not when YOU are..."
Dean then leans over as Roman takes his dick out, hearing the disappointment, while stroking himself with the precum to lube himself up with.
"Come on Roman, quit fucking...FUCK!" Dean screamed as he felt Roman's dick slam into him. Dean didn't have time to adjust as Roman pulls out and slams into him again, earning another scream. Roman wasn't going easy on him as he continues to thrust slam into him hard. He knew Dean loved pain so this wasn't gonna stop Dean from wanting what he couldn't have for a long time. And he knew he hit his spot when Dean screamed loudly.
"You taking his big boy like a pro Dean, your ass hole feels so good with my dick inside it. So fucking tight, like a tight as virgin on her first day of school. I've had some tight pussy in my day, but your fucking hole tops it off.." he says as continues to pump away inside Dean, making Dean grab the couch with is hands turning white.
"Fuck, don't stop Roman, that fucking feels good, fuck...pound me hard, break me in half. Fuck, your dick feels so good against my spot..."
Roman pounds into Dean a few more time before Dean starts to stroke himself feriously. After a few moments, Dean's orgasm hits him hard, making his cum shoot all over the back of the couch. He bends over in exhaustion as Roman still thrusts into Dean's wet entrance. A few thrusts later, Roman roars as his dick gets milked dry inside Dean, whose walls clutched down. Roman leans over onto Dean's back, as both try to come down from their climaxed high they just experienced a few moments ago.
"Damn..." Dean finally said as Roman gently pulls out of Dean, making him wince a bit. Roman carefully pulls Dean up and turns him around. He looks at him in the eyes...
"Dont' ever say your a fuck up, or that you fucked things up. I just needed some time to think and to accept that I may or may not be compeletely straight. But know that you still mean the world to me."
"Really?" he asked in a childlike voice.
"Yeah, I am not sure where this puts us right now, but know that I am willing to try with you, that is, if you are willing to try with me. We have to try for each other for this to work. I can't promise that we won't fight or argue, but know that I can promise to have your back at all time. I just need to know that you have mine." He responded as he leans his forhead against Dean's.
Dean closes his eyes for a moment. He then opens them and smiles with his hands up to Roman's face. "You know I do always have your back..."
With that, he leans in and kisses Roman softly on the lips with such sweetness to it.
They both stood there, knowing that now, they can't turn and go back to the way things were. They are now embarking on a new life with each other and they couldn't have been happier.
THE END
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