Koujaku stared blankly at the wall ahead of him, the taste of his lover's blood still on his lips as he relaxed in his cell, allowing his body to feel the exhaustion that forced its way upon him in waves for once. He was tired, he knew did he know about himself?

His name? Koujaku, that was an easy one.

Where was he? A cell by the looks of it.

How did he get there? He didn't know the answer to that one.

Whose blood did he taste? Shiroba. No….that wasn't his name…..what was his name?

He growled in frustration as he closed his eyes, deep in thought as he tried to remember. Whose blood did he taste? Shiroba. Whose blood was on his lips? Shiroba. Who did he just mark? Shiroba. No, no, NO! It was wrong! IT WAS ALL WRONG!

He let out a deep growl as he started to think again. Who came to check on him? Sei and Clear. Who came with them? Noiz and Ren.

Who came after Shiroba sometimes? a and a2.

Who got mad at him when he saw Shiroba? Toue.

Who loved him? Shiroba.

No, not Shiroba. What was his name? WHAT WAS HIS NAME?

Who called him a monster but treated him nice when his lover was around? Virus and Trip.

Who was the old lady he always visited before? Tae.

What was his name? Koujaku.

But what was his name? Shiroba.

No.

NO.

NO NO NO NO NO! THAT WASN'T HIS NAME! WHAT WAS HIS NAME?

What was his name? He knew his name so WHAT WAS HIS NAME?

"Koujaku."

He growled at the person behind the bars, frustrated that he couldn't remember the name of the person he loved. He was angry, so very angry. He was angry at the people who captured him, angry at the people who called him a monster, angry at the people who kept the person he loved away from him, and angry at himself for forgetting his name so who thought they could just barge in and call out his name? He opened his eyes and there in front of him was Sei, his twin.

"Koujaku, did you forget again?" Sei called out from the other side of the bars. "It's okay, don't be mad okay? Aoba wouldn't want you to be mad."

Aoba.

That was his name, Aoba.

He loved Aoba.

He wanted Aoba.

He needed Aoba.

He missed Aoba.

Koujaku relaxed when he heard that name and closed his eyes again, letting out a quiet growl that was almost a purr as he started to fall asleep. Sei smiled as he watched the blood stained man fall asleep. He knew there would only be a while longer before his brother came back, before all of this madness ended and they all went home. If nothing else, he could hope that his twin and their friends could go home to Midorijima and forget everything that happened here.

It wouldn't be too much longer.