I'm literally so fucking sorry that this isn't a chapter. Seriously. I hate when authors of stories I read put a none-chapter in the story explaining bull shit, yet here I am doing the same thing. I kind of feel bad for not doing this sooner but I had no idea it would be months before an update, and for that I really do apologize!

A really rude thing called life wrapped me up in a horrible thing called 'adult' and forced me to do adult shit like college and work, and bills. THE HORROR THAT ONE WORD BRINGS. And then my stupid ass fell in another fandom but it's okay because 5 Seconds of Summer are the best. Still not an excuse, but that basically sums up my absence.

And if some of you are still irritated maybe you'll stop and feel bad for me after hearing that my dog was killed by a car during my away time? No? It happened almost 2 months ago so I'm fine now, and even got another puppy but still. It was a hard time.

I don't know when I'll be able to sit down and write away like I've got all the time in the world, but if you have any song suggestions, let me know. I love hearing new music, and I'd love to put it in the story once I'm able to update it. There's already been a couple of you who have done so but anyone is welcome to it. Here's who I have so far artist wise: Seether, BVB, Simple Plan, Panic! At The Disco, Flyleaf, Imagine Dragons, Marianas Trench, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Papa Roach, Three Days Grace, Bowling for Soup, Good Charlotte, Breaking Benjamin, Awolnation, Adam Lambert, Skillet, Mayday Parade, and several more artists. The ones listed are the ones I use the most for the songs, but like I said, if you know a song, let me know!

Again, I can't stress enough on how sorry I am that this isn't a chapter. If it makes you feel better I have started on it, but it's got a ways to go. And as you all can see, I like to make them long. Mostly because it takes me forever to update this damn story so I feel guilty for how long the wait is. I mean, I literally want to choke an author when they take months to post a chapter and the length of it is ridiculously short.

Any who. I'll update when I can peaches.

xx :)