Hi guys, this is just a little fanfic I wrote about Nico and the song Centuries, by Fall Out Boy. It's Solangelo. I was listening to this in the car the other day, and I had a fangirl attack because it fit so well. Anyway, this is my first fanfic. Hope you like.

Summary:

Nico is listening to the song Centuries by Fall Out Boy, when a wave of memory comes crashing down in him. Will Will Solace be there to help, or will Nico be left to cry alone? One-Shot. Solangelo

Disclaimer: do I look like Rick to you?

Damn that stupid song. Damn it. Nico hated it! Hated! If only he hadn't turned on the radio this morning. But he did, and this happened. Oh well. It could be worse.

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Nico was awoken by the sun streaming through his window.. He was about to bury his head under the covers again, when he heard the loud bang of a cabin door (specifically his) slamming open, and an oh-so-cheerful voice.

"Wake up, Nico!" exclaimed the overly preppy voice of his boyfriend, Will Solace. "It's time for breakfast, you idiot! You need carbs. Get up, so I can feed you."

It was true. Even after three weeks at Camp Half-Blood, Nico still looked like a skeleton. Though his olive complexion was returning, bit by bit, he still looked sickly and pale, with dark bags under his eyes and his clothes hanging of his frame. "Nico! Get out of bed right now!" Nico peeked out from under the covers. Will stood in front of him, hands on his hips, a stern look on his face.

"Will?" Nico mumbled.

"No, the tooth fairy."

"Oh. Will, I promise I'll get up, but can you pretty pretty please bring me breakfast? Pleeeeeease?" Nico gave him the look he knew Will couldn't resist, making his bottom lip quiver and his large, chocolate brown eyes widen.

"Fine." Will huffed "but only because I love you. Now, get dressed. I'll be back in a few minutes. I'm going to turn your radio on, so you'll have to get up. And remember, no underworld-y stuff, okay? Okay." Nico just rolled his eyes, and snuggled back into the covers. He looked over at his sister Hazel's bed, but she was gone. Probably out with Frank. Sister.Like Bianca. His heart panged, and he mentally slapped himself. Today was the seventh anniversary of when she…..passed. Nico always checked in the underworld to see if she had returned yet, but with no avail. The last time Nico had seen her was two years ago, on this anniversary. He had summoned her, excited to see her, only to get a brief time with Bianca before she disappeared. She had told him that she was going to try for rebirth. Nico had been heartbroken, destroying everything in his cabin. But now… he wouldn't be able to check the underworld for her. Doctors' orders, he thought sourly. He didn't realize he was tearing up until his hand came up to his face to wipe the sleep out of his eyes. Don't, DiAngelo. He thought. I won't cry, can't cry don't cry. You're not allowed to. With a heavy sigh he swung his legs over the side of the bed and onto the cold wooden floor. His bare feet padded over to the dresser, where his radio was. He meant to shut it off, but what he heard next almost stopped his heart.

Some legends are told,

Some turn to dust or to gold,

But you will remember me,

Remember me for centuries.

Nico stopped in his tracks, and his brain short-circuited. He stumbled back, then slid down to the floor, his back to the dresser. No. No! Not now! He thought they had stopped. The memories. But apparently they hadn't. Nico fought to overcome the darkness sat the corners of his vision, but to no good end. As he slipped into the cold darkness, he could hear a girls laugh, still ringing ion his ears.

Just one mistake

Is all it will take

One mistake. The mistake that had ended Bianca Deangelo's life. And all the mistakes he had made through his life. One big, horrible mistake. The one when he let Bianca go on the quest. Liking Percy, even though he knew he would never be liked back. Cutting. Mistakes, mistakes.

We'll go down in history

Remember me for centuries.

The DiAngelo twins were famous, or at least Nico was. He was at both camps at the same time, the only demigod son of hades, and to top it all off, gay. He knew what the campers said behind his back. He was famous, but not in a good way. He was the sidekick of the seven, the extra wheel. He didn't fit in, and he doubted anyone would remember him after he died. They would remember Percy, Annabeth, Leo, and all the others for centuries, but he would always be the forgotten one.

Mummified my teenage dreams

No it's nothing wrong with me.

It was a cruel joke, how demigods would never have a normal life. They had to set aside all of their dreams, and save the world over and over again. It wasn't a good idea to be in love, because you knew they would be killed anytime. No school, no friends outside of camp, and sometimes no life. This was just the norm for a demigod. Nobody thought twice about it.

The kids are all wrong

The story's all off

Heavy metal broke my heart

Everybody was wrong. Except for Will. They all thought they knew him, but they didn't. Nobody did. Nobody understood what it was like to fall for someone, but have them be straight. To lose a sister, then lose her again. To be the ultimate outsider. To be feared. All of those stories the younger kids would tell around the campfire? About him being a hero? Fake. All fake.

Nico was jolted out of his misery by wet liquid running down his face. Tears. No. unacceptable. Nico stood suddenly, and reached across the bureau for his stygian iron sword. His fingers fit into the leather grip, soft from being used so much. Nico pressed the tip of his blade to his wrist, drawing blood. He slashed across his wrist slowly, relishing in the pain. Then he went faster, the music still playing in the background. Slash. Blood. Slash. Blood. Slash. Blood. It hurt like hell, but it was better than the emotional pain. He rolled his sleeves up even further, exposing more scars, some from monsters, but most from him, the real monster. Nico pressed the blade harder, and let out a slow hiss of breath. Gods, this felt good. The music was still playing in the background, and without meaning to, Nico slipped back into the memories.

We've been here forever

And here's the frozen proof

Nico flashed back to the lotus casino, stuck in time. He had always knew there was something off about that place, but he was having too much fun to pursue that thought. It wasn't until he got out that he realized it was 2011, not the 1940's. He knew nothing about modern day, and he was lost. When he found Percy Jackson, he thought he was the greatest person in the world, and idolized him. But when he let Bianca die, he had hated him. Hated him with all of his heart. But after a week, he realized that he couldn't be mad at him. He wasn't able to. And Nico hated himself for that. He couldn't find a way to hate himself enough. But two years later, he found a way. And the cutting started.

I could scream forever

After Bianca died, after Percy got a girlfriend, there was no end to the pain. His anger and sadness was never-ending. His feelings became painful, like he had been forced to withdraw from lifesaving medication. So he had vanished, because the pain was too much. His emotions had become bottled up and he could hold it no longer. He traveled to camp Jupiter, not really knowing where he was going, but not caring. Along the way, when everything became too much, he resorted to cutting. It felt good. But when he had gotten to Jupiter, only a month later was Percy there. He was heartbroken.

We are the poisoned youth

All demigods were poisoned. They had the blood of the gods. A curse. Not a blessing. A curse. Nico would readily trade in his life to stop being a demigod. There were just too many awful things. Nico had gone through Tartarus and back

Cutting. Slash. The blood flowing down his wrists felt good, like it would wash away all of his problems. And it would. He wished he could take away his life along with the problems. But Will. Will. Will was the only reason he didn't kill himself. The blond boy would be heartbroken, and he knew what that felt like. He wanted Will to live a long, happy life, without being as miserable as Nico. Nico cared too much about Will to let that happen.

Nico stared at the red flowing down his wrists. What Will doesn't know can't hurt him. The song started its chorus again.

Some legends are told

There were many legends told about the great heroes of ancient Greece. Not all of them had a happy ending. Actually, in, most of them, the hero ends up dying. Demigods were like that. We didn't get happy endings either.

Some turn to dust or to gold.

Hazel. Nico thought again. Pluto and hades. Riches and death. Gold and dust. Two different children, two different aspects. We couldn't be more different. I wonder if Bianca would have liked her

A small sob escaped him, and soon he was crying.

Bianca, oh Bianca I miss you so much. Why are we cursed? Why can't children of hades ever have a happy ending, huh? Why do our lives suck? Why are we so messed up? Why!?

Nico was sobbing in his cabin, blood flowing down his arms, pooling in his hands, when the door banged open, and there was Will Solace. Oh, gods Nico though. If will sees me… he yanked his long black sleeves over his arms, and covered up the blood on the floor.

"Nico!" Will exclaimed cheerfully. "I brought breakfast-"he saw Nico, sobbing in the corner next to the radio. He dropped the tray of food with a loud bang. "Nico!" he yelled, and rushed over to him. Nico tried to wipe away his tears before will could see them, but they kept coming. "Nico, what's wrong? What happened?" if Will had been paying attention more, he would have seen the dark, red stains on Nico's shirt, but right now, he was just trying to figure out why Nico was crying. "Nico baby, it's okay. Shh shh shh. Will grabbed Nico in a hug and rocked him like a baby. "Nico, baby. What's wrong?" Will planted a kiss on top of Nico's head. Soon, Nico stopped crying, and rested his head on Wills shoulder. He drew his knees up to his chest and leaned against the son of Apollo. "Nico." Will said softly "why were you crying? Please tell me, angel."

Nico didn't answer

"Nico, please." Nico looked up at will, and what he saw surprised him. Will genuinely cared. He could see it in his eyes. "Nico, I'm begging you."

Nico let out a long, slow breath. "Will." He said softly "when I was two years old, Zeus killed my mother. He knew that hades had had two children, and he saw us as a threat. My mother, Bianca and I were staying in a hotel, when my father, hades sensed something. He had just enough time to protect me and Bianca, before Zeus blew up the hotel. My mother was unprotected. She died. Hades sought to put us somewhere Zeus would never find us. He found a place where time stands still. The lotus casino. My father erased our memories, and sent us to the casino-hotel. We spent seventy years there.

After that, we were sent to a boarding school by my father, and Percy, Annabeth, Thalia, and Grover found us. We were attacked by a manticore, which took Annabeth. We traveled back to camp, and there was a quest issued to go save Annabeth. But that night, I overheard Bianca. She had accepted Artemis' offer to join the hunters, and I-I- I thought she had abandoned me." Nico's voice cracked. "She was chosen to go o that quest, and I made Percy promise to keep her safe. But... he didn't. She died. And I hated him so much.

She was the only family I had ever had. About two years ago, she tried for rebirth, and I haven't seen her since. After that, I ran away, like a coward. I met king Minos in the labyrinth, and he trained me, showed me how to use my powers. But… he also told me I would never be loved. Never fit in. I would be feared. He told me things and showed me things I would never forget. It-"Nico stopped. "It was horrible." He wiped away some tears. "Then Percy came and rescued me. I gave him my plan to help defeat Kronos, and we tried it the next summer. It worked. We defeated him, but I left camp. Then Percy disappeared, and everybody went insane trying to find him.

I traveled to camp Jupiter, where Percy was. He didn't recognize me. About a month later, I, uh, got pulled into Tartarus. I nearly went insane. All of those voices… I wanted to just end it. Kill myself. But I made it out in one piece. But when I got out… it was a trap. Ephilates and Otis trapped me in a bronze jar, and I almost died. Percy and the seven got me out, though, but Percy and Annabeth fell in to Tartarus. Before they fell, they made me promise to lead the seven to the doors of death. About halfway there, Jason grace and I met Cupid." Nico squeezed his eyes shut.

"Cupid made me tell-tell him that I had a crush on Percy. And it was true. Ever since I met him when I was ten, I have had a major crush on him. Please don't hate me." Nico looked up at Will, and to his surprise, his boyfriend looked outraged.

"Nico DiAngelo! Why on earth would you even think I would hate you! And di immortals, that's terrible! Why would cupid do that? You went through so much, I'm surprised you're still sane!" Nico just shrugged and looked at the floor. "Why didn't you tell me earlier about this?"

"Up until then, Bianca had been the only one who accepted me. It was the 1940's, Will. You could be killed because of who you loved. Back in Italy, the soldiers used to parade all of the Jews and the gay people in the town square. I was so afraid of being caught, and so afraid of-of everything, that I considered handing myself over! Then, when I got to the 21st century, I was afraid again and I didn't want to like Percy. After all, he had let my sister die. I-I was afraid of myself! Will, I'm weak. I am afraid. I let my friends die, and I couldn't stop it. I'm the son of Hades to top it all off. People are afraid of me. I can't do anything right." Will's eyes were steely. He looked angry at Nico, and Nico, and he wondered if he had said something wrong.

"I promise you, Nico. Will said firmly. "You will never be alone. At least not while I'm around. You are the strongest demigod there is. You went through torture, to hell and back in a few years. That's more than anybody should have to go through in a lifetime." Nico smiled tentatively, but then remembered.

"Today was the anniversary. Of the day Bianca died." Nico said softly, then started sobbing. "I miss her so much, Will. So, so much."

"Shh, shhh, shhh." Will soothed. "Don't worry angel. I'm here. Don't worry." Will murmured in his ear, not really saying anything, but it was still comforting to the son of Hades. "I'll be here. I'll always be here. Don't worry." And they stayed like that for hours, until they both fell asleep on the floor of Nico's cabin. When morning came, will was tempted to go, but stayed by Nico's side. Nico needed something happy in his life.