Morning, everyone. You haven't heard from in a long time, not that I'm well known, so it wouldn't matter. Again, I'm afraid this is only a sort of...well... Rather short story, more based on my feelings. But then again, isn't everything we write based on our feelings. So, for those who are feeling wonderfully, please ignore this. I ask you in hopes of not ruining your good mood. But if you're the type who can read anything & not let it effect you, then well you may continue reading from beyond this point. A fair warning, the characters I use in this is not my own, but the events that take place are mine. Now, let us begin. I am only writing this as more to get stuff of my shoulders..

"The reason why he left was because of me. If I only had given him a little more affection. If I only had gave less to my friends. If I only had told him "I love you" more often we would still be together. "
"If I didn't open my mouth, we would't be in this situation. We would be curling next to each other, watching a show or playing a game together. I could be teaching him how to draw, but no... I had to be selfish.. I couldn't give him the little things he wanted, he asked for..."
"I could have given more, I could have hurt him less... But instead I did the opposite. And now, I'm paying the prince. I have to see his face wishing it were mine to hold with my own hands, to caress, to kiss... I have to see his posts of his life without me. A much better life..."

"I should be happy for him... But I break inside, instead... Its my fault he's gone... Its my fault Flippy left... Now, I stare at well, nothing... The world around me, the sounds, they dull... I am locking myself into a cage when nothing can touch me & where I can touch nothing... I can only watch.. I love you, Flippy, I love you... "
"If I could take all the pain I caused you, I would, but the damage is done, its too late... I've already lost you... I love you, Flippy... Forgive your angel for what she'll do, locking herself away, doing blank to the world."

"Am I killing myself? No, just hiding behind long long cold bars..."

"Learn from me, my dears... You may want to listen when your lover pleas to you, because if you don't... You may end up losing them. Yeah, I know. its life, but it hurts like a bitch."