A/N: Hi guys! Just decided to post a little something while I work on A Change and Discovery. This isn't Beta'd, so I own the mistakes. I don't own Pitch Perfect. Read and Review! I want to hear from you guys.

Chapter 1:

Oh my god, she just looked over here. Stay calm, breathe, and move slowly. Her eyes are so blue. My favorite color is blue. The most beautiful shades of blue I've ever seen. Shit! She's looking this way again. Can it be? Is she really looking at me?

She's smiling; displaying perfectly white teeth…I'm tingling inside. Get a grip, Beca! This beautiful girl just gestured me to come to her. Ok…no big deal. It doesn't mean anything. She invites people all the time to hang with her.

I bet I look stupid standing here each time she looks at me; giddy and trembling. Suddenly, I feel light; like a cloud floating through the sky. The one other time I think I blushed too much when she said "Hello." I damn near liquefied into the ground when her hand touched my arm as she passed by. I felt an electric jolt running through me knowing we made skin contact.

I can't put my finger on it, why I get so overwhelmed when she's near; seeing her/hearing her voice. Why do I torture myself? I'll never be close to her the way I want to be. It hurts so badly; how much I want her. She would never understand. If only…No, I can't let her know how I feel. It's like air; you know it's there but you can't touch it.

She couldn't possibly be into girls. Like a fool, I watch her with her boyfriend; Tom. Hopefully, no one notices as I stare at her. My hands are sweaty, so I stick them in my jean pockets. Those beautiful teeth are flashing as she laughs.

Her body is perfect; slender and curvy. The small scar on her forehead is just as perfect. I adore it anyway. Images of her smooth skin flood my mind. I feel the heat rising within me. There's a slow pulsation in my core as I graze my hand toward my center through my pocket when I slowly start to fondle myself.

The sight of her is becoming too much. I can't take it. I make my way upstairs and enter the bathroom. Closing and locking the door behind me, I turn the cold water on and splash my face hoping it would pass.

I just let my mind drift into a fantasy of becoming Tom. Sitting next to her with my hand on her thigh. Hearing her laugh. Gazing into her gorgeous blue eyes.

Sitting on the toilet, I undo the button and pull down the zipper, sliding my jeans down my legs. I slip my hand in my panties, running my fingers through my slick folds and biting my lip to hold back a moan. I'm pretending it's her hand softly encircling my clit.

I wonder, would she moan when I touched her? Does she taste sweet? I want to kiss her full, rosy lips. Whisper words of love in her ear.

I feel the coil burning in my stomach as I rub faster. Holding my breath, I arch back as the pleasurable wave of my orgasm washed over me. I felt the small, warm fluid expel from my body into my hand.

My shaking subsided and I sit there trying to catch my breath. After a few minutes, I pull my jeans up, trying to stand on shaky legs. I wash up and take a deep breath before I open the door and make my way back downstairs.

Startled by a hand on my shoulder, I yelped in surprise.

"Woah, Becs you ok?"

"Yeah Jesse, you just scared me. That's all."

"Where were you?" Jesse questioned.

"Um…the bathroom. Why?"

"Chloe was looking for you."

Shit! She was looking for me, and I was pleasuring myself…Damn!

A/N: So that's the first little part. The next will come soon, depending on the reviews and stuff. If you want more…Review Aca-Nerds! Thanks for reading