AN: I couldn't resist writing a one-shot for the amazing WestAllen moments in the last episode. There are slight spoilers for 1x09. Hope y'all enjoy!
The Sun
He crashed from the sky like a shooting star, burning and bringing light to everything in his path.
I love you.
Three words. Three simple words.
I love you.
All this time he's held it in. Every hug, every smile, every lingering gaze.
I was blind. How could he stand in front of me, his blue eyes burning heart-shaped holes into my chest, and not know, that my best-friend, my personal sun, felt more than friendly feelings towards me.
I am numb.
Oh, Barry.
You caught me by surprise—that's all.
I came to you. I asked you point blank, heart in my chest, not bothering to breathe. It was a string of words. Words that I can't even remember now.
Eddie says…you like me…ridiculous.
You stammered. You denied it. I felt relief, because it's easier to breathe knowing that you—my Bear, my safest place—is always there. When I fall, I've always been caught by your safety net.
You love me.
I've always said that any girl would be lucky to be loved by a guy like you.
A guy who is selfless. A guy who remembers minute details—my mom's wedding band—God, I can't even think about it without getting teary-eyed. My silence—my tears, please do not interpret it as rejection, because I could never—I would never…you're everything to me.
The problem with love is that it's a human emotion. We can trick ourselves into not feeling, or not seeing what is right there in front of us.
I love you.
Three words. Three simple words. And just like that I broke.
The replica of my mom's wedding band is around my neck. I will never take it off Barry, because I see you…I see you standing in the darkness burning bright as the sun.
You would make any girl happy, but you chose me.
I need time to process this—to process what this means for us, and Eddie.
But know this, Bear—every hug, every smile, every time you laughed at a joke that wasn't funny—I did feel something. It was an indescribable flutter—a feeling that made me feel so alive.
You've given me the best Christmas gift ever.
Love.