Hellooo. I know I just updated Dear Nobody, but think of this as a little bonus round. My Lories feels have been off the charts lately, and I just had to write something about them. So here's a little drabble about what goes on in Loke's mind. I may add a bit more later, or just write entirely different one shots. I dunno. I've got an idea forming about how he had her call him big brother (she said that at Tenrou right? Or was that Virgo? I don't even know anymore but anyway stay on the look out for pervert 'big brother' Loke) hehehehHEHEH PERVERTS ASSEMBLE WOO

Oh, God, it wasn't fair.

Nothing about it was fair. At all. Not even the slightest bit.

He could win the heart of any girl he desired; after all, he was attractive as hell. Not that he was cocky about it or anything. He was experienced; suave, cunning, and, of course, good looking. It was a recipe for lady killer. Everything about him just screamed "Hook up with me, hook up with me!". He practically radiated sex, and he (and everyone else around him) definitely knew it.

He could win the heart of any girl he desired. Except for her.

There was just that one girl, always nagging at the back of his mind. Through countless dead end dates and one night stands, all he saw was her face. He'd be damned if he hadn't even moaned her name a few times. She was constantly on his thoughts. They saw each other every day, talked on a regular basis… but still, it wasn't enough. It would never be enough for him. He didn't want her as a friend. She was so much more special to him than that.

She was just flat out adorable through and through. An ever present blush, a quiet voice, a tiny frame… she was the cutest thing he had ever seen, and, oh, did he want her. More than he had ever wanted anything in this world. He would've traded every affair he'd ever had for a single night with her, for even a chance to just hold her hand. But he couldn't, and that frustrated him even more.

She was so kind and sweet, if a bit naive. But that was okay; he was just obsessed with that part of her as any other. The only flaw of this was her obliviousness. Never in a million years would she understand a single one of his advances, as frequent as they were. If he brought her roses, she'd apologize. If he kissed her on the cheek, she'd apologize. If he put his arm around her, she'd apologize. Basically, she'd apologize for anything and everything. And that was super cute and adorable, but frustrating, to say the least, when she was too worried about offending him to realize that he was just trying to win her over.

Still, he tried and tried and tried. Each attempt, though, served only to double his agitation. Why? Why wasn't she falling for him? He used tried and true methods, methods that hadn't failed him once in all of his womanizing career. But still, she would just smile sweetly at him. How could she be so oblivious that she didn't know he was madly in love with her?

And, of course, he was too proud to just come out and admit it to her. Little crushes, he had no problem owning up to. In the end, those were mainly just excuses to get into some girl's pants. But actually being in love? No way in hell could he own up to that. It was to be expected, though. It was the nature of the lion to be proud, and he was no exception.

But, oh, was it so frustrating!

Every day of his life, she was there. They practically lived together. They worked together, and spent even their free time together. They were around each other nearly nonstop, and oh, it just killed him. Every second spent not holding her seemed wasted to him. The others could tell. They all saw what pain he was in, and what lengths he was going to. In fact, it earned him quite a bit of harassment. Every day they would see him trying his luck once again, and every day, they would see him be unknowingly rejected. They tried to break the news to her, to make it less painful on the lion. But it was of no use. The concept of someone being in love with her just could not get through her head.

And so he kept trying. Honestly, what else was there to do? The thought of giving up crossed his mind many times, but he knew in his heart that he couldn't. There was no way. She was his drug, and he absolutely could not quit. He was hooked, and there was no going back from how far he was.

"Leo!"

He turned lazily around, too frustrated to want to speak with anyone at the current point in time. Upon seeing who it was that had called his name, however, his ears perked up, and he flashed his greatest smile.

"Hello, Aries."

And the game began again.

Teehee I love them. Anyway favorite, review, all that jazz. I lub choooo