There was always something that got on the way. No matter how hard we tried to deny it, it never worked because we both realized it at the wrong time in a different moment in our lives.
We fell in love at the wrong moment, but we did fall in love with each other... right?
It was already too late and there was nothing we could change, but it meant something to me. And I know that it meant something to you too. I saw the way you looked at me when I was too blind to figure it out. I could feel it. I wanted to feel it. But it was never the right time. It never felt wrong either, somehow. The thing is that it scared us, and that's the only reason why we didn't dare to go farther. One more move and everything would fall apart.
Their excuse was that our relationship was platonic even though it was also very deep. It was simple, so we took the easy way out and held on to it. I don't want to tell you how much it hurt. We were slowly and painfully growing apart, aware of the connexion that we shared and that nobody understood. It was too strong. We had chosen to ignore it, but in the end it destroyed us instead of saving the person that we truly were on the inside.
You're the only one who saw right through me. You knew me better than I knew myself, and I reckon that it was the same thing on the other way around.
And now, this is it. This is the ghost of what could have been. And there's no turning back. It's funny, you know? Because once again, we're the only ones who know it. We know the truth. It was hidden behind smiles, touches, glances, tears and words left unsaid. And it's funny how those words will always remain unsaid, but I know you can hear them. That's just how we work. That's us.
I once was blind but now I see.
We fell in love with each other at the wrong moment, but we did fall in love. Damn the consequences.
One step closer and we're here...
"I'll go with you."
I'm just sorry we didn't see it sooner.
A/N : I really wanted to make a video about this very little OS, but I'm not inspired to do it at the moment, so maybe later..? Anyway, thanks for reading! :)