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Leven: Byebye for now!

A few days had passed since that day the two teens got a little busy. It was now Wednesday, just after school, and the two teens hadn't even really talked much. Axel was always busy, saying he was spending time with his mom whenever Roxas wanted to do something. The blond asked about his job but Axel said he had quit. When asked why, the redhead said he didn't like it that much.

Now, Roxas understood Axel wanting to get to know his mother, but he couldn't help but feel a little lonely. Roxas wasn't going to tell Axel that, so to keep busy the blond would spend time with Sora and Riku. The three of them hadn't had enough time together either so it was a nice change of pace.

Axel, however, was depressed. He wanted to spend time with Roxas but he had to get his stuff from his room. He and Tifa had been packing it up little by little so Genesis wouldn't notice anything. All the while he never even questioned why Axel was never home. The man was too wasted to even notice. Either way, Axel still didn't like anything that was going on. He hated it all. Even when his mother told him that she was almost done with the paper work and that they would have his stuff in his new room by Friday.

She and the school agreed to let him stay one more week after this so he could do his upcoming tests, which was another thing he hated. Why was life so crappy lately?

Roxy-poo: how are things with you and your mom? Any better?

Roxas sent his text while Sora was telling a story about how he saw Xigbar buying a lotto ticket and saying he couldn't wait to quit his job. The blond wasn't really paying attention. He couldn't stop thinking about how weird Axel was being and how he never wanted to talk about what he and his mom were up to or anything related to it. It made Roxas feel like the redhead was keeping something from him.

Firecrotch: I don't think it'll ever not be awkward. Wanna catch a movie l8er

Roxas glanced at his phone then to his friends. They had already seen a movie and he didn't really want to sit on his ass again. He actually wanted to go home and curl up in his Axel smelling blankets. Then again, being with the real Axel was just as good.

Roxy-poo: depends

Firecrotch: cmon let me take u out on a date

Roxy-poo: maybe next time. I'm tired and hanging out with Sora and Riku.

"And then he said that he was probably going to show up at school and pay the students to do stupid dares. He'd pay them to do it just to see which of us is dumb enough. Roxas?" Sora poked the distracted blond.

Roxas put his phone away, raising a brow at the brunette. "Sorry."

"Axel?" Sora asked, picking up his pizza. "You guys okay?"

"Yeah. Why wouldn't we be?" Roxas questioned.

"You look like someone who just got blown off." Sora said bluntly.

"What do you mean?" The blond asked, confusion written on his face.

"He's just trying to say you're looking at your phone like you want to strangle the person on the other end." Riku explained, "Are you sure you guys are okay? Axel's been acting funny at school. You wouldn't happen to know why, would you?"

Just then Roxas's phone went off

Firecrotch: I really need two see you 2nite

Riku arched a slender silver brow, "So you're the one avoiding him."

Roxas hid his phone from Riku's prying eyes. "We're fine and I don't really know why he's acting weird. Also, I don't feel like seeing him later. Is that so wrong? It's not like were fighting or anything. I just want to go home and sleep before studying takes that away."

Sora groaned and planted his forehead on the table. "Don't bring up studying please? I don't want to think about next week at all. It's going to be hell."

Roxas rolled his eyes, snorting from how his friend was acting. "You always pass anyway, even if you don't study. You're just that type of person."

"Doesn't mean I still don't like tests." Sora grumbled.

"Maybe he blows the teachers so he doesn't fail. That's why he always gets high marks." Riku joked as he patted his best friend's back to show he wasn't being serious.

Sora kicked Riku under the table, deep blue eyes glaring with the intents to murder. "If I blow them than you screw them."

Roxas chuckled as his phone went off again. "Maybe you both have a three way, which is why you both pass no matter what you do."

"Shut up Roxas." Sora playfully hit the blond's shoulder why Riku kicked them both under the table. The three joked around some more before forgetting that they were talking about the blond's relationship.

It wasn't until Roxas got home that he looked at his phone. He had two texts and three missed calls from Axel. Roxas didn't even know if he should read or listen to the voice mails. He didn't know why but he just didn't feel like talking to Axel at the moment.

The blond jumped on his bed and kicked his shoes off before he decided to read both the texts and listen to the two voice mails he got out of the three missed calls.

Firecrotch: r u free tomorrow night?

Firecrotch: Roxy did I do something 2 piss u off?

Roxas rolled his baby blues at the text messages before listening to the voicemails.

"Hey Rox," there was a long awkward pause, "I guess you're out having a blast with Sora and Riku. Call me back when you get this, kay?"

"Umm...I guess you're mad at me. I'm sorry I've been so distant the past week. I love you."

Roxas opened up a new message. He paused, thinking about what to say. He wasn't mad and he really did get distracted. So why not call rather than tex t? The blond closed the message and pressed the speed dial for Axel's number. The phone rang four times before the redhead answered it.

"I love you too." Was the first thing out of Roxas' mouth, "And I'm not mad at you. I'm sorry if you thought I was. Blame Sora and Riku for being nosy."

"Oh, well don't I feel foolish for jumping to conclusions." Axel laughed, "Come over. I wanna see you."

"Is your dad there?" Roxas asked, a bit of strain in his voice.

"Oh yeah," Axel's voice trailed off making Roxas suspicious, "Meet me downtown? I want to treat you to a night on the town."

Roxas let out a loud sigh. "If it was the weekend. You know my parents wouldn't let me. Are you alright? You've been actually really strange lately."

"I'm fine. I just want to spend time with you. I miss you." Axel whined making Roxas laugh a bit at his childish antics.

"If you miss me so much, then why don't you come over here? Or we can just talk or something." Roxas grinned, his cheeks warming a bit.

"'Cause I wanna spend money on you and spoil you like the nice piece of ass you are." Axel laughed at his own joke, "Please don't be mad." He quickly tagged on after Roxas didn't respond.

"I knew it! You only wanted me for my body. Oh how could you?" Roxas playfully cried, laughing when Axel tried to speak but only stuttered. "I love you."

"I love you too, plus your booty is a nice bonus. Now go on a date with me. I won't keep you out long. Just dinner. Please?"

"Axel, you know I can't. Plus I don't want you for your money. Or for food that you want to buy. Actually hearing your voice is nice after not really seeing you. D-don't you dare say how girly that sounds." The blond blushed, glad that Axel couldn't see him.

"I was going to say the same thing. Which is why I want to spoil you rotten tonight. Go ask your mom, she'll let you out to play."

Roxas hesitated, he didn't want to go out. He loved Axel but he really didn't want to leave the comfort of his room. "Axel...I'm sorry." The blond frowned, knowing he was probably hurting his boyfriend by rejecting his offer. "I don't want to go out."

Axel sighed in defeat, "Fine, but I get to take you out and spoil you this weekend. Deal?"

"...Axel we have tests and you know every day we'll have to study. Starting this weekend." Roxas frowned deeply. His heart was starting to throb. What was wrong with him? It wasn't just Axel acting strange, he was being just as weird. It's as if, ever since they almost did the dirty deed, the blond wanted to put space between them. It was easy with Axel being busy but it didn't mean he didn't love and miss Axel. He really did and he wanted to be wrapped up in his arms right now. But for some reason, he didn't want to be alone with him. He was scared of what they would end up doing if they were alone.

"Rox, are you okay? Are the tests stressing you out?"

Roxas let out a shaky breath. He didn't want to lie to Axel but he didn't know how to tell him what was wrong. What if he hurt him? "It's not that it's just...I'm sorry Axel. I'm gonna hang up now."

"Roxas Strife if you hang up I'm going to come over and force you out for dinner." Axel went quiet waiting for the dial tone, but when it never happened he continued talking, "You're afraid of me aren't you?"

"What? No! Axel..." Roxas said a little too quickly. Damn it, his heart wouldn't shut up. It just kept thumping against his chest, painfully. He couldn't and wouldn't lie, or keep this from him when it involved him. Even if it hurt Axel. Roxas gulped and shut his eyes for a moment. He opened his mouth, again letting out a shaky breath. "I'm not going to lie to you. I'm not afraid of you. I'm afraid of what will happen if we're alone again. Both times we've done things and I'm not saying it's your fault because I'm the one starting it...kinda." He blushed, thinking back to how he put on a skirt and how he was the one to grind his ass against him, both times. "Axel, I love but I don't want to be alone with you. You have no idea how much I want you but how scared I am. I know you won't hurt me but I can't help it." The blond got quiet after that. What else could he say? Every word was the truth and he wished he could have just lied and say he felt sick or something.

Axel was quiet for a moment making Roxas worry. Before the blond could ask if his boyfriend was alright, Axel spoke, "Okay, so you don't want to be alone with me. We don't have to fool around if you don't want to. I'll be a good boy and keep my hands to myself."

"Is that a promise?" Roxas asked, slipping his shoes on. "Because I promise to keep my hands off of you too." He said, walking out of his room and then house, being sure that Axel wouldn't be able to hear it open or close. And even if he did, it wasn't like Axel would be able know if it was the front door.

"A touch free date. First one to lose it and grope the other has to pay ten dollars. Sounds fun to you?"

Roxas laughed as he walked along the side walk. "Sure, you're on. I hope you have ten to spare when I win." He said cheekily.

"Me lose? Please Roxy how can you not want to touch me?" Axel laughed. Roxas could just picture the arrogant look on the redhead's face as he said that.

"Hm, I don't know Axel, you're usually the one that can't keep his hands off of me. Especially since we started dating. Think you'll be able to handle it?" The blond jogged across the street, sauntering down the road. "I can resist touching you because it's fun to mess with you when I know how you want me to. So I don't just to tease you." Roxas was almost to destination. Just one more street and he would reach Axel's house. As Roxas finished speaking, a car drove past him, the noise reaching Axel's ears.

"Hey Rox, are you outside?" The redhead asked, completely ignoring whatever Roxas was saying.

"Maybe." The blond said happily. "I'm actually about to be on your street in 3...2...1."

"Roxas, do-" before he could finish speaking, Roxas had hung up the phone.

The blond ran down the street, pausing when he didn't see Axel's car outside the house. He frowned, pouting at how his boyfriend had told him to come over when he wasn't even there. "What the hell Axel?" He grumbled to himself, walking up to house, ringing the doorbell.

Just then, a car that wasn't Axel's pulled into the driveway. After it parked an irritated Genesis stepped out. Cold blue eyes instantly landed on the blond, "What are you doing here boy?"

Roxas' frown deepen when he saw the man. It was the second time in a while that he saw the man sober. He just wished he wasn't a sour puss. "I'm here to study with Axel." He lied easily. It wasn't like Roxas needed his things when Axel had the same books. Genesis usually didn't drink as much or bother them when they actually did study at the house. It was one of the few times the man showed he could be a good parent, even going as far as getting food rather than yelling at Axel to cook something.

Genesis sighed as he went through his keychain looking for his house key, "Well he's not here. Left with the bitch a week ago. Can't believe he didn't tell his little Hoover."

"Hoover?" Roxas questioned. "What's that supposed to mean?" Roxas glared at the weirdly patient man. "Wait a minute. He's with his mom...he told me he didn't want to even be near her, though he was spending time with her."

"Oh don't play innocent. I know what fagots do to each other. He probably keeps you around just so you'll suck his dick." Genesis said without any shame. He managed to get the door open but before he walked in he turned towards Roxas, "He really didn't tell you he was staying in a hotel?"

"One, we don't do that. Two, what we do is none of your business. And no, he didn't tell me anything." Roxas signed and ran a hand through his hair. "That asshole, what the hell?" Roxas muttered to himself.

Genesis muttered a few curses to himself before saying, "Do you want to come in for a drink? Don't give me that look. Nonalcoholic. You're probably thirsty."

Roxas took a hesitant step inside, following the man into the kitchen. "I thought you didn't like me. Why are you actually being nice?" Roxas asked suspiciously.

"I don't hate you. I watched you grow up. You're like a distant son or something." The awkward man said as he poured Roxas a glass of ice water.

Roxas scratched the back of his head, taking the glass while glancing to the side. "Oh, um thank you?" He said feel really awkward. He took a drink, wishing he never set foot in the house. He was going to kill Axel for not bring here and for never telling him about the hotel. "Can I ask you something?"

"Yes?" Genesis had his back turned as he rummaged through the fridge looking for some food.

Roxas chewed his lip before he asked. "Why do you treat Axel the way you do and why do you drink so much?" It all came out quickly and the blond hoped beyond hope that the man wouldn't yell at him or threaten him. Or worse, hit him.

Genesis slammed the door to the fridge shut. He didn't turn around to face Roxas, eyes glued to a random magnet, "Trust me kid, once you've grown up and been through shit you'll understand."

"Don't you care at all that you've been hurting your own flesh and blood?" Roxas pushed the question, all fear leaving him when he should have had it the most.

The older man tensed at that. He still refused to face Roxas, but the blond could see how tense he was, "Why are you trying to stick up for that fuck up? He raped you didn't he? Why do you still feel the need to protect him?"

"Because he's my best friend and he wasn't in the right mind. He was drunk and I know he didn't mean to hurt me." Roxas answered, too annoyed to say it wasn't rape. He knew nobody would listen to him no matter how many times he said it.

Genesis blew an annoyed breath, "So he was drunk and made a mistake and he's forgiven because he wasn't in his right mind. I on the other hand get drunk and held accountable for every little fucking thing?" He turned and glared at the teen, daring him to say something else. "And why, because I'm an adult? He should be in even more trouble for underage drinking, but everyone just seems to forget that little fact. He deserves everything bad that happens to him,"

"At least he doesn't keep drinking. At least he has a strong enough will to not do it again after it happened once. You know you do it and yet you keep drinking and you keep doing it. Axel actually cares about what he did and you obviously don't. And yeah, he should be in trouble, and you as his parent should have punished him properly and not beat him. It's as if you don't even love him anymore. Or have for a few years now. You can't just blame everything on him being into another guy because you have been abusing him since before all this. What the hell is wrong with you to even say he deserves bad things? You're supposed to be there for him and be his role model and not some jealous adult who can't own up to his mistakes." Roxas didn't raise his voice. It all just flowed out, speaking beyond his years because of how his parents raised him. Yet he couldn't help the way his eyes watered up. He got strength and brains from his father while sensitivity from his mother. Why couldn't Axel have parents like he did?

Genesis was speechless. He looked everywhere but at Roxas as he tried to think of something to say. But before he could get any words out of his mouth the front door opened and slammed shut. The sound of running footsteps crossed the living room and a tuff of red hair piled into the kitchen.

A wide eyed, out of breath Axel stepped into the kitchen. He looked between his slowly angering father and his teary eyed boyfriend, "Rox, what happened?" Axel asked as he approached said blond, completely ignoring his father.

"Axel?" Roxas asked a little shocked to see him. But the he remembered where he was and that he told the redhead where he was going.

Axel held his hand out for Roxas to take, "Come on let's get out of here."

Roxas looked to Axel and then to Genesis. The man was glaring at his son, mouth tightly closed, hands balled up. Of course he would be mad, Axel just interrupted what he was going to say. But then again he was always mad at Axel. Roxas looked back to the younger redhead, he wasn't exactly happy either. "Thanks for the water." Roxas said to the man before pushing past Axel and going out the front door.

Axel wasn't too far behind Roxas. When they made it outside the redhead grabbed the other teen by his shoulders and made him face him, "What were you doing here?" Axel demanded, "He could have done something bad to you." The redhead's face didn't show anger, just pure concern for what could have happened to Roxas if Genesis had gotten home earlier and downed a few beers before the blond showed up.

"Don't touch me!" Roxas yelled, pushing Axel away from him, anger burning in his baby blues. "I'm going home." He said, turning his back to the redhead, marching away.

"Roxas what did he tell you?" Axel called as he easily caught up to the blond. He wanted to reach out and touch the blond, but the air around him screamed 'back the fuck off before I bite you, and not in the kinky way' making Axel hesitate and stuffed his hands in his pockets.

Roxas turned around, eyes and face showing how hurt he was. All traces of anger gone. "Why didn't you tell me you weren't staying here? Why didn't you tell me you were with your mom at a hotel? Why did I have to find out from him?"

"Fuck." Axel cursed at himself as he looked off to the side. He couldn't face Roxas with his face looking like that. It hurt his heart too much, "I was going to tell you. I just didn't know how. And I didn't want my last couple of weeks to be filled with sadness. I just wanted to have a good time with you." Axel explained. He finally looked back at Roxas and sighed when he saw the blond's expression didn't change, "I don't even know how that drunken idiot figured it out. We never said anything to him."

"What…do you mean...last couple of weeks?" Roxas asked slowly. His eyes showing confusion. "Axel...he only told me you weren't staying here anymore and that you were with your mom...what the hell have you been keeping from me?!"

Axel's eyes widened as he realized he spilt his secret. Well no use lying about it now, "The day Mom came back, we went to the house and Dad was there and really drunk. A fist fight broke out and Mom threatened to call the cops and get herself custody. I didn't want the cops involved and just agreed to go with her. I'm leaving after test week is over."

Within moments, Roxas' showed anger from having been kept in the dark, and then heart break from Axel having to leave. The blond backed away from the redhead, tears threatening to spill over. The blond turned on his heel and bolted down the street. He needed to get away before he either blew up at Axel, or broke down crying.

Axel quickly chased after the blond. It didn't take much effort since Axel's legs were much longer than Roxas's. When he finally caught up, the redhead reached out and grabbed Roxas. He managed to spin the blond around and pull him into his chest. The feeling of hot tears soaked through the taller teen's shirt making Axel want to cry as well. But he held it back to comfort his upset boyfriend, "I'm sorry. I know I should have told you. It'll only be for a year and I'll come back to you once I turn eighteen. And I'll try to come back on weekends." As he talked, Axel rubbed circles into Roxas's back, trying to calm him down.

Roxas shook his head, trying to stop crying so he could speak coherently. The blond looked up into Axel's sad emerald orbs, seeing that Axel wasn't happy about this either. "I don't want you to go. Why can't you stay with me, at my house? Damn it Axel, if we had told before your mom came back you would already be living with me. The blond pushed Axel away from himself so he could wipe his eyes. He really hated crying in front of Axel. It was something he needed to learn how to stop doing. "Where does she even live?"

"We couldn't do it because there's no room for me at your place. We'd have to share a bed, and just think of how old that would have gotten before we started dating." Axel sighed as he rubbed his arm, he didn't want Roxas to find any of this out like this, "She lives in Travers Town. It's an hour and a half away from here. Not too bad right?"

"We could have gotten bunk beds. And even if you never started to like me, it's better than watching you leave. Even if I had to watch you with someone else again..." Roxas lowered his head. He didn't want to remember that pain but for now he thought it would be better than this. "I don't want you to leave...I really don't but..." The blond looked up and pulled his boyfriend down for deep kiss. He pulled away all too quickly so he could finish speaking. "It's better knowing he won't ever lay another hand on you."

Axel weakly laughed as he kissed Roxas's forehead, "We both know you wouldn't have been able to handle me with another person. You'd probably break down the first time I brought her home." Axel tried to joke but the sadness in his eyes killed it, "We can make this work. So don't be sad. I love you."

"And I love you." Roxas hugged Axel before taking his hand and leading to the redhead to his car. The teens got in and drove out of the neighborhood. Roxas stared at the window, lost in thought before he decided to push all his sad feelings away. They needed to make the most of what time they had together. "You lose you know." The blond laughed. "You touched me first."

"Yeah well, I still have you. I'm gonna spoil you with a nice dinner. So let's call it even." Axel said as he drove to the downtown area, "Where do you want to go?"

"I don't want you to spoil me. And I'm not even hungry." The blond took Axel's hand in his and kissed his cheek, before lowering himself. The sound of Axel's zipper going down startled the redhead. But he couldn't do anything as Roxas quickly took him into his mouth.

Axel had to slam on the breaks to avoid hitting the car in front of him. He grabbed a fist full on Roxas's hair and tried to pull him off of his cock, "R-rox, not now." Moan, "I ca-can't drive like this."

"Learn how too." The blond lifted his head bit so he could talk. He lowered himself again, sucking and licking at the redhead's new erection. He made it sound as if he would do this again, and that just made Axel get harder from just thinking about future blow jobs.

"C'mon Roxas. Stop it." Axel pulled harder on Roxas's hair, but let go once the blond started to suck harder and take him in deeper. Axel didn't know what to do, so he pulled along a curb and hoped no little children passed by his car, "You're going to be the death of me." He growled as he trailed his fingers back into Roxas's hair to keep him in place.

Roxas moaned, sending the vibrations along Axel's length. The blond started to bob his head up and down, sucking harder, moving quicker to get his boyfriend off faster.

Axel's legs went numb and his neck gave out making his head fall back, "God Roxas. Why are you so good at this?" Axel moaned as he bucked a little into the warm, inviting mouth.

Roxas started to deep throat his boyfriend, holding his hips down as he flicked his tongue around his length. The blond pulled back to the tip, kissing and sucking at his head before going down to the hilt in one solid motion. The blond sucked and moved his head as fast as he could go, moaning around the cock in his mouth.

That reduced Axel to a withering moaning mess. He bit down on his forearm to keep his noises at a minimum so no one outside the car could hear him, but he bet any passerby's who could see him thought he was having a break down or was possessed. But he didn't pay them any mind. All Axel could think of was his wonderful boyfriend and his wonderful oral skills.

The redhead's lower stomach started to coil as Roxas gave the tip of his cock a hard suck, "Fuck, more." Axel moaned. He was so close.

"Axel." Roxas moaned his name, his hot breath hitting the tip of his weeping head. The blond licked at it before taking him into his mouth again, his hand reached down to rub and squeeze his sack, helping him to his release.

Forgetting about muffling his voice, Axel reached down with both hands and without thinking forced Roxas's head down farther on his length as he released with a loud moan.

Roxas choked and coughed around Axel. He lifted his head, mouth and chin covered in Axel's seed. The blond glared at him trying not to swallow the stuff down the wrong hole.

Axel reached forward and brought his face closer to Roxas's. He licked some of his mess off of the blond's chin, cringing a bit from the strange taste, "Sorry. Body just acted without my consent. You okay?"

Roxas stuck his tongue out and licked up as much as he could get. "Have anything I can clean my face with?" The blond asked glancing down at Axel crotch. He sighed and lowered himself to clean the mess up.

Axel had to bite his lip and think about his grandmother naked to stop himself from getting hard again from Roxas's licks, "Ah yeah. There's napkins in the glove compartment." The redhead reached over and grabbed a few, "Will you get out of there?" He playfully swatted the blond's face away from his groin. Once Roxas was sitting up again, Axel made quick work of cleaning the mess off of both of them.

"Thanks." The blond said, sitting back in his seat, staring out the window. "Can you actually take me home? I've got homework and should really get it done."

"But we're already here." Axel pouted, "But on the plus side if we go home now I can do things to you." A devilish smile crossed the redhead's face as he thought of all the naughty things he could do to his boyfriend as payback for what he had done.

Roxas scoffed, rolling his eyes. "With my parents' home? Yeah right. Can you just take me home, please?" Roxas turned his baby blue eyes to the redhead, pleading with him. "I already fucked up...I'm afraid of what will happen if I don't go home now."

"You didn't fuck up." Axel reached over to mess up Roxas's hair, "Alright but you owe me. We have to go on two dates before I leave." Axel demanded as he started the car up and started to drive out of the down town area.

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"Axel, where are we going?" Roxas laughed as Axel dragged him out of school. It was Axel's last day of school, which meant he only had about thirty-seven hours before he had to leave. They were planning to make the most of the time they had together, so right when the last bell rang, Axel bolted from his class to find Roxas and take him out on one of the two dates he made Roxas promise to go out on.

"It's a surprise." Axel laughed as he opened his car and tossed Roxas inside. Once he closed the door the redhead's happy demeanor dropped. Axel didn't want to leave. Over the past week he and Roxas had done lots of things and were closer than ever. He didn't want to leave.

With a heavy sigh Axel got into the car, his smile back on his face, "Take a guess for where I'm taking you."

"I don't know, ice cream?" The blond laughed, taking Axel's hand, holding it as if nothing was wrong. He was holding back just as much as Axel was. He wasn't going to show any sad feelings until after Axel had left. It was better to just have a good time.

"Damn how'd you know?" Axel laughed as he pulled out of the parking lot and towards his favorite parlor.

"Lucky guess." The blond smiled, flipping the radio on. He didn't know what else to say. Pretending was a lot harder than it looked. "Axel do you wanna come over tonight so we can hit beach tomorrow or something?"

"I was planning on staying the night anyway." Axel laughed as they pulled into a parking spot. Axel got out and stuffed his hands in his pockets, nervously fingering the jewelry he had in there.

Roxas got out of the car and walked with Axel into the parlor. The two got a table as there was a small line for the ice cream. "Games later?"

"Like arcade or locking ourselves up in your room?" Axel asked as he tapped at the table top with his fingers. He gnawed at his lower lip.

"Either one." Roxas shrugged his shoulders. "Which do you want to do?"

"Well if we hole up in your room we both know no games will be played." Axel studied the line, "Looks shorter. I'm going to get our ice cream. Anything in particular you want?" He asked as he slowly stood up.

"Sea salt ice cream, duh." He laughed, cheeks tinting pink from what Axel said. "Arcade it is then."

"Heh yeah that was a dumb question." Axel laughed as he went to wait in line. While he was waiting to be serviced the redhead's hand went back to his pocked. He was nervous about what he was going to do later in the night. It didn't take long for Axel to get to the front of the line. He ordered Roxas his sea salt, and got himself a bowl of royalberry just for something different. After he paid, Axel went back to the table where he saw an upset looking Roxas.

"Hey what's wrong?" The redhead asked as he placed the blue ice cream in front of Roxas.

"Nothing." The blond smiled, taking his ice cream. "Thanks...uh now what should we do?" The blond asked, taking a bite out of his salty sweet treat.

"Well first we eat the ice cream before it melts and unwind from school." Axel took a bite from his ice cream while leaning back in his chair, "How did you do on your tests?"

"I think I did okay. I'm happy this week is over. Studying and testing, studying and testing. I'm tired and just want to sleep." The blond yawned before taking another bite of his ice cream. "What about you?"

"I didn't really try since my grades probably won't transfer over. But I don't think I did horribly." Axel just shrugged his shoulders and stole a bite of Roxas's ice cream.

"They will transfer over. Hey! You have your own." Roxas swatted his face away from his treat, putting it into his mouth so Axel couldn't take another bite. "Even though you have to go to another school, don't fail or we can't graduate together when you come back."

"I probably won't be back till college. Speaking of college, I have free range to go wherever I please. So I can follow you to the ends of the world and back." The teen finished off his ice cream in a couple of large bites, "Almost ready to go?"

"I thought you said you'd come back when you're eight teen. You could transfer back and...um that's great. I'm happy for you. Do ya know where you wanna go?" Roxas asked, finishing up his ice cream. The blond got up and walked out soon after with Axel at his side.

"I only turn eighteen four months before school ends. It'll be too much to transfer back just for that." Axel got in his car and started it up, "I was just going to apply to wherever you were going to go."

"Yeah, I guess." Roxas said, hiding the disappointment in his voice. "You shouldn't do that. You should think about where you want to go and what you wanna do. Don't just go to wherever I pick."

Axel grabbed ahold of Roxas's hand, holding the teen's appendage while driving had become a habit the redhead knew he would miss, "I wasn't planning on going to begin with, but Mom's paying for it. I don't know what I want to do with my life yet, but I know I want to be close to you."

"You're such a sap." Roxas teased, squeezing his hand. "It's your choice, but don't blame me if you don't like the school I end up choosing."

"Only for you. And I won't complain." Axel promised as he turned into the mall so they could go play at the arcade.

"Axel?"

"Yeah?"

"Can you actually take me home?" The blond said before Axel could find a parking spot. "I really want to be home right now. And...I don't want you to spend the night."

"Oh." Axel felt his heart crush a bit in his chest, "Yeah okay." The redhead turned the car around and started to drive back towards the residential area of their small town. The drive to Roxas's house was quiet and Axel didn't know what to say to fill the void.

Once they got to the house, Roxas unbuckled his seat belt. He leaned over and kissed Axel's cheek. "I'm sorry for this. I just kinda want to be alone..." The blond kissed his boyfriend again, only on the lips, deepening it when Axel put his hand on the back of the blond's head.

"Well when you're ready to talk you know where to find me." Axel said when they parted. He kissed Roxas on the forehead and ushered him off, "Go do your homework."

"It's Friday and a test day, there is no homework." The blond stuck his tongue out before getting out of the car. With his back to Axel, the blond's happy expression vanished. He felt horrible but he needed to think about things.

The blond entered his house and went to his room, head and brain hurting him. He couldn't believe what was running through his head. To stay with Axel or to let the redhead go. That talk about college was another thing that was pushing him to break things off. He loved him and didn't want to do it but if Axel was really only going to do and go where Roxas went; and not think about things for himself, then how was he going to make something of himself. What if they went to college and then broke up? What would Axel do then if he still didn't know what he wanted out of life.

"Fuck." The blond cursed and buried his face in his pillows, screaming into them all of his aching frustration and tears. He didn't want to break up with Axel. He just wanted to be with Axel. Why was life just bend on giving them drama after drama after drama? He hated it so much and he knew Axel didn't like how things were going either. He just wanted things to end already. He wanted them to have peace for once. Would it ever happen?

"Roxas?" Yuffie asked as she knocked on the door to signal her presents, "Is everything okay? Did something happen with Axel?" The woman looked down at her upset son with caring eyes.

"No. Please leave me alone." The blond muttered, keeping his face in the pillow. "I don't want to talk." He added, hoping the women would leave.

"Okay sweetie. Dinner's almost done so come out in about a half hour." The woman turned and walked back to the kitchen to finish preparing the food.

"Damn it all."

For next few hours, the blond ignored any and all messages and calls from everyone. Including Axel. He couldn't talk to him with what was going through his head. The only reply he sent to the redhead was a good night.

The next morning Roxas took a shower and ate a bowl of cereal. He ignored his parents, telling them he didn't really feel well and with the way he looked, face pale, eyes red, and hair a mess, they let him go back to bed. Roxas checked his phone and saw a new message from Axel but he didn't reply to it. He knew he shouldn't be acting like this on the last day he'll see Axel for a while, but he was tired of pretending and keeping everything bottled up.

Roxy-poo: don't come over.

He sent, just to keep Axel away from him for a few hours more. He needed time to sort his thoughts.

Firecrotch: is everything okay?

Roxas ignored the message and shut his phone off. "What's wrong with me?" He asked himself aloud, rolling onto his side, covering himself up in his cocoon. "Damn it."

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It was ten thirty at night. Axel stood in the back yard facing Roxas's dark bedroom window. He was worried about the blond. Roxas had been ignoring him all day and it was starting to tick the redhead off. With ninja skills learned from Yuffie, Axel managed to get Roxas's window open and climb into the house. He landed on the ground with a thump, but a quick look around told Axel that he didn't wake anyone up.

Roxas laid on his bed with his back facing Axel. His steady breathing signaled he was in a deep sleep. It was funny since it was the weekend and the teen tended to stay up till the early mornings before going to sleep.

"Roxas, wake up." Axel whispered as he tried to shake the blond awake.

Roxas groaned, rolling onto his stomach, face still facing away from the redhead. "'M sorry." The blond said in his sleep, a tear leaking from his right eye.

Axel sat down on the edge of the bed and started to rub the blond's back, "What'cha sorry for?"

Roxas sniffled in his sleep, rolling around and unconsciously snuggling Axel's lap. "Ending things."

Axel felt his stomach drop. Should he wake up Roxas and pretend the blond never said anything, or should he keep talking to the sleeping teen and get more answers? After a quiet minute Axel decided to do the latter, "Does that mean you don't love me anymore?"

"More than love you." The blond's eyes started to leak as he cried in his sleep. In his dream, the blond saw himself with Axel, the redhead looking heart broken and confused. Roxas was crying, not knowing what else to say.

That's it. Axel couldn't deal with a crying Roxas. He never wanted the blond to be sad. He shook Roxas harder until hazy blue eyes opened, "I love you." Axel blurted out, "Please don't leave me." Green eyes prickled with tears. He didn't want to lose everything.

"Axel? Wh-what are you...I talked in my sleep didn't I?" Axel nodded, trying to hold back his tears. The blond sat up, facing his boyfriend. His heart ached. He never wanted Axel to know what he had been thinking about. "I'm not leaving you. I just- I was just thinking about what would be best for you. That's why I wanted to be alone so I could think. I'm sorry Axel." Roxas bowed his head, his voice shaking with sharp intakes of breath. His eyes burned from having cried practically all day and now he was doing it again, in front of Axel.

Axel quickly gathered Roxas in his arms and tried to sooth him, "its okay. You didn't do anything wrong." The redhead pulled back and made sure Roxas was looking him in the eye, "Just keep in mind that us breaking up will never be good for me."

Roxas nodded his head, burying his face against the older teen's chest. "I love you Axel. I don't want you to go. I don't care if it's only an hour or so drive away, I don't like the idea of not seeing you every day, of not hanging out or being stupid with you."

"I know. I feel the same." Axel kissed the top of Roxas's head, "But it's just a part of growing up. And it'll only be for a year. I doubt anything big will happen." The redhead moved them so they were laying down. Both on their side and holding each other close, "It won't be too bad. We can talk every day."

"I guess...what about summer break? Think Tifa will let you stay over here?" Roxas asked hopefully, cuddling Axel.

"Don't see why she wouldn't. And even if she said no I'd still come down."

Roxas smiled and kissed Axel's neck once since he was too lazy to move around to get his lips. "You'd do that? I think I'll have to get a job so I can be the one to spoil you when you come down here." The blond laughed to himself, shutting his tired eyes. "Stay with me?"

"Of course." Axel moaned as he angled his head to give Roxas more access to his sensitive neck. He felt Roxas add some tongue to his sucks and kisses, "What are you trying to do?" The redhead asked as he rolled over so Roxas was on top of him.

"I'm trying to make up for being a butt head." The blond kissed along Axel's neck, sucking hard over his pulse, leaving a small trail of marks on each side of his boyfriend's neck. "Do you want to just sleep?" Roxas asked, stopping his action before he went too far.

"Why would I want to sleep when you're being so affectionate?" Axel tilted his head back and ran his hands down Roxas's back, grabbing the hem of his night shirt. In one fluid motion he pulled the blond's shirt off. A shirtless Roxas straddling him was a good thing. Having to remove Roxas's lips from his neck on the other hand was bad, "Hey come back down here and finish what you started." Axel childishly pouted as he reached up and ran his slender fingers over the blond's chest, making him moan.

"Axel, we shouldn't do any more than this. My parents are home and I don't think I can do this." He said gesturing to how they were laying and sitting.

"Don't worry. They're probably watching TV in their room or something. They won't hear us." Axel said as he sat up and started to nibble on a peaked nipple, making Roxas moan. While his mouth was busy with the blond's chest, Axel's hands made quick work with travailing down the blond's body till they reached Roxas's pajama bottoms. Axel quickly pulled them and Roxas's underwear down till his soft cock was free.

Roxas tried to push Axel away, but the redhead bit harder at the blond's chest making him back off, "Let me return the favor from the other day." He growled as he went back to work with making Roxas feel good.

"Axel y-you don't have to...oooh." Roxas moaned when he felt Axel slowly start to pump his member to life. The blond squeezed his eyes as he began to get hard while Axel attacked his neck and chest, squeezing and stroking his new found hard on. "Please." Roxas gasped bucking his hips into Axel's hand.

In a blink of an eye the teen's positions switched. Roxas found himself on his back with Axel hovering over him, "I love you, you know." Axel hotly whispered into Roxas's ear. His hand never ceased its steady pumping, "And I know how everyone thinks that just because you're shorter means you're automatically the woman in the relationship, but I don't think that's fair." He left the idea hanging hoping Roxas would catch on.

Roxas panted, trying to catch his breath. What Axel said struck a chord within himself. The blond moaned, reaching his arms up to pull Axel against him. "Axel hah a-are you mm shit." The blond threw his head back, moaning loudly. So loud that Axel froze and stared at the bedroom door wide eyed, as if waiting for Cloud and Yuffie to burst in the room. When nothing happened and Roxas as able to catch his breath, the blond spoke again. "Axel, are you saying that you would be the bottom?" The blond asked thanking the darkness in the room to hide the coloring on his cheeks.

Meanwhile, in the blond's parent's room. Cloud was glaring at the wall. He heard his son and he could hear hushed whispers. Yuffie heard it too and yet the adults didn't do anything. They just sat on their bed, slipping their shoes on.

"Told you. Now where's my ten bucks?" The woman asked as she slipped on a jacket and grabbed her purse from the edge of the bed. She laughed when she saw the upset look on her husband's face, "Oh don't be like that. Be happy they're both coherent and consenting this time."

Cloud didn't say anything but his upset looked changed to his usual expressionless glory. The two adults held hands as they quietly snuck out of the house

Back in Roxas' room

Axel's neck gave out so he buried his face in Roxas's neck to hide his embarrassment, wrapping his arms around Roxas's waist in a lose hug, "I'm saying, that you can take me, whenever you want."

"B-but." Roxas started to stutter. "I always thought you'd be the top no matter what. I never even dreamed or thought about topping you...what are you thinking?" The blond gazed up at him, confusion written all over his face. He wasn't even sure he'd be able to do it. "Axel, I don't want to have sex, even if I top you. I'm not ready for it." Roxas lied turning his face away so Axel wouldn't be able to see how red it was getting with the moon light finally reaching the bed.

Axel sat up so his weight was on his forearm. He studied Roxas's face and took in the scared look, "Hey, why are you so afraid? I'm not drunk and won't hurt you this time." Axel tried to reason with the blond. If Roxas said no Axel would back off, but the hard-on in his pants ached for attention.

"I can't stop thinking about it. It hurt a lot and you were the only that got off. The only one that got to feel good while all I felt was pain." Roxas said, keeping eye contact with anything but Axel.

Axel sighed and kissed Roxas on the tip of his nose, "And that's why I'm offering for you to do me. Plus neither of us are drunk." Axel pulled back so he could see Roxas more clearly, "Do you trust me?"

"Axel, do you really want to do this?" The blond asked, blushing like mad. "I trust you and you have no idea how much I want to be with you."

"Of course I want this. I want anything and everything from you." Axel stretched up and took his shirt off, making a point of putting on a show for Roxas's hungry eyes.

"Axel." Roxas whispered, pulling him down into a kiss. The blond parted his lips, allowing Axel's tongue to invade and explore his mouth, moaning when his cock rubbed against Axel's abdomen. His hands ran through silky red spikes while he felt hands cupping his ass, giving it a good squeeze before traveling up his sides.

"Roxas. What do you want to do?" Axel carefully asked when he managed to part from the blond's tempting lips. He could feel Roxas's penis quiver and leak a bit on his abs, fueling the redhead's desires.

Roxas gazed at Axel with hazy blue eyes. The blond bucked his hips against Axel's body, kissing his chin. "Axel, I want you."

Axel rose on his knees and pointed towards his pants, "Well if you want me then you're gonna have to do something about it." He smirked down at the embarrassed and aroused blond.

"Jerk." The blond mumbled, his hands flying to Axel's pants. He made quick work to unbuckle and zip them. He then yanked them down, shivering when Axel's member sprang free. Roxas stared at it for a moment before Axel took his pants off of his own legs and straddled the blond. "I-I have to prep you." Roxas said nervously, twisting so he could get his lube. Axel raised a questioning brow at the blond. "Don't you dare say anything about it being there." Roxas blushed heavily, putting it to the side.

"I was only going to question who else you've had in your room." Axel lamely joked trying to calm his own blush, "Okay, so I'm okay here?" He moved his hips up the blond's body a bit to give Roxas's hands more room to work, "Is this going to hurt?"

Roxas blushed, his heart thumping against his chest. He popped open the lube and poured a good amount on his fingers. "It won't hurt, just feel weird and uncomfortable at first. Axel we don't have to do this." The blond said, gazing up with uncertainty.

Axel petted Roxas's chest and tweaked his buds to shut him up, "Don't worry Roxy, I want this. Just wanted to know." Axel tensed up a bit as he felt cold, slick fingers reach behind him and gently start to rub his hole, "Oh god I can't believe we're finally doing this." the redhead laughed as he tried to relax into the touch.

"Yeah." Roxas said breathlessly, poking the tip of his finger in, testing to see if Axel was really fine with it. "You're really tense Axel. I'm not going to do anymore unless you relax."

Axel sucked in a breath and slowly released through his nose. He made his body accept what was happening and pressed himself back into Roxas's waiting hand, "Better?"

Roxas slipped his finger in deeper, slowly thrusting it while watching how Axel made a face. The blond laughed wiggling his finger around. "I told you it would feel weird." The blond slipped his finger back, adding a second digit when he thrusted them together, brushing against a bundle of nerves on the second thrust.

Axel's nails embedded themselves into Roxas's chest but neither seemed to notice, "Ah...yeah, I can tell-fuck-oh God right there." Axel moaned as he thrust back on the fingers that were playing with his prostate. It stung a little, but Roxas was using plenty of lube so it wasn't unbearable to the redhead. But he was still worried about how much pain he would be in once he got the real thing inside of him.

"Axel calm down." Roxas pulled his fingers out so Axel wouldn't try to suck his fingers up his ass. The redhead looked down at him, face red, mouth open as he panted. Roxas felt his member twitch at the sight. He wanted Axel so badly but he knew better than either of them how Axel needed to be ready for it. The blond put more lube his fingers, slipping two back in and scissoring them to help stretch Axel out. Once Roxas was sure his redhead was ready, he slipped in a third finger. "You okay?"

"Yeah..."Axel had to swallow some saliva before he could finish talking, "You're really good at this." He teased as he laid down on the blond and started to nip at his neck, leaving his mark.

Roxas blushed, moaning at how Axel worked his neck. He was at a loss for words. Should he tell Axel why he actually knows what he's doing or should he just say something else? The blond went with the latter. "You only think so because no one else has ever done this to you." The blond said wiggling and scissoring his fingers, brushing against Axel's prostate just to tease him. It was also an attempt to cover up what the blond had been doing to himself since he started having dreams of Axel before they ever confessed.

"Yo-you'd think thaaht." Axel moaned into Roxas's ear, "But...but you're too good." Axel felt his cock twitch from Roxas not letting up on his special spot. "If you keep this up imma cum." The redhead warned as he rubbed his leaking head over Roxas's stomach.

Roxas pulled his fingers away from the nerves and focused on just stretching his boyfriend. "If-if I tell you then you can't laugh or tease me."

"Rox, your fingers are up my ass, I don't think I get the right to laugh." And to prove his point the redhead pushed his hips back making Roxas's fingers slip deeper inside.

"Right...I ah...I've done it to myself a few times." The blond blushed darkened as Axel stared at him with wide eyes. "E-ever since I started having dreams of us...doing things. S-so I would do things to myself, thinking about you. I might as well tell you about the blow jobs too. I've practiced in case I ever got the chance to really be with you. I've only wanted to make you feel good. I honestly planned to do it when I confessed to you but that didn't happen because you surprised me by telling me you liked me first." Roxas pulled his fingers out, staring up at his silent boyfriend. It made Roxas feel like he was some sick crazy guy. "Say something!" Roxas pleaded, his face and eyes burning from embarrassment.

Axel leaned down and passionately kissed his boyfriend. He didn't give Roxas a chance to kiss back, instead he moved to kiss the tears off of the blond's scared and embarrassed face, "I love you so much." Axel reached over and grabbed the lube. He spread it over his hand before he reached for Roxas's dick. He gave it a few pumps, making sure the gel was spread everywhere, and he would never admit it, but the faces Roxas made while his penis was getting worked on was one of Axel's guilty pleasures.

"You ready?" Axel asked once he was sure the lube was evenly distributed. He felt unusually empty and was eager to fix the problem.

"Axel." Roxas pulled him down into a deep kiss. Axel shifted and aligned himself up with Roxas, slowly pushing himself down on him. It hurt at first but within minutes Axel was able to take Roxas to the hilt. The two waited until Axel adjusted to the rest of his length. Roxas held Axel as the redhead shivered from feeling. Roxas just stared at the ceiling. Axel was tight and hot around him and the blond didn't know what to do with himself. What if he hurt Axel?

"Fuck Roxas." Axel shifted a bit as he tried to get used to the feeling. It didn't hurt as bad as he was planning it on being, but he suspected that it was because Roxas made sure to stretch him and use plenty of lube.

A pang went through Axel's chest as he looked down at the overwhelmed teen. He didn't want to leave Roxas. He didn't want their last time seeing each other to just be a fuck. He wanted more, "H-hey Rox. Remember," Axel had to stop to wet his dry lips, "Remember the time when we were little at the park and some creep tried to kidnap you." Axel moved up the length a bit and sank back down. Keeping the rhythm slow and the penetration deep.

Roxas gasped, moaning and nodding his head. "You saved me." The blond bucked his hips, reaching out to take Axel's hands, holding them as he thrusted into Axel. "You saw the guy take my hand and drag me away ahh. A-and mm you threw rocks at him."

Axel bit down on his lip to stop a loud moan from coming out. He didn't want Roxas's parents interrupting them, "Ahh yeah." He managed to pant out, "I was actually jealous. Oh god. He offered you candy and not me." At that moment Roxas thrust up while he lowered his hips at the right angle for the blond to strike his prostate, making Axel let out a moan that he couldn't hold back.

"Hhha is that the only reason?" Roxas let go of Axel's hands and flipped them over so Axel was on his back. The blond leaned forward and captured Axel's lips, moving his hips in steady rhythm, trying to get used to the feeling of being inside of Axel. "When I cried ahh fuck. You wouldn't let anyone else hold me. You th-threaten our parents oh god Axel!" The blond moaned when he felt Axel squeeze around him. The blond planted his head on Axel's chest, panting out his words. "You...s-said that i-i only needed y-y-you."

Axel tried to laugh but it came out chocked, "Well you do." The redhead tried to get used to the new position by lifting his hips a bit, letting Roxas slide deeper inside him. The feeling was too much and soon Axel found himself grabbing at his own leaking erection and start to pump it in time with Roxas's thrusts.

"Axel." The blond moved a little faster. He couldn't hold back anymore. The blond could feel his end coming soon. A little too soon for his liking but how could he not enjoy what they were doing. Even if it felt a little awkward at first. "N-necklace." The blond moaned, earning a weird look from the redhead. "P-put it on me." The blond looked toward his desk with said necklace on top. The blond wanted to have something on, something that Axel had given him. He just didn't know why.

Axel let go of himself with a small whine and clumsily reached over his head and banged around the nightstand till he found said necklace. His fingers trembled with pleasure as he tried and failed a few times at working the clasp, "Nnn...lean down more." Once Roxas was in an easy to reach position, Axel wound his arms around the blond's neck and somehow managed to put it on, "There you go. Ahll nice and pretty"

Roxas laughed and kissed the redhead, trying to steady his weakening arms as he held himself up so he could keep thrusting into his lover. "Axel I can't keep going. Hahaaa I-I gonna -gonna." The blond shut his eyes, trying his best not to do what he had to do. The blond shifted and ended up hitting Axel's prostate dead on.

"Fuuuck holly shit!" Axel yelled as he came all over his stomach and chest in what had to be his most intense orgasm ever. Clouded green eyes looked up at Roxas, "You can do it. Cum for me."

In the middle of the redhead's words, Roxas did in fact cum. The loud moan, the face, the tightness of Axel, it was all too much to the blond. He released deep inside his boyfriend, moaning his name, loudly. The blond collapsed on top of the redhead, not caring that he was laying on the older teen's essence. "Fuck, Axel...I love you." The blond cried, nuzzling his face against Axel's neck. "I love you."

Axel had to calm himself down. The warm feeling of Roxas's seed inside him was somehow erotic enough to get him half hard again. But the redhead knew neither of them were ready for a second round, "Damn that was good. You're so good Roxas." Axel cooed as he brushed damp bangs out of Roxas's eyes, "You're the best thing to ever happen to me."

The blond wrapped his arms around the redhead, kissing him a few times. "Axel, I love you so much. I don't want you to leave me. I hated how I was thinking about breaking up with you. I love you and I don't want to do that. I said before, that I wanted to do what was best for you. I'm so stupid." The blond kissed Axel harder before rolling off of him to cuddle his side. "Are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I?"

"'M a little stiff but I think I'll live. And I know you were just looking out for me, but I'm still upset that you would think I'd want that Roxas." Axel held Roxas close to him and breathed in the scent that he had grown to love, "I have a present for you."

"I'm sorry. Next time, I'll talk to you about it. Even if there won't be a next time for those thoughts to come through my head." The blond kissed Axel's cheek, clinging to him so the redhead couldn't get said present. "You didn't have to you know. You'll always be my present."

"And you call me a sap. C'mon let go." Axel swatted Roxas off of him so he could get off the bed and find his pants. He felt the liquid in his body move till white drops trickled down his leg, "Ugh that's gross." The redhead remarked as he tried to turn his body so he could see Roxas's cum drip out of him, "That must be an attractive sight."

Roxas blushed as he watched it fall down. "To you maybe." The blond whispered, grabbing some tissues to wipe his body down. He didn't want to have Axel's seed drying on him or the necklace. The blond then rolled on to his stomach, cuddling a pillow in Axel's place. "Are you okay standing?"

"Standing's fine, but I think bending's going to be a problem." Axel said with a groan as he reached down for his pants. He quickly scooped up his pants and sat back on the bed so he couldn't stain the carpet anymore. He rummaged through his pockets till he pulled out the velvet box Cloud had given him on his birthday, "You know I love you right?" Axel asked as he shifted to relieve pressure off of his backside.

Roxas pushed himself up, twisting around so he could sit up. "Do you?" Roxas teased until he saw the look on Axel's face. The blond chewed his lower lip, looking down at the bed. "Sorry." He mumbled, looking back up to his boyfriend. "Yes, I know you do and I love you too. I don't need any gift from you for you prove it." The blond fiddled with the chain on his necklace and kissed Axel's cheek.

Axel laughed and turned his head so he could steal a kiss from the blond, "I know you don't, I just like giving you things." He opened the box and showed Roxas the rings inside, "These are promise rings. I was told to give one to the person I love the most, so I wanted you to have it." Axel blushed in embarrassment. When had he turned into such a sap?

"Axel..." The blond stared at the rings, face going red, eyes glossing over with tears. The redhead took Roxas' hand as the blond watched him put one of the rings on. Roxas felt his heart hammer like never before. The blond couldn't control what happened next. He wrapped his arms around Axel's neck, knocking him onto his back with the blond straddling him, lips locked together in a deep, passionate kiss.

Axel grunted in pain, but he didn't complain. Roxas's lips on his was enough to make his aching back feel better. In fact it was doing a lot more than curing his back. He could feel other parts of his anatomy stir when Roxas pushed his tongue in his mouth. Axel clung to Roxas and held the smaller teen close. When they finally parted for air Axel asked, "Up for another round?" He didn't care if he had to bottom again, he just wanted to feel close to Roxas again.

Roxas didn't answer, instead he pressed his lips to Axel's again, dominating his mouth with his tongue. The blond grinded his hips against Axel, making them both moan from the friction. "Axel..." Roxas whispered heatedly, yet still had an air of shyness.

"Yes Roxas?" The redhead asked as he pulled Roxas closer to him, making sure every part of their bodies were touching.

Roxas reached for the lube and took Axel's hand. The blond pour some onto Axel's palm, being sure to make it a good amount. Roxas swallowed the saliva in his mouth, dropping the lube to the side. "I want you."

Axel looked down at his now sticky hand and swallowed the lump in his throat. He reached up and started to gingerly finger Roxas's newly hardened length. His breath caught in his throat at the thought of having it back inside him.

Roxas put his hand on Axel's wrist, stopping him from touching his length. Axel looked at him questionably, opening his mouth to ask why he was stopped. The blond's blush burned his cheeks as he guided Axel's hand behind his body. "No, I mean, I want you to take me. Im-im ready now."

"Are you sure Rox?" Axel asked as he let his fingers linger outside Roxas's heat, "I don't want you to get scared. Not now." The redhead was starting to feel self-conscious at the thought of being inside the blond again. He was afraid that he might lose control again and hurt Roxas.

"I'm sure." Roxas shut his eyes and guided Axel's finger inside of himself. The blond held back a gasp, shutting his eyes, trying to block out the flashes of Axel hurting him. The blond focused his mind on how close the two of them have been and how much he trusted Axel. Within seconds, Roxas opened his eyes for the uncertain redhead. "Axel, I want you to make love to me. I trust you and I," Roxas leaned down, kissing his lover. "I love you. Even if you lose control, I know it's because you want me just as much as I want you. And I know if I ask you to stop, you'll stop. I trust you."

Axel groaned at the heat around his finger. He wiggled it around making Roxas moan and push back on his hand, "But...but what if I can't stop?" Scared green eyes looked into blue, "I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I hurt you anymore."

"Axel, I know you'll be able to. I trust you. But if you really want to know then I guess I'll have to bite you or something. But I know it won't come to that." Roxas reached back and jerked Axel's hand, making the finger in him move. The blond shivered, moaned from the feel of having Axel inside of him rather than a toy or his own fingers. It felt better knowing it was really Axel. "I-if you don't want to then we don't have to. That was the deal, we both had to be ready."

"I want to." Axel pumped his finger a few more times before pulling out a bit and pushing a second one in, making Roxas shiver. Axel leaned up to kiss the blond's lips. He easily pushed passed Roxas's tongue and managed to dominate the kiss.

Axel needed to keep his mouth busy so he wouldn't say something stupid or lose his nerve. He wanted this. He really did, but Axel knew for the rest of his life he would always have the tiniest fear of hurting his love once more. And no matter what Roxas said would make it go away.

Roxas moaned into the kiss, his hands tangling themselves in Axel sweaty hair. He wanted to tell Axel that he added the second finger way to fast and that it stung him to no end, but the kiss was distracting him from anything else going on besides pleasure. "Axel ahh." The blond broke the kiss moaning as Axel stretched him. The blond could tell Axel was trying to copy what he had done to him. It wasn't the same exactly because Axel was trying to find his own groove by thrusting and scissoring at the same time.

When he brushed the blond's prostate, Roxas made the most pleasured face and sound Axel had seen yet. It only encouraged him to get Roxas to look and sound like that again. Roxas had other ideas. The blond leaned himself down so he was practically laying on Axel, with his ass opened for whatever Axel could think of. And that was to add a third digit.

"Ahhh oh god, Ahhxel.' The blond cried, burying his face in the crook of Axel's neck.

Axel licked the sweaty skin on his boyfriend's shoulder, continuing to thrust and scissor the tight whole, making it loosen for what was going to happen next. With his free hand, Axel reached under Roxas and played hell with the blond's pink buds, making Roxas's moans grow louder.

After one particular loud mew from Roxas, Axel falter. Roxas lifted his head to command Axel to keep going, but before he could say anything the redhead spoke, "Your parents."

Roxas' eyes enlarged, he reluctantly looked toward his door, his body shaking with fear. The blond lifted himself so Axel's fingers popped out of his ass. Roxas got off his boyfriend, falling to the ground when he stumbled off the bed. Roxas scrambled up, yanking on a pair of pants at random and a shirt. "Y-you don't think they heard us, do you?" Roxas asked with his hand on the door knob.

"Fuck I hope not. Cloud would kill me." Axel whispered as he pulled the blankets over his head, making himself as small as possible, in a vain hope that if one of Roxas's parents came in they wouldn't see him, "Do you think if we tell them I was the chick, and Cloud won't kill me?" Axel's muffled voice said.

"If anything they would be surprised and I think mom would kill me for cheating and ruining whatever dream she for us." Roxas let go of the door and roamed back to the bed. He pulled the blanket down, kissed Axel's forehead, and said, "And I would never ever cheat on you." He whispered before going back toward the door, slowly opening it, and peeked outside. So far so good. The blond went out the door and tip toed down the hall to his parent's room. It was quiet so Roxas opened it a crack, peeking inside the dark room, looking for any signs of his parents.

When he didn't see them, Roxas opened the door wider, turned on the lights, surprised he still didn't see them. Roxas' brows furrowed as he turned the light off, closed the door, and wandered about the house. Yet he still couldn't find them so he looked out the front window and notice the car was missing. He sighed in relief to know they had left but even more that they didn't come in his room to tell him they were leaving like they usually did.

"Axel!" Roxas called, running back to his room, any trace of wood gone because of his fear of getting caught. "They left.' The blond said, opening his bedroom door, walking in, and shutting behind him.

Axel didn't know how to answer Roxas and just blinked at the blond till what was said registered, "Do you think they heard us and were polite enough to give us some privacy?" Axel sat up, letting the blankets fall to his lap, hiding his softening member, "Should...should we keep going?"

Roxas gave him a soft smile, striping his clothes off. "I'm not sure. The mood is pretty much gone now isn't it?"

"It is." Axel nodded his head in agreement, "But we can always make it come back can't we?" He tried to grab Roxas, but the blond backed away from his hand, "Rox, what's wrong?"

"I'm just not in the mood anymore. I'm sorry." Roxas said, rubbing the back of his head. "I wanted to but now I'm not sure." He mumbled while Axel stood up.

"Well your parents aren't here so why waste a perfectly good opportunity?" the redhead advanced on Roxas. Whenever he'd take a step forward Roxas would take one back until the blond was pinned between a wall and Axel, "So," The taller teen said as he bent down and licked Roxas's ear making him shiver, "are you still not in the mood?"

"Most definitely not." The blond muttered, his face going red while blood started to rush south.

Axel just chuckled as he slowly started to rub Roxas's thighs and hips, making sure not to go anywhere near the bond's member, "Are you sure?"

Roxas gulped as his length started to get hard. "Axel, don't tease me like this." Roxas pleaded, his face getting redder. The redhead smirked and nuzzled his face against Roxas' neck, tickling his flesh with his lips.

"Well tell me what you want then." Axel bit down on the blond's neck leaving a nicely sized hickey in his wake.

Roxas held in a moan, tilting his head to give Axel more room to work with. The redhead licked and sucked at his skin, being sure to give attention to his pervious marks. Roxas ran his hands up Axel's abs, to his pectorals, and up in his hair. The blond pulled Axel's head back, locking their lips together. Axel held the blond by his hips, his thumbs moving in small circles as their tongue began to dance.

Axel moaned as he tilted his head to the side to deepen their kiss. His hands itched to move and touch Roxas more, but he was determined to tease and torture the blond until he was begging for it.

"Axel." Roxas uttered his name, breaking the kiss so he could breath. The blond gazed into Axel's eyes, love, passion, and lust hazed over them. Roxas lowered his head, taking one of Axel's nipples in his mouth, licking the bud for a few second before moving on to the other. Axel shuttered over him, his hands inches away from touching the blond's ass. "Axel, make me yours." He said huskily.

"Thought you'd never ask." Axel lowly growled as he grabbed fistfuls of Roxas's perky butt and pulling him up. Roxas yelped in surprise before wrapping his legs around the redhead's waist to support him. Axel let a couple of his fingers slip inside of the blond making them both moan, "Are you ready?"

"L-lube." Roxas moaned, as Axel pumped his fingers inside of him, trying to be sure he was stretched enough while loving how Roxas moaned.

Axel groaned as he looked over at the bed where the tube was laying, teasing him. The redhead didn't want to move. He liked where he had Roxas, pinned to the wall and at his mercy. But this time it was different. It wasn't like on New Year's. Roxas was submitting to Axel willingly, and that was the biggest turn-on of all.

With a defeated sigh the redhead placed Roxas back on the ground, "Don't move." Axel sauntered over to the bed making sure Roxas's eyes were glued to his form. With a sensual purr Axel stretched over the bed making sure to arch his back in a way so Roxas could have a perfect view of his ass.

Roxas blushed, trying to keep his eyes off of Axel's body when he slightly limped back over to him. With the reflexes of a cat, Axel picked Roxas back up, pinning him to the wall with the blond's legs wrapped around him. The redhead popped open the lid, pouring the contains onto his fingers before sticking them back inside his blond. Roxas shut his eyes, his expression showing pleasure from being filled again.

"C'mon Roxy, talk to me." Axel said as he angled his fingers to press against his prostate. He grinned as Roxas let out a loud moan and tried to rock his hips but was restricted by the position. Axel growled and nipped at the blond's throat to get Roxas to do what he wanted.

Roxas whimpered, his blushed darkening. Why was Axel bent on teasing him and trying to get him to say embarrassing things? Was this revenge for the blow job in the car? Or possibly because he canceled the promised dates? Whatever it was, Roxas would get back him for it. But not right now, not when Axel was touching the right spot. "Please, ju-ahhst take me. Axel, I want you inside of me. I want you to show me your love." The blond was really going to kill him later but it was what he wanted. He just hated how Axel wanted him to say it.

Those words went straight to Axel's crotch making him harder than he thought was possible. He pulled his fingers out and quickly slicked his dick up. The redhead waisted no time in lining himself up, but before he entered his blond, Axel captured his lips so he could swallow Roxas's moans as he carefully eased himself in.

"Slower." Roxas mouthed against Axel's own. It hurt but with all the stretching and the lube, it wasn't as bad as the first time. A time Roxas was having a hard time forgetting while Axel did as asked. The blond felt tears run down his face, he didn't want Axel to know so he moved his hands to cup Axel's face and deepen their kiss. Roxas moaned, loving how much Axel's tongue was distracting him.

Axel on the other hand was having a hard time from keeping himself from just shoving himself into the blond. He was starting to feel a little nervous as he fought for control. When Roxas deepened their kiss, allowing Axel to take full control of their mouths, the redhead relaxed into it. They kept up the hungry kisses until Axel was fully inside of Roxas, neither one noticed, seen as how their tongues started to battle again.

Roxas pulled back for air, his body shifting when he did so. "Ooooh Axel there." He moaned when his prostate was brushed from the movement.

"Fuck you're so tight." Axel moaned as he put his head on Roxas's shoulder. He had to close his eyes and take a few deep breaths to control himself. Axel rocked his hips in small movements as he tried to get Roxas to adjust to his size inside of him.

"Axel." Roxas lifted the redhead's head back up, they gazed at each other, but keeping their worries to themselves. The blond weakly smiled, moving his hips as best as he could to meet Axel's. "I trust you." He whispered, kissing Axel sweetly rather than lustfully like they both had been doing. "It's okay."

"You sure?" As he asked, Axel thrusted a bit harder into Roxas making the blond arch his back causing Axel sink deeper inside him.

"Yes!" Roxas groaned, moving his hands to Axel's shoulders, trying to steady himself. "I-I'm sure. Just go easy on me?" The blond asked, panting his words out.

"Better hold on then." Axel pulled back and quickly pushed back in. His pace started out shaky and shallow, but after a bit of shifting his feet and placing a hand on the wall to stabilized him, Axel was able to quicken his pace and add more force.

"Axel! T-too fast." Roxas moaned, his head banged against the wall as his moans got louder. His nails dug into Axel's shoulders, blood trickling from the force. "Mm."

Axel tried to slow down for the blond, but with the way he was reacting it was hard to do. How could he when Roxas was obviously enjoying it? The redhead instead tried to find the blond's special spot. Roxas took in a sharp breath, his legs squeezed Axel's hips, arched his back and moaned his name, surprisingly loud.

Axel thrusted in a couple of more times before he was able to control himself and slow down his pace, "Roxas, I love you." Axel couldn't take his eyes off of Roxas. His mouth was opened as he gasped for breath in between his moans of ecstasy; his eyes, half opened and filled with love and lust for his lover. The redhead was over joyed that he could see Roxas like this while he wasn't under any influences and could properly remember it.

Roxas slowly blinked, his body stuck to Axel's while they were both covered in a light coat of sweat. The blond connected their lips, moving his body to meet Axel's thrusts. "More." He begged, eyes never leaving Axel's as the redhead shifted their bodies, making Roxas' legs move high up on his body. "I love you." The blond mewed as the thrusts picked up a little. Perfectly in between speeds. "So much Ahhhahaxellll."

Axel bit his lip so hard that it started to bleed a little as he tried to stop himself from cumming. He didn't know how much of Roxas's heat and noises he could take anymore, "T-touch yourself." The redhead commanded as he thrusted up into Roxas's prostate.

"Mm nyahh!" Roxas did as he was told, taking hold of his length and pumping it in time with Axel's thrusts. "Axel, I love you!" Roxas cried, his walls closing around Axel's cock as he came hard onto their chests and his own hand. The blond's eyes were closed, mouth hanging open with saliva that used to connect their mouths leaking from his mouth to his chin. It was beautiful and Axel wasn't able to hold back. The redhead shuttered, legs shaking as he emptied his load into this blond, moaning his name.

Everything was a blissful haze to Axel for a moment or two. But the painful squeeze of Roxas's ass over his sensitive cock snapped the redhead out of it. Axel carefully slid out of Roxas trying to cause as little pain as possible, then carried the blond over to the bed. Once the two were comfortable under the blankets Axel grabbed Roxas's hand with the ring on it with his ringed hand and just stared at the jewelry with sad eyes, "I'll miss you."

"Don't say that," The blond said, struggling to keep his eyes open. He turned on his side, wrapping his arm around his boyfriend while snuggling against him. "Because I don't want to believe that you're really leaving. I want to pretend that we'll have the whole day together tomorrow. If only for now." The blond said sleepily. "I love you..." Roxas yawned, not able to open his eyes anymore.

"I love you too." Axel kissed his sleeping boyfriend on the lips before he snuggled up into the blond's warmth. He could feel his own eyes start to close as he too willed away the thoughts of leaving.

That morning, the two showered, helping each other walk and hide the marks on their necks. The teens quietly ate breakfast, Yuffie and Cloud watching them with concern but never speaking a word. Axel and Roxas then went out to the redhead's car and held each other, not wanting to let the other go, even when Tifa pulled up so Axel could follow her with his car. The women watched them, feeling bad about having to take Axel away but it had to be done.

"Call me when you get there?" Roxas asked, squeezing Axel just as hard as the redhead was holding him.

"I promise to come see you as often as I can." Axel whispered in the blond's ear.

"I love you." Roxas whispered back.

"And I love you." Axel said, reluctantly pulling away, but not before they shared a finally kiss. Then Axel walked away and got in his car. He started it up, eyes on Roxas as the blond watched him. The redhead pulled out and drove off after his mom.

Roxas fell to his knees as soon as the cars were out of sight. He curled up in a ball and cried his eyes out, having to have Yuffie and Cloud take him back inside. The blond cried on his mom's lap, his left hand holding the necklace and ring against his chest. He knew they would see each other one day soon. He just wished it was now.

The End