Beginning. First Chapter. Prologue or something that counts as the beginning of a story

Chapter 1: Starting

"No! That is wrong, Chi!" Shouted Otou-sama. I flinched at his scoldings. Whatever little problem I do, my clan, the Ryūs (流) just seemed to just want to make me the perfect Kunoichi. He threw the tea-cup at me, spraying my face with the hot liquid. He kicked my stomach and I flew to the wall, ignoring the bile in my mouth and gritted my teeth to hold in the pain.

Otou-sama abused me whenever we did trainings. And this is when I was 5 when it started. I loath this clan, I hope they rue the day that they did this to me.

The Ryūs are a clan that has no village, so their loyalty remains at the head of the Clan, Ryū Dosei (流土星) and my mother, Ryū Nami(流 波). Our clan had an appearance like every Uzumakis, Uchihas, Terumis, Hyūgas etc. The Ryūs have black hair and blue eyes with a fair skin. To describe us, most of us look... girly to shorten it. We also had a thing you see. We excel in seals because most of our ancestors were Uzumakis. We excel in Katon jutsus.

At age of 7, I found out that I was a container. A jinchūriki, Power of Human Sacrifice. But not with a Bijū, but a goddess sealed inside me far from her will.

I became friends with her, she became my mentor, my mother, my sister and my best friend. She also loathes at the way my family shunned, abused, starved and made me thirst just because I had her inside of me. I control the light and fire since she is technically a fire and sun goddess, I also have the Enton(Blaze Release) because of her.

But after I was 15, something in me snapped. It didn't help that she encouraged it. Because….I killed them. I slaughtered all my torturers. All I had to do is use is the Enton. And they all quickly died. Of course I didn't kill the kids under the age of 11, though there are no one near my age or my age. I erased their memories and all the surroundings with Amaterasu's help. Her main form for a beast is an Ookami, meaning wolf. I took care of the kids properly since they didn't do anything to me. There were 5 infants. There were 3 toddlers and 2 children. I had to take care of them since they didn't even know what to do. Crying vulnerably. It made me thought of me when I was younger, locking myself in my room, crying. I got away from the compound as fast as I can. But before that, I released the barriers surrounding the compound and locked it away forever. So that incase that one of the kids would want to revive the members.

As I was running through trees, in my Ookami form, carrying the kids. I scowled at the thought of my parent's last words

" You sick bitch! We should have aborted you the time we heard that I/she was pregnant!" Then as I slit their throat, somehow, in my mind, I felt sick while holding my Naginata, the Chimamire(血まみれ), meaning Bloody mess. But what made me more sick is that, I enjoyed the sound of them chocking on their blood.

But I didn't care. It was just words. I was always alone. I would understand that the kids might go and abandon me because I killed their parents.

Sweety, Release your anger after you put down the kids in a safe place

Amaterasu... Yeah, your right

There would be a large but a hidden cave near Hi no kuni. You might find yourself comfortable if you went there

Tell me when I'll be there

Hm

We cut off communication. She soon sent a signal to me that I was nearing the cave. I made 10 solid clone and made them carry the kids. I transformed back to my human self and began doing the jutsu to unlock the cave Amaterasu send me the memory of the Hand seal.

I, Tora, Uma, Hitsuji. I slammed my hands on the door and it rumbled for a while before it stopped, leaving an entrance open with a lot of items in it.

How did you know about this? I asked her curiously

Well, where do you think I stayed for a while before I was sealed?

I took a moment to think about it and I realized

You stayed here didn't you?

All the answer I got was her laughter echoing in my mind but she never denied it.

With the kids, from days turning into months and turning into years. I slowly got to like them. I named those who doesn't or does not know their names with Amaterasu after I got to this cave.

The youngest is Hiro, who was 5 months when I got him and I named him.

The 9th is Yōna, who was 6 months and 5 days when I got her and named her

The 8th and 7th one is Hiroto and Kaya, they are 7 months old and 5 minutes apart

The 6th one is Shūhei, who was 8 months old and Amaterasu named her

The 5th one is Shiki, who was a year old and I named her

The 4th one is Yomi, who was the older brother of Yōna and is a year and a half old. Amaterasu and I decided on that name

The 3rd one is Jūshiro, who was 2 years old when I got him.

The 2nd and the 1st ones are twins, who were 6 years old and told me that their name are Ryo and Kyo... So unoriginal names.

Now, 5 years had past and they are all growing healthy. I had to steal from nearby villages. I bet that they are going to get ninjas to get me. The kids slowly wiggled their way in my heart. They are my weakness, as they are strength.

My gaze are icy cold because of my eyes so nobody except the kids can really look at my eyes.

The kids call Amaterasu, Ama-ama and me... Nee-chan. Warmth pooled into my heart as I saw the sincereness and adoration as they gazed at me. And I will protect them, even if I have to die to keep them safe