This is an Emison (Emily and Alison) story and it takes place at 5x05 (100th episode) and continues on but after awhile it won't follow the Pretty Little Liars story line.

But one always returns to one's first love. - Etienne Ray

Chapter 1: The Kiss

Emily's POV:

"Em?" I stop in my tracks and turn around to look at the blonde sitting on my bed."

"When I was talking to Paige, I realized that I owe you an apology to," Ali paused, took a deep breath and stared at me with her breathtaking ocean blue eyes, "I always made you think that your feelings for me were totally one sided, that wasn't true. Those kisses weren't just for practice."

Those kisses weren't just for practice. That sentence made my mind go completely blank, is this her way of somehow saying that she had feelings for me too?

I tried to search her eyes, trying to find any possible sign of lying but what shocked me the most was the intense sincere look she gave me. Ali, sincere?

"I don't know what you want me to say." I don't know really, should I accept her somewhat apology and just let myself get lost in her eyes or should I stay away, protect my heart from what could end up to more possible heart breaks.

My better judgement won, causing me to just stare at Alison for a couple of seconds before turning around and walking out to meet Paige.

When I get to the school I spot Paige and Sydney talking. We start up a conversation about Shanna and Jenna but my mind is completely elsewhere, all I can think about is how Ali had that broken look in her eyes when I turned around, like she was devastated of me leaving her. Like it would somehow effect her.

When the Frozen sing-a-long was over I got in my car. On my way home I felt my phone buzz from the seat next to me, I tilted my head to the side and saw a text from Alison.

SOS.

My blood went cold for a second before I switched gears and drove like a maniac to Alison's house. When I arrived at her house I ran up the stairs and let out a breath I was holding in when I saw her sitting unharmed on her love seat.

"Are you alright, what happened?" I asked frantically.

"Mona slapped her at the church." Aria answered.

"Em, can you bring up some te?" Spencer asked, motioning towards Ali who was staring at the ground.

I nod and rush downstairs.

I hurry to get the te done quickly so I can hear why Mona would slap her? When the te was made I hurried up the stairs and handed It to Ali. Our fingers brushed softly agains each others and I felt a familiar feeling of fluttering inside of my stomach.

Ali stares down in her te, her hands shaking slightly.

"You're shaking." Aria states and takes the cup from her grip while I sit down on the arm of Ali's chair, accidentally brushing my arm agains hers, causing the fluttering again.

We started discussing why Mona would have slapped her and how she most likely doesn't have any proof of us being in New York the night Shanna died. The girls left shortly after.

"Em, do you mind if you stayed over at my place tonight? I don't want to sleep alone in an empty house." Ali asked me.

"Uh, yeah of course." I reply nervously. I pulled out my phone and dialed my moms number.

"She's okay with me staying over, she said to give you a big hug." I said sheepishly.

"You probably don't remember what I told you when I pulled you out of that barn." My breath catches in my throat. It was real, she was real.. The kiss was real?

"I remember every word," And more I mentally add, "I just don't know what's real and what I made up."

I walk over to her bed and sit down next to her. Alison's warm vanilla perfume is intoxicating so I tilt my head and meet her eyes.

"You said you missed me the most." I whisper out.

"You were the hardest one to leave behind." She finished. I guess that answers my question about the kiss. So Alison actually kissed me. I could feel myself falling back to my 9th grade feelings when I inched closer towards her, but I quickly stood up. I can not let myself fall in love with Alison DiLaurentis again, it's practically putting yourself up for a heartbreak.

"I'm going to change." I nervously run a hand threw my brown hair and head towards her bathroom. When I've taken off my shirt I realize something. I didn't bring any clothes. Since I don't have my shirt on I stick my head out of the door slowly.

"Eh, Ali?" I call out.

"Here." She walks over and hands me light blue boy shorts and a white tank top, I smile softly at her and stretch out my hand to accept the clothing. Alison drops the clothes in my hand and turns her head slightly, blushing a beautiful crimson red. I quickly grab the clothes and closes the door.

When I walk back into her room Ali is lying in her bed with a hot pink tank top. She pats down beside her, offering me to lay down next to her. I probably look like a fish out of water but I can't help it, the last time I've slept next to Ali was a couple of weeks before she went missing.

I walk over to her bed and lie down next to her, trying to be as far away from the blonde as I can. Ali mutters a quiet goodnight and turns around to her left.

We lay there in silence for a good 15 minutes, I'm pretty sure that she's asleep but I can't be 100% sure since she's not facing me. I feel the words slipping out of my mouth and before I could react.

"Ali, are you awake?"

Silence.

I stare at the back of her head, hoping that in someway that will make her turn around, but she doesn't. A part of me wants her to be asleep, to not respond, because then I won't be doing anything I might regret later.

Ali shifts her weight a little under the covers but still no answer. Just when I was about to close my eyes and drift off to sleep I feel the covers moving and Ali turns around to face me. My breath catches in my throat when I see her beautiful face just inches from mine, her ocean blue eyes barring deep into my soul.

We stare at each other for a couple of seconds before my eyes bounce down to her lips. Her delicious plump lips that I've yearned for since 9th grade.

This is a terrible mistake, this is a terrible mistake, my mind echoes but I still find myself leaning forward until our lips brush agains each others.

As soon as I felt her lips on mine I exploded inside. I pulled back slightly, quickly looking into her eyes, searching for any sign of disgust but all I saw was want.

I prop my arm up and lean back to meet her lips again. This kiss was more passionate and forceful, and I loved it. I cup Ali's face in my hands and she snakes her hands across my back.

Ali grips my face in her hands and kisses me passionately before she ghostly moves over me, kissing my neck. My mind goes completely blank and I forget my name. We've been in this situation before, in 9th grade. I flash back to the events as I let Ali suck on my neck.

Ali had just dragged us to Noel Kahn's cabin party but as soon as we got there she blew us a quick kiss and walked over towards some older boys, flirting with them. The girls all went to get a drink but I stayed by the couch. I didn't want to drink when i'm surrounded by horny guys. My eyes were glued to Ali grinding on some drunk guy, he had his hands roughly on her waist, sucking on her earlobe. I gripped the arm of the chair tightly, my blood boiled every time I saw Alison flirting with anyone and I hated it. I envied it.

The girls had gone of somewhere else so now it was just me by my self, watching Ali carefully incase she needed any kind of rescue. I guess that's why they call me Killer, as in Ali's personal pit-bull.

When Ali finally left the horn dog she walked over towards me, almost tripping at every step. She's drunk. Ali grabs my arm and leans on me, giggling softly in my ear.

"Can you co-come with me upstairs." Ali slurs her words and throws her cup on the ground.

I nod frantically and grip her waist, preventing her from falling. We walk up the stairs and into some bedroom. Ali lets go of my arm and flaps down on the bed, laughing hysterically.

"I really like that shirt on you." She slurs in between giggles and I blush. Ali's a cute drunk.

I sit down on the bed next to her and she leans up and surprises me when she gives me a sloppy kiss. I stare at her in shock and touch my lips lightly, Ali's lipstick is smeared all over my cheek.

Ali smirks at me and pushes me roughly down on the bed, straddling me while sucking on my neck. I think I forgot how to breath for a couple of seconds. I trail my hands up her beautiful back but then I stop myself.

This is for practice, this is not the real thing.

I drop my hands limply to my side and let Ali finish kissing my neck until she falls back on the bed and falls asleep.

I grab her hips tightly, pulling her under me, for once I was in control.

Alison meets my eyes and gives me a quick nod. I lean back down and kiss her hungrily again. She bites down on my lip, causing me to moan into our kiss. I run my fingers through her beautiful golden locks.

"Ali?" I pant out in between kisses.

"Yes?" She responds before kissing my neck again. My eyeballs role back into my head and I can't function straight.

"You should rest." I didn't want this to end, but I didn't want to pressure her into anything.

Instead of being mad, like I thought she would, she gives me a small smile and a quick peck before snuggling into me. I rest my head on top of hers and stroke her curly hair. A couple of seconds later I hear her breath even out and I smile down at her, closing my eyes and letting myself dream about the best night of my life.

I wake up to a sleeping Ali on my chest. Out legs are intervened, her left arm is behind my head holding my hair and her right arm is draped across my stomach.

I didn't want to wake her up but I was starving, so carefully I untangle our legs and slip out of her grasp. Ali groans and rolls over. I walk down and quietly fix us cereal. Just when I was done with my breakfast I hear footsteps skipping down the stairs.

"How can you not be tired." Ali mutters sleepily and sits down at the table across from me.

I smile and her morning tiredness and stand up.

"I'm going to take a shower." I nervously run a hand through my hair. My eyes are glued to her soft lips, imagining them on mine again.

"Yeah, I'll start getting ready." Ali answers with a sensational smile that made me weak to my knees. If only she knew the power she still had over me.