Title:  Reconciling the Past

Authors: Becky ([email protected]) and Jennifer N ([email protected])

Distribution: Cover Me, Alias FanFiction List, SD-1 Boards.  Anyone else, please ask first (we'll probably say yes).

Feedback: Please?  Pretty please???  And please send it to both of us???

Disclaimer: We don't own Alias or any of the many songs that you will see in this fic.  We do, however, own Zoe, who you saw in "Mercy," as well as Nicola and Mia, whom you will meet shortly.

Summary: Trying to salvage a botched rescue mission, old lovers meet again, but looks can be deceiving.  When your only ally might be your enemy, where do you turn when the lives of two innocents are at stake?

Rating: R

Classification: Drama/Angst

Spoilers: anything up to and including "Rendezvous."

This is a sequel to our fic "Mercy," which you can find at http://www.fanfiction.ws/read.php?storyid=948023. 

A/N:  Yup, we're insane.  g  So here's the sequel to the monstrosity known as "Mercy."  Becky thanks Jen for continuing with the madness (and no, I still won't accept your resignation g).  Jen thanks Becky for putting up with her writer's block and insane schedule.  (And Jen also tries to offer her resignation again, but doubts it will be accepted.  sigh).

Also, a huge "muchas gracias" to our wonderful betas, Steph, Casey, Karen, and Kara. g

And now, two warnings before we begin—

1.  This will not be posted as quickly as "Mercy" was, due to our busy schedules at this time of year.  Hopefully, we will be able to post faster in several weeks, but for now, you're just going to have to be patient.

2. The beginning of this will probably not make sense.  In fact, it's not supposed to make sense—yet.  Trust us, everything will make sense . . . eventually.  (And Jen shudders to think how many parts it will take to unravel this new monstrosity.  Oh dear . . .)

So without futher ado . . .

Part 1

He carried all of their earthly possessions in one trip down the stairs, carefully setting the two battered suitcases in the foyer.  The last four months had been perfect, beyond their wildest dreams.  After years of hoping, praying for a child, they were granted two of the most precious girls in the world.  He remembered vividly the day, eight weeks earlier, when they had hugged him for the first time.  They were finally beginning to relax around them; the fear of being taken away was diminishing.  Adoption papers were being drawn up.  Every night he and his wife watched their two angels succumb to sleep, thankful that after years of waiting their dream had been realized.

And now their dreams were being crushed.  Their angels had never been meant for them.  Four months ago they were supposed to be sent to an orphanage, not to their home.  A clerical error—a blessing, in their opinion—had changed that until yesterday, when an internal audit made the county government aware of their mistake.  With one phone call, their world was turned upside down.  No matter that they were being asked to give up their children in the middle of the week, on a sunny Wednesday that should have found the girls at school.  Instead, they were under orders to relinquish custody immediately.

They didn't have the heart to tell the girls where their new home was.

"Now, girls, don't forget to brush your teeth before you go to bed—you did remember your toothbrushes, didn't you?  What about your roller blades?  And your journal?"  He walked into the living room, listening to his wife's last-minute reminders to the girls.  Their girls.  Receiving nods from both children, the woman held out her arms.  "I'm so sorry things worked out this way.  But I know that your new foster family will love you as much as we have," she whispered as she clung to the two dark-haired girls.

The three separated as the doorbell rang.  "I guess this is it," he murmured as he reluctantly opened the front door.

Thirty minutes later, it was over.  The girls had remained stoic until the end, calmly hugging their parents good-bye one last time before getting in the backseat of the tan sedan.

Their parents were not as restrained as the children, who were now accustomed to these last-minute good-byes.  "I hope they're going to be okay," one girl whispered to the other as the car began to slowly travel down the tree-lined road.

The other girl nodded.  "At least they have each other," she whispered back several minutes later as the Chicago skyline came into view.

The heartbroken couple followed the car with their eyes until it was too far away to see.  "We love you," the woman said one last time, her voice trembling.  Holding onto each other for support, they re-entered their house and sank onto the sofa, stunned.

No longer needing to be strong for their girls, she clung to him, and he to her, their brave façade slipping away as the sobs overtook their bodies.

********

"I wonder where we're going this time," the social worker heard one girl whisper to the other.

The other girl shrugged.  "As long as we're together, I don't care," she said in a low, fierce voice, her green eyes flashing.

Silence engulfed the car as the social worker maneuvered through the busy streets.

"Hey, Nic, think this guy would let us take a side trip to the Hancock building?" the first girl asked in a conspiratorial tone, looking up at the looming edifice.

He glanced in the rearview mirror in time to see Nic's horrified expression.  "I am not going up to the top of that building.  I don't care how many times you ask!" she hissed.  "Besides, you don't take side trips on the way to your new foster home.  Don't you know that by now?"

The first girl grinned and tucked her dark brown hair behind her ear.  "One of these days, not only will you go to the top of the Hancock building, but you'll be brave enough to go bungee jumping with me."

"You're not old enough to bungee jump.  You have to be—"

"Eighteen, I know, blah, blah.  What's seven more years, anyway?  Gives me enough time to convince you I'm right."

"How's that?" Nic asked.  The social worker perked his ears, waiting for the answer.

"Nic, you gotta trust me on this—there's no greater rush than adrenaline."

"Well, Mia, it looks like you're going to need that adrenaline now," her sister said dryly.

"Why?"

Nic pointed outside.  "I think that's our new home," she said as the car slowly came to a halt.

Both girls groaned.  "Not another one," the social worker heard Mia mutter.  He exited the car and opened the trunk, removing two suitcases.

"Here we are," he announced in a falsely cheerful voice.

"We had to leave them for this?" Nic mourned to her sister.

Mia grabbed her hand as they slowly trudged up the sidewalk leading to the orphanage's entrance.  "Come on, Nicola.  We can handle this.  At least we're together, right?  And who's more powerful than us?"

********

She peered through the doorway and gazed at her husband.  If the way he was holding the phone was any indication, the news wasn't good.

"What do you mean, we don't know where they've been taken?" he thundered.  She inwardly winced as she heard the hard steel enter his voice.  He had never spoken that way to her, but the sound was enough to give her the shivers.  It surprised her that after thirty years she could still be affected by him.  But then, loving him was her favorite mistake.

"Well, find someone who can locate them!  Incompetent government officials," he cursed under his breath.  "How do you lose two people?"

Her eyes narrowed.  What was he, an idiot?  He of all people should realize how easy it was to "lose" a person.

"Message?" he asked.  He listened for a minute, then nodded.  "Of course.  Yes, I'll pass it on."  He sighed.  "Call the instant you learn anything about their whereabouts."  He removed the phone from his ear.

She watched from her vantage point, evaluating him.  Would this be his breaking point?  Would he be incapable of saving anyone, including himself?  She pushed a wayward lock of hair behind her ear and reviewed everything she knew about her husband.  Even after she left, she still kept tabs on him and his work, although it was more of a challenge.  She could no longer innocently inquire about his day at work or rummage through his things while he was in the shower.

She missed those days.

"Missing, huh?"

"Yes," her husband replied tersely to the younger gentleman.  "And he wanted me to pass on a message to you.  He needs you to report directly to the Agency when we arrive at LAX."

The younger man stared out the window of the airplane.  "Zoe," he muttered.

Jack Bristow nodded.  "That would be my assumption."  He settled into his seat.

"They'll make it," Eric Weiss muttered.  "They have to."  He turned and faced Jack.  "I know that bitch killed Zoe, but surely she wouldn't kill her own daughter . . . would she?"

Jack's throat tightened as he pondered the question.  Until recently he didn't think his former wife could kill an innocent bystander like Pierson.  But now, having seen her in action . . . "I'm not sure," he answered truthfully.

And that was what scared him the most.  That Laura Bristow—Irina Derevko, he mentally corrected himself—was capable of anything.  She could be anywhere in the world, at this very moment, doing God-knows-what to their daughter.

He didn't realize he should be more worried about what Laura could do to him.

There was, after all, another six hour flight.