After about an hour, Grimmjow decided that we should get going. I'm guessing he realised that I was starting to get tired. I was quite happy that I got a chance to meet new people. Rukia like a nice girl, their baby Soren was the cutest thing ever. I agreed to Rukia's request of getting lunch tomorrow just me and her; after all I was looking forward to getting to know her even better. At first I was a bit unsure just in case that Grimmjow was uncomfortable with me trying to pry in his friendship and befriending myself with his best friend's fiancé, but it seems like he didn't mind or he just didn't care at all.

We were currently on our way home in Grimmjow's Range over; I couldn't get over the beauty of the car. However the silence was killing me, I felt a bit awkward that I started to fidget.

"How long have you known Renji?" I asked not making eye contact with the Sex beast.

Wait did I just say that! Sex beast?

"A while" he grunted

I've come to realise that he loved to grunt his answers as if his annoyed of irritated by my questions, but I continued asking anyway.

"You too are close ehh" I said moving my gaze to him

He was focused on the road. He didn't reply and continued to drive.

RUDE!

We were able to make it back in time for dinner. My mum was setting the table; my father was probably working late at the hospital. He owned the biggest well known hospital around different countries. He was an amazing doctor after all. My twin sisters were sat, talking to each other about how school was or something I didn't really pay attention when we walked in.

"Hey mum" I said giving my mum a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey babe how was your day" she asked smiling and winking at me.

I growled out, she loved to tease me so much.

"Fine, I went out with Grimmjow to his friend's house" I said with a smile seating myself down.

"Hey Grimmjow, have a seat love" my mum said, it seems like she was in a good mood; well she's never in a bad mood.

Grimmjow nodded and sat himself down. The guy was so stiff he really needed to budge

Dinner was pretty much peacefully quiet since my father wasn't there. The guy was a stupid idiotically big goat that made his children's lives a living hell, especially mine. Every time he gets a chance he will kills me, appear from nowhere jump me and all sort of thing, Weirdo.

Mum was going around asking everyone how their day was. Yuzu was currently telling us about her day at her school trip. It seems like she had fun. Karin was grunting out how her soccer practice was. Karin was tough, people said she was quite like me with my scowl and stubbornness and Yuzu was as sweet as my mum. Mum was telling us about her day at work. She owned a wedding gown and decoration boutique.

After dinner the twins went upstairs to do their homework. My mum made me and Grimmjow clean the table. GREAT

We started cleaning after my mum had left to her office probably, my thought where elsewhere as I froze thinking about my day tomorrow, if I had any work to do or not, I needed to call Shinji, I saw his miss call when I was at Rukia's with Grimmjow but I didn't want pick up because I knew Shinji would ask me too many questions.

Anyways, I had university tomorrow; I wasn't quite looking forward to it. I was studying Accounting Marketing and Finance. I was a straight A student during my younger and high school years till now. I never missed school, class work or assignments, I was always on time. I wasn't a nerd though, I was just very much organised and I couldn't wait to finish university and become whatever I wanted to become in the Business field. Apart from my actual course, I also took other courses in Modern foreign languages such Spanish French, Portuguese. I spoke them quite well, some people believed that actually lived in Brazil France and Spain, but I've only been a few times for Holiday.

We washed up the plates in silent; it wasn't awkward but peaceful and comforting. I liked it. Grimmjow was wiping and I was washing. I kept glancing at him every 2 minutes. He was really good looking to be honest, he was nicely built and any women would drool over him, and that is what I was currently doing. I wonder if he was straight or not, But I doubt he liked the same sex. He probably was in for big huge breast like matsumoto's. I snorted at my train thoughts and shook my head. Yeah he probably liked curvy huge breast women.

I continued to drool over Grimmjow, the way his muscles were flexing as he wiped the plates. I could just imagine it wrapped around my waist; His tone arms and big hands touching and feeling my body. Him bending me over the kitchen counter. The pounding into my tight ass. 'MmNnnngggg'

SHIT what am I thinking!

I mean I wasn't a virgin or anything; I have fucked a few times. Believe when you have a sex freak of a friend of Shinji you will most definitely sleep around, but I never slept around, I have only slept with 2 guys all my life. The first guy was some guy called kenpanchi, the guy was older than me by 8 years and he was well built and a sex beast in bed. I lost my virginity to him; I pretty much regret it though since he was such a douche bag. We dated for about 8 months; I was only 18 when we started dating. 8 months no sex, he started to get persistence that we should have sex that he couldn't wait any longer. At that time I had thought that I loved him, but I guess I was wrong. So we had sex. I gave myself to him freely, the sex was great. After 2 months, I ended up getting pregnant. I freaked out. I'm a guy how can I get pregnant. I know you're all wondering too. I didn't know what to do; Of course I didn't know how to tell him that I'm pregnant. Well not until I finally had to.

I told my mother first because I could tell her anything and she never judges me. She always knew how to deal with a lot of things I couldn't deal with. She told me it is possible for some men to get pregnant, but it was just very rare, there was only a slim chance for it to happen, they called them bearers. I cried to her for days, she apologised and said she knew all along that I was a bearer but she was looking for the right time to tell me. After my mother told my father, he didn't really take quite well, only because he felt bad and responsible since he too knew a long but kept it from me. I finally had to tell Kenpanchi, He didn't take it well of course. He broke up with me and told me to never speak to him again plus he was already married and had a daughter. Of course I didn't know I was sleeping around with a married man and I cried even more. I was stressed and went through depressions which lead me to loosing the baby. I was quite grateful for that at first; after all I was just young and I wasn't ready to look after another human being when I could hardly look after myself.

SMACK!

"Shit, what was that for?" I shouted at Grimmjow who slapped my head hard

"Do you always day dream like that" he asked. Looking me with that sexy look. Raising his eye brow and smirking

"I was just reminiscing" I said with a pout

Grimmjow quickly wiped his hands. And left, probably to go to bed.

I sigh. And I quickly wiped my hands left too, following him; I had a long day tomorrow but I still wanted to spend more time with Grimmjow.

"Hey, are you going to sleep" I asked him before he went inside his room.

"No" he grunted

"Oh can I come in?" I asked slowly

He nodded yes as he opened the door leaving it opens for me to walk in. I gave a big Grin behind him and closed the door behind me.

Grimmjow dropped his key to the small table beside his bed and sat down, running a hand through his head and then turned to look at me for a second.

I just stood at the door not knowing what to do or say, I quickly cleared my throat.

Grimmjow got up and removed his shirt staying with is bare torso and sat back down on the bed. I think I'm having a nose bleed. At this moment I was blushing like school girl keeping my gaze on the floor.

"You can seat" he said with that deep sexy voice

I nodded dumbly and moved slowly to seat myself down on his bed. Come ICHIGO stop acting like a little girl, if Shinji was here he would have already had sex with this Guy.

I looked to my left where Grimmjow was sitting about 12 inches away from me writing on his note pad from before that morning. I couldn't take it anymore and bluntly reached out to him connecting out lips together. He didn't response back, I felt him tense, the guy was probably shocked and wasn't gay. FUCK what did I do, he's going to get angry and reject me and probably tell mum and Dad Shit this is so humiliating. I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EMBARRASSED, but it's too late now, might as well continue with it.

"What are you doing" he asked disconnecting our lips and looking at me straight in the eye. The tension was there but I couldn't read his expression.

"Fuck me."