Pregnant with my rapist baby Ch.1
(A/n I'm not a medical expert so I do not know if the thing of the baby's heart beat is correct)
(3 months since attacked/Esme's pov)
Bella was raped three months ago and since then she hasn't had her period. I have stressed t to Carlisle but he said it's probably stress of the rape. I didn't think it was I believe she is pregnant but I haven't said anything to Bella.
"Mom" Bella cry's and runs down the stairs.
"It didn't come did it?" I ask as I hug her.
"No and I just puked" She says and my body goes stiff.
"Mommy" she sobs.
"Honey it could be the flu" I say and pick her up.
"Just in case you need to rest if it's the flu" I say and lay her down in her room.
I kiss her forehead and go downstairs. I get on my laptop and go online. I hear Bella puke four more times while I research. I hear bell dry heaving and I get up and walk to the kitchen. I grab my cell phone of the charger and dial Carlisle's office number. He picks up on the second ring.
"Dr. Cullen's office, dr. Cullen speaking how may I help you?" he answers.
"Carlisle its Bella she's been puking all morning" I say.
"Love it might be the flu" he says.
"Carlisle we won't know until you come home and examine her" I whisper yell.
Ok I'll bring some supplies home tonight" he says.
"Ok" I say.
'I'll see you soon" he says.
"Bye" I say and hang up. I walk upstairs and go to bellas room but stop when I hear her heartbeat coming from my room. I open the door and Bella is laying on Carlisle's side of the bed clutching a pillow as tears cascade down her cheeks.
"Oh sweetheart" I say and sit next to her.
"Daddy will figure it out tonight" I say and rub her back. She nods and yawns.
"Sleep baby" I say and rub her back.
She falls asleep and I lift her up and pulls the blanket back. I cover her up and kiss her forehead before leaving the room.
I was hoping I was wrong on her being pregnant but we can't know until Carlisle examines her. If she was pregnant we wouldn't be able to hear its heart beat until later on in he pregnancy because the baby's heartbeat matched Bella's.
I go downstairs and clean. When I'm finished I go to my office and work on paperwork. Carlisle comes home and i meet him downstairs. He's carrying a bag with medical equipment.
"Where is she?" he asks softly.
"In our room sleeping" I say and he nods and glides upstairs. I follow.
When he opens the door he smiles and then goes over to her. He sets the equipment down on the nightstand.
"Bella sweetheart" he coos and gently shakes her shoulder. She wakes up with a groan and tries to roll over.
"Not so fast baby" He says and she opens her eyes more.
(Bella's POV)
"Daddy" I whine as I see him.
"Shh I know baby girl, mommy called and told me you don't feel good" He says softly and sits on the bed with one leg under his other leg facing me so his other leg was dangling off the side of the bed.
"Can you sit up sweetie?" he asks and I nod and sit up but get dizzy. Daddy places his hands on my shoulders to keep me steady. Mommy hands him a bag with medical equipment. He brings out some supplies.
He does a basic exam and then he takes out stuff to draw blood. I whimper and scoot away from him.
"Hush sweetheart I need to draw some blood to rule out diagnoses." He says as he puts medical gloves on.
"Honey lean against the head board" he requests softly. I do so and he places a pillow on my lap and places a sterile drape across it before placing my arm down on it. He ties the tourniquet around my upper arm and cleans my inner elbow.
"Relax sweetie" he says as he grabs the needle. He quickly sticks me and hides the vial so I don't watch and get sick. He draws two vials. He puts a cotton ball over the needle and pulls it out. He puts band aid over the puncture wound.
"I'm going to go test these. I'll be back when I figure what's wrong" He says as he takes the drape and throws them in the garbage. He gets up and i lay back down. Mommy lays next to me and we turn on the TV and watch TV.
(Two hours later)
Daddy walk back in with a worried look on his face.
"Esme can I speak to you in the hallway" he requests and mommy nods and gets up. The go to the hall where I can't hear them.
(Carlisle's POV)
"Did you find out what's wrong with our daughter?" esme asks.
"Yes and I'm worried about how she's going to take it" I say.
"Carlisle what do you mean" esme questions worriedly. "Esme your fears are correct Bella is pregnant" I say an esme gasp and her hand fly's to her face and she sobs. Her knees give out and I quickly catch her and bring her closer to me. She grips onto my button up shirt and sobs into my chest. I hold her and rub her back.
"Shh love she'll be ok." i say
"No she won't Carlisle she's only 16" She says.
"Shh she will be fine, we'll take good care of her" I say.
"How are you going to tell the rest of the kids?" She asks.
" I don't know" I say.
"We can't just not tell them. Could you imagine there reactions if they came home from college in England and here there baby sister has a child" esme says.
"We can tell them after we tell Bella" I say and esme nods.
"Let's tell her right now" Esme says.
"Love are you sure you can keep your composure?" I ask.
"I can Bella is going to need both of us" She says and I nod and I grab her hand and we walk back to our bedroom. Bella is sitting up in bed looking worried.
(Bella's POV)
Mommy and daddy walk back in. I look nervously to daddy.
"Relax sweetheart" he says and they both sit down next to me.
"What's wrong with me daddy?" I ask.
"Bella sweetheart you got sick this morning because your pregnant" he says and everything stops. My eyes roll back and I slump back as everything turns black. Before my mind shuts down I hear mommy scream.
"CARLISLE DO SOMETHING" She screamed.
(An hour later)
I wake up with a cool hand on my forehead I open my eyes and I recognize the room as daddy's and mommy.
"Hey sweetheart how do you feel?" daddy asks.
"What happened?" I ask and sit up.
"Honey I told you, your pregnant" he says and I start to cry. I was pregnant with my rapist's baby. A piece of that asshole is inside me growing into a baby. I couldn't do this I was only 16 for Christ sake!
"Bella" daddy calls and i look up at him.
"You don't need to keep the baby if you don't want to" he says and i shake my head violently.
"No I could never kill him or her" I say and wrap my arms round my tummy.
"Shh it was a suggestion" He says and hugs me. I lean into him for comfort.
"Know your mother and I will help you as much as you need and I'm sure when your sibling come home they will help to if you don't give the baby up for adoption" He says.
"I could never. I want to keep this baby but what am I going to do for school?" I ask nervously.
Your mother and I can home school you" He says and I nod.
"Now that we know your pregnant you need to stop taking the birth control pills so it won't hurt your baby" He says and I nod.
"Now I need to schedule you a prenatal appointment do you want me as your ob/gyn or would you like Dr. roberts ?" daddy says but asks the last part.
"You I don't want to go to the hospital" I say and he nods.
"Ok then let's go to my office and I'll preform your first prenatal exam" he says and I nod. He gets up and pulls me up with him. We walk to the office and he guides me to the exam room attached t it.
"Now sweetheart I'm going to do a basic exam, an ultrasound and a pelvic exam" he says and at the word pelvic exam I start to panic.
"Shh Bella calm down" Daddy says and I shake my head no.
"OK I'm going to call dr. Roberts then" he says and goes to his office phone and dial in a number.
I couldnt hear the conversation cuz my ears were ringing from me panicking. I sit down on the bed and lay back trying not to faint again. I close my eyes. I feel a cold hand on my forehead. I open my eyes and mommy is there along with daddy.
"Shh its ok baby girl" Mommy coos.
"Bella dr. Roberts is going to come here and do your first exam since it involves the pelvic exam and then after there is no more pelvic exams for your other visits so I can take them over unless you want stick with dr. roberts " Daddy says.
"I want you" I say and he nods and kisses my forehead. The doorbell rings and daddy goes to answer. Mommy sits next to me on a chair as I continue to lay down. Daddy returns with Dr. Roberts.
"Hello guys" she greets as she walks in.
"This s a nice room you have set up Carlisle" she says and daddy nods. I sit up
"Hello Bella" she greets and hugs me. Over the last three month she has come to dinner many times and her and mommy became friends.
"Hi Dr. Roberts" I say.
"Please Bella its Vanessa" she says. Daddy hands her my chart I assume and she goes over the lab work.
"She is definitely pregnant" she says.
"Bella I'm going to perform a basic exam first" she says and I nod. Daddy hands her a stethoscope and she comes and stands on the side of the bed. She listens to my heart and lungs. Daddy continues handing equipment to her.
She finishes with the basic exam and daddy leaves the room and comes back wheeling the ultrasound machine in. He plugs it in and mommy helps me lay back against pillows so I'm not flat on the bed. She pull my shirt up exposing my belly and all the way up to my bra.
"This might be cold sweetheart" Vanessa says and squirts the gel on my belly. She moves the wand around and looks at the screen. I look and she freezes on a little black blob.
"That's your baby" she says and measures him or her.
"The baby is normal size for you being 12 weeks. And if we turn the sound on. There is the baby's heart beat" She says and a whooshing sound fills the room.
"Aww" I squeal and happy tears rush down my cheeks. Daddy wipes them away and I see venom pool in in his eyes.
"Would you like printed pictures?" Vanessa asks and I nod.
"We can send them to your siblings" Mommy says and I nod.
"And daddy can put one in his office." I say and he chuckles.
"I saw the tears daddy" I say and he chuckles.
"Ok sweetie now this is going to be the harder part, I'm going need to perform the pelvic" she says softly and I nod and take a deep breath. Daddy hands me a stupid papery gown and then they leave. I slowly get up and change. I finish and sit on the bed with a sheet.
"Baby girl can we come in?" daddy asks.
"Yes" I say and the door opens. Daddy goes to the cabinets as Vanessa comes by me.
"Just take some deep breaths sweetie, I will not hurt you. I'm just making sure everything is ok for the baby. I also need to do a pap test to make sure there's no infections" she says and i nod.
"I trust you" I say and she smiles. Daddy sets the tray down and gets the stirrups out.
"Lay back princess" he says and I do. He stands by my head and I place my feet in the stirrups and scoot my bottom down.
"Good job bells" she says. I take deep breaths and look at daddy as she performs the exams.
"Ok I'm done sweetheart" Vanessa says and I nods and scoot back and sit up.
"We'll leave you to get dressed" Dad days and they leave. I get dressed and then go to the door. I open it and walk out. I go to the couch.
"Well sweetheart everything is fine" Vanessa says and I nod.
"Now I'm going to be putting you on supplement to help the baby." She says and I nod.
"Thank you" I say and hug her.
"You're welcome sweetheart." she says and leaves. I sigh and sit down again. Dad is at his desk looking at a picture frame. I go over and in the frame is the ultrasound picture.
"My baby girl is having a baby" he says and I nod.
"Now Bella i know you don't want to talk about this but we will need o talk to our lawyer and tell her about the pregnancy so dr. Collin's can't fight us for custody" He says and I nod.
"I don't want that ass in my baby's life corrupting him or her" I say and put an arm round my baby.
"I know sweetheart" Daddy says and I nod.
"Why don't you go rest you had a hard day" He says and i nod and kiss his cheek and then go to lay down.