Ao no shinigami 青の死神

prologue

dying.

It is weird. You would think it is painful and horrible. But it's not. It is like drifting into sleep. Slowly and then all at once.

I can feel the bullets digging their way uder my skin. I can taste the horrid taste of blood. I can see my life flashing before my eyes.

Is this the end? Am i going to die?

I know the anwser.

But i am not scared. The opposite actually. I am relieved. I am relieved because i am finally going to die. Living is so much scarier because i hurt people. People that are dear to me. But when i'm dead i can't do that right?

I fall on the cold stone floor. I can't move a muscle.

My brother kneels next to me, a gun in his hand. I look into his eyes. They are full of hatred and disgust.

I wish that day never happend. I wish i didn't yell at oyaji. I wish he didn't die. I wish i never was the son of satan. I wish we could all be a happy family again.

But that is obviosly not going to happen because this isn't a fairy tale. This is reality.

"i'm sorry Yukio" a single tear runs down my cheek.

I close my eyes and everything around me dissapears.