I'm sorry, but I just realized I changed the point of view... please forgive me! Also, My chapters are getting shorter! D: I'm also re-studying German (I'm part German) Ist es gut? :D I ALSO PROMISE THAT THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE 1,000+ WORDS!PLEASE FROGIVE ME ((Haha... Frogive... Please... someone... date me T-T))

Matthew had been dwelling on the events of the previous day for hours. he just couldn't get the thought of it all out of his head. How had Gilbert and his brother known each other? Alfred was 3 years older than Matthew, but sometimes Matthew found that he was the more mature one compared to Alfred. Matthew was the one who brought the food and cooked dinner, whilst Alfred was the one who works all day and night to make the money. They struggled sometimes but they always managed to get through in the end, since their parents were always away on business trips or holidays. Matthew always had trouble making friends because of Alfred. he always seemed to steal the spotlight when they moved to a new school or when they went out. It was always 'ALFREDDDDDDDDD'. But Matthew didn't mind all that much, he was quite comfortable having only 1 or 2 real friends, not a hundred fake ones.

"Hey, Mattie!" He heard come from behind him, he turned around and he suddenly felt uneasy again. It was Gilbert. He shifted uncomfortably and looked at the albino.

"Hello." Matthew replied, looking at the floor.

"uhh... I-I'm sorry about the other day. I didn't really realize what was happening... and I sort of... yelled at you.." Gilbert suddenly blurted out, but when Matthew looked up, Gilbert wasn't even looking at him, he had his heading hanging in his hands and his backpack was falling off of his arms.

"It's okay..." Matthew whispered, playing with the strings on his pants as a distraction.

"No it's not. You've been ignoring my texts." This made Matthew cringe. Yes, Matthew had turned off his phone so he would stop receiving Gilbert's messages.

"S-sorry."

"C'mon, lets skip class today... I... have something more impor,tant to do." Gilbert told him, grabbing Matthews wrist and tugging him along, down the long almost deserted hallway to the exit of the building.

He and Matthew had ended up going to a small park about 10 minutes away from the school. They seated themselves on a navy bench and silence fell upon the two.

"Like I said, I'm extremely sorry about what happened yesterday.., I sort of over reacted and I know I shouldn't of have... but..." Gilbert began but didn't really finish his sentence.

they both stayed like that for what felt like hours to Matthew. Gilbert had so many reasons why he didn't really want to finish that sentence. Matthew had began to feel quite uncomfortable with the silence.

"It's okay.." Matthew said in a reply. he didn't want Gilbert to feel uneasy or guilty about what he felt after Gilbert had stormed out the door. Matthew knew Gilbert felt bad about his actions, but Matthew didn't like it. "Please don't feel guilty about it...it was my fault.." He felt himself suddenly accuse himself.

"No." Gilbert mumbled silently. Matthew turned towards Gilbert and felt himself weaken. "It was my fault." He continued, his voice raising slightly. Matthew began to feel slightly stupid. They were both sitting here, hugging their legs and both feeling uneasy, blaming themselves.