A/N

So hey this is my second story.

I'm still writing my first one but I finally got my laptop to work so I thought I'd go ahead and write another story idea I had.

Besides writing on a laptop works out so much better than using my phone! So I hope this one works a little better. Let me know what you guys think!

I do not own glee!

We've been heading in a downwards spiral lately. God knows I love her so damn much but I feel like she's slipping away from me and I can't pin point the reason why. She's been my heart since freshman year. We came out together and fell in love together. She is my guiding light, my calm before the storm. Quinn Fabray is my world and here we are looking our senior year in the face and I'm not sure where we stand anymore. I just need to know how she feels, what she wants and where she sees us heading, because I won't give up on us, not now, not like this.

I find Quinn right before her last class of the day. She's standing by her locker talking to Finn about something that's clearly making him smile that goofy ass half smile. I hate the look he gets on his face when talking to her, it's like he's so in love with her. He's tried so many times to steal her away from me but he's always shot down. Everyone knows where her heart lays, right here with me. Or so it used too.

I walk up behind Quinn and shoot Finn a fuck off glare. He must have got my expression because he quickly walked away. I grab her by the hips and turn her around to face me. Her smile instantly dies when she meets my eyes. She isn't even happy to see me anymore. Where have I gone wrong?

"Quinn, can I talk to you? You've been avoiding me all weekend and I really need to talk to you."

I feel her slipping out of my grip. Normally she snuggles in closer, almost melts into my hands.

Usually we spend every weekend together cuddled up in bed watching terrible movies and pigging out on food that Coach Sue would kill us for. This past month however she has an excuse every time for why we can't hang out. At first I believed her like college applications or family in town, but now it's just getting repetitive and pathetic almost. I'm tired of pleading with her and getting nothing in return. We can't keep going on like this, I'm losing my girlfriend.

"Not now Santana I have to get to class, but I'll see you in glee okay."

Now she's standing away from me ready to run away.

"Why are you avoiding me?" I say in a pleading voice.

"Santana look I can't do this right now I'm sorry."

"Can't you see that I need you? I can't remember the last time we've had an actual conversation Quinn. Class can wait two damn seconds." I swear at this point I'm almost in tears.

Quinn leans up to give me a light but lingering kiss on the cheek and says "I just can't S." before turning and walking away from me. A sight I am becoming way too familiar with. It hurts a little more each time.

Since my words are not seeming to get the point that we need to talk across to Quinn I've decided to express myself the best way I know how, through song. Considering that I didn't get to spend time with Quinn this weekend I've had plenty of time to prepare a song for her that I plan to perform for her today in glee. There I know she has to stay and listen. I just hope she understands what I'm saying.

I can't concentrate in my math class the bell will ring soon and then it'll be my moment to put it all out there to Quinn. I hope this works. I miss her so much. I can't picture losing her; we have a whole life planned together. We hope to go to college out of state, a little undecided where. We want to get a cute little apartment together and a puppy, probably a French bulldog because those are Quinn's favorite! I don't care really as long as she's happy. I plan to marry her someday! So this has to get fixed and at the off chance she doesn't want to be an us anymore well I need to know that too. Then I'd have to look at life in a whole different way. It's almost too much to think about.

I walk into the choir room and there she is sitting next to man hands berry, she looks so graceful with every word she speaks, and her smile is just so bright. She looks over to me with those hazel eyes and flashes a soft smile. Maybe her day has picked up, because that smile is out of character for us lately.

Mr. Shue walks in behind me and pats me on the shoulder.

"Are you ready?" he asks.

"Ready as I can hope to be." I say in a frown.

"Class Santana has a song she has prepared so let's settle down and give her our attention."

Mr. Shue takes a seat next to Artie as everyone turns to face me. I look towards Quinn and she's looking back at me with a questioning expression. She probably is wondering what the hell am I about to do. Maybe this isn't such a good idea. The music is starting so it's too late now.

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something,I'm giving up on you

I cant bare to look up into her eyes, I don't want to see her expression while I sing this.

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Shit I'm crying I can feel the heat of the tears slide down my face. This is harder than I thought.

Say something I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would have followed you
Say something I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

I look up and meet her wet hazel eyes; the look on her face is breaking my heart. Her eyes are telling me everything I have been feeling for awhile now. I hope she's getting the right message though.

Say something I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would have followed you

Say something I'm giving up on you
Say something I'm giving up on you
Say something

Those last words hang in the air, those are my last fighting words, I need her to really hear those simple words.

As the song comes to an end the whole room is filled with claps, not a dry eye in the house. Mr. Shue stands up and walks towards me clapping.

"Santana the emotion behind that was so moving so driven and real!"

I nod and wipe my eyes, Quinn stands and walks towards me

"Santana I ….." but she can't finish her sentence she instead kisses me. I feel all her pain behind her kiss. It pains me more. As we break apart she whispers "I'm sorry" than once again she runs out the door.

I thought this would help but instead once again I'm left lost and even more confused.