Author's note: Please excuse my absence. Drama ensued. Thanks to some words of wisdom by one of my favorite authors I'm back to writing this. Ty Freaky 3 I'm calling you that now ;)

Entry #7

Thanks to you know who, Lena had to have a talk with me this morning.

She said I wasn't trying and that I need to work harder. Even let me know that Timothy told her about the extra help he suggested, telling me it would be a good idea and asking what I thought.

I hate it when she says stuff like that as if I really have a choice in the matter.

What was I going to say? No? To her colleague and the father of her baby?

I didn't have a choice.

What I don't understand is why she didn't notice that Timothy was the only one complaining?

And I worked hard as hell on that essay. She saw me the other night.

But maybe I am overreacting.

Maybe something was wrong with my essay and my lack of participation….

Grades are important in this school.

I should try harder.

It's what everyone would expect.