Forever Mine

Chapter Twenty Five

I Own Nothing

Hiccup's P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of whimpering, I was quick to sit up, wincing at the sudden pain again. But it wasn't as bad as before, I slowly got up from my bed, pushing the furs away from me and making my way to the cot."Shhh, it's okay, it's okay Heather." I picked up the babe, she stopped whimpering once in my arms, I untied my tunic again and began to nurse. She was quick to latch on, sucking down very hard and taking all the milk in, I sighed and sat back o my bed, running my fingers through her soft patch of hair.''I have a feeling you're going to be feisty, just like your father." I whispered, letting one of her fingers holding my index finger. Just the smallest touch made my heart clench.

She didn't let go of my finger, clutching it harder.

It was a dark shade of red, the same color as her father's. I smiled and kissed her tiny forehead, still not taking my eyes off of her, even with a bit of pain it was all worth it, in my mind I took back all the things I said before, not being ready for motherhood, not wanting this baby, I take it all back. She was absolutely perfect to me, she had this perfect round face with dark blue eyes for now, but that even made her more perfect.

Was she going to turn out like me? Probably not by my luck, she has berserker blood running through her now. I know she'll be a little warrior like her father, I just wish I could give her a night fury, but they were all gone, I've tried looking before, but no luck finding another.

Then a sudden knock on my door, catching me off guard then it slowly opened. My father walked in with another figure behind him, my eyes widen when I finally notice it was Dagur. I was shocked as my jaw fell from my mouth."Dad..." I trailed almost not believing what I was seeing. My father calmly walked over and sat down next to me on my bed, Dagur was forced to stay in the back, dad wanting to speak to me first from what I was seeing. I didn't know what was going on, Dagur wasn't allowed to be near me, my father mad that very clear but now...

"How are you?" He asked me, placing a supportive hand on my knee, looking down at Heather in my arms, wanting to know how I was holding up with a new baby.

"I'm alright." I said softly, holding Heather close to me, she kept feeding while we talked. He then asked me if I was still feeling any more pain, any heavy bleeding happening to me, I told him no."I promise you I'm alright dad, I got a full night of sleep last night." I whis my dad would stop worrying about me, I'm fine now, I'm out of the woods and have nothing wrong with me, the only thing I need is a little bit of rest and I'll be good as new. But with my dad he treated it as if I lost another limb, but that was my dad at his best, he was doing the best he could with me, he didn't want to see me struggle, he doesn't want me to get hurt again.

He nodded."I have something to ask you, and I need you to be honest with me."

I was getting a little worried."What's wrong?" I looked at both of them."What's going on?"

My father sighed again."Do you still want to be with Dagur?" He asked me, cupping my cheek and looking at me with serious eyes."Is that what you want still?" My jaw dropped when he asked me this, I didn't know what to say or do, I looked back at Dagur with a small smile, I looked back up at my dad."Why are you asking me this dad?" This was the last thing I expected from him, I was expecting my father to either kill Dagur or ban him from Berk, never allowing me to see him again.

"Because I need to know what you really want, what's best for you, as much as I hate this, I don't want you miserable." He pushed a few strands of hair away from my face, still having some sadness in his eyes."If Dagur really makes you happy, then I'll give you what you want." Was this really happening? Dad was letting me go? Why was my father having a sudden change of heart? I'm still having a hard time to believe

I looked down, Heather slowly pulled away, full from her meal. I put her on my shoulder and patted her back, once that was over she was back in my arms."I...I need some time to think about this dad, I need to talk this over with Dagur." I looked back up at him."I just need a few minutes alone with him." I ve my father a look, letting him know I need some time to think this over, I mean I really do want this, I want a family, a father for my child to look up to.

My father nodded before getting up, sending Dagur a few glares, passing over him and closing the door behind us.

Dagur turned back and quickly embraced me, giving me a powerful kiss."How are you?" He then looked down and traced his fingers along the babe's cheek.

"Were both fine." I leaned back in and kissed him."I've missed you." I whispered, feeling his warm embrace, the one thing I could always look forward to. I felt his warm arm wrap around my waist, just letting him hold me in his arms for a few minutes."What did my father tell you?" I was wondering what made my father change his mind.

He shrugged his shoulders and looked down."Nothing much, just wanting what's best for you and the baby." He gave my forehead a peck, still not taking his eyes away from the baby."I hated being away from you both, that was all I could think about." I felt the same way, I was getting worried I would never see Dagur again, just by the way my father was acting. I didn't know what was going to happen next, a peace tray would be in the works if I go with Dagur, especially with marriage involved.

"So...do you really want to do this? Do you still want to marry me? Stay with me?" His voice for once sounded scared, as If he was going to get rejected by me.

I gave him smile and pulled his face close to mine, pulling him in for a kiss."Of course I'm still going to be with you, I'm not letting my dad keep me away, we have baby now and I'm still marrying you." One of my hands traced up to his cheek, tracing up his scars."I love you." I wasn't backing down from this, I didn't want to be labeled as a whore or the mother of a bastard, but deep down I didn't really care about either of them, all I wanted was my little family.

He gave me a soft smile."Happy to hear that." He pulled me and gave me another deep kiss, I ran my fingers through his thick red hair. We both pulled away and looked down at the tiny bundle in my arms, I slowly passed her over to her father, he smiled even wider and played with her little fingers."Did you miss daddy?" He cooed."I hope you've been good to mama and not giving him any trouble."

"Naw, she's been good for the last couple of days." Leaning over and watching her fall asleep again."She barely makes a sound." Dad and Gobber have been the best babysitters, after I gave birth both of them have took turns watching over the both of us, then my father ordered the midwife over to check us both, so far were both fine now. Thankful the baby didn't tear me after I gave birth, I thought I lost too much blood, that's why I almost passed out or so I thought.

"So both of you are okay now?"

"Yeah the midwife check us both the other day, were both alright now." I tried not to worry him."I can't have sex for a little while, about two months I should be alright." Dagur pouted a bit, holding me a bit closer."Yeah I know you hate that but it's for the best."

He sighed."I know, as long as both of you are alright that's all that matters." We both stayed silent for a few minutes, just focusing on the baby, Dagur then got up and placed her back in the cot, coming back and taking my hands."I guess will have to hold the wedding off until you're healed, I don't want to risk hurting you again."

I nodded."The midwife also told me I'm more fertile after having a baby, so we might need to be extra careful when we...you know." I felt my face blush a little bit, Dagur only chuckled darkly and held me close, running his fingers through my amburn locks.

"Aww what's wrong, you don't want to give me twenty babies ?" He said in a husky tone, causing me to slap his shoulder.

"Haha very funny."I glared at him."After giving birth I think one child is another, gods it hurt so much." I closed my eyes, I could still feel the birthing pain, just feeling that new life coming out of me. Dagur sighed and held me against his chest, taking my hand and kissing it."I'm sorry baby."

"It's not your fault, how was I supposed know I was able to get pregnant in the first place?" I arched my brow.

Before he could answer my question the door suddenly swung open, a big shadow figure pounced in."Toothless." I cried and let his on, he started licking me to death while Dagur was taken a bit back, the two weren't exactly friends, but they were on decent terms now.

"I missed you so much bud." I traced my hands all over his face, his eye were huge as his tongue was hanging out, still happy to know I was still alive, I wrapped my thing arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, trying not to be loud to wake the baby up, Toothless was on the bed taking up all the space so he could reunite with me, I almost forgot about him, I knew I was forgetting something or in this case my own dragon."I'm happy to see you too bud."

He whined and gave me one last lick, I was finally back with Toothless.

I didn't know him he was going to react going back to the beserker island, what about the other tribes Dagur had feuds with? What about the food supplies? So many questions for Dagur, that was something we needed to talk about later when we go home. I didn't want to worry about that now, we can resolve that issue later, hopefully we could get my father to help, but I doubt it. I didn't know how the rest of the village would react to this news.

Once things calmed down we went back to talking."So when are we leaving?" I asked Dagur.

"In the next couple of days, your father wanted to make sure you're alright to travel." I could tell he didn't like the sound of that, he wanted to leave now, but there wasn't much we could do until I was ready to go, I knew the berserkers would welcome us with the new baby, a new child was always a blessing to a village, mostly an heir."The ships and everything are ready to go, all we need is another few days and you'll be ready to go."

I then looked down for a minute, my nerves were starting to get to me.

"What's wrong?" Dagur took my chin and looked into my eyes.

"I feel awful, leaving my dad and everyone else here, I haven't seen them in so long and now...I'm just leaving them...again."

"You're not leaving them, I'm not holding you hostage anymore, you can see them whenever you want." He explained to me."You can do whatever you want Hiccup, I don't care what you want, whatever it is I'll still be here."

"Thank you." I whispered before pulling away from him."I need to go break the news to my dad, can you watch heather before I go down?"

"You don't have to ask me, I'm her father It's my job to take care of both of you now." He gave me a goodluck kiss."Just call me if anything gose wrong, okay?"

I nodded and slowly got up, I winced a little and started to make my way towards the door, opening it before giving Dagur one last look, then I headed down the stairs, looking down to see my father sitting in his chair, looking into the fireplace, next to him was his mug, he had this look of defeat written all over his face, my heart ached for him, I was his only child, and here I was getting ready to leave him all alone with just nothing. I didn't what to say to him, how was I going to put this?'hey dad I'm sorry that I'm leaving you and everyone one else behind, but I'm getting married to your worse nightmare and going to have twenty babies.' No, I could never tell him that, but what was I supposed to say?

He heard me from the stairs, making a few creaks from my one foot."Hiccup?" He said softly.

"Hi dad." I said uncomfortable"I...need to tell you something." I said while rubbing my arm, looking down at the ground, almost too afraid to tell him the whole thing.

"Did you make your decision?" He said with fear in his voice, almost frighten to know what I was getting ready to tell him.

I slowly nodded."Yeah I did."

He paused for a minute, just looking at me with fearful eyes."You're leaving aren't you?"

I looked up at him."Yes." I whispered at him."I'm sorry for doing this to you dad, I really am, this is all my fault I-" Before I could say anything else I was cut off when my father grabbed me, he grabbed me, giving me a bone crushing hug, not letting me go for what seemed like forever. My heart ached even more now, I could feel my father shaking now, I managed to wrap my arms around his huge body, not much but enough to make him feel my embrace. I kept telling him I was sorry over and over again, but he didn't reply back to me, he just kept shaking and telling me none of this was my fault, that he understands why I'm doing this.

Soon he let go, cupping my cheek and telling me how much he loved me, telling me how strong I was, but deep down I felt weak.

"Are you still sure you want to go through with this?" He asked me, looking deep into my dark green eyes."I don't want anything bad happening to you, I don't want to lose you again Hiccup, if anything bad happened to you again I swear to god." He whispered darkly.

"I'm going back with Dagur dad, I'm not just doing this for me, but I'm doing this for our baby."

"I know son, I know." He whispered and kissed my forehead." I just don't want to lose you again."

"I can always visit dad, I won't be too far." I tried making it sound better , but I don't think he was buying it. But it was worth a shot at least, but my father knew I would be far away, he hasn't had a dragon in three years now since Thornado was let go, it broke him, just like me have to leave to support my family now. It didn't make it feel any better, at least Thornado had three little one to look after, I only have one to look out for. I was an awful son for doing this I was trying everything to make him feel better, but nothing was going to make anything better, the wounds would never heal, and my father would be haunted forever, he would always blame himself for me being captured and raped. This was something that could never be fixed.

It took a few hours for my dad to go to bed, after that I headed back upstairs to be greeted by both Dagur and Toothless.

Toothless was sleeping in his corner, right on top of his old heating stone, snoring away while I headed straight to bed, Dagur was still awake and made room for me, my bed was still tiny, not big enough for the both of us.

"How it go?" he whispered.

"As bad as I thought it would, I feel terrible and I think I want to die."

"You don't have to leave you know that right?" he said trying to get me to change my mind.

"No." I said sternly."I'm going back, all four of us are going back, like it or not." I was backing down, my mind was already made up, I was scared of how my people would react to seeing me, seeing me as a whore, a traitor.

The next few days went by very quickly, three days went by and now we were at the docks saying my finally goodbyes. It was the hardest thing I have ever done, my father was in tears and holding me in another tight embrace He didn't say anything to Dagur, nothing but bitter silence between these two. My father held my daughter one last time before our long trip home, Toothless was already on the ship waiting, once our goodbyes were over, all three of us got on board.

Once the ship sailed I could finally breath, I could finally be free again.

One year later...

A full year has finally passed by, one whole year of my new family.

Life of the Beserker island felt like home, dragon training was already part of the village, a new dragon academy was already built, new dragon riders, new trainers, new everything. Dagur's Skrill was the most hard to train, it took almost half a year to get her to trust Dagur, but she eventually came around, the poor thing ended up falling ill, if it weren't for Dagur she would have been the last Skrill to live and to die. The rest of it went smoothly, getting her to fly with Dagur on her back went well, the rest of it was no trouble either. Savage was never really around us as much, maybe Dagur eventually found out about him trying to get me off of the island, or worse.

Heather was a bounce one year old, always chasing something, weather it was Toothless, chickens or her father. She would howl and play with certain objects, ones that her father was smitten with, mostly knives...yeas that never gose well. Thankful my dad would watch over her whenever we would visit.

Visiting would last a couple of days, the first few times made me a bit skittish, I was still having a hard time adjusting to being back on Berk.

The other riders weren't so happy, I mean fishlegs and the twins came around, Snotlout didn't really know how to react, he was just quiet around me. Astrid was the worse, once she found out I had a child with Dagur and Heather being dead, it was pretty much over after that. The villagers weren't as hard on me at least, but if I wasn't the son of the chief I think I would have been casted out. But my dad was doing all he could to support me, he still doesn't know I'm pregnant again.

The wedding took place six months before, it was huge wedding of course, with everything you could imagine, a huge feast, a beautiful dress that was a pale lavender, a flower crown with a long train in the back, it was a warm spring. Dagur had a special place for us that night, he took us to a hot spring where we made love...and conceived our second child as well, once I found out I was pregnant again, I nearly lost my mind in front of Dagur and Savage. I wasn't planning on doing this again, but I was still open on having at least two more children, Dagur was still hoping on ten but there was no way in Hell I was doing that.

I was almost four months now, showing a tiny bump again.

I working on dinner that night, feeling warm lips pressing against my neck."Dagur." I moaned.

"Hello baby." I felt a warm hand on my stomach."You miss me?"

"You've only been gone for three hours." I teased.

"Away from you and our babies" he made small circles on my belly, kissing my neck."I love you I whispered, giving him a kiss."

"And I you."

THE END