Rubbing his hands together and breathing into them Beast Boy shivered and closed his eyes trying to listen for anything in this dark room. He heard water, a loud stream of water and started to feel warm, it wasn't cold anymore, it suddenly started to get hot and Beast boy sighed his eyes were still closed, trying to figure out what Mad Mod and Slade had planned for him in this room.

He heard birds singing and suddenly two people started to speak to him "Garfield honey what's wrong?" Beast Boy opened his eyes suddenly being blinded by the array of light hitting his face. Blinking and rubbing his eyes he felt someone put their hand on his shoulder making him look at them "Garfield are you ok, are you not feeling well?"

Beast boy froze the man's tone all too familiar sparking memories of two people he missed dearly, looking at the two figures watching him their eyes coated with worry and concern, making him want to cry out and hug them. The man was tall, slightly built his hair short, blonde but spikey exactly like Beast boys, his blue eyes seemed to make Beast Boy weak in the knees, looking over at the women, she was short compared to the man, her long wavy brown hair in a ponytail, her green eyes seemed to sparkle making Beast boy melt in the inside.

"Whats wrong Gar?" He felt a knife stab him in the heart making him place his right hand there, his left clutched into a fist on the side, his head hanging down, tears spilling over, he felt someone grab him and hug him making his arms open up automatically, holding the person close to him.

"Garfield, my little trooper, whats the matter?" Garfield sucked in his voice wavering not allowing him to speak correctly, he felt someone hug him from behind placing their head by his ear "Garfield will you tell Mommy and Daddy what's wrong?"

Beast boy held the man closer to him, making the women hug him harder, showing that she was there.

"My heart mom" Beast boy sobbed out

"What about it sweety" His mother spoke out her voice wavering as well

"You can tell us anything son" Beast boy could hear the pain in his father's voice

"It hurts dad, it hurts so much, I failed both of you, I let you die, it was all my fault"

His mother started to sooth him her tears falling down her cheeks and his father shook slightly his large hands holding Garfield in place, helping him stand and not fall onto his knees.

"Its ok Honey, its ok all that matters is that were here now, were together again"

His father pushed him back, holding onto his arms, pressing his forehead against Garfield's, making Garfield close his eyes and cried harder, the memories of his mother and father pressing their foreheads against his to sooth him whenever he was scared, sad, or even angry. "That's right Garfield, your mothers right, were together again, stay here with us and everything will be ok, just forget everything"

'Forget everthing? Forget the Titans, Doom Patrol, my pain, my struggles, my one true love and daughter'

Beast boys eyes widened and he shoved his father away and ran away deep into the jungle leaving them by the river…The waterfall.. where they died, Beast boy yelled on the top of his lungs, as he ran away, his parents calls loud and clear "Garfield come back please!"

"Garfield don't leave us again!"

The memory of his last moment with his parents burning him

"Garfield I want you to know that daddy and mommy love you so so so much, I need you to turn into mommys favorite bird and fly to the village, ok?" Garfield nodded, but noticing how sad his mother and father looked, holding onto him for dear life, both crying loudly making him cry

"Go my litte trooper" Garfield screamed as his father picked him up heading toward the edge of the boat.

"Daddy im scared, whats going on?" His father pressed his forehead against Garfield's and kissed his nose

"Don't be scared, fly to the village, remember what we taught you and we love you, I know you have trouble flying but I believe in you"

Garfield cried harder, his tears falling onto his father's cheeks mixing with his tears, "Ready Garfield,"

Garfield held onto his father "No I'm not! Daddy wait"

Garfield felt his body fly into the air and he imagined his mother's favorite bird, the raven, and formed out of fear of drowning or falling, Garfield flew and found himself by the side of the river and watched as his father's boat went over the water fall.

His parents hugging each other, kissing, looking at Garfield with smiles on their faces.

Beast boy fell on his knees, his hands digging into the dirt, his tears pouring out like the waterfall that killed his parents.

"Damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit,damnit! Son of a bitch!" Beast boy yelled on the top of his lungs, almost losing his voice in the process, he cried aloud, looking into the blue sky, his tears rolling down his cheeks, hitting the ground "GOD DAMN YOU SLADE! YOU SON OF A FUCKING BITCH! I"LL KILL YOU!"

Beast boy heard a hiss and looked ahead and noticed a door appeared, opening slowly revealing the white hallway again. Beast boy stood up and looked back watching his younger self weep by the side of the river calling out for his parents.

Turning around Beast boy walked through the door hearing his younger self scream on the top of his lungs as the door shut "MOMMY! DADDY! DON'T LEAVE ME! COME BACK! COME BACK!"