I knew it took me forever to update but I have been very busy lately. You know I live in Germany. Lately I had and still have to take a lot of test for graduation. I think in America it is called SAT's or finals week, I think? It is insane, seriously. So Wednesday I have to take to final test in physics which is going to take 4 hours. Thursday there is the 6 hours test in German and in two weeks there is the 6 hours test in English. It is insane really. Nevertheless, I already finished one exam so that is the good thing about everything. The last test will be the oral exam in French but I will get thorugh that too. I hope you are not too mad at me. As there is a lot of stress lately, it will take me a while to upload again, but I'll try as best as I can. Anyway, enjoy the chapter!

WITH SCOTT

It has been a week since Lydia finally woke up and today she would be released from the hospital. Natalie texted me that I should visit her after school and I couldn't wait to talk to her. Every time I tried to talk to her in private someone was always with her. It was annoying and Natalie knew that it bothered me. So today I would finally be able to talk to her and annoy her with all my Kira-relationship-talk. Yet I had to survive school first.
I hopped on my motorcycle and drove to school. I got into school and saw Stiles, Kira and Malia waiting in front of my locker. We didn't talk that much last few days since I was always in the hospital.

"Why do you smell so much like excitement?" Malia asked. Damn her straight attitude. Why couldn't she just keep it to herself ones? Not that I was embarrassed to be excited to see Lydia, I was just worried that Kira and Stiles might not understand.

"I am seeing Lydia today." Was all I said hoping that she would drop it. Of course she didn't.

"You saw her the whole week, didn't you?" All of them were staring at me like I was insane. Of course I saw her the whole week but only when Natalie or Malia were there and that kind of sucked.

"Yeah but we were never alone. I guess there are a few things we want to discuss."

"You really miss her, don't you?" Malia asked. Man I did miss talking to Lydia a lot but there was no need confessing that in front of Stiles and Kira. Of course Kira wouldn't be jealous of Lydia but maybe she wouldn't understand that I missed her so damn much. She really grew to be my best friend. I could imagine that she wants to talk to me about what happened in Mexico. So yeah, I missed her a lot.

"Yeah I do. We used to talk a lot before the accident." I knew it was a mistake to say that. I could tell by the look on Stiles' face. It was a mix of hurt and confusion. Honestly, I couldn't care less. He left Lydia alone and I am not only talking about Mexico. He left her long time ago and I am not sure if I will ever understand why he did that. I was still a little bit mad at him but I am not that kind of guy who screams when he's mad.

After a little small talk with the others I went to go to econ. Stiles sat next to me and I knew that he wouldn't drop it.

"Scott we need to talk. What happened between you and Lydia?"Stiles asked.

"What do you mean? You are not suspecting what I think, are you?" He couldn't really think that I and Lydia have a thing going on. That was so damn typical for him. He couldn't understand that we were best friends now. Of course Stiles and I would be best friends for ever that would never change. But Lydia was my best friend now too and he couldn't understand it.

"Scott, I think it is a little obvious…"

"I think you should shut the fuck up Stiles. Think before you talk." That was all I managed to say because I was so damn mad. Why couldn't he understand?

"Scott I just don't understand…."

"No you don't understand. I was there when you weren't. I sat with her for over five hours when she cried over Allison. There were so many nights we just talked about out problems because no one else would understand. I was there when she cried over you. I was there when she felt like a horrible person because of you! I was there and you weren't. So I recommend that you shut the fuck up and never talk to me again before you are able to think straight. Understood?"I used my Alpha voice that worked on him too, so that he would understand.

After that the day at school went by pretty fast. Some students asked about Lydia and how she was doing but there weren't any mayor happenings. So after school he drove to Lydia's home as fast as he could. When he arrived, he used his spare key Natalie gave him a few weeks ago and entered her house.
"Lydia? Where are you?" He called. He wanted to make sure that Lydia knew he was there since it would be more than embarrassing if he would walk in on her getting dressed. That would be like seeing your sister naked. Though he must admit that Lydia was pretty attractive but there would never be more than friendship between them since she already knew too much about him.

"I'm in my room Scott, you can come up." He heard her calling. She always knew about his concerns and worries. So he did what she told him to do and walked into her room. She was wrapped up in her blanket and watched the notebook.

"Seriously, are you ever getting sick of this movie?" He asked. She always watched the notebook, it was ridiculous. Unfortunately she had forced him more than 6 times to watch it with her and he couldn't handle one more time.

"Probably not, but it is done anyways, so don't worry." She said closing her laptop. She probably missed him too and didn't want to waste valuable time.

"So you look pretty comfy, might if I join?" He asked. It was true. She was surrounded by pillows and tons of blankets. It looked both incredibly overloaded and comfortable.

"You know there is always a place for you here, don't be silly. You never asked before you always jump on the bed, what's wrong?" Was she kidding? Well, he always felt like he could act like he lived here but not if she has been in a coma a week before.

"I don't want to hurt you. You have broken rips and stuff, not that you don't know that already." He said winking at her. Scott knew that Lydia hated it to be treated like she was made of glass, but right now, he couldn't help it. He couldn't lose her. Nevertheless, she could handle a bit irony.

"Don't be sassy, I am seriously injured." She said looking down. He instantly felt bad. He didn't want to hurt her feelings, he was just making fun. He didn't know what to say, he just looked at her with the famous I-am-truly-sorry face.

Scott was highly confused when Lydia started laughing out loud. Not only that he didn't understand why she was laughing it was also a mess. It was a mixture of laughing and wincing due to her broken rips. "You should see the look on your face! Haven't you learned anything? Don't mess with Lydia Martin." She said between laughing.

"Haha, hilarious. You should consider breathing, you look a little pale. Joking doesn't seem to fit you." He said sticking his tong out. Scott walked over to her bed and laid down next to her.

After a couple of minutes she calmed down and whipped away a few tears that escaped her eyes while laughing. They were tears of joy, Scott could tell instantly. "So how are you doing? School must be pretty boring without me. By the way what are you wearing? The shirt is hideous!" Scott grinned. He had picked out the ugliest shirt he owned this morning only to piss her off. It was always funny to see Lydia act like the fashion police.

"Don't you like it? I picked it out just for you." He said with a wink. Lydia rolled her eyes at that and let out a small laugh. It was very nice to see that he didn't lose his best friend. She was still the same although he knew that she wasn't that happy inside.

"I knew you were going to pick on me, Scott. Though this is kind of funny since you had to run around with it the whole day. Kira must have been very embarrassed at school. I wish I could have seen that." She said. And she had a point there.

"You have no idea. Everyone at school was looking at me like I was insane. My teacher asked me if we had financial problems at home due to the shirt. He thought that it was a donation from other people. Kira tried to hide her face the whole time when she was walking next to me. I made her hold my hand only to make it worst for her, it was hilarious. She was so ashamed her whole face was red like a tomato. Malia didn't seem to care though she told me that this shirt is probably the ugliest thing she has ever seen. I quote: "I have seen a lot of ugly things in my life, dead bodies, body parts, justin bieber, dogs without hair and these are only a few things. Yet, this shirt is worst than all of these things. Seriously, Lydia needs to come back." It was a mess today. It was worth it though"

Lydia laughed so hard that she almost fell of her bed. Her rips hurt so badly, but she couldn't help but laugh at this story. She could practically imagine Kira being all red and embarrassed. Malia was never one to hide her opinion and this time she was more than right. The shirt was so ugly even a colorblind person would feel offended. This is what she loved about Scott. He didn't care if he would look like the biggest idiot on earth if he could just make her smile. She appreciated that a lot. Lydia never met such a sweet, caring and passionate person before. Now that she had him as her best friend, she would never let him leave her. They talked about two hours about school and everything that happened there. Of course there was no need to bring her the homework or notes because she was already month ahead of everything.

Scott knew that they had to talk about the bad stuff sooner or later. This is also what he came here for. Lydia would never talk to Kira or Malia about her true feelings, only to Scott. Eventually she had to let it all out; she couldn't keep it all to herself. It would destroy her.

So after one more hour the atmosphere started to become more serious. Lydia knew that they had to talk about the night in Mexico. She had to wait so long to talk about it. Scott was the only one she would trust with this. Not that she doesn't trust the others, it is just that Scott became the most important person in her life. He was her alpha, her confidant, her best friend. There was no need for him to begin with the embarrassing "Do you want to talk about it?"-stuff, because she knew what he wanted to know. She knew that she needed to tell him everything not only for her own sake.

"Scott, I need to tell you about everything that has happened. I need to get it off my chest, it is giving me nightmares." She started. Scott nodded but he wasn't very surprised. He had nightmare too after Stiles was being possessed and Allison died.

"After Stiles took off to chase after Malia, I realized a lot of things. First, that Stiles is a big asshole and I may not love him anymore. This was the most awful thing anyone ever did to me and I don't know if I can ever forgive him. Sure, Kira and Malia run off too, but they knew that I wasn't alone, that there was someone there with me. How could they have known that he wouldn't stay with me? Plus, Malia has made such a huge progress, I could never hold it against her that she followed her natural instincts. Anyway the second thing I realized is that I was screwed big time. I heard a noise and I was so scared. I didn't know what to do, so I ran into the woods, trying to get away from the noises. After a couple of minutes I could see a pair of eyes. They were glowing but not like your eyes or Malia's or Kira's. Scott they were green. The figure came closer and before I could see who it was there was something behind me. I could feel it coming closer. I turned around and I saw a huge beast. It was covered in bones and it had a mask. The mask was cow's skull and it was creepy like hell. It picked me up and threw me against a tree. I thought it would kill me so I closed my eyes. After a couple of minutes I opened them again because nothing has happened…. And there was this person with the green eyes standing right above me looking down at me. I sweat Scott, I am not crazy. It was Kate. She said we would regret ever letting Allison die. She said she could not understand how I, her best friend, could let that happen. Then she pulled out her fangs and scratched me like there was not tomorrow. Then she turned her head away as if she has heart something. She took off after telling me that this is not over. The next thing I remember was Kira calling my name and you picking me up. Scott, I think Kate heard you and Kira. You saved my life."

Scott wasn't able to move he had to progress everything. How could Kate be back? They had thought of it as Derek was missing but they weren't sure. Not everything was more than clear, he just couldn't understand how this was possible. He had to call Derek eventually so they could discuss everything, but Lydia was more important now. When he and Breaden were at the church he saw these figures too. Breaden called them Berserkers. Until now, he thought they were not that dangerous. He thought they would back off after he scared them away with his alpha howl. Apparently they were more than dangerous since they were following Kate.
Lydia must have gone through hell, no wonder she had nightmares. These Berserkers were creepy as hell. Not to mention that Kate, a sociopath, obviously turned. What was she now? He never heard of green eyes before. Obviously she was back for revenge but Allison's death wasn't their fault, was it? Allison died protecting her friends from the supernatural. She was born into this. Her whole family was made out of hunters, it wasn't their fault that she was involved into this. It wasn't Stiles' fault that he was being possessed and it was not their fault that Allison died.
They had gone through this already. Lydia blamed herself month after Allison's death as did Scott, but eventually they realized it was not their fault.

"It it not true Lydia. You know it. Allison died…"

"…protecting her friends. I know Scott. Kate was wrong, we couldn't have stopped this. Nevertheless she is not going to give up until we're all dead and that scares me the most. I don't want you to die Scott, I just found you."
Scott's heart broke at this. She didn't have nightmares because of the berserkers, she had nightmares because she was afraid that she might lose him. Scott should have known sooner. No one could ever intimidate her. She was going to stand tall, no matter who was in front of her. Not even the creepiest creature of all times could bring her to her knees. Threatening her friends and her family though was something she couldn't handle. Lydia would do everything she could to protect her friends. Scott could see so much of Allison in her, it was incredible.

"I am not going anywhere, Lydia. How could I leave you after everything?" With that she cuddled into his arm and cried for hours. They both feel asleep on her bed after hours of talking and crying and promising each other that neither of them was going to die. They fell asleep knowing that the danger was yet to come.

I hope you like it. Leave a comment what I can improve or what you liked. I hope you have a nice weekend.