Sometime between blackmailing Jackson and driving home I got really tired so it wasn't really a surprise that I fell asleep the moment my head touch the pillow.

Feeling of the cold wind on my skin was what pulled me out of peaceful dream where I was on the beach. Opening my eyes I found myself in front of Hale house. It was dark and I could barely make out the burned ruins but there was one thing that I could see perfectly. The huge black wolf was sitting on the stairs,looking in distance. All of the sudden I started getting flashes of me walking down the hallway,Derek and this animal. I came closer to the wolf,sitting down next to it and looking at the same direction as she did,but I saw nothing but darkness. I turned around,facing the wolf but she was not there anymore. I sighed,standing up trying to find it again but I couldn't.

Door was slammed shut loudly and I sat up in my bed,gasping for air. I started shaking,frightened. This time I remembered the dream,even the ones before today. I did not have a lot of time to think about it cause I heard another loud noise. Getting out of my room I found Stiles running into Scotts room.

"What did you find?Where did you find it?How did you find it?And yes I had a lot of Adderall so..."he said all in one breath,b.

"What did I miss?"I asked coming into the room. I knew the answer,there is only two things they are talking about those days,Alison or Derek,and seeing as Stiles was excited like a kid in the candy store it was most definitely Derek.

"I find something at Derek Hale's"my twin said simply.

"Are you kidding?What?"

"There is something buried there,I could smell blood."

"That's awesome!"Stiles exclaimed"I mean that's terrible. Whose blood?"

"I dont know."Scott said standing up."But when we do,your dad arrest Derek for a murder. Than you figure out how to play lacrosse without changing,because there is no way I am not playing that game."he said tossing the stick on the bad and turning around

"You coming?"he asked me while Stiles was just grinning like an idiot.

"To get a man that is possibly innocent arrested just so you can impress the girl?"I asked out loud,pretending to actually think about it."I think I´ll pass."I said going back to my room.

I was staring at the ceiling when I felt it. I do not know how but I could always tell when he is around. Tilting my head to the window I found Derek there,leaning against the wall like that is exactly where he belongs. "So...how's that you are not with those two idiots in my house,digging up the body?"he asked what caused me to sit up.

"You know about that?"I asked,worried about Scott and Stiles.

"Do you people think I am an idiot?I know he smelled it"he said coming closer to me"and he is too stubborn to let it go."

"And you are here why?"I asked. Maybe I should be afraid of him but I did not,its like something was telling me he is just sad.

"Because I do not want to watch how your idiot brother and his useless friend destroy my sister's grave."

"Your sister?"I repeated faintly.

"Yes. My sister."he laid down on my bed,looking at me. For some reason I could feel all the sadness,all the anger that radiant out of him and all I could think about is hugging him. But I did not. I just laid down next to him,getting back to what I was doing before he came.

"I am sorry about your sister."I said after couple of minutes of comfortable silence.

"Why are you not there?"he asked.

"Because you were right."I said looking at him"Deep down I do trust you,I don´t know why,I just do. And I trust that you did not kill her."I started yawning. Making myself more comfortable I put my head on his chest,falling asleep in his arms. He didn't seemed to mind and I knew,there will be no weird dreams for me this time.

When I wake up it was dark and Derek was nowhere to be found. I heard my brother and Stiles entering the house so I went downstairs. I watched them go to the basement and get out couple of minutes later with shovels."I did not even know we keep those there."I said letting them know I am there.

"Its the same smell,Fi."was all my brother said.

"That doesnt mean he killed her Scott."I said. I decided not to tell him the girl was Derek's sister,it was not my secret to tell"Maybe he just buried her."

"Why would you do that?"Stiles ask

"Oh I don´t know ...for the same reason that he does not want Scott to play the game?"I offered.

"Why are you on his side?"my brother yelled.

"I am on nobody's side. I just don´t like the person you are becoming!"I yelled back.

"Well he is the one that made me like this!"

"He made you werewolf,not a selfish idiot!"I said calmly before passing them,and heading in no particular direction.

I was so mad at him,both of them. Scott was never acting like this before,its like he does not care about anyone but Allison,and Stiles is just going along with it. They aren't telling me everything,like they were trying to protect me or something but I do not need protection.

Derek was hiding something as well and although I understand that he has no reason to trust me I was hurt by it. Derek Hale was one very confusing part of my life and I am afraid that the more I get to know him more confused I get.

And of course there are those dreams I am having. They are scaring the crap outta me. At first it was just school and I would run along the hallway until I wouldn't find Derek. That was before I even knew he exist. And now there is Hale house and that wolf and...I think I am going crazy.

Before I could even realize where I was going I found myself in front of the hospital.

"What are you doing here?" Derek asked from behind me,and I wasn't bothering to turn to him.

"That is none of your business."I said staring at the building.

"You know couple of hours ago you were sleeping in my arms."he pointed out"And know you act like you want to kill me."

"Well,maybe I finally had enough of you all lying to me and acting as If I was an idiot that does not understand what you are doing."I turned around so I could face him.

"I don't think you are an idiot."he defended.

"Good,then let's talk about that night"I said,coming closer to him.

"What night?"he played dumb.

"The night we slept together."I said sarcastically. In my defence I grew up with Stiles." The night someone bit my brother"I said emphasizing the word someone.

"I was the one..."he started

"NO!No you weren't!Unless you can be in two places at the same time,that is. There is another one,the on who killed your sister and bite Scott. You wouldn't have possible done it because you were to busy knocking me out..."

"I did not knock you out,you faint."he said.

"But you are admitting that you wer with me when it happened and you are the one that ..."I started again but he was having none of it. Then he did something that I thought he would never do. He kissed me and it was so much better than in my dream.

I answered the kiss the moment his lips touched mine. It was like my body had a mind of his own,one that did not seemed to care that I was mad. After some time he pulled away what caused me to protest. We were both panting when my mind finally start working.

I slapped him. He didn't even blink so I slapped him again "Never,and I mean never again,kiss me just so I would shut up!It rarely works."I said before pulling him in another kiss,the one he was as eager to answer as I one before that.

Once again I found myself in my room and in Derek's arms only this time we were not just sleeping. We were kissing and we have been doing that for quite some time. Being kissed by Derek Hale was different than being kiss by any other boy. Their kisses were sweet and innocent,well as innocent as they could me seeing as there hand would usually finish under my shirt after like five minutes. No,his kisses were fast,rough,possessive and his hand never strayed from my hips.

Suddenly he pulled away and said "There is another one. It's called an Alpha..."he started but I stopped him with the kiss."You are quite a grudge holder,are you not."

"You have no idea."I said kissing him once more. I always hated that when I dated Jackson,and yes I dated Jackson-something I am not particularly proud of-shortly before Lydia. It lasted for a month and it was probably the longest month in my life. Its fanny how things change,with Lydia he is not half as bad as he was with me. He is still egocentric fool that think that world revolves around him but I think he genuinely loves her.

Anyway back when we used to date he expected me to just be there and look pretty so every time I would started talking something he does not like he would kiss me and shout me up,to say I did not take it well... At first I would just ignore him,and by that I mean standing on his foot,but he would just got worst. After a month I had enough of him so I slapped him in front of all his friends and told him to go to hell. That is actually how Danny and I became friends.

As for Lydia and I,by the time she started dating him I was already over bastard. Truth to be told I was never really that into him plus to date him you have to be way bigger bitch than I am or at least less stubborn.

"What are you thinking about?"he asked.

"Nothing worth remembering."I answered and started kissing him again.

"Fiona."he stopped me."Don´t you want to hear about the Alpha?"he asked and started kissing down my neck what causes me to moan.

"I think I got it. The leader of the pack,probably stronger than the rest of them."I said,he stopped kissing me and looked up

"How do you know that?"he was observing me suspiciously.

"You know contrary to the popular belief I do study from time to time and I had zoology last year."I rolled my eyes."What about you and Scott?"

"We are both betas. Apart of alphas and betas there are also omegas."he said

"Lone wolves." I finished.

"Zoology?"he asked

"TV."I answered and he chuckled.

"You should get some sleep. You look tired."

"Which is weird seeing as I slept most of the day."I said but started yawning anyway.

"Sweet dreams."Derek said,kissing me one last time before disappearing into the night.

"Fi!Fi get up!"I heard Scott's voice.

"What?"I asked and the memories of Derek and I kissing came to my mind.

"Come on Stiles is downstairs we have to go. Why did you sleep in your jeans?"he suddenly asked

"What?"I said and look down only to realise that I was in fact wearing my clothes from yesterday."I was to tired to change."more like to busy to change.

"Well at least we want be late?"he said dragging me out of my still worm bed.

"Where are we going?"

"To Derek's."he said but he was strangely happy about it.

"What did you do?"I asked angrily.

They did it. They actually did it. They waited for Derek to leave the house and go to find me,not that they knew that part,or that that was his original plan at all and then they dig Laura,Derek told me her name last night,up.

I was torn between being angry about the fact they did it without me or being angry about them digging up Derek's sister,altogether I was pissed.

Derek was already in the car when Stiles started walking to it,Scott,who was leaning against the jeep,shook his head and said "No...God..."what was pretty much the sign for me to join Stiles. I run to him and push him into the car,shutting the door fast after I came in.

Stiles took a couple of seconds to get himself together after hitting his head and then whispered-yelled"I hit my head because of you!"

"You deserve it!"I said stil not sure what exactly am I mad about.

He shrug before turning to Derek"Ok,just so you know,I am not afraid of you."

"Ha!Right!"I said sarcastically while Derek just glared at him. Oh boy If look can kill... Stiles was terrified"Ok,maybe I am,doesn't matter. I just want to know something,the girl you killed..."

"You don´t know If he killed her!"I interrupted him but he ignored me

"...she was a werewolf but she was a different kind,wasn't she. She could turn herself in actual wolf..."

"Wait,what?"

"...and I know Scott can´t do that. Is that why you killed her?"

"He did not kill her!"I shout. I get that they don´t know who she was but I was not about to let him accuse Derek of killing his own sister.

"Why are you so worried about me when it's your friend who is a problem?When he shifts on the field what do you think they gonna do?Huh?Keep cheering him up?I can´t stop him from playing but you can..."he came closer to Stiles,looking right into his eyes "you´ll want to."He finished and looked at me. I don't know If his eyes got any softer because soon enough I was drag out of the car by my favourite sheriff.

" .Au"Stiles exaggerate as usual while I just walked along,quiet.

"There. Stand."Stiles dad said letting go of both of our arms."What the hell do you think you are doing?"

"We am just trying to help."he answered,putting his hands into his pockets.

"No,I just want to piss Scott off."I corrected.

"Ok how about you two help me understand how exactly did you came across this."

Stiles signed"We were looking for Scott's inhaler."

"They!"I pointed out just in case the two of them actually listened.

"Which he dropped when ?"Sheriff asked and I could see exactly where this was going. Don´t fell for it. Don´t fell for it. Please Stiles,for the love of God,no for the love of lidia Martin don´t fell for it.

"The other night."he fell for it.

"I´ll be... over there."I said but sheriff showed me not to move.

"The other night when you were looking for the first half of the body?"the older Stilinski asked

"Yes"Stiles answer looking around impatiently,falling right into sheriff's trap

"The night you said you were alone and Scott was at home?" We are screwed.

"Yes" my soon-to-be-dead-best-friend answered before realising what he said"No!"his eyes widen and I just shook my head"Oh crap."

"So you lied to me"sheriff asked and I started walking backward but he catches my arm and stopping me

"That depends on how do you define lying."

"Just shut up before I kill you."I said and Sheriff sent me disappointed look.

"Well,I define it as not telling the truth. How do you define it?"

"Reclaiming your body in horizontal position."Stiles tried

"Really?"I rolled my eyes and look toward the car Derek was in.

"Get the hell out of here."

"Absolutely!"Stiles said and I was about to go after him but Sheriff Stilinski stopped me.

"He made me!"I said the moment he looked at me.

"I am sure he didn't,but that is not what I want to talk to you about."he said

"Really?"

"Yes. I want to talk about Derek Hale."he explained. Crap!