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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN: Confessions

I watch as Booth removes his tie and tosses it onto the armchair. It gets caught on the backing of the chair and just hangs limply in mid air.

All afternoon I had been trying to bring myself to admit to Booth what I had done while he was in custody but every time it got to the edge of my tongue a voice inside me shut me up.

I turn and face my husband. My voice box clenches and my throat dries up, "Booth can I speak with you?" I ask.

Booth smiles over at me and plonks down on the bed before me.

"Yeah Bones, what's up?" he asks.

I clench my sweaty palms up into fists and unclench them again. Clench, unclench, clench, unclench. The process continues repeating.

Booth was now looking a bit worried "What's wrong?" he asks.

I just shake my head "Well I have a…how should I put this…a bit of a confession" I whisper.

Booth looks at me confusion in his eyes "What do you need to confess?"

I just shake my head "When you were still in jail…I sort…attempted to…take…my own…life" I whisper.

I watch as alarm fills up in Booth's eyes "What!" he cries.

The tears that were filling up in my eyes were now freely streaming down my face "I'm sorry, I've obviously disappointed you" I whisper between sobs.

I watch as Booth shakes his head "No, no I'm not angry at you I'm angry at myself" he replies "If I wasn't a stupid FBI agent I wouldn't have been put away, if only I hadn't, we hadn't, started a relationship then none of this would have happened" he whispers crying his own tears now as though he was a reflection of myself.

"No Booth, you aren't a stupid FBI agent, I'm just a stupid woman who can't control her emotions," I whisper.

Booth pulls me into his embrace and I sob on his shoulder "You are not a stupid woman, we all experience hard times" he whispers.

I shake my head "We may but we don't all jump over railings"

I feel Booth stroking my back. "Calm down Bones, we all make mistakes" he says softly "And it is just important that we recognise the wrong that we do"

I just nod but say nothing more, the tears said it all and they said it with so much emotion.

A good twenty minutes later we were still sitting the same position. My head was still on his shoulder and his hand was still stroking my back.

I then feel his hand move up under my blouse and against my bare skin. I feel my blouse being pulled over my head and watch as it is tossed on the ground. I work my hand slowly under Booth's shirt and toss it to the side as well. He plays with the strap of my bra and it is removed.

Soon we were just lying in each other's naked embrace.

I move my head and press my lips against his. I feel his hands caressing the bare skin of my back and then feel them against the curve of my bottom. I run my fingers over his back.

Our movements were filled with hot passion. I watch as Booth runs his hand over my stomach, which still had a small remainder of my baby bump, the symbol of the love, and life that we had made together. I run my hands through his short dark brown hair and forget about the world around me. Our minds were only on one thing, each other.

Soon enough we were both lying down on the mattress. My head was rested against Booth's bare chest and his arms were around my bare shoulders. We were resting in an exhausted, sweaty mess. The sheet was wrapped tightly around me and a small smile was still on my face.

Suddenly Booth gets up. He strolls over from the bed to the bookshelf in the far corner of the bedroom and pulls out a book. I strain to read the title but was to tired to truly fulfil my attempt.

Booth sits back down the bed and opens the book to page 187. Suddenly it all made sense to me. Page 187, the page that Angela had helped me write a few years ago. It was in one of my older books but I still remembered the story line vividly. I glance over at him and he smiles.

"I remember you telling me that you were curious to try it so I thought what the hell, what's stopping us from doing it now?" Booth whispers.

I smile "I'd be rather interested in attempting this" I reply as I lay my finger down on the page.

Booth and I exchange suggestive smiles and he pulls me down onto the bed. I let out a soft moan as Booth runs his hand over my thigh and our lips meet.

We slowly come together and do as the book says. I had never felt such passion but I was sure that I'd be tired the next morning.

Soon enough Booth and I were lying on the bed in each other's arm. We were asleep and our breathing was almost in time.

Each time that Booth held me close to him I knew that everything was going to be okay. It was something about his muscular arms around my bare shoulders that showed that everything was alright.

I knew that we were still to bring down the conspiracy but one thing I knew that as long as we could be together, a certain passion bubbling between us, everything would be okay.

As long as Booth was there when I fell to sleep at night I was sure to wake up the next morning and see that daylight as well as all of the beauty that came with it. Every time Booth kissed my lips I knew that that was a promise and every time he held me when I cried I was sure that the sun would come streaming in through the window, just as it once did and always will.

THE END

AN: There you have it, completed after 30 days.

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THE SEQUEL: Starlight will be up soon and it will take place after this except it will follow the Daisy pregnancy story line and Sweets will live.

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Okay one last thing, here is a collection of my favourite quotes from the last 21, 402 words:

"Just call me Temperance, you're not just my FBI therapist you are also my friend. Booth taught me about friendship and friends are someone who helps you through tough times. You are helping me Sweets and I am eternally grateful for that" ~ Brennan talking with Sweets after Christine finds out about her father being in jail

"Perfect space to read the paper" ~ Sweets talking about the bathroom in the new house

"Sweets you are looking like a real tradie!" ~ Angela mocking Sweets whilst he is helping Brennan move house

"Do what you need to do Angela and if that includes sticking kittens in peril on walls then so be it" ~ Brennan commenting on Angela's idea to give Christine a kitten poster in her new bedroom

"Cherie, Cherie! Are you unhappy about this? Why aren't you responding? I can leave him in the cell if you'd like!" ~ Caroline confused about Brennan's sudden silence on the other end of the phone

"I married you for a reason" ~ Booth joking with Brennan after he sees that she has cleaned and polished his car

"Some people just don't appreciate good facial hair" ~ Booth unhappy about everyone's reception to his facial hair

"Yeah right, you were thinking about all of the memories we had made in that bed and the emotional part of you said 'keep it', I know you aren't as cold as you act Bones and the furniture thing isn't about money" ~ Booth not believing Brennan's claim about keeping the bed purely for money saving reasons

"Yeah, I think we broke the laws of physics" he laughs "And my back at the same time" ~ Booth answering Brennan's questions about what happened last night

"I know that but Uncle Sweets told me to go get you because breakfast is ready. Parker, Uncle Sweets and I all made pancakes and they were all different types. We made some plain pancakes, some raspberry pancakes, some choc-chip pancakes and some blueberry pancakes!" ~ Christine's pure excitement about making pancakes

"Ewww, I don't think I could ever get that image out of my mind, dad had his hand on Bones butt!" ~ Parker walking in on his dad and stepmom kissing

"Don't tell her everything, I don't want her to get all turned on about our sex life. It is an invasion of privacy and just plain weird" ~ Booth telling Brennan to not give Angela the full details about what happened last night

"No, well, Booth and I really missed each other and the pent up frustrations that had collated over the past four months all exploded with a bang" ~ Brennan giving Angela all of the juicy details, in a logical way of course

"Well Cam, welcome to the club" ~ Angela welcoming Cam to the ladies of the lab with babies club

"Sweetie if one thing is bound to ruin relationships it's secrets so good on you for admitting the truth" ~ Angela giving her relationship expertise to Brennan and being proud of Brennan for admitting the truth to Booth

"I remember you telling me that you were curious to try it so I thought what the hell, what's stopping us from doing it now?" ~ Booth talking about doing what's on Page 187

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