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Chapter 5

Derek's POV

I have to save him, I have to save him. I kept running, not stopping but I knew that the werewolf's in the pack were following me.I've already decided that if he hurts Stiles and I can't have him then I won't be able to live with myself. I'm going to ask Scott to kill me so he can be the Alpha and look after the pack.

I arrive at the pool and the place is huge, I'm never going to find him in time. I can hear Stiles, he's crying. He's so sad but he's moving.

"Well, well, well, look who it is, Mr Derek Hale, I was worried you weren't going to make it, oh and you brought some friends, now you can all see the show, the shoe that involves me taking care of someone you all care about, a boy that you a..."

"I love you Derek" I heard a voice say, it's Stiles.

SPLASH

This caught Victor off guard so I attacked him and held him to the floor.

"Take care of him" I said to the rest of the pack and started running towards the swimming pool.

I saw Stiles in the pool but he's not moving. I jumped in after him forgetting that I can't actually swim. I never told anyone that apart from Stiles.

By some miracle I got him out but he wasn't breathing. I started CPR but it wasn't working.

"Come on Stiles, come on baby stay with me" I sobbed while preforming CPR.

Cough cough, Stiles was coughing, he was alive. I couldn't help myself I wrapped my arms around him and squeezed him.

"Hey sourwolf, I thought you pulled me out of the water so I could breath" he crocked.

"Sorry, sorry, I'm just so happy your alive" I say releasing him but still holding him.

The rest of the pack pilled in and I helped Stiles to his feet.

"Sorry we'll leave you to it" Jackson said with and embarrassed look on his face.

"Thanks guys" I said, I really need to talk to him.

"No it's okay, Derek, I'm sorry" Stiles heart quickened "Thanks for saving me but I meant what I said, I don't want to be with you" a tear fell from his face.

The rest of the pack left anyway "no Stiles I know why your saying this because you think your not my mate, Stiles" my frown turned into a grin "Stiles you are my mate"

More Tears were falling from his eyes " Derek I know your just saying that, I love you too much to let you settle for me" he said walking towards me.

He kissed me, just a quick peck on the lips but it had loads of emotion.

"If you love me like you always say you do then do me a favour and go and find them, your mate and be happy, do that for me" he said walking towards the door.

"But .." I said being cut off.

"I know, I know" he says leaving.

I was going to go after him but then something grabbed my leg. Victor.

"I'll be back Derek Hale, I'll be ba" then he collapsed.

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Stiles won't talk to me, he won't answer my phone calls, answer my messages and won't come out of the house when I'm outside. The sheriff has to accept his sons wishes of not wanting to see me but he still lets me in when Stiles is at school and updates me about everything about Stiles.

It's 2.30am and I'm outside Stiles house.

"Go away Derek" Stiles shouted out of the window.

I never tried face to face contact after that but I hadn't slept in days, I can't if he's not next to me. I was even more unhappy now than before I meet him. I have been a little harsh with the pack but I can't help it.

Stiles POV

Darkness thats all I could see is darkness. I knew I was going to die.

"Come on Stiles, come on baby stay with me" a familiar voice said. I must be in heaven because that was Derek's voice.

I opened my eyes and they met Derek's eyes and then he squeezed me tight. He saved me but nothing has changed. Im still not his mate, it doesn't matter what he says, i know he's lying.

God must hate me because here I am again telling Derek to stay away from me when all I want is for him to hold me and never let go. It hurt me the first time i did this now its killing me.

After that night I didn't want to go anywhere or do anything. The only time i went out is when I went to school and then I would come back and do nothing until the next day.

Im still friends with the pack and the pack are still friends with me but I still don't go out with them no matter how much they beg me. Derek still stands outside my house just watching it and he still text's and rings. I have changed my number 3 times but because of the pack he always manages to get the new one, one night I opened my window and told his straight to go away and I haven't seen his since.

"Hey Stiles, whats up?" Jackson said coming into the window.

"Nothing much,just chilling, what about you?" I asked sitting up.

"Nothing really just wanted to cheek on you before I go to training" he said walking towards me. I could see that his hand has dried blood on it.

"Jackson what happened to your hand?" I asked holding his hand up.

"Oh nothing just a bunch of guys I was talking to called you a queer and they laughed so I punched the guy in the face and told the rest of them to leave you alone" he said looking embarrassed.

"Um thanks I guess but why did you do that, won't they hassle you now?" I asked, wow I never thought Jackson would do that.

"Not if they know whats good for them no but your one of my best friends Stiles ofcouse I'm going to stick up for you" he said. I hugged him, he pulled back quickly.

"Sorry" I said, I was so embarrassed.

"No don't be, as I said your one of my best friends I don't mind hugging you but Ive got training now and If I smell like you Derek will kill me" he said moving towards the window. just the mention of his name almost brought me to tears, "Sorry, We can hang around later though after training maybe watch a movie?" he asked climbing out of the window.

"Yeah sure, have fun at training" I said happily,

"yeah okay ha" he said sarcastically.

A few hours later I had a knock at the door, it was Jackson again.

"Hey, why didn't you use the window?" I asked curiously.

"I'm far too sore to climb, i only just made it her" he said leaning against the door frame. He looked terrible, bags under his eyes he looks like he could just collapse any second.

"Dude what happened to you?" I asked helping him upstairs onto the bed.

"I just came back from training that was lead by a heartbroken alpha, what do you think happened?" he was just kidding but I still felt some guilt. It was my fault that he was like this, I broke his heart but it was for the best.

"He's still taking it out on you guys, I'm sorry" I said.

"No don't be sorry Stiles, it was my fault, the only reason he was like that was because he could smell you on me it was my own fault for visiting you before training instead of after, but I still don't understand why you two don't just work it out" He said while rubbing his akin musicals

"You know why Jackson" I said feeling a little annoyed that he brought it up.

"Yeah sorry, hey do you mind if I sleep here tonight, I cant be bothered to go home?"

"Yeah sure" I said going to get the spare blanket and pillow from the other room.

When i came back Jackson was flat out in my bed. I got into bed with him by my side, this made me really miss Derek. His sent, his big muscled arms around me, his … WAIT STILES SNAP OUT OF IT!, your doing what's best for the both of you, you have to stay away from him even if what you want is the complete opposite.

A few hours later I woke up to a phone going off, its Jackson's.

"Hello" Jackson groaned.

"Why?"

"What is he thinking? its the middle of the night"

"Scott, um …. I'm sort of sleeping in Stiles's house"

"He'll kill me if I show up smelling of Stiles"

"Okay, okay I'll be there in 15"

"Okay, bye"

He got up and started to get his shoes on.

"Where are you going?" i asked still not fully awake.

"Um.. Scott needs me, I've got to go" he said doing his laces

"Don't you mean Derek needs you, I don't have to be a were wolf to know when your lying" he looked at me "Sorry dude"

"its okay he is still your alpha, I understand" I said sitting up.

"I know you do but every time I mention the name Derek, your heart rate increases, I know you still love him, so its easer if I barley mention him" he said. He hugged me and said "thank you" and was gone.

Derek's POV

One night it was 3.04am and I still couldn't sleep. I have to do something. I got put my phone and texted everyone (apart from Stiles) calling a pack meeting.

"Derek what the hell are we doing here at 3.30 in the morning?" Scott complained.

"Yeah, we've got school tomorrow. I had to sneak out" Danny complained.

"I need your help to prove to Stiles that I love him and that he's my mate" I begged.

"Derek, I'm sorry, we have all seen him and he said "I love him to much for him to settle" nothing is convincing him that he's your mate" Jackson said looking sorry.

"I have an idea, I've been thinking about it for a while but I need everyone's help, so will you?" I said practley begging them

They all nodded.