After knocking on the closed door of the office, Lucy entered the beige decorated room and gave a timid smile to the woman who introduced herself as Nora. "Let's get started right away, shall we?"

Lucy sat down on the softly padded chair and crossed her legs as she started talking. "So, uh I guess the first time was after the King's party." She blushed and paused, lacing her fingers together and then swiftly pulling them apart to wipe them on her thighs. Her gaze dropped to her lap and then after a soft sigh, she stiffened her spine and spoke again. "You sure you want all the details I can remember?" Without waiting for a response, the blonde celestial mage pursed her lips and continued. "It was late after all the dancing and we were playing hide and seek, chasing each other in the rooms opened to the public. We were running farther and farther into the private areas of the palace and we found a sumptuous guest room. We locked ourselves in with a couple of bottles and proceeded to drink."

Lucy's companion nodded and scribbled a couple of notes in her book. Smiling, Nora leaned back in her chair behind the heavy wooden desk. "The more particulars you can give me, the better."

Pink bloomed in Lucy's cheeks and her throat worked nervously. "So, we were separated from our guild mates and we had a few too many drinks. We were drunk, but not that out of it, just feeling a little 'insulated' and exhilarated from the party. I remember Natsu spilling his drink on his shirt and stripping it off like Gray does. He dropped the bottle and fell back in the bed. I was laughing and I jumped in the bed with him. Usually he's the one that sneaks into my bed in the middle of the night, but I figured I'd be the one to join him this time."

Lucy's cohort settled into her chair and nodded. "Don't worry about shocking me, you need to express yourself freely."

"Ah, so I jumped into bed with him and I landed right on top of him because he moved." Lucy closed her eyes as she relived the moment and her breathing sped up. "I remember the feel of his bare chest squashed against my face. Not the most sexy first move, but it led to him rolling on top of me and pinning my hands down."

Licking her lips, Lucy also crossed and uncrossed her legs, "He laughed and it lit up his eyes in a way I'd never noticed before. I struggled a bit and he asked me if I wanted to play another round of hide and seek. He didn't even wait for me to answer and I couldn't because he went ahead and kissed me."

"Interesting, please tell me more. How did that make you feel?"

"Mostly shocked at first. He's nakama, my best friend and there he was with his warm tongue in my mouth and it made my heart stutter. His hips at this point were digging into me," Lucy blushed a fiery red, "and he was excited."

"Dear, be as graphic as you need to be." Nora smiled beatifically, "I can assure you, there isn't anything you can't tell me that I haven't heard before."

"I'll try." The celestial mage looked down into her lap where her right hand tightened into a fist and shook a little. Her generous lips pressed firmly and she decided to drop the candy-coating on her words. "I was moaning rather a lot at that point. His muscles have always been a turn-on for me - and having him writhe on top of me half naked sent my libido into over-drive."

Forcing her hand to relax, Lucy continued. "I remember thinking both his belt and his erection were going to leave marks. You know I was wearing a fancy ball gown with layers of skirt? It didn't blunt the impression his penis was making at all. He released my hands and put his weight on his elbows and started giving me love bites on my neck. The neckline was very deep and he worked his way down my breasts."

"My head was thrashing from side to side and he was slowly driving me out of my mind. His lips and teeth should be registered as lethal weapons." The blonde sighed, "So sharp and yet careful. He had my bodice bunched around my waist and he suddenly stopped."

Lucy let out a sharp bark of laughter. "I was pissed, I was livid, I was not going to let him tease me and run. I looked him in the eyes and I initiated the next kiss. I sank my fingers into his hair and attacked his lips. I don't know which of us was moaning louder, but he actually shivered when I trailed kisses over his jaw. I used that distraction to work his belt open and he finally got the message we were wearing too many clothes."

"He was only too happy to remove his pants and boxers and unzip my dress. I'm not sure how he did it without standing up, but the next thing I knew, the ball gown was discarded. I was straddling his naked hips wearing only panties as he panted under me. His fingers gripped my hips and he was pushing up and swearing and pleading with me."

"He groaned my name, well, his pet name for me. He exhaled 'Luce' and all my inhibitions crumbled. He's a mass of contradictions. He's always been a good friend, loyal and caring - but clueless when it comes to romance. There was this time when Mira had me convinced he was going to confess to me and all he wanted was to borrow Virgo for treasure digging."

The scratching of the pen taking notes slowed. "I'd love to hear that full story later, but this session is to give you an opportunity to express your first experience."

"You're right, sorry. I was on top and he had just said 'Luce' in a tone which had me more fired up than ever. He had a light sheen of sweat coating his broad shoulders and he was taking in air with shallow breaths. His onyx eyes were hooded and gleaming. I couldn't resist the urge to trail a finger down his sternum, travelling around his belly button and caressing his flank. I made sure to continue kissing his ear. He hissed many swear words as I continued my assault on his virtue."

At this point, Lucy was a bit more at ease relating her story and a boastful tone crept into her voice. "I had him swearing like a factory worker. I couldn't get enough of his hands on my breasts but I wanted more contact. I whispered into his ear that I was ready and he should take what he wanted. He flipped us over and was biting the back of my neck almost before I knew what was happening. He ripped my panties off and immediately sank into my welcome heat. He was primal, animalistic - guttural moans issued from his throat and it made my heart race. His hips jack hammered a relentless pace, the pain of possession faded impossibly fast and pleasure took hold."

"He made love to me, marked me body and soul. Natsu claimed every future breath I will ever take. There is nothing without him, every path displays his stars in my sky. Even now, I have a need to return to his arms and submit."

Lucy's companion slowed her scribbling and dropped her pen. She looked pensive and laced her fingers together on her desk. "This is a very good first step. Admitting you have a problem is the first step on the road to recovery."

Feeling a bit relieved and bashful, Lucy let her eyes wander around the psychologist's office. "Every other sex dream I've had of Natsu has only gotten more detailed and it's made a bit of a strain on our working relationship. I have a hard time keeping my eyes off his ass. I worry that I might be drooling when he wears his vest. At odd times I find myself just contemplating his hands - thinking how strong and capable they are - how good they would feel touching me."

Nora flipped her notebook shut and leaned forward in her chair with a solemn expression on her face. "I'd like to schedule another session for next week. I want you to keep a dream journal and write down everything you can remember when you wake up. This will be a vital tool in your recovery - absolutely any and every detail no matter how small or erotic." The business suited professional smiled gently and flipped open an old issue of Sorcerer's Weekly. She quickly found the bookmarked page and unconsciously licked her lips as she admired the beefcake photo of Natsu. "I can see why your subconscious desires Natsu."

Lucy blushed and admitted, "I already have a fantasy journal. See you next week!"