Hi! This is my first ever fanfic so... Please bear with me. I don't think I'll be able to update this everyday since I have school... But yeah of course I'll update it so... Yeah. I'm a QN addict just saying so... I'm not going to make any fanfic about Starish... Just saying in case... you know... yeah. So... Enjoy!


Haruka's POV

I can't believe I got into the Shining Agency. Honestly, I wasn't really sure if I would make it or not. I have been home schooled for about 17 years by my grandmother. She was the best ever.

Why was I being home schooled?

Because my left eye's blind and my right ear's deaf.

People from the usual kind of school kept on bullying me which resulted to me having a lot of bruises. Next was because the school for "special" people didn't accept me. I felt really bad for my grandmother. I was causing her so much trouble. And one other thing problematic about me was... I had very frail health. I was more fragile than most. I wasn't even allowed to live in the city. That's how fragile and sensitive I was. And so to make it easier for my grandmother since we live in the country side and most of the time have to travel by train really far, I asked her if she could just teach me. And she was very happy with the idea. She even taught me how to play the piano. Ever since she revealed to me what music was, I immediately loved it. That's why, when I turned 17, I asked her if I could go to this academy that specializes in performing arts and she allowed me to.

The academy is called Saotome Academy by the way. I was really happy when I got accepted and especially since it was the A class. Although I enjoyed music, I didn't know how to read notes before during the first few days of my academy life. And because of that...

Rumors began to start.

Although I taught my self and thankfully immediately knew how to. But that didn't change anything though. I was still alone and I wasn't surprised. I was expecting my self to be alone anyway. But I managed to graduate and made my debut as a composer. And now I am currently in the Master Course. It's a course provided for newly debuted idols and composers to improve themselves first and prove that they deserve to be professionals. Although I was happy with this, my grandmother just passed away not too long after my debut. That's why, I still feel depressed. I also heard from my adviser, Tsukimiya Ringo-sensei that I have seniors who will be helping me with work and all of that. And that was another thing that was a bit... Negative on my part. Speaking of my seniors, I'm not sure if I'm ready to meet them.

'Oh... What if they don't like me or my songs? What if I'm useless to them? What if...' I kept on thinking of negative "what ifs" and almost forgot that I was going to meet my seniors at 2 pm. And I only had 5 minutes left. "O my! I'm going to be late!" I exclaimed to myself as I tried fixing my hair and got my bag as I rushed out of my room.

When I got to the designated place, I found no one, which relieved me to no end. I sighed happily. "Thank goodness I'm not late..." I said to my self as I headed towards the piano. I slowly lifted the keys' cover and gently stroked one of the white keys. I sat down and thought of playing a melody. 'But my seniors might be here any minute...' I thought debating with myself. So I just decided to hum a melody. I just recently heard this song and have come to like it. It's called "Last Song". I forgot who sang it though. The song is quite old. Moments later, I started playing it on the piano.

When I was done playing the song, I heard an applause coming from the door. I looked to my left and saw 4 charming looking men.

There was one with brown hair who was the shortest among the four and was the one applauding, one with gray hair who looks a bit scary, one with teal and an emotionless face, and one with very pale blonde hair and somehow also looks scary. My eyes widened for a second then looked away in embarrassment. My head followed and I bent my head down. I was never applauded by anyone before except for my grandmother and adviser. I don't even know who he or who any of them are. Moments later, I heard footsteps getting louder and louder. My heartbeat raised.

'They're approaching me?! W-why?!' I thought while panicking. I slowly looked up ever so slightly only to meet a pair of silver-colored eyes.

"That was beautiful kouhai-chan!" The man with brown hair said. "W-wha?" I silently questioned. 'K-kouhai-chan?' I asked myself. I straightened myself to face them completely. I was about to ask him what he meant by that but was too afraid. 'But I have to ask him or I'll never know.' I said encouraging myself to ask him. I was just about to speak when he suddenly spoke again. "We're your seniors kouhai-chan." He said with a wide grin on his face. My heart felt like stopping. 'Oh no...' I thought to myself gulping in the process. 'I don't think I can do this...' I was shocked of course. I was more afraid of men than women. And it just so happens that I have to be working with a group of men.

"Y-you guys... Are my... seniors?"


Tada~! Ok not really but... Yeah that's the first chapter. Please review! But I'm not forcing you to. So I won't murder you or anything. I WILL murder you if you steal QN from me. Ok? See ya!