Days, or what felt like centuries past since Kaname had put this glittering ring on my finger. The times I had gazed at it were tremendous. When he had given it to me, I was over eased with happiness, that the first thing that had came out of my mouth was yes. But what was this gut wrenching feeling that took over my stomach? Why did I feel so uneasy? I knew that it wasn't the baby that was inside of me. I still hadn't known how to feel about that either. I suppose you could say, my emotions were all over the place. Yet again, I was not going to blame it on damn hormones. I knew how I was feeling.

I slipped the ring off my finger carefully, as I approached the ring box from the dresser. I put it back into the box, and held it to my chest, knowing that what I was about to do, would be the best. While I had left the room, I had noticed Kaname's door had been open. I could hear his slight breathing from inside. I pressed my back against the wall, releasing a soft, long sigh.

"Kaname. I'm coming in whether you like it or not." I sounded, walking into the room.

He turned to face me, then looked back at the book he had been reading. The way his hair relaxed at the side of his face, and his eyes wandering through each word he read. Damn it, I was getting distracted again. But how couldn't I? Hadn't we all been distracted by the appearance of those we loved so deeply? You couldn't say I was wrong. Breathing out loud, I closed my eyes, running my finger over the engagement ring. Then I spoke the dreaded words I knew I would regret later.

"I..I just can't...marry you."

What else could I say? Surely I wasn't going to spit out lies and tell him I didn't want to marry him. I did. But knowing who I am, I didn't want to put his life in danger once again. Suddenly, he stood up from his desk, and walked over to me. He reached his hands out to hold mine, which had been gripping onto the ring box. His forehead lay against mine.

"I see." He spoke, taking the box out of my hands so gently. "I respect your decision then. I'm not going to force anything upon you."

"You really know how to make a hard approach, simple and easy. Why are you like that?" I sighed, turning my head away from him.

He didn't respond, but instead, turned my head to face him again. He leaned in to kiss me, and eventually, it grew more passionate. As always, I had let him do what he had wanted with me, and sometimes, I felt as if I should put up a barrier. But every attempt at that, has always failed. In the end, barriers always broke. Then, all of a sudden, his expression turned sour. As if something terrible had just struck him right through the heart. His eyes lowered, while his hands held onto me tighter.

"I made a terrible mistake. A terrible one." He whispered against me.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him, awaiting his response. Whenever he had said such things, they frightened me.

Lifting me up into his arms, he rested me onto his comfy bed, looking down at me. His hands were right above my head, while his legs rested beside mine.

"Have you been alright these past few weeks? Ever since I had erased your memory, I've been worried." Kaname spoke in a concerned tone.

"I've been getting headaches, and a little bit dizzy, but other than that I'm fine. You've been asking me this a lot lately. Tell me what's worrying you at least. Then I can be of use to you instead of you always doing things for me." I tried not to sound angry, but it was impossible. He was keeping something from me.

"No. I don't want you to worry. Just relax." He kissed my neck, then guided his hands up my waist. My fingers twirled around his hair, feeling how soft it really was.

"I want you to remember something."

"That should be easy. Depending on what it is." I joked, squeezing the tip of his nose with my fingers.

"No matter what. I will do whatever it takes to make sure you will live."

"Live? I'm living right now you idiot. Nothings going to hurt me as far as I know. Sure, I may be hunted down, but I know at some point, you'll coming running to me."

I had no idea what he had meant, but I've heard him use it in different sentences. But the way he spoke it was much different. He had just suddenly stopped talking to me, and ran his hand down my stomach.

"They're growing fast." He mumbled.

"They're? Do you mean..."

"Twins. Girl and Boy." He looked up at me, a smile forming onto his face. His expression looked happier than before. But now, it seemed he wasn't worried about whatever he had been worried about before. Sometimes he was harder to read than I had been.

"W-What...Really? Twins?!" Why were my eyes getting watery? Maybe I had been happier about having children than I thought.

We grinned at each other excitingly, while he pulled me closer into his arms. I breathed in his delicious scent, gripping onto his back. I pulled away, and pressed my lips against his. We smiled between the kiss, and held each other. I supposed he could feel the tears dripping down my face. His thumb ran across my cheek smoothly.

"I love who you've become. Just like when I had first met you." He said, smirking at me.

"At the party...God I was a stupid child." I shook my head, until his hands clasped my face, stopping it from moving.

"You were the stupid child I fell deeply in love with. That was never going to change. I knew by bringing back that memory you would believe me from every word I'm speaking right now. I was destined to meet you Sayomi."

"How did you do it? How...did you change me back? I was a monster. I didn't care about others feelings. I wanted them to feel the pain I felt long ago. Just more deeper. I didn't want to be the only one who was so traumatized. So pained. I couldn't look at myself the same way again. I didn't think I was sane anymore. I took it as a good thing. But now looking back, I realize I was a monster. God, I hated you so much." I cried softly, but the smile on my face wouldn't vanish. As he listened to every word I spoke, I felt my heart grow warmer.

"You did it all yourself, Sayomi. Or, I feel as if your parents message came through to you. They would be so proud of you."

He always knew what to say. I believed him. No matter what, my parents could make me feel better. They helped me through everything. The only people who I had, were gone. That's why I wanted Kaname to promise me one thing.

"Can you promise...to be with me forever? You're all I have left. I don't have anyone else like you in my life. That's all I want right now. So please...don't leave me. God, I sound pathetic. But, please keep that promise for me."

I was heavily crying at this point. All my emotions were flooding out of me like a waterfall. My body was trembling from it as well. I looked like a wreck in front of him. But he accepted it. With all my flaws, he took me as I am. Another reason why I had fallen so deeply in love with him. Why I had liked him as soon as I met him. He was the only boy who had ever spoken to me. Who showed me my emotions for the very first time.

"I promise with my own life. I want to always be with you. Promise me that too." He kissed me after speaking.

I showed him that I promised myself to always be there with him. As long as I could, and as much as I could.

Mmm, I know this chapter was shorter than usual, but I had to rush this one because I had a lot going on. But I promise, the next one will be longer! Xx