Ok so this is my first Fan-Fic, so have at me boys and girls, I'm all for the critics and what not. Don't be shy about it either, I can take it, promise. I don't really know how often I will be updating but I'm going to try for a bi-monthly to weekly trend but who knows right? I sure don't. Well expect OOC form everyone, especially Haru I know that a lot of people don't like that but hay, it's my story, don't like it, don't read it. I am not really looking for a lot a of R&R but if you want to go right ahead, I just need to get this story out of my head and I figured why not let others enjoy the craziness of my imagination. Expect to rating to change in the future, but for now T is good. Well hope you enjoy this little Prologue, next chapter will hopefully be longer and more into what I'm trying to get at. Please enjoy.
Oh and I own nothing but my idea's for the story, and any OC that I throw in there, that includes the cover image, I got it off of Google Image...
She always knew it would happen, no matter how hard she tried to deny it. Regardless of what everyone thought of her, she was actually rather smart, even as she tried to act otherwise. So this is what heart brakes feels like… Haru would much rather be on the receiving end of Tsuna-san's X-burner….
But she smiled, and laughed and joked, she yelled at Gokudera, ate Yamamoto's sushi, and even managed to congratulate Kyoko-chan on finally being able to confess to her crush, all wail hiding the fact that her heart was being crushed and torn apart each time she saw them together, sharing secret looks before turning away from each other blushing. Only a few more hours… then Haru can give in… that was the only thing driving her through this party, one that was meant for her. Haru Miura and her family were leaving Japan, to visit a university in America for a lecture her father was going to partake in, her parents were also using it as a sort of excuse to take a mini vacation in the middle of summer, and although Haru had been sad that she was going to miss days with her friends, right now she could not wait to put an ocean between her and the newly paired love birds.
When Haru comes back, she will be able to say congratulation to Kyoko-chan and Tsuna-san… and mean it. As the night drug on, she became quiet, trying to think about other things, like what America would be like, and how she would fit in…. not about the boy how broke her heart by going out with her best friend… or her best friend whom part of her was starting to resent…
"Maa, maa, Haru, are you ok?" Yamamoto asked as he noticed the-should be center of the party in a corner looking out a window with a faraway look in her eyes.
"Hahi!" she said as she jumped a little, spilling a bit of her drink on the dress she had picked out just to empress the future Vongola X, but she supposed that didn't matter anymore… "Oh, yes Yamamoto-kun, Haru is just fine, just thinking about tomorrow and what America will be like" she said with a smile she hopped wasn't too forced.
Yamamoto smiled sadly, it had not gone passed him, or really most of the guest, that Haru's goodbye party had become a party to congratulate Tsuna's and Kyoko's new relationship, and as Haru never make any pretenses about her feeling for Tsuna, he could only imagine what Haru as going through. But Yamamoto wasn't as stupid as most thought, he saw that she didn't want to make a fuss, or bring attention to this fact so he smiled and helped her clean up the mess. "I'm sure you'll have a blast Haru, I hear that there as a lot of things to see, and Baseball is really big over there, and you guys might even be able to go to a game! Lucky" he said with a smile as he patted down her dress.
Haru smiled her thanks as she shook her head "Papa said that we would only have time to go to historical events and places, it was the only way my mom could convince him to let us go in the first place." She sighed and shook her head again. "It's a good thing that Haru like's that kind of stuff." Yamamoto just laughed as she sat down next to Haru to try and distract her form her problems by trying to explain the wonders of baseball. Haru couldn't help but laugh as Yamamoto went into his weird expressive noise making lessons to try and teach her how she should swing a bat.
Across the room, Gokudera Hayato was trying not to glare at the baseball idiot for making Haru laugh, that's was what he was going to do, he had it all planed out but then the stupid cow had to distract him and now the baseball freak was cheering Haru up and it pissed him off to no end. He knew that the others would think he was crazy if he told them he had feelings for that stupid woman, hell they fought more often than Hibari threatened to bite people to death! But he did, and as much as it confused him, he still knew that he would do anything to get that pained look out of her eyes.
As the right hand man of the Vongola X, one would never question as decision he made, but Hayato couldn't help but wonder if his boss knew what he was doing to the poor stupid girl. The party was for her for hell's sake and there was his boss with his newly formed girlfriend, basically rubbing it in Haru's face that they would never be together. Part of him was truly mad and Tsuna, but the other part was glad that at least now, he might have a chance. As long as the Baseball freak keeps his hands to himself.
Yamamoto for his part could feel the daggers that Gokudera as shooting at him and just smiled secretly as he sent Bianchi a nod from across that room. He had his suspicions about the Bomber for a wail now, he had become to notice that wail Tsuna would rush to help Kyoko in any situation that that girls where brought into, Hayato would always be there to defend Haru, and of late, his eye's would fallow her whenever she left or entered a room. Yamamoto had decided to take matters into his own hands and make his stubborn best friend admit that he had feelings for the bubbly girl the only way he knew how. By asking Bianchi for help and making Gokudera as jealous as possible whenever possible, and so far it was working.
"Hahi! Look at the time, Haru has to get going now, she still needs to pack a few things before tomorrow" Haur said as she stood quickly grabbed her bag and ran out the door, yelling a quick goodbye behind her as she hurried so that no one would stop her. Once outside the Sushi shop, where the party was taking place, she ran, and didn't stop until she reached her home. Breathing heavily, and stumbling a bit, Haru finally let the tears she had been fighting fall free.
As she walked up the steps to her room, she tried hard not to think about the kiss she had seen Them share… but as she finally broke done onto her bed, and closed her eyes, it seemed the only thing her brain cared to show her was that image that had finally driven her out of the party, and over the edge of her emotional control. As she curled up in a ball to cry her eyes out, she wished will all her heart that she could forget Tsuna, and Kyoko and all of the Vongola family wail she was away, because that was the only way she was going to be able to stop feeling this pain…
But was must be careful about what we wish for, because sometime the Gods are just cruel enough to grant our wishes, no matter how much we hope they don't….