I am glad no one has pointed out something; either in this story or another one, as I forget what I type. Twice, a character was going to say 'not', only to say 'na'. I was expecting someone to comment about that, as some people are grammar nazis, I don't think any of you guys are, but you never know who comes across this story at some point. Depending on your accent, 'not' is pronounced as 'nat' with a long a or 'ah'. Either no one caught on or maybe figured out what I said above.
Kyle couldn't sleep a wink. A mixture of positive and negative anxiety flooded her mind, which caused her body to tremble while she lied in bed. Each time she'd close her eyes, thoughts would pile upon each other, causing her to wake up and sort it through.
"You must go to bed, Kyle." Maya said as she looked over her.
"I can't. Tomorrow, I change back. Go back to my old self. Come up with another bunch of lies and revert back to my old life."
"And it startles you." Maya guessed.
"More than you think."
Maya sat down beside Kyle, "I know this isn't exactly the same, but I wondered if staying in this Earthling form was a good decision."
"And?" Kyle asked after a few seconds passed after Maya stopped talking.
Maya put her soft hand onto Kyle's hand, "I did what gave me the most happiness. You aren't happy as Kayla, you're more anxious and confused. At the same time, when you are back as Kyle, you won't have the love you had as Kayla and it scares you. You made the decision to go back as Kyle knowing that and yet, it's your memories and your own scenarios that trouble you tonight. I need you to sleep, Kyle. You need to rest up more."
"I'm just na-" Kyle broke mid sentence as she fell asleep.
Maya's blue eyes were glittered with silver. Once her eyes were back to normal, she looked down at Kyle's face and slowly kissed her lips. She leaned back up and smiled, "Good night."
Kyle slept without any movement, as if she was dead. She breathed softly through her nose and had such an hypnotic dream of swirly silver clouds, fields of flowers in every color she could imagine. She felt like all her cares were lifted off her shoulders and she could finally live in bliss. She was unaware it was Maya uttering words above her in the pitch black room. Maya chanted for a couple of hours until she, herself, got tired. She hoped it was enough to ease Kyle of the up coming day that awaited her. She decided to ease her head outside in the cold, Colorado air. She sat on the front steps and heard Oceane come over to her not to long after.
"Why are you up this late, Oceane?"
"Maya is it? I just couldn't sleep is all."
"Are you worried about Kayla?"
After time lapsed and no reply, Maya shook her head, "You are worried about Kayla. My mistake. She's fine, Oceane. Go home."
"I know horrible things happened to her, but I just... I dunno, I felt something else when she was talking to me earlier."
"Like what?"
"I felt anxiety, fear, sadness, and excitement."
Maya's ears perked, did Oceane say what Maya thought she said, "Excitement? As if she enjoyed it?"
Oceane nodded, "Strange right? She did say she liked it. I thought she was in denial, but the vibes I got from her were of euphoria."
"I'm sure she was in denial and maybe created that sense for herself." Maya tried to push Oceane to her original assumption.
"I guess." Oceane said as she then went back to her own house.
Maya shook her head softly, "I will never understand humanity."
"Any last desires?" Iris asked the following afternoon.
Kyle shrugged as she stripped out of her clothing and put on her robe, "I have plenty as 'Kayla' but I don't care enough to do any of them."
Iris and Maya looked at her and Kyle exhaled, "Well... there is one."
She put on boots and left. Going outside and finding Oceane exiting her home. Kyle bit on her lower lip, "Hi Oceane." Oceane turned around and saw Kyle and all Kyle had on her body, "Kayla? Why are you in your bath robe?" Kyle went up closer to her and crossed her arms together as if to hold herself, "This is something I have to do. I... I have decided to free Kyle and knowing what must be done, I doubt I'll see any of you guys again. I wanted to thank you for your friendship, Oceane."
"Oookay." Oceane said, "You're wel-"
Kyle forced her lips onto Oceane's, kissing her hard. Oceane was startled but after grasping on the situation, she pulled Kyle close and kissed her deeper and with a strange sense of longing. Kyle shook herself free and her face was red from blush, "That was... wow. So wow." She turned around and ran back into her house. Oceane stood there and pressed her fingers onto her lips, "Damn that girl can kiss."
Kyle closed the door to her room once she went up there. Iris and Maya sat on Kyle's bed while they waited for her return.
"One hell of a kiss, Kyle. Would almost swear you have feelings for that girl." Iris commented.
"Just lust."
Maya got off the bed and went up to Kyle, "Are you ready, Kyle?"
"Yeah." Kyle smiled, "I'm finished."
Despite that, a tear rolled down Kyle's face, Maya wasn't sure if it was out of remorse of changing back or if she was happy. Iris got off the bed as Kyle went up to it. Once she had lied down, Iris wheeled over the lazor device and hovered it over her. "Just close your eyes, Kyle, and it'll be over soon. You won't feel any pain I promise." Iris adviced. Kyle closed her eyes and waited for the machine to turn on. Maya opened Kyle's robe, closed the curtains, and stood back as Iris went to control the machine. The lazor went on and a bright light filled the room.
My Dearest Friends.
After much thought, I have decided to trade myself to free Kyle. I know what awaits me once I do but I know how much you all need Kyle and how all your lives will go back to normal once I'm gone. Don't bother trying to find me, because you won't. In fact, once I'm back there, any trace of my existence will be wiped away and all will be forced to forget I was ever alive. It's alright though. I must pay for my sins. And maybe someday, I will see all of you again. Good bye, my friends.
Please don't forget me - Kayla
And then Kyle changed e-mail accounts and typed -
I'm finally free. Last night, while confined to a cell, I overheard Kayla's pleas to exchange her life for mine. After months of torture, to the point, I could feel my life attempt to flee, I was more than willing for her to do so only to hear the words, "You know what's going to happen to you, Kayla. Very well. Tie her to the pole. Nearly an hour later, I was released. While I was escorted out, I saw a glimpse of Kayla's bullet ridden body in an open cell near the exit. I don't know where they killed her, but they did. I was then shoved out in the woods and had to fend for myself until I found my way back. I'm home and can't wait to start where I left off. Bet cha' that Cartman's still a prejudiced bigot 'eh? I suppose so.
Kyle
"Is that really how you want to eliminate, Kayla, Kyle?" Maya asked the following day. Kyle sat at his desk and nodded, ushanka on top his head, "Yeah. If they try to look for her, no one will know who she is and they'll assume it's an act." He turned to face the two humanoid alien girls, "Thanks for changing me back, Iris. Maya. I am thankful that I can finally get my life back to what it was. While I'll remember everything, maybe in time, I won't remember it to the point I could be around my friends again without feeling weird about it."
"Good luck, Kyle." Maya said as Iris beamed them off.
After they left and Kyle was alone in his room, he stared fondly at a picture he had with himself as Kayla and Eric, "Maybe someday, Fatass, maybe."
Finally the end. Took a really long time considering. I was a bit disappointed at myself that there wasn't anything really between Kayla and Oceane but I sorta made up for it close to the end. I did nearly cry as I typed Kyle's e-mail to the guys but it's understandable now, isn't it? I have been getting more ideas for Kyman stories as well as Destiel - and I'm still writing the cross over, though it's not having a good start, I'm finally far enough to make twists.