Tanya's POV

'Those stupid motherfuckers!' That is exactly what is going through the mind of Tanya Denali as she rips through the Canadian wilderness. Her lovely sisters, Kate and Irina were following right behind her. 'Fools! Fools! A human knows our secret!' After the death, of Sasha, The Denali sisters had taken the law very seriously. This Isabella Swan will have a choice. Become a vampire or die. Sadly, it is just that cut and dry. Tanya continued to push forward knowing they were only a few hours from Forks. The sisters had heard Alice arguing with her mother, Esme, over this human girl. That pitiful excuse for a vampire, Edward Cullen, Thought he was protecting her by leaving. Alice had literally shouted at Esme saying things like "Why did we leave her?" and "He has no control over us! Yet we followed him like puppies!" Esme had dry sobbed and agreed. In our haste we made a split second choice so our darling cousin Alice couldn't see us heading to Forks. Kate had wanted to stay behind and verbally, and I quote "Kick their asses." I of course had told her no and that she was coming with me and Irina.

It had been just over two months since the Cullens had left from what we heard of Alice's rant. I felt bad for the poor girl. She didn't want to leave Isabella, but that jackass she calls a brother made them. Then again how could he "make" them do anything. Last I checked they are vampires too. They can blame Eddie all they want. At the end of the day, they left the girl on their own free will. Edward had laid down orders for Alice not to look into Isabella's future. I was shocked when I heard that. Mental note, kick Edward's pathetic ass from here to the other side of Canada. Last I checked Carlisle was the head of their family. If Carlisle is to weak to take control and put his foot down... 'Focus Tanya' I mentally said to myself. One problem at a time.

Bella's POV.

I sit waiting always waiting for them to come back. Edward.. I cringe. Thinking of his name even hurts. He should have just killed me instead he left. Left like I was nothing. I am nothing he told me so himself. Alice, How could she leave? I ask myself that question every day. She was the best friend and sister I always wanted yet I was just for their amusement. She used me just like everyone else did. I didn't blame Jasper though. I did not hate him. It wasn't his fault he was just acting like a vampire. Stupid birthday party. I wanted to hate them so much for leaving me. All the pain they caused me and Charlie. Poor poor Charlie. He was trying so hard to comfort me and I have to admit at least he was making the effort. The person who I wanted to be here for me. To hold me and tell me it was going to be okay. She wasn't here anymore she left with the rest of them. She didn't love me but I didn't believe Edward. Esme wouldn't just leave me. She did. She left you because you're a pathetic excuse for a human being. Weak and useless. The voice in my head said in the back of my mind. Food has no taste to me anymore, but I eat it anyway. Worrying Charlie more then he already is pains me to no end. Jacob helps but recently even he is drifting away. God, what happened? He said he was leaving for my protection.

-Flashback-

"You're not good enough for me Bella. I have let this go on for far to long." Edward said standing no more then a few feet infront of me. His face was expressionless and at this moment I was starting to believe him.

"Where is Alice?! Esme!" I had wailed patheticly. Crying out for those who didn't care about me at all. They had used me. Played with me and now it was time for them to move on.

"They didn't love you Bella. It was all a act. Forget them. Forget us. Forget me. It'll be better this way."

-End Flashback-

No, That cannot be true. To this day I still don't believe it. Alice and Esme loved me! Then where are they? "Shut up!" I screamed before placing my hands on my head rocking back and forth on my bed. "You're finally losing it aren't you Bella? Finally snapped." I muttered dryly. Suicide has crossed my mind more then once. There was always something stopping me. Like Jacob or Charlie. As the months went on I had grown more bitter. I wanted my foot to have a intimate meeting with Edward Cullen's ass. Maybe one day. The tiny little voice in my head whispered. It almost made me smile. Almost. I was going through the motions for often then not. Wake up, Bathe, Eat, School, Home, Homework, Bathe, Eat, and finally sleep. Although sleep did me little good. Every time I managed to fall asleep the nightmares would come. Losing count of the times I've woken myself up with my screaming. It was tearing my dad apart and I just knew it. He didn't know how to help, he was never that good with emotions. Suddenly, I got out of bed wearing a over sized gray sleep shirt and a pair of red pajama pants. My hair was wild. Messy even. I hadn't brushed it since before school on Friday. Today it is Sunday. First thing I always do is check my emails to see if Alice has returned them. Of course, she hasn't. My heart sinks as I see that it wasn't even sent. Just like all the rest of the emails. A fake email address. My eyes squeezed shut as I tried to take deep breaths to calm me down before the pain became to great. Too late. The sobs racked her body as she fell out of the computer chair curling up on the floor. Darkness started to claim me and I willing accepted its embrace.