What the world needs now is love sweet love...8pages of it

Chapter 14

"So this is your apartment?" Bella says awkwardly standing in his living room.

"Yeah" He smirks at her. "Relax, whatever happens, happens, whatever doesn't, doesn't" He says simply.

"Okay, right of course" Bella swallows thickly. "What do we do now?" She whispers.

Edward laughs. "Do you want water, tea, coffee?"

"No, no coffee" Bella laughs and moves towards his voice carefully using her stick.

Edward lets her do this alone. "Water then?"

"Water is good" She whispers.

"Here, this way to the stools" He helps her to the stool and watches as she fumbles before placing the flat of her hand to give her some guidance as to how wide the stool is and high.

Edward glances over his shoulder at her as she slides slowly on. "Okay?"

"Yeah" She nods resting her hands on the counter. "Thank you" She whispers when he hands her the water.

Edward smiles and takes a drink of his. Dinner was amazing, the food was incredible. She is so fun loving and kind, sweet, beautiful. There aren't really enough adjectives to describe Bella Swan.

"I'm so nervous"

"You don't say" Edward jokes with her, she frowns. "Bella please relax you are making me nervous"

"Well aren't you?"

"Only about you enjoying yourself" He tells her.

"I'm just"

"I totally understand Bella; I really do which is why we can just sleep"

She nods not wanting to disappoint him or herself. He is so wonderful and kind to her and Nora. He has been everything to her since she walked into his office. Never pushing never making her feel like she owed him anything. "Can we shower?"

"Yeah let me show you the bathroom"

Bella stands in the bathroom, it feels nice.

"Here is the shower knob" He guides her hand.

"I really meant we" She whispers.

He looks at her profile as he stands to the side of her, he swallows a lump in his throat. "Okay" Leaning in he kisses her bare neck.

"Help me out of my dress" She demands softly moving slowly so she stands right in front of him. Her hand presses on the shower glass, she imagines a full marble glass shower before her. "Is this an all glass shower?"

"Yes" His voice is a hoarse whisper as his hands touch her back and drag the zipper of her dress down slowly. He is presented with creamy white skin. Her dress is blue, a royal blue and her bra is black. His finger tips ghost over her back.

Bella shuts her eyes, the touch of his hands on her she knows, but not like this. This is so different. Tender, a lovers touch.

"Tell me if you don't like something" He mutters where her shoulder meets her neck.

Bella sighs softly and brings her hand up and strokes it in the base of his hair.

Edward gets her out of the dress and turns her around to face him. "You are so sexy" He smiles at her. She smiles and lowers her head. His finger tips her chin up to look at him. "None of that"

"I'm just worried Edward"

"About what?" His hands cup her cheeks and he stares at her.

"How can I ever be enough, I'm blind" She shakes her head.

"You are enough; your blindness doesn't bother me, not a bit, don't use it as a crutch to make this not work" Sighing softly he questions her. "How do I get you to understand I love all of you?" He says with a frown in his voice.

"Now I'm ruining this aren't I?"

Smiling he laughs a bit. "Let's enjoy each other" He kisses her lips lightly. "Can you try?"

"Yes" Bella pushes up and kisses his mouth deeply causing him to wrap his arms around her and moan into her lips.

Edward's hand fiddles with the shower and turns it on; it doesn't take long for the room to fill up with steam.

Bella feels the soft heat on her skin, her lips haven't broken from his and she feels hot all over. There are tingles in places that make her smile into his mouth.

He smiles into her still moving lips because she is smiling. She is so expressive even with eyes that don't work.

Bella steps from her dress as she grips onto his upper arms to ensure she doesn't fall over. His hands hold her hips to keep here steady but their lips do not break apart. There is something so comforting about his lips against hers.

Edward finally has to pull away he is having trouble breathing; the heat from the shower has created this fog over them. Her hair is damp, reaching he pulls it from her neck and lets it drop. It swishes around her shoulders.

Bella smiles.

"Your lips are so perfect" He whispers. They are completely swollen, sweetly puffy.

"Your lips are perfect" She answers him.

Edward laughs and captures her mouth to his once again, his breath restored. His hands roam her back and ghost over the claps of her bra.

"Shirt" She whispers her fingers fumbling with the buttons of his dress shirt. She smiles when his fingers move and help hers to undo the buttons. "I wish I could see you" She mutters shaking her head. Her hands smooth over his hard lean chest. Smiling at the hair there. "Only a little"

"Hmm" He makes a sound in agreement as he enjoys the feel of her hands on him.

His hands cup the sides of her cheeks, and he leans in kissing her again. One hand reaches round and plucks the fasten of her bra open. "Can we take this off?" He pulls away to question.

"Yeah"

He has seen her body before, many times but this time is totally different. There is nothing professional about what is going on now. His slowly steps back half a step so he can see her body. Her slender thighs are creamy, her stomach is flat, and her scar is still slightly red from the c-section five months ago. Her breasts are heavy with milk from breast feeding and missing Nora tonight, and nipples are delightfully swollen. He dips his head, holding onto her hips to steady her for what is coming.

Bella gasps as he takes a nipple into his mouth. He doesn't suck on it, but his teeth nibble and tug. Her hands fly to his hair and she moans arching her back. "Edward" She breathes from her lips. "Please" Between her thighs ache with need.

He smiles around the hard nub. Her stomach is flat but soft, his fingers press into her skin as he holds her.

Bella helps him shrug out of his shirt and her finger tips move up the smooth skin of his strong arms. Bending her head her lips come into contact with his throat and chin, she kisses him all over, enjoying every inch of skin she touches. Bella moans softly against his skin.

He lets her body go for a moment to undo his pants and kick out of them, laughing when he stumbles a bit she smiles.

She feels relaxed and happy with him.

"Now these" His finger tip runs along the band of her tiny panties.

Bella licks her lips. "You do it" She whispers.

Edward kisses her soundly before slowly lowering himself to his knees. His cock is standing at full attention and desperately wanting inside of her. He kisses down her chest, between her breasts and down the flat of her stomach. He feels her stomach contract at his touch. His fingers grip the band of her panties and he tugs they gently down her slender thighs. "Step" He whispers, her hands rest on his shoulders so she can step out of them. "Stunning" His eyes stare at her naked body before him.

"It doesn't seem fair" She whispers.

He kisses slowly up her body making her shiver. "What doesn't" His fingers brush her hair from her face and he looks down at her.

"I don't get to see how beautiful you are"

Edward smiles. "Think Greek God"

Bella laughs all nerves are officially gone. "I think Edward you might be flattering yourself too much"

Edward grins and leans down before nipping her lower lip. "Let's get you clean"

Nodding she lets him guide her into the hot shower. "God" She turns and presses her body against his hiding her face in his chest. "Feels so good"

Edward agrees without words. His cock is pressed between them as the water pounds down on them from directly above. He loves this damn shower. "Let me just grab some wash" He whispers into her warm mouth.

He squeezes some into his hand and rubs them together forming soap suds. His hands go to the back and he uses his hands are a wash cloth, rubbing up and down her body.

Bella reaches between them boldly and grabs his cock. Hearing his gasps she is unsure. "Is this alright?"

"I swear" He leans into her mouth, their foreheads pressing to one another's. "I'm not going to last baby"

Bella feels empowered, like she knows what she is doing. Brave.

Edward pinches her nipples and tugs them between his fingers as she strokes him up and down slowly. "Faster" He pants into her mouth.

One hand on his chest she keeps herself steady.

His eyes are shut and head back he cums into her hand, against her stomach with a grunt of pure bliss. "Yes" He breathes. Quickly he grabs her up into her arms lifting her from the shower floor and kisses her deeply. "Wrap your legs" He pants.

Bella does as she is told and holds onto him tightly, her fingers weave through his wet hair. "Oh" She gasps thrusts up against the shower wall.

Edward looks up at her and she is as wild as he feels right now. "I'm sorry you didn't go first"

"Shh" She hushes him touching his face and bending her face in the direction of his.

"I'll make it up to you now" He smiles towards her. His hands hold the underside of her thighs and one creeps deeper to lightly circle her opening.

Bella jerks against him. "Edward" She sighs. It feels good, tickles; her lip goes between her teeth.

Edward continues and lets a finger slide inside. His cock is hard trying to get in from this position but can't. He continues to slowly finger her, sliding in and pulling back out. He knows it is not enough to make her cum as wonderfully as he just did but he is working up to that for her. Removing his hand he kisses her soundly and lowers her to her feet. "Steady" He whispers against her cheek. The water is still hot and feels amazing around them, creating that white noise mixed with their breaths.

Bella leans against the shower wall and pants. Her hands slide down his chest to his stomach. She holds his cock again in her hand, and smiles.

"Bella" He tells her in a warning tone.

"What?"

He looks down at her and she actually looks innocent, like she does not have any clue how she affects him. His hand covers her and he strokes himself with her hand three times before removing her hand all together. He clasps their hands together and moves to place her against the shower wall above her head. "Keep them here" He demands lightly.

She nods quickly.

His hands explore her chest and stomach. He watches her face as his fingers tip toe down her belly button and into her body. She is warm and wet, her shaky legs open a bit more for him and he thrusts his fingers inside of her.

"Oh my" Bella gasps out and thrusts her hips to his hand from the wall.

He smiles and kisses her mouth. "Do you like that?" He whispers into her lips, she nods rapidly.

Bella shuts her eyes tightly as his fingers continue to pleasure. "Oh Edward, please" She whispers.

"It's okay" He kisses her, then her throat and sucks the skin there, her hips are thrusting to his hand and fingers, he rubs her clit with the pad of his thumb and she cums with a jerky motion.

Bella slumps against the wall, her legs feel like jello. "Oh my gosh" She lifts her head and rests it un gracefully against the wall. "Ow"

Edward lifts his head from the crook of her neck and laughs, pulling his fingers from her. They wash off quickly as the water continues around them. He cups the back of her head. "Careful"

"I don't think I could feel any pain right now" She breathes, her chest rising and falling heavily with each breath. The heat around them makes the air thick and what she just experienced makes it equally hard to breath.

"Well I don't want any head injuries" He kisses the side of her forehead. "Let's wash up and get out?"

"Okay"

Bella steps from the shower with help. "It is so hot in here" She laughs.

Edward wraps her in a large fluffy towel. One is around his middle and shoulders. He puts another around her shoulders for her hair. "This way" He guides her through. He stick is on the floor near the bed. "Your cane is on the floor by the bed" He informs her.

"Thank you"

He smiles at her sudden nerves. "We can just sleep" He mutters holding her close and kissing her mouth.

"I don't want to sleep yet" She mutters into his mouth her hands come up and her towels both drop. She pushes the one off of his shoulders.

Edward holds her close and walks them backwards to the bed. He is so happy she trusts him enough to just go with his movement. Her trust makes everything wonderful.

She knows Edward won't hurt her, she lets him move and guide her, she legs hit the high bed and she drops down. Reaching for him to join her, she feels his arm around her back and knee between her thighs. He slides her up the bed he moves too with so much strength.

Her wet head settles on the pillows. Bella laughs a bit.

Edward smiles and kisses his mouth, his hand strokes down her bare chest over her breasts. "These are so beautiful"

"Really?"

"Fuck yes" He whispers before dipping his head and lavishing a nipple with his tongue.

Her hands go into his hair and her finger tips rub as she lies back enjoying the feel of his mouth on her body.

Edward kisses down her body, her hands are lost from his head as he goes too far down. He kisses each thigh. "I don't know how long I have wanted to do this" He whispers before kissing over her pussy.

Bella moans and arches. "Edward"

"Shh" He hushes her.

"I just" Bella lifts her head.

He looks up at her. "What's wrong?"

"I know I'm not a virgin, but"

Edward frowns wondering where this is going. He climbs up her body and kisses her mouth. "Tell me?"

"I just feel a bit like a fish out of water, even though I'm not"

"Wait a second; did you have sex before the rape?"

"No" She shakes her head quickly.

"Well you are a virgin in every way that matters, since this is your first time it will be very special"

Bella nods and lets the tears fall from her eyes.

He smiles and cups her face as he straddles her body. "I love you" He presses a kiss to her mouth.

"I love you too" She whispers into his lips.

Her body feels like it is soaring. It is so strange the orgasm in the shower was amazing but nothing compared to what just happened with his face between her thighs. "What is that" She touches her damp forehead and pants, her hand touches her chest.

Edward laughs. "You okay?"

"Yes" She sighs and rolls into his body as he settles on his back. Her hand moves to stroke up and down his bare chest. She relaxes for a moment.

Kissing her forehead he moves. "I'm getting a condom"

"Okay" He voice holds nerves again.

Edward opens it and rolls it on, he is so ready for her, and she is ready for him. He has made sure of that. His hands touch her all over and she rolls when he rolls over onto her.

"Am I hurting you?"

"No" She answers seeking his mouth for a kiss.

Holding himself up on his elbows he moves between her open thighs. His hand slides down to cup under her thigh and he hitches it on his hip. Slowly he slides up into her.

Bella arches her body. "Oh my" She breathes and relaxes. She didn't know it could be like this. Her eyes shut and she enjoys his weight, her hands hold his upper arms and she rubs slowly.

"Slow" He whispers thrusting in and out of her with a painful speed. He will lose it so fast if he is not careful. She is to die for.

Bella arches against his body and holds him. She feels his take a hand and brings it to his lips. Smiling when he kisses her fingers.

"Are you okay?" He questions through pleasuring thrusts.

"Yes" She whispers.

He knows she most likely won't cum again, but he will do his best to make sure she feels good. Special. Edward sucks her throat and he feels the tightening in his belly. "Shit" He whispers.

Bella kisses his shoulder and rubs her hands up and down his back, her thighs wrap higher around his body. The slight tip allows her pelvic bone to press against her in the most wonderful way. She cries out and pushes for that feeling, that pressure again.

"Yeah?" He mutters, pulling up he reaches between them and thrusts a bit more forcefully while rubbing her clit.

Biting her lower lip she cries out and clings to him.

Edward thrusts three more times before joining her. He collapses on top of her warm soft body. His kisses resume at her shoulder and neck, right over to her face and eyelids.

Bella lies still she is enjoying the weight of his body on hers. "Thank you"

"Hmm" He kisses her mouth before rolling from her and quickly disposing of the condom in a tissue on the night table.

"Thank you for tonight"

Edward smiles and rolls on his side. His head is propped up by his hand. "Bella, Bella, Bella" He laughs. Reaching out with his other hand he touches her chin and turns her face towards his. "I should be thanking you, for trusting me and us"

"I should be thanking you for loving Nora and me"

He smiles. "Silly, how could I not?" He places a soft kiss on her mouth.