I know I know, I have NO business starting something new.

Anyway my lovely beta has Baby, I took ages getting it to her, now she is a tad busy so that IS coming.

Hope you like this, hope it happens!

Blind – Chapter 1

'No, please, no!' Bella cries out.She has never goes off her path.She has the same routine each day.The 'I've been watching you' lets her know she should change her routine.

'Please' She cries out at every rough thrust.Her hands push and hit as much as his weight allows.All she sees is darkness, his face, his eyes are unable to be identified but she can feel.His chin is rough, he has facial hair.She feels it rubbing her face, his breath is of vodka, she holds back the urge to vomit.He is hard and rutting against her. 'Please stop' She feels the tears leak from her eyes.

She jerks awake. Her dark awake. Panting she licks her lips and drops her head into her hands. "Stop it, stop it" She whispers to herself. All she sees is back, darkness.

Walking into the clinic she hears everything, crying babies, people talking, their pitches are high and low, worried and excited.

"How can we help you today?"

"I need to see a doctor"

"Well love, can you fill out there paper work, and bring it back here to the desk?"

"I can't" Her face towards the woman.

"Uh-um okay, what are you in for today?"

"A doctor, I think I'm pregnant"

"Okay, Dr. Cullen has no one after his next mother to be comes out, would you like to see him?"

"Are there any females doctors?"

"No, The Whitlock, Hale and Cullen Clinic is an all male facility, they are the best, Dr. Cullen's father is pretty much legendary, and his collogues are also really great, sometimes I think male doctors are actually better at caring for women because they don't know personally how everything feels so they take extra care"

Bella just nods. "Dr. Cullen would be fine" She says stopping the woman's run on.

"You can fill out the information when you go in"

"Thank you" Bella whispers. She knows the kind woman is probably slightly overweight with a soft smile. She smiles back before carefully turning and going to find a place to see.

"Do you need help dear?"

"No, I'm fine thank you"

She can hear the whisper of the lady at the desk. "There" She hears. Bella knows the woman is pointing.

"Thanks" His voice is soft, and kind.

His footsteps grow closer to her and then they stop.

"Hello" She responds knowing he is standing there looking down at her.

"Hello, I'm Dr. Cullen; do you want to come with me?"

"Okay, yes" She nods and stands.

"May I?" He indicates assisting her.

"I'm okay"

"I'm sure you can manage just fine, but may I show you the way for the first appointment, and the next I'll wait for you to come to me?"

Bella knows he is right; of course he is a doctor. "Yes"

He places her arm on top of his and he guides her slowly letting her feel around with her stick.

His arm feels strong. Bella walks next to him, taking in every step, each smell that surrounds her. All of these things will help her find her way again.

He opens his door and glances at her. Stepping through together he announces. "We are here" He guides her to a chair in his office across from his desk.

"Thank you" She responds when she is seated.

He moves around and takes a seat at his desk. "So how about we go over your details so we can get you on the books?"

"Sure" She nods, her hands wriggle together.

"First off this is a pediatric clinic but we are OBGYN's"

"How did three men do this?" Bella smiles a bit questioning.

"We met in med school and loved women, but most of all love helping women, and babies, we kind of like babies" He laughs.

Bella nods.

"We are the baby doctors" Edward smiles. "You know my name, what is yours?" He has the form she could not fill out.

"Isabella Swan, Bella"

"Bella it is" He writes.

She can hear the pen scratching on the paper. It is a pretty loud sound, but most people wouldn't notice it.

"Date of birth Bella?"

"September 13th 1988"

Edward pauses and looks at her. 26 this year. She looks remarkably young. "Address?"

"Level Street, Apartment 2"

He scribbles the information down. "Telephone, home, work, cell"

"I don't have a home phone, just a cell, it is 503-345-2383"

"Work?"

"Everything can be directed to my cell"

"Sounds good, blood type?"

"A-"

"Partners name and same information?"

"There is no one"

Edward glances up at her. "Okay, a family member or friend to put down for emergency contact?"

"There is no one" Bella answers again.

"Ah, Bella, how about the father of the possible baby?" He will do a test shortly.

"No" She says abruptly. She knows he is frowning at her, judging her, someone in her condition with a child, she can't even fill out her patient information. She has no business having a child. She is praying she is not pregnant.

"Okay" He leaves that blank. "How about we find out if you are pregnant or not?"

"Yes"

"You are pregnant" He watches her face go sheet white. "We have options" He offers. He is not for or against abortion, he is pro choice. "Do you want to go and come back, process all this" It is clear she is disturbed by this news, yet it seems she knew it was coming.

"No I'm okay, I'm fine"

He watches her; she has long, long brown hair. Her skin is pale white, her lips are light pink. She is lovely.

"What do I do now?"

"We examine you, then we make a follow up appointment, and I prescribe you with some prenatal vitamins"

Bella nods. "People like me have babies right?"

"Blindness isn't a sickness" Edward says calmly.

"You must think this is crazy, I'm crazy, a blind woman having a baby, I don't even have an emergency contact"

"I don't think you're crazy Bella"

She scoffs. "Right, you see this all the time"

"I don't, I certainly don't but all people have babies"

She nods. "Can we do this please?"

"Of course, my examine room is this way, change into the gown he pushes it to her hands, and I'll join you in a few moments"

Edward sits at his desk and looks over the patient information sheet. He licks his lips and picks up his pen. Sighing he rests it back down again.

Standing he moves to his examine room door. "Ready?"

"Yes, come in" She stands not wanting to trip over anything in the room. It is a good size for a room off his office. It doesn't smell dirty of stale, it smells clean.

"Let's take your height and weight, blood pressure before we do the examine"

Bella hears things she already knows, weight 121, height 5'5, her blood pressure is slightly high, he reckons it is due to the recent finding out she is pregnant. He said he will make sure an eye is kept on that.

"Lie up here" He helps her move and get into his table.

Her head rests on a small pillow at the top. She feels the paper germ protection cover under her body; it makes crazy sounds as she climbs on.

"Just relax" He places her feet in the steps and moves around, getting gloves on. He moves and sits. "We can do an ultra sound, it is early but so that we can see how early, do you know?"

"About 4 weeks" Bella answers.

He pauses. Clearing his throat he nods, not sure to whom because she can't see him. "Do you want to do an ultrasound it would be vaginal"

"Should I?"

"Typically to get an idea, for myself and you, yes"

"Okay"

"Okay"

She lies listening to the sounds of him moving around the room. She shuts her eyes behind her shades and relaxes, she tries to relax.

"Okay Bella, ready?"

"Yes"

He pushes a button which makes the room sound up with his machine. He feels her tense up even after the lube was applied. He doesn't acknowledge it. Looking at the screen he sees the tiny, tiny developing baby.

Bella lies so still, it doesn't hurt but it does in her mind she knows it is in her head.

"Are you alright?"

"Fine"

Edward moves the camera around. "Everything looks great" He smiles to himself. "I will print you out a photo" He knows that sounds crazy, she is blind, but it won't be for her, it will be for the baby when it gets older.

"Thank you"

"Do you mind if I do another exam?"

"What?"

"I just want to check your cervix; I need to use my hand, gloved"

"Okay"

He inserts two fingers into her vagina and presses down on her stomach with his other hand. "Honestly everything feels fine" He informs her. If you are pregnant and don't want to be necessarily, the degree of health Bella is, it is what you want.

He removes his hand and then his glove. "Bella, is there anyone I can call?" He covers her up by pulling down the gown.

She feels him standing near her head and stroking her hair back as she sobs softly. "No, no one"

"Parents"

"No"

"Friends?"

"I don't have any"

"Bella, you must"

"I don't" She whispers.

"Okay, you were my last patient for the day, let me take you home"

"No, I couldn't no, no" She pushes up. "I'm fine, really, thank you"

He sits at his desk. She left with her prescription about 10 minutes ago. His eyes float over another ultra sound photo he placed in the manila envelope. You can barely see anything, just a speck she is so early. Everything looks fine, most new mothers are happy and excited and Bella just looks deeply saddened. He can understand going through pregnancy is hard for any new single mother, but a blind one must be terribly difficult.

Edward drops his head at his desk and groans pulling at his hair.

"What's up Doc?" Emmett walks through.

"Still not funny Emmett" Edward says lifting his head and giving his friend and co-worker a smile.

"Everything alright?"

"Yeah fine, what's going on?"

"Jasper and I are going out for some drinks; celebrate the damn weekend and Mrs. Miller finally giving birth. Jasper is thrilled, Mrs. Miller is thrilled"

"She was majorly overdue; c-section was in her near future"

Emmett laughs. "She didn't want one"

"Tough luck sometimes" Edward tells him.

"Yeah well it worked out for the best as it does" Emmett smiles.

"Sometimes"

Emmett frowns.

"I got a new patient today"

"Oh yeah?" He moves taking a seat.

"She is in fact pregnant, around 5 weeks"

"Congrats to the new mother"

"She is single"

"You are her doctor" Emmett reminds his longtime friend.

"I really, really was not implying that, it was just a lead into, she's blind"

"Wow" Emmett says. "Blind, fully?"

"Fully" Edward answers.

"Must be rough, but blind people have children and families. She will have a ton of support"

"She doesn't though, she has no one"

"How does a blind woman have no one?"

"I don't know, we didn't swap life stories, I did my job and she went on her way" Edward answers feeling like a horrible person.

"Man, don't panic about this, you will see her again, are you going to be her doctor?"

"Yes, unless she, she was so unsure, and unhappy about this child"

"You don't know her circumstances"

"No" He agrees.