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Chapter 5- Mistress in name, Lover in Secret?

Rina's POV

It's now been a few days since I last arrived here. Surprisingly Asmodeus was quite different from what I imagined him to be, a lot less of a letch than what I've heard, and not as rude as my brother Fäolin had described him to be. Had he been a letch I would've ended my life before I allowed him to dishonor me. There were many different rumors about him; some said he was kind while others said he was a ruthless killer. I have yet to see the killer inside him but I do not question it, for he killed many of the spies and traders that the Varden sends out… as far as I knew I was the only one that haven't died by his hands. I have not been able to venture out of his room for he requested me to stay inside for my own safety.

Looking out from his balcony I can see him training his men. Perhaps it was how he always ran with them that earned him their respect and loyalty. I knew from my daily observation that after this troop the next troop was going to head in, and they too were going to run. Sweat was gleaming from his forehead; while the rest of the men only wore their regular clothing he wore his whole armor without any enchantments, baring the weight the metal with ease was he ran. I heard no complains, only the rugged breathing as they ran on and on. This was his third time running, and there are two more groups heading in to run around his estate about a dozen times before they all head back and he came for dinner. Asmodeus… a name of a demon, and his left eye was also red, and his right one blue. It reminded me of Morzan, there was also the rumor that he was Morzan's child, which would in fact make sense for his loyalty towards Galbatorix, it had no other source that I know of. So many mysteries surround him and I have yet to figure them out, I wondered if he was part elf. His sharper than normal features would be explained if he was an elf, and so would his eyes if he was Morzan's son. I wondered if he would answer to my questions had I asked. Watching them starting to run around the estate I decided it was time to report to my queen of my findings.

Whispering the spell for scrying I waited until the water turned from clear to the form of Queen Islanzadí, after saying the traditional greeting I saw her looking around my surroundings. Her eyes, sharp as eagles as she took in the detail and I could see a bit of confusion work its way in.

"Rina… where are you? I highly doubt they give gardeners such lavish quarters."

"My Queen, I'm afraid I've been found out before I was even able to start."

"…..Should I arrange for your departure? For now, it might be still possible."

"No, I'm being kept at Asmodeus's chamber."- I can see her eyes widen at my statement, I did not need to even guess about her thoughts to know what she was thinking. I should've made the sentence a bit clearer.

"That fiend! How DARE he, if he is still alive when Galbatorix leave this world I will leave his life for you to take Rina."

"No need my Queen; he is quite different from what we've heard of him. He has not taken liberties with my body as he could've and he is a powerful ally to gain."

"Rina, his existence is not to be allowed in this world. The spy that's alive tells me that Asmodeus is actually a demon. Do not be fooled, for he could be using you for his own gains."

"He has treated me with nothing other than hospitality, and he looks more like an elf than a demon. I have my guesses about Morzan fathering him with an elf; his eyes are red and blue."

"Elf or demon or even human, he is one you need to be wary of. Be him a friend or foe only time will tell."

"My Queen, he is a dragon rider, imagine him on our side fighting against Galbatorix."

"Riders are just as easy to fool, the forsworn were the best examples, and blinded by greed they followed Galbatorix creating the fall of their own order."

"That may be true but Asmodeus might be able to accomplish more for us alive than dead."

"That is true, but I rather have a tamed Rider than a wild one."

"We will not know until more time has come to pass."

"Indeed, find out as much as you can about him, even with our informants he is still a mystery. Pay special attention to his flaws, seeing how he is under Galbatorix's tutelage it's doubtful he'll be easy to bring down if the situation calls for it."

"I will my Queen"

"…..Rina, how has Arya been?"

"She is currently with Fäolin, and last time I saw her she is still fine."- Even though the Queen banished Arya from her sight I knew she still cared for her, she often asked me of her.

"I see…, I wish you luck Rina but be alert. The worst dangers are not the ones that present themselves, but rather the ones that hide and strike when you least expect it." I nodded and watched as her image fade. I sat there for a little bit as I thought about Asmodeus, he sounded genuine and he did prove it by speaking in the ancient language, I had no reason to distrust him. However like the queen said, I shouldn't lower my guard, just because he said it in that moment doesn't mean it'll remain true forever.

"Rina? I brought dinner."

"Come in." I allowed myself a small smile at the thought of the highly respected lord and right hand of Galbatorix bringing me dinner, the thought pleased me. It also surprised me seeing how he would actually bring me the meals throughout the day. I watched him as he set the food on the table; his simple movements were graceful as always.

"Tomorrow, I'm going to introduce you to the servants of my estate…. But not as a maid."

"Oh? What will be my duty then?" If not as a maid then what other duty are there in this vast estate to attend to. I started to drink the water while waiting for him; he seemed to be a bit nervous.

"You'll be my mistress"

"What?! Asmodeus I thought I made myself clear on the first day here that I am not that type of women. If you need someone to attend-" I was cut off abruptly by his voice.

"In name only, I expect nothing else, other than perhaps looking over my estate while I'm away or checking on my servants. If you were my mistress then it would give you freedom that being a maid certainly wouldn't. It would also allow you to command my servants as you would like, of course my command comes before yours."

"Oh…I apologize, I misunderstood, and it would've been helpful had you clarified it earlier." I looked at him as he nodded, and he also murmured something under his breath "if you give me time to explain I would've", had I not been an elf I wouldn't have been able to discern the words, but seeing how I am one I heard what he had to say. I didn't say anything back because I knew myself that my outburst was a bit quick.

"Also Victoria will be your own personal maid, she is trustworthy but I would prefer it if she didn't know anything, knowing too much sometimes can put someone in danger. I've told her about you, so you don't need to explain anything, but tomorrow will be the official day that I'll introduce you to the main servants. You can ring the bell twice and she'll come, and she'll prepare your bath for you and everything else you'll need. "

I nodded, as I we ate together I noticed that he didn't take his metal gauntlets off. I also noticed the lack of color on his face, making him look ill. He did not seem to be in his best health when I had first met him but as the days passed I noticed he was lacking energy. His eyes were starting to look tired, it seemed unnatural for someone to fall ill so quickly, yet he was able to run fine. The silence wasn't exactly comfortable so I figured I might as well ask to start a conversation. The Varden has barely gotten everything together, if I were to guess it would be several more years before war even begun. It would benefit me and my race if I were to befriend him.

"How come I never see you without your gauntlets or gloves off?"

"I have my reasons" – I restrained myself from rolling my eyes, and wondered if his hands were deformed but seeing the shape and size of the gloves his hands were normal unless they ended in claws instead of fingers.

After eating he stood up and made his way to the door. Before he left he turned around and I could feel his eyes looking me over, I glared in return, daring him to keep on looking. After a couple more seconds he just turned and left, I frowned a bit, he was rather bold. Sighing, I rang the bell twice and waited for the maid to come in.

"My lady is there anything you would like for me to do?"- I noticed that her features were rather fine for a human and wondered if she was a little bit more than a maid to Asmodeus.

"Could you prepare a bath for me at near the end of sunset? Do not feel rushed though; it is ok if you cannot make it in time I know I'm a bit late at my request."

"It is fine my lady"- I noticed a hint of rosiness begin to tint her cheek and wondered why but she left in a hurry before I could ask her.

I looked outside, sunset was almost beginning. There should be at least another 20 minutes before the maid called me. I smiled and decided to contact my brother and Arya; they've been rather worried when they heard that I've decided to become a spy after hearing the fate of all the other ones. I wondered how surprised they'd be when I they hear that I'm Asmodeus's mistress, in name only, but of course I'll look at their stunned faces before I tell them. It was always fun to tease the two of them, especially Arya who's rather stoic but she is a good friend.

Once again murmuring the spell and I waited for an image to appear.

"Hello Arya" there was no need for traditional greetings between us and I smiled when I saw her face brightened up.

"Rina how has it been for you, did you manage to become a gardener without raising suspicion?"

"It has been fine, and I've been found out before I could even settle into the servants' quarters, which is…upsetting."

"How is it that your still able to communicate with me….and the room you're in looks nothing like that of a dungeon, more like a rich noble's."

"Well you're correct, I'm in Asmodeus's chamber right now, yes the one that you danced with during your trip to Feinster when you tried to convince Lady Lorana to stay independent of Galbatorix's influence. Sadly I'm afraid she was forced to swear fealty"

"Asmodeus's chamber?!, Rina, get out of there, of all the rumors we've heard about him the only one that's actually been proven is his ways with women." Yes, indeed, making Arya anxious or anything other than stoic is one of my favorite things to do.

"Relax Arya, he has not made any moves that shows any disrespect towards me. Other than making me his mistress."

"Rina? Has that man, if he is one, brainwashed you?! You should know what being a mistress means!" Priceless, absolutely priceless her facial features that were usually calm became mortified, no doubt due to the thoughts of what she thought Asmodeus wanted to do to me running rampant in her head. Letting out a small chuckle I decided it was time to tell her.

"Rina, don't worry I'll discuss with Fäolin and we'll both find a way to get you out of there. Until then find ways to hold that letch off."

"Wait Arya do NOT tell Fäolin. And he made me his mistress in name only, which is quite smart on his part. It gives me power over his servants that being his maid doesn't." I watched as she calmed and regained her posture, but her eyes were narrowing.

"Certainly he could've made you his sister or distant cousin or some other relative, why does it have to be a mistress?"

"Well, perhaps it's because we look nothing alike? His hair is black, and he has a red and a blue eye. I made both my hair and eyes brown, it would be hard to explain that we are relatives just from how different we are. Not to mention, I think he did not want to alert Galbatorix, having a mistress is rather common in noble households." I can see that she has accepted my fate.

" I see… do be careful Rina, you are one of the few left in this world that I care about. "

"Arya, all my jest aside, I believe he is not totally loyal to Galbatorix, which means he could be a powerful ally. However I have not known him for long so I have yet to decide whether or not he is truly trustworthy."

"Rina, whether or not he could be a powerful ally doesn't mean anything unless he's a man of virtue. It is too early to decide anything. He is rather mysterious and new to us; we have no spies in his castle and nothing on his background, as if he appeared out of nowhere. The only news we have of him is that he's a Rider, his mastery of sword and magic, and his…routine visits to certain areas."

"Do you believe that he could be the child of an elf and Morzan? If Morzan is his father then it's clear that he got his eyes from his father, and he was sharper features than that of a human, very elf like. Had I not known who he was I would've mistaken him for an elf. He certainly has stamina that outlasts those humans, at least ten times."

"Perhaps…but I never heard of Morzan having another son, other than Murtagh, who proves himself to be different from his father."

"My Lady? Your bath is ready; everything you need is in the bath chamber." – I heard Victoria's voice outside and was glad that she had not entered. Seems like his servants are quite disciplined.

"Arya, I will contact you again, with me here Asmodeus true character will be revealed to the Varden…whether or not he is suited to be an ally or if he is using me will soon become clear. I do not know when I'll be able to contact you, but rest assure that I will within the next few months."

"Stay safe Rina…and I will tell Fäolin that you have been successful." With that the water returned to normal and I begin making my way towards the bathing chamber as the maid guided me.

"Lady Renée we have arrived, Lord Asmodeus told me to tell you that you can buy better dresses tomorrow when we go to the market, but for tonight he hoped that you would be fine with the dress he chose. It is plain, but he hoped you would not mind it for your arrival was not expected. There are bars of soap on the stand next to the bathing area. You can leave your clothes on this stand, behind the curtain is the bathing area, and your new dress is on the hanger. There are also towels on the other stand. Do you have any other needs or questions?" The maid waved her hand and pointed to different areas, the large curtain separated the bathing area from the clothing area, looking around I found Asmodeus's dirty clothes lying in a basket, rather spoiled, but seeing how he is a Lord he has servants to clean his clothes. There were also a new set of clothes lying on a stand, along with a dress next to it. It was white and plain as Victoria had said. I thanked the maid and gestured for her to leave. I locked the door and allowed my features to return to normal, it felt rather weird having a broader face and rounded ears. As I undressed I heard the sound of footsteps, wet footsteps, they were quiet, like that of an assassin. Frowning, I knew that someone capable of walking so quietly would notice if I redress I quickly grabbed a longer towel and wrapped it around my body before grabbing the dagger I always carried. Whoever was foolish enough to try and assassinate me will be surprised. Walking towards the parting of the curtains I noticed steam coming out, looks like this one has a few magic tricks up their sleeves. I dashed forward, hoping to surprise them; I was quick enough to catch a glimmer of a striking dagger and matched it with my own. Metal clashed with metal and I felt my feet being sweep out from under me as I threw my fist out only to be caught by a hand on the wrist. Quickly, I rolled on top of my attacker before I could get fully pressed to the ground. Quickly drawing my blade back, I thrust it forward and pressed it against their throat, but not slicing it open when I felt a cold blade against my own throat. The appearance of the wielder appeared, wet black hair and eyes that were shifting from the red and blue to purple.

"…..Asmodeus?"- it is him, but something was off he didn't seem quite himself, and his eyes were now fully purple

"Rina what are you doing here?!" he moved his dagger back and I moved mine too. His hands, which were now bare were large, calloused and rough..and warm.

"I came to bathe….but I thought I was alone, the maid did not tell me you were here too."

"Get OFF of me now." his voice was close to that of an uncontrolled growl and I moved off of his stomach quickly and I noticed that he too only had a towel on that covered him from his waist down.

"Asmodeus…are you alright?"- His strange behavior was starting to worry me. I scanned over his body trying to find signs of injury that could have been the cause of his illness. Yet all I found was strong, well-muscled shoulders and a torso that was so well defined that water droplets ran down the lines of his body smoothly and quickly through his strong hairless chest, pasting through the middle of his stomach muscles down…. Underneath the towel … ABOVE THE TOWEL RINA, keep your head above the towel! My eyes then traveled back to his chest which had a tattoo of an unseen design, it was crimson and seemed to be glowing.

I heard the sound of Asmodeus clearing his throat and I felt my face turn a bit red.

"I was only checking to make sure I didn't injure you by accident"

"Oh? I apologize then, should I be doing the same thing then? I would not want to be rude but your towel is obstructing my view." I saw a smirk work its way onto his handsome face.

"RUDE!" Gripping my towel I walked looking for a tub to bathe in until I stepped into the built in bath and stumbled. I can hear his low chuckle behind me, damn him. The steam had started to clear but only enough for me to see his back as he walked out. I noticed that there were several scars lined his back… too shallow and too awkwardly angled to be markings made by a sword. In fact the scratches all seem to be going in a certain direction in a certain curve. I saw little marks and as I focused my eyes on them I realized that they were actually marks made by fingernails. Disgust, the only word I can find to describe what I felt when I realized how he got his markings and how he didn't heal himself to remove the scars, not to mention the amount of females he must have been with.

Sinking into the warm water I turned to look down at my wrist, the area he grabbed me with his bare hands. It did not look red, yet I can still feel his heat, and my mind slipping into thoughts of….mating with him. It reminded me of the effects Dagshelgr, the song sang during a holiday to promote the fertility of the forest as a whole. The feeling was strong, but not as strong, I murmured a spell to dispel any foreign spells others could have casted upon me, the feeling slowly ebbed away. Could he have casted something upon me? I wondered for a bit before I started suspecting that it had something to do with his hands. Other parts of his arm had pressed against mine yet the heat of his hands lingered and triggers unwanted thoughts in my head. His eyes too, why did they turn purple? I can only guess, there were far too much about Asmodeus that I can only find out through time….or through his servants. After bathing and dressing I noticed that the dress's length and width was not too wide or too long, I thought back to the moment when he had looked me over and realized that instead of leering over me, he was actually taking in my measurements it seems I have wronged him.

The next morning I woke up to Asmodeus's voice outside of the room asking me to get prepared to meet the rest of the castle. Quickly dressing and reapplying my spell I went out and greeted him. We walked silently until we reached the dining room where four people were, I recognize one of them to be Victoria, but I did not recognize the three others.

"This is George, he looks over the estate usually when I'm gone." he gestured to the man

"His wife, Mary Ann, who's Victoria's mother, and head of the kitchen. She also keeps account of expenses." He gestured to the older women.

"This is Andrew, he's my personal servant, and he is the son of George and Mary Ann and Victoria's younger brother." He gestured to the young boy. All four of them bowed to me.

"Everyone, this is Renée, my new mistress, her orders are second to mine. See to it that she gets new clothing today at the market, prices does not matter to me. "- With that he left, I watched as the four of them bowed until he was a few foot away.

"Lady Renée, would you like to head out now? It's always best to visit the market early before the best gets taken" Mary asked me politely

"Yes, now is as good of a time as any" She smiled kindly along with the rest of her family and then she lead us to a carriage, the sides all had Asmodeus's symbol on it. The ride to the market was quiet even thought I invited the rest of the family to sit inside with me, leaving George to guide the carriage. Upon arrival we split until two groups, the men went one way, leaving me with Mary and Victoria after we decided to meet up at the carriage after we were done purchasing everything. As we walked about in the market I decided to ask the two of them some questions regarding Asmodeus in hope of learning more about him.

"How long have you been serving Lord Asmodeus?"

"A few years now, he bought us and then gave us a chance to regain our freedom."

"Bought you? You were slaves?"

"Yes, his Lordship is kind despite that he works for the king. Never has he used whips or beat us in any way. We are grateful towards him, he may be a monster to others but to my family and the others he is more human than many of those that I've met. He may act cold and rude but he is a kind man Lady Renée." I can tell from her voice that she was truly grateful for Asmodeus's existence and for the things he's done for her family. It surprised me that he actually bought slaves to save them and give them freedom instead of treating them like property for him to abuse.

"How long have you known him? Are there any others that have known him longer? Could you also tell me more about him? I know I might seem like I'm asking a lot but I barely knew him before becoming …who I am now"

"I've known him since he has first bought my family at the slave market. At first he was only going to buy Victoria, his purpose however was actually different than what we all had in mind. In the end he bought my whole family, when we returned to his estate there was only us, no other servants. However I can tell that before we arrived at the castle there were others living there. Who, however is unknown, all he asked of us was to take care of the estate. Over time he started trusting my family more and eventually after 2 years he gave us freedom. Now we're responsible for buying new slaves and overlooking his estate, he grants all his slaves freedom once they worked the amount that he pay for them. Many stayed as maids or workers, anyone that has a foul temper or ways would be removed as he requested. If you want to know more about him personally, well you'd have to ask Andrew, Andrew's the only one allowed in his quarters before you came and Victoria became your personal maid. Lord Asmodeus ordered that no one is to enter his quarters except for Andrew and that all maids were to stay away. There is not much more that I know of, he's very closed off. Do not worry though I'm sure he'll treat you nicely, you know, I think he sees something in you, maybe that's why he chose you to be his mistress, he never had one before that I knew of. Perhaps one day you might even become his wife if you bore him a child. Now let's get you some new dresses we would not want him to be disappointed now do we?" The women was kind even though the information she gave barely let me know more about him, however at least she gave me a direction to head in. Andrew, I'll be sure to make sure I find out all that I can from him.

We went to several more shops and had my measurements taken and then ordered a few dresses along with buying a few blue ones, which Mary claimed to be Asmodeus's favorite color. Along the day whenever my thoughts focused in on Asmodeus I can feel the slight burning on my wrist where he grabbed last evening. The words that Mary spoke also resonated in my head "he sees something in you" not sure what to make of it I pushed the thought aside. Eventually we arrived back to the estate and I helped Mary, the castle was vast and the halls were easy to get lose in if you did not know where you were heading and how to get there. During dinner I saw Asmodeus for the second time and he only seemed to be getting worse, his appetite was small and he seemed a bit paler. Perhaps I was thinking too much, but I decide to ask him when we walked back to his chamber together. Unexpectedly he started heading toward the exit of the estate instead of his own chambers.

"Asmodeus…. Should you not rest? You do not seem well." It has only been a few day since I knew him, yet I already consider him an ally for handing me straight to Galbatorix. It is only normal to worry about one's ally right?

"Do not let it bother you, I will be better soon" He then swung himself onto his horse that Andrew prepared. I watched him as he rode off towards the gates, the eerie full moon lit up the night as his figure got smaller. The full moon…"routine visits at times of full moon" the small thought reached me as I watched him disappear. I didn't even try to stop the frown that etched itself onto my face. How could he still go when he's feeling unwell, surely his health came before his desires.

"Lady Renée?"- Andrew's voice interrupted my thoughts

"Yes?"

"Please do not be angered by the Lord's actions, although I cannot tell you what ails him I can tell you that he will return to be better. It is not the first time his Lordship traveled out on nights of the full moon; he usually does when he begins to fall ill."- I gave a nod of acknowledgement, "usually does when he begins to fall ill", but surely going to a brothel cannot make one better or else all men would be heading to whores instead of healers.

"Andrew, accompany me back to his chambers, I would like to know more about him if possible"

"Yes my Lady" He guided me back to Asmodeus's chamber before I chanted a spell to make him fall asleep. As he slept in a chair I entered his mind and gently went through his memories of Asmodeus. His memories proved that all Mary said was true. Scanning through the memories I saw that Asmodeus seemed to fall ill often, and like he said, came back to the castle after a night's visit to the brothel to be better. Asmodeus's illness also seems to be worse on the days of the full moon and at times his eyes would turn purple like it did the other day. I rushed through many memories of his and at the same time I felt his feelings toward Asmodeus, admiration at his skills, pride that he served him, and gratitude for what he has done. From his memories I saw Asmodeus practice with his swords, it did not take me long to know that he can outmatch any human swordsman and many elven ones. He was well versed with all weapon types and often read during his leisure time along with practicing magic. Many times I'd see a white falcon sitting on Asmodeus's shoulders and then a few other falcons circling ahead all white except for a bit of blue, red or purple shade along the end of their feathers. They were beautiful birds but I had not seen them around in the last few days. Asmodeus seemed to take many walks around the back of his estate which looked to be like an unfinished garden, at times when he looked at Andrew I could tell there was sorrow in his eyes before it disappeared. Waking Andrew up, I made sure that he didn't remember anything other than telling me about Asmodeus as he guided me back to my chamber before going back to his own.

Pulling the curtains apart and opening the glass door that lead to the balcony the spring breeze flew gently into the room as I settled in Asmodeus's bed. He seemed to have two sides, one good and one bad, but it was clear that at the core, he was kind. There were too many things that no one knew about him, except for himself and maybe Galbatorix. Pulling the blanket closer it reminded me of him, his scent lingered in the sheets, thankfully it was not the sweaty and musky odor that most human man have. Instead it was more like the breeze in the sky, refreshing and clean. Shaking my head I told myself to snap out of it, these thoughts never entered my head before when I slept in his bed. I looked at my wrist once again; it still gave off a burning feeling, reminding me of the accident, his voice and eyes. Purple, was that his original eye color that he covered up with magic? If so why did he choose for one of his eyes to be red and the other to be blue? There was too much about him that I cannot understand knowing more only made me realized how little I knew about him. I sighed, the only way I'd know more about him is by becoming closer to him, close enough that he'll trust me. It didn't seem like an impossible task with the unknown amount of years that we'd spend together planning Galbatorix's fall, eventually I drifted off to sleep with the light ruffling of the leaves.

~~~~Time passed and the seasoned changed, winter has arrived.

Yawning as I woke up, I looked out into the snow covered trees that lined the pathway to the gate. The sun has just begun to rise, Asmodeus would be back soon. I was less irritated by his "visits" after he told me why. I still remember the moment, I was trying to change his habits by talking him out of going, and all he ever did was nod. He didn't always go but he still did at times, and whenever he came back I could see the guilt in his eyes. When my patience finally ran dry with all his nodding and how he wouldn't tell me what ailed him I decided to finally confront him, blocking the door that led him out of his own room, I asked him why. He waited patiently and we had a standstill for a few hours, just staring at each other until he finally sighed and went to sit down at the table inside the room.

"Sit you stubborn elf" – I allowed myself a small triumphant smile at his surrender

We sat there for a while and he told me how Galbatorix had force two other spirits to merge with his soul, one being the wrath and the other being the lust. Each soul made up about a third of his being, the wrath soul required him to take lives away to keep him alive, and the lust soul required energy obtained during mating to keep it alive, and his human soul simply needed normal nourishment. The wrath soul emitted a crimson aura as he killed, which was why the Varden titled him as a demon, and when his lust soul start to take over it would change his eye color to purple. It brought back the memories of the first few days I arrived here and the incident of inside the bathing chamber when I first saw his purple eyes. I remembered the how he was nervous as he asked me not to tell the Varden, I nodded in reply, wanting to earn his trust.

I only learned about it recently, throughout these months with him I realized how lonely he was except for Saphira he had no other that he could truly talk to. After a few months of one sided conversations he eventually started to talk more, give longer replies yet he never really told me anything private. I grew lonely too, there were few people that I could talk to, I have yet to report again to Queen Islanzadí, nor contact Arya, I have yet to see any true weakness, and I did not want to distract Arya from her duties. The only one I was in contact in was Ahjihad, telling him of Asmodeus's next order; soon, I will contact the Queen and Arya just to tell them of my safety. I found myself by his side more and more, and him coming to me at times just seeking company, bringing me out to dine or taking a walk. I never asked him about the Garden, but I could feel that it was special to him even if it wasn't finished being rebuilt and there were no flower growing there. At times I could see hurt in his eyes but it was only flashes, and sometimes his red eye burned with turmoil. I decided it was best to leave it, if he did not want to share, I did not want to invade his thoughts or open up old wounds.

After a quick breakfast I waited for Asmodeus, I was worried about him, his eyes were both red ever since the winter solstice, and I could tell that his wrath soul was not as tamed as it usually was. He quickly got irritated with the servants if something were not done right, he was also restless, the tapping of his fingers and the fast pace that he walked in, in the Garden all made me see how much he was affected. No matter how he tried to hide it, I knew that he was not fine as he told me. The sound of the horse drew my attention, and I begin to make my way to the main door.

The snow cold air hit my skin as the doors open and Asmodeus stepped in, I looked up into his eyes.

"Is something the matter?" I could see concern in his eyes

"Are you better? Your eyes…." I hoped he was not angered and was glad when I did not see any signs of anger.

"I'm fine… let's go to our chamber" I nodded I followed him, in the background I heard a few women giggling

"Our Lord's stamina is legendary, I guess the mistress couldn't handle him or else why would he still head to the brothels."

"Quiet, or else he might take you to the bed women!"

"I never said I would mind"

I frowned as I started walking up the stairs, I had thought Mary was excellent at choosing maids but I guess a few dirty ones still managed to be chosen. After arriving at the chamber we sat down and he seemed to be in deep thoughts.

"What's on your mind? Are you really fine?"

"My eyes turn red every winter solstice and it lasts throughout winter. There is no need to concern yourself with it, after winter the red will fade away." I nodded and slightly wondered what else he wanted to talk to me about.

"Rina…would you go to a party with me? Lord Ashton is hosting it to declare and celebrate Garret as the official second in command to all the trades that Lord Ashton looks over. I am expected to bring a partner, but the ladies of the other houses are rather annoying to me during winter. I was hoping you would go with me."

"Lord Ashton…he is the man in charge of the Empire's wealth is he not?" – this would be a good chance to finally meet the man along with his son. From the informants the man demanded high taxes that increased the suffering of the people and gave most of the gold to Galbatorix and keeping a fair amount for himself. Garret was not well-known amongst the Varden but from what Asmodeus told me, he was worse than his father.

"He is, it is a simple party composing of the officials that runs the empire, except for the king, and he will not be attending so you do not have to worry about your identity being exposed."

"Well… since you asked politely, I will go with you"- I smiled slightly as it became a small habit of mine to tease him a times.

"The party is after two weeks; go out with Mary and Victoria to buy new dresses. For the next two weeks I'll be at Teirm arranging a new boating trade. Also, at the party try and avoid Garret."

"Why's that?"

"He…finds women with alluring features very attractive, and does not hold back his urges." With that he stood up and left, although he was already out the door I could not help but whisper out "I'll take it as a compliment even if you stated it as a flaw".

After eating the morning meal I decided to contact the Queen, she is without doubt expecting some news from me by now. I immediately thought of what Asmodeus told me "don't tell the Varden" his soul, his secret that he desperately tried to hide. He might not know it but I could see how he wanted companions, acceptance from this around him, not fear or judgment. However the Queen was not the Varden, just an ally of the Varden, yet did it make it right to tell her? I bite my lip in frustration, then sighing I decided it was not a true weakness that the Queen would even appreciate knowing. To know that another way to kill him is to deprive him of women? It was laughable, I wouldn't even believe it if he didn't tell me in the ancient language, and because of how ill he grew if he didn't feed his soul. Weakness…weakness… I found none. He was a master in battle, elf-like stamina, expert politician, strategist, trainer, is there even a flaw to him? He was only weak if he didn't take care of his soul; otherwise he has eradicated himself of weaknesses. I have no doubt that part of the reason is due to Galbatorix being his master. I could only report my safety as of now, and then tell the Queen that Asmodeus is willing to leave Galbatorix's side. Casting the spell I waited for the Queen to appear.

After the traditional greetings I decided to start out with Asmodeus's disloyalty towards Galbatorix, along with the fact that Galbatorix did not have his true name. The Queen seemed pleased but questioned why he stayed by Galbatorix's side, I told her that he was afraid of rejection from the Varden after the deeds he did. She only nodded, not quite convinced. I knew it was now or never to convince her that Asmodeus was a worthy ally, which he proved with his skills, and by killing less of the Varden's men. Killing none would draw too much suspicion from Galbatorix, and leaving Galbatorix right now to go to the Varden would only doom any hope of rebellion. I knew without a doubt that Galbatorix would use all his resources to forcefully bring Asmodeus back if he had left. The Queen waited as I gave her my full report along with my guesses before she finally told me to stay at Asmodeus's side until the Varden was able to topple Galbatorix. It took a few more moments until she told me to find out if Galbatorix had any other dragon eggs in his possession. I nodded and watched as her image fade.

Now that the report is over I decided it was time to contact Arya to tell her of my safety along with checking on her well-being.

"Arya" I smiled as she appeared to be well

"Rina! It's been months, Faolin and I were starting to worry about your safety."

"I am well, Asmodeus has done all that he could have to make me feel welcome, even giving me his own room."

"He…is better than I had imagined."

"I cannot agree more, Arya he is not only an ally but also a friend now."

"So what have you learned of him after these months?"

"He's quite the actor."

"Actor?"

"Yes, a different side of him appears depending on who he's with, charismatic with the Noble Men and Ladies, stern with his soldiers, yet I think when he is himself he is cold and his expression bitter. He may converse with me but topics seldom reach of anything too important, or of himself. That does not mean he is bad thought, to me he is only kind. I can see why there are so many mixed rumors about him Arya. All his servants were or are slaves; he buys them at the market, especially the fiery ones. He never brands them or hurts them in any way, and releases them after they worked for the amount he paid for them. If you call a man like that cruel then I do not know who is kind in this world. He is only a killer because of that Galbatorix orders him to do, had Galbatorix not existed he would have been a brilliant rider. He does not indulge himself as the other nobles would, he runs with his soldiers under the scorching sun and learns of what he can while he rests. He is intelligent and a master of weapons, swords seems to be his specialty. His agility, strength and stamina surpasses that of men and most elves. If he is to be in battle, and he will be, his sword should be killing our enemies not our kinds."

"If he is as you speak of him, righteous, then I would not hesitate to bring him into the Varden as soon as there is a chance. However his behavior…is not something the elves, or the Varden would tolerate."

"Arya…I cannot tell you why, but I can tell you that he does not have a choice at times. Please believe me."

"If he is to side with the Varden he will have to abandon his ways. If he has the right to visit places such as those, other's will go too, choice or not he has to stop, there is a way right?"

"The only one that's not outrageous…would be for him to find a mate, wait or he could bring a few willing servant."

"…." Her silence made me wonder if the ideas I proposed was not good enough, yet I do not see any other way out.

"There is no way for him to stop?"

"No…" I said it in the ancient language to prove that to him it was not a choice he made, it was a need.

"Rina…this is difficult, it cannot be simple to find a mate during times like these. Bringing in servants such as those will make the Varden question him, the rest of them will despite the inequality."

"I know…Arya, the only acceptable one is to find a mate but a mate for him will be especially hard. He needs multiple human females, the only race where he might find a suitable female is most likely going to be elves….or Urgals but I highly doubt he'll be willing to even mate with a Urgal much less live his life with one. There are no elves around him, and I highly doubt there will be an elf."

"Rina… you are an elf, and from the way you speak of him, I cannot help but wonder if friendship is all that exists between you two." I could see the corners of her mouth lift in a smile

"Arya! I won't deny that he has an odd charm to him, but I really prefer it if my mate haven't been with so many women. Friendship is all that we have now, and will have unless…something changes it" It wasn't often that Arya teased me; it was usually the other way around. But it brought up the thought that I've been avoiding for a while. If he and I were to be ..mates then it would ensure him a place in the Varden and amongst the elves but our feelings were still to be taken into account. It was too soon, too soon for me, our customs usually demanded a few decades of courting before the idea of becoming mates even come up. Any physical contact except holding hands seems to come after a few months or even years of courting, and mating of course came only after becoming mates.

"I won't disagree with you, but from your reaction my guess cannot be too far off of reality. How about him, do you know what he thinks of you?"

"He… has not expressed any intentions to become more than friends."

"Well you have only known each other for several months, however if things were to blossom between the two of you, his place in the Varden is no longer a question. The only question is when he'll truly join our side. Perhaps I should infiltrate his castle too, I cannot fathom how he is able to win your affection in such a short time."

"Well, he's naturally beautiful like an elf would be, maybe a bit more than our average elf. Looks aside, it could be the way he treats me, it's as if I was the only one who mattered. I cannot say for sure Arya; my feelings are not always under my jurisdiction."

"Perhaps one day I will find out too, after my duty allows me to"

"Just do not let it over-burden you."

"You said he had a trading business, if it is not too much to ask for do you think he could sponsor the Varden? It is not easy to transport all the goods we need across the land, much less earn a profit after all the moving expenses."

"I will speak with him when he comes back; he's in Teirm as of now, taking over a shipping trade I believe. I cannot say for sure if he's willing but I can get you a result by the end of two weeks when he comes back for Lord Ashton's party. His child, Garret will be taking over as second-in-command to all his businesses, and from what Asmodeus tells of me it seems like he's another loyal dog to Galbatorix drowned by the idea of honor and riches. There are too many of those men, turning a blind eye to the sufferings of the people around them."

"It seems that in time Garret would take over as the head of all the trade, it would be best to eliminate him from this world. I will let Ajihad know that we need more information on Garret in order to assassinate him in the best possible way. Men of his standing usually have too many guards that an assassin would have a hard time finding their way through."

"Actually, I might just know the best time. He, like Asmodeus, make routine visits except his visits are actually on time instead of random, clearly he enjoys it. It would be the best time because I highly doubt that he would bring so many guards with him that late at night. The best way would be to send a female assassin..but it's unlikely that any female would volunteer for a mission that has so much on the line. We could send men in, as guards, but going undercover successfully could be a problem."

"They might not have to go undercover as guards; they could just go and quickly kill Garret and escape. It will be during the night so their escape will be much easier. Does he also go during times of the full moon?"

"I believe so."

"I will speak with Ajihad about this, and it will be done. I will alert you beforehand so you can tell Asmodeus not to go, we would not want him to be in the way, nor harm him by chance."

"Arya, be careful, Asmodeus tells me that there's a spy in the Varden, or else how is Galbatorix able to know when to send him and when not to send him along with where? What scares me the most is that the person has got to be high in the command system, normal soldiers do not receive information such as that unless they're the one carrying it out."

"Yes, we are aware of that, but we have not been able to locate anyone. Ajihad told me that everyone entering the Varden gets their memories examined; we must wait until they make a mistake, or until Galbatorix tells Asmodeus who they are. Rina, if there are spies, you must of careful, if they discover you and report you to Galbatorix …..Death will be your inescapable punishment."

"….I know, but like you, I too will work until Galbatorix dies, or die trying."

"I will tell Fäolin that you are safe…and that Asmodeus is a worthy ally but what about the two of you?"

"You can tell Fäolin about him, and about my safety, but do not tell him about the possible future of us. Fäolin never quite liked it when males frolic about with me. Must be because of how we grew up together, it made him a rather protective brother. I doubt Asmodeus's history will make my brother like him, let's keep it between the two of us for now."

A small chuckle escaped from her

"As long as you are happy with whom you choose, I'm sure he'll support you."

"Perhaps, but neither of us has really took a step towards anything other than friendship."

"Well…seeing that I have never danced in the dance of courtship I cannot offer you much advice."

"Courtship? I was not asking for advice in that.…I was just stating the obvious."

"Rina I've got to go, I look forward to the day after two weeks."

"I will speak with you then."

Two weeks quickly passed by, the snow only fell quicker, covering the dark city in a pure white. From the blue sparkle in the sky I knew that Asmodeus was back. I had not expected him to come back the day of the dance, as night approached we both changed clothing and rode to the Ashton Estate in the carriage. Asmodeus wore a dark blue coat lined with white fur with a matching dark suit underneath. I wore a white dress that fades into dark blue around the waist with gloves made from white fur that reaches all the way to my upper arms, keeping me warm.

Upon arrival Asmodeus helped me from the carriage and placed his right arm around my waist. I raised an eyebrow at his action and felt his mind brush mine before I opened up.

"The situation demands it"

It was a simple sentence; we located our seats in the main around table. Although it was snowing lightly the dinner was held in the center of the estate where it was out in the open. There were wooden means supporting iron pots filled with food that was burning with fire, warming up the area. Greetings were soon cut short as Lord Ashton told all to take and seat so he may begin the introduction, which announced his son, Garret as the second in command. As the meal finished Asmodeus invited me to dance, I gladly complied. He was a graceful dancer, as graceful on the dance floor with me as he was graceful with his sword in the training grounds. His face was lighted by the firelight as he smiled gently down upon me; I have not been so close to him since….many months ago. I had forgotten the affect his closeness had on me, the quickening of my heart, the quicker breathes…and the rushing of the blood in my body.

"Renée, I have to go give a quick greeting to Lady Elaine, she has helped me greatly in my new trade business, it would only be polite."

I gave a quick nod and he quickly headed off into a direct, leaving me to catch my breath from the quick rhythm of the dance, and from him. I did not know if I imagined it or if his eyes had turned purple for a little bit. I wondered why he did not bring me with him as he did when he greeted everyone else before, I started to make my way in the direction he went in, did he feel the need to distance himself from me? I noticed that the party had ended and there were only a few more couples left that was making their way towards the exit, I spotted Asmodeus speaking a Lady near the exit.

"My Lady, I have never seen you before. Who are you?" A rather high pitched male voice called out to me. Turning around I faced the very man Asmodeus had told me to avoid, it was as Asmodeus had said, Garret did not restrain his eyes from roaming, but at least he was restraining his hands for now. I could see his cheeks were flushed from his intake of wine, and his was body rather pudgy, showing his indulgence in food and lack of exercise. These were the common traits of rich nobles; and thankfully not a trait that Asmodeus have.

"My Lord, I'm Renée" I gave him a curtsy despite my already dislike of his behavior.

"My, you are a pretty little thing; coming here dressed like that you wanted to lure me didn't you? Who did you come with?" He was already taking a few steps too close, the chill of the cold winter air reached me without Asmodeus's warmth by my side.

"She's with me." Asmodeus's much deeper voice reached my ears and I felt his fur cloak cover my shoulders, and as he put it more firmly around me, cover my body more too. As if to emphasize what he had said he placed his right arm around my waist again.

"The Lady did not acknowledge you, and you have no proof Asmodeus, stop laying your claim on what's not yours."

"She is mine" At that I felt my body turned and pressed against his before his left came up to caress my neck as he leaned down and our lips met for the first time. Excitement coursed throughout me and my right hand which had found its way to his chest could feel how fast his heart was pounding because of me. The kiss was quickly over.

"I apologize"

"She may be yours for now, wait till I tell her of you Asmodeus, and then you can let her make the decision to be yours, or to be mine's."

"Let's leave"-He started walking me towards the exit

"Why are you in a hurry? Are you afraid that she'll leave you like your own mother did after she knows the truth about you? The truth that you're a demon that needs to kill? So much of a demon that your mother left you without anything, not even a letter when you were but what, 12? Are you afraid that she'll leave a demon like you? You think no one knows what you did? That you're a murder? They know Asmodeus, they know, they know the children that you killed when you were but a child yourself. You're a murder, taking lives to live your own; just how selfish are you, you monster, you demon! That's the reason why your mother left you; she did not want a demon and a murder to her son. Your mother's a whore too- "

"STOP!"- His voice was that of a low growl, filled with hatred. A red aura coated him and his eyes that were both blue tonight changed to a dark menacing red.

"Why? You're a bastard, that's only expected from having a mother as a whore."

"I SAID STOP!" his jaw was clenched and I could feel his body vibrate with anger. He starting gathering energy at his palm, and made his way towards Garret.

"Say what you said again and I will make sure that you will never be able to walk again Garret, ever! But for now, I think breaking your legs and arms will teach you a decent lesson for offending me." In the corner of my eyes I saw the servants rushing into the castle, no doubt to get Lord Ashton, I had to stop Asmodeus, now. I knew from before that I could not over power him with raw strength and using magic of any form would give my identity away. There was only one way that I knew of.

Dashing forward between the two men, placing my hands at the side of his face I looked up into Asmodeus's rage filled eyes before I closed mine and kissed him. In his moment of surprised I sneak under his barrier to his mind.

"I am here Asmodeus, I won't leave you, believe me."-I spoke it in the ancient language, surprising myself. Unexpectedly he held me in his arms, deepening our kiss; it was a foreign, but welcomed experience. His tongue was hot in my mouth as it took mine, I tensed for a moment and he drew back. When I opened my eyes and looked into his, it was no longer the menacing red, it was a seductive purple before he looked at Garret.

"You're lucky tonight" With that we exited the Ashton's estate.

Inside the carriage my heart was still beating quickly, and I remembered my conversation with Arya "friends unless something changes" is this the change?

"Rina, I know what you did….what you did was probably for the situation but, do you think, maybe one day, we could be more than just friends? If you feel anything for me at all beyond friendship, say yes" –I did not know what to reply, it was too soon, or was it too soon?

"I know I may seem devoid of emotions but I am not. I'm capable of feeling more than rage and lust. I know you're not pleased with my visits, but I can change. If you're willing, I can change, and you don't have to say anything back right now but…give me a reply soon."- He did not look me in the eyes as he said that, I cannot help but wonder if he was guilty or ashamed of his ways. What I wanted to tell him was that I knew, I knew he was capable of love, of much more than what he display for the world to see.

We soon arrived at the Asmodeus's estate, his eyes seemed to be searching mine for an answer as he helped me off the carriage, but I have yet to truly decide. He did not say anything but did bid me goodnight before he headed off to Saphira's chamber. I could still feel his lingering warmth from his coat even after so long, perhaps it was my imagination or he could've instilled magic to make the coat warmer than it usually would be. After changing I laid in bed wondering how long he meant when he said soon, Arya's request also came to mind. Tossing and turning about, what did I feel for him? Was it enough to enter courtship? The heat of our kiss still lingered on my body, the areas where his arms and hands touched burned with excitement.

"Asmodeus" –I whispered his name into the silent night, I remembered about what Garret had said, his mother. For a mother to leave her child at such a young age, it was cruel. I could only image how Asmodeus grew up under Galbatorix. In the elven culture, children were cherished as there were hardly any. Asmodeus….. strong, yet fragile, courageous yet filled with insecurities. Perhaps it was the way he protected all that he held close that I have more than just feelings of friendship towards him. There was also the aphrodisiac effect of his hands that he told me about. It's almost been a year sense then, surely any effect would have worn off by now. Anything I feel now towards him would only be from me, not the effects of his bare hand. I smiled slightly, wondering if I had made him anxious, and nervous through my silence, for I knew the answer to his question already, I knew the moment he asked; I was just hesitant to reply. What does that mean for the future of us? Would I be his mistress in name, lover in secret?

Thank you so much my reviewers =) you guys always give me balloons of happiness (yes it makes me that high XD), telling me my story is interesting and has potential really brightens my day up cause this is actually my first ever Fanfiction . I actually released the first chapter in a bit of a high , not quite having the whole story mapped out but the general idea, yes, that was mapped out (don't worry I do know where I'm heading, I just need to add in the how and whats)

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