Silver Gun.

This part two of silver dagger YOU MUST READ PART 1 CALLED SILVER DAGGER

I don't own K

Warning: Self harm suicide.

That's it, the final straw. Frist I lost the trader, then my king. I have no one left now, no one to live for. The clan in braking up, with no king left why be a clan? I sigh as I enter my empty apartment.

Alone.

That's what I am now, alone. But… that's ok, for I'm going to be with my king soon. I know he will be mad, but he was the only one I had left.

Pain.

That's all I feel, all I have felt for a long time now. Pain that will never go away, and no matter what I do, it keeps growing and growing. It stated when I was young, Sa-The trader saw it, and was there for me. The pain went away a little, but then… he left… the pain grew and grew. It feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest, I can't breathe, I can't sleep, all that is there is the pain.

The Gun.

Just like my lovely dagger, I have no clue where it came from. I was never a fan of guns; bats are more my style, but it was here. In the kitchen. I found it and tonight, it's going to set me free. I open up the barrel, there's one bullet. Just one. This one silver bullet, with this one sliver gun will set me free tonight. I can't help but smile; I mean death is a beautiful thing, right? No more pain, no more tears, just death.

I set the gun and sit on the floor in the living room. This isn't the place I wanted to die at, but it will do, with HIS dagger by my side I put the gun to my head, if five seconds I'll be dead.

5...

Memories come back to me, Saru… Him and me, at the arcade, playing games, on the roof on the school, snuggling with him on cold nights, swimming with him on hot days. Just him and me. I was never happier.

4...

The day we joined HOMRA, it was a boring hot day after school. I remember thinking, even though life is a little boring right now, with Saruhiko by my side, nothing could go wrong. We joined, and we were still together, that made me happy, but as time passed… I didn't see him leave my side, we drifted apart…

3...

The pain of the day he left and became a trader, my heart brook, I lost the one thing that kept me alive for so many years. I say to him I was going to kill him, he must have known I could never do that, no never, not to him. He was my life… I… I loved him…

2...

My king dies, and I'm the only one who cry's. Why? Why was I the only one? Should that have not been a sing, that the Vanguard of HOMRA was broken? Why didn't they see that by the end of the night, two members where going to be dead. Why?

1...

BANG.

….. Ok, I did have an alternant ending… but this one is better… sadder… now I want all of you too lookup cute fluffy kittens so you're not as sad :)

Was that the sound of the gun? Or did Saruhiko Just kick down the door? DUN DUN DUUUNNNNN