A/N:So here I a depressing future story.

I want to dedicate this to EmotionalBubbles13 for always being there :) I'll miss you!

This is rated T for cutting,mentions of suicide,and depression.

Please review and tell me what you guys think :)

~Eccedentesiast~

'Why is Mabel Pines such a weird girl?'

The question lingered in my head.I tap my fingers against the table, hearing my friends's laughter.

'Pretend Mabel,Pretend.'

To push the question away,I concentrate on their laughter.

They joke on random stuff.I pretend to laugh, but deep inside I feel shattered.I don't know why though.

'Why are you so cheerful,Mabel?'

'Why do you smile when you feel shattered?'

I turn around when our gaze meets.

I quickly look back to my tray.I play with my food and look around the cafeteria,full of laughter and talking.

I know he's watching,thinking the same thing:

'Why is Mabel Pines such a weird girl?'

I bite my lip.

Dipper's going to find or later.

I take one quick look at Dipper,who's eyes are fixed on me.I tug on my sleeves.

'But not today.'

My friends' random burst of laughter snaps me out of my thoughts.

"What?"I ask.

They laugh even more.

My face turns bright red.

They start quoting all the words I said in class.

It was more of a joke,but the teachers always scream at me for every single little thing.

I try to laugh,but I end up feeling even more shattered.

Laughing and smiling kill me.

I see one of my friends, Nicole, whispering something to another girl.

They both laugh and stare at me.

I feel a sharp pain in my chest.

I know they're not real friends now.

I get up and leave,not caring anymore.

And I hear them whisper about how Mabel Pines is so weird.

But before I actually make it out,I feel him grip my arm tightly.

"Mabel."

He looks at my wrist.I quietly gasp and pull down my sleeve,trying to cover my wrist.

But I know he saw several scars.

"Mabel, do you cu-"

I free myself from his grip and give him a glare.

Dipper stares at me.

But he doesn't know the whole truth.

I walk away,and once I'm out of sight,I run.

I make it outside and sit under the shade of a tree.

The heat is unbearable and I just want to take my sweater off,but I can't.I can't reveal all of my scars.

Then I start thinking,'Why is Mabel Pines such a weird girl? '

And the answers become with each reason,comes a memory.

Mabel Pines is such a weird girl because she smiles a lot, but deep inside she feels shattered.

'My only escape.I manage a smile while hearing everyone laughing at me.'

Mabel Pines is such a weird girl because she always believed a simple rope could end your problems,but never had the heart to do so.

'Maybe a rope could end it.I grab it in my hands sighing. But I can never bring myself to do so. '

Mabel Pines is such a weird girl because she cuts herself to take away her pain.

'I silently scream,wondering if there is another escape.'

Mabel Pines is such a weird girl because she is a-But I can't say the word.

"MABEL!"I look up and see Dipper.

"We need to talk."

I don't respond.I get up and walk away.

The pain is too much now.

"Don't leave.."I hear him whisper.

Tears stream down my face,as I wonder why I have to deal with this.

And then I get myself to admit it.

Under my breath,I simply whisper:

"Why is Mabel Pines such a weird girl? Because she is an Eccedentesiast."

"The ONLY one in town."

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An Eccedentesiast is a person who masks their pain behind a smile.

Should I make a story out of this?

Also yeah,I don't state why Mabel is so depressed.I will IF you guys want me to.

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-GravityVanel14