I'm back! Hi bb's its hella hot around here lately so yeah I figured I'd write. Sorry I'm making so much jealous Karma but she's clearly the jealous type. Dude I was so mad at Karma all last episode like really bro that's what you're going with? Anyways enjoy love muffins!

You Call That a Good Time?

"Jasmine right, she's a friend," I tried going with the safe route. That always works. Honesty is the best policy after all.

"Friends don't send friends kissy faces Ames." What is she talking about? We used to do that all the time hello emoji abuse!

"Lesbians do," what the fuck kind of response was that? Why was she getting mad she had her 'sexy affair with Liam Booker' but I couldn't even think about taking to another girl? I walked out of the bathroom and tried to take my phone away from her before she overreacted about everything but she backed up.

"Friend right, that's why there's a heart or a kissy face every other sentence." She started typing and I tried again to get my phone.

"Karma give me my phone," I huffed and she handed it over with a sly smile on her face.

"Here you go baby," I looked down at my phone to read what they had both said.

Jasmine: No I get what you mean that's why I'm here to pick up any pieces if they happen to break :* .

Karma: Hey listen here Jasmine or whatever leave my girlfriend the hell alone! She's mine and will never be yours so see your next Tuesday out of here. Kay thanks bye :* .

"KARMA! What the hell? She's my freaking friend you know because I have some of those that aren't you." I quickly typed an apology to Jasmine and looked at Karma waiting for her to explain.

"I-you-she-I'm sorry okay. I just thought maybe something happened between the two of you. Did something?" She looked so hopeful that nothing had so I lied.

"No nothing happened between us at all. We met through Shane and started talking all simply platonic. Gay scouts honor." I smiled and she smiled back brightly.

"Good because you're all mine," She kissed me quickly. "I'm going to call my mom and see if I can sleep over your house okay babe?" I nodded and looked down at the message I had just received.

Jasmine: Don't sweat it, so you're girlfriend (I see it all worked out) is a little bat shit crazy. Are you sure that you still really want it? I mean sometimes the chase is better than the result you get, just saying babes.

She was right did I want an overly jealous Karma going over my every move? I do I love her this is what I want, right?

Me: I guess I mean at least her being jealous is better than things getting awkward because of my feelings. And here's to hoping the results are better? Are we still getting coffee tomorrow night?

"She said yes your mom's all cool with me staying the night right?" I nodded she said she could come over when I stormed in late with Shane.

"Yeah totally I'm like super tired can we just sleep?" She nodded and laid down on my bed waiting for me to come and cuddle which I did. Pretty soon we were about to fall asleep and she started talking.

"I love you Amy," she whispered. I knew she meant she loved me for real but I pretended to be asleep. Why I have no idea but I just didn't feel right saying it back after everything Liam.

"Hey are you almost here? Your coffee is getting hot again." I glanced at the melting ice in her cup.

"Yeah, I'm like down the street I can see you." I turned around and saw her waving at me with a huge grin on her face. "Hey sorry I'm late I was having issues deciding which lipstick I wanted to wear." I glanced at her lips quickly to see she had chosen some shade of red.

"Ah well you chose a nice color, it suits you and makes your lips really pop." She grinned so I tried smiling back sweetly.

"That's exactly what I was going for," She reached over the table for her coffee and I pushed it the rest of the way to her.

"So, how's your dating life going?" I asked adding another packet of sugar to hers like I had forgotten to earlier.

"I'm sitting here with you," she shrugged, "so I guess we could say it's going well." Why was she flirting? Flirting equals bad Karma equals good, that's how it's supposed to be.

"That sounds promising," NO flirting back does not fit in the Amy + Karma=Happy couple equation. Amy + Karma = good, Amy + Jasmine + Karma = Difficult. Get this through your god damn head Amy, get it together.

"It should so tell me how…" I looked at her again then at my phone where my background was a stupid picture Karma and I had taken forever ago. It was different, Karma and I and Jasmine and I. It's like Jasmine is unattainable. You want to grab her but she's on a pedestal. So unreachable but so close, Karma and I are different. We're real we can see through each other and we really do love each other. So why was I looking at Jasmine for solace? She leaned across the table and grabbed my hand. It wasn't a bad thing, it felt nice but not familiar. She just wasn't familiar but what she did next was.

Next thing I knew she was leaning across the table pressing our lips together in a way I had done just a short two weeks prior.

Don't hate me for this and don't hate me for Amy being confused. I think that anyone put in the situation I'm pushing her in would be.