bleach yaoi don't read if u don't like yaoi

complex histories

this fic is only my second , the first i wrote under a different account ( the account's name was the unsure author and i made a new account because i got a new email and forgot password for the old fan fiction account , and the name of the account no longer suits me as well as it then cause then i was so lost in my own sexuality i had no clue what i was … therefore : the unsure author , but now i know who and what i am so my new account's name is Gay4Yaoi cause … well i think u get the point)

my first fic was about naruto and garra ( it had sakura and sasuke as a pairing too ) and i never finished it cause my vacation finished and i had less time where the only thing i could do was type on my old phone … and the story was gonna get a little convoluted to continue

this is a yaoi fic of bleach with pairings of ichi/ishi and ishin/ryuken m rated , i will try to keep all characters true to their personality except some may be a little more flamboyant and many will be gay , and au but many things will remain the same

uugh , i am not tite kubo , he is awesome and my favorite mangaka and he owns bleach and the characters in this fic

Chapter 1

"so dad , when is ur friend and his kid getting here ?" ichigo asked almost teasing his father who was uncharacteristically stressed out over the return of his oldest friend ryuken ishida to karakura town

" i told you ichigo i need everything perfect , other than masaki ryuken is the only person on earth i have ever loved and this is the first time i will have the chance to see him since masaki's death , this is really important to me ichigo , its my only chance to woo him … I've been rather lonely since ur mother died and ryuken just has the perfect supple-'" he began to trail off reminiscing over his long lost love's body

but he was interrupted by ichigo " wow dad , STOP ! too much information! " ichigo screamed "i already don't like girls do u wanna force me to be asexual by ruining men for me ?! I'm sorry but i don't wanna know about your personal version of 50 shades of grey "

"wow ichigo calm the hell down , its not a big deal i was just gonna say he had a nice ass " shin said almost offended

" ok whatever , just yell for me when they arrive . i will be in my room till they get here " ichigo said as he went upstairs to his room

ichigo pov

i walked up to my room fearful that if i stayed near my father he would tell me far more than i ever wanted to know . once i was in my room i looked around , it was rather neat because i had cleaned in preparation for our guests , i went into my closet to look for something to make me look good , dad told me ryuken had a son he was going to bring with him , and i want to make the best impression , i don't know why tho , it just feels like this person uryu will have a drastic impact on my life , i dunno maybe it is all in my head. I choose to wear a tank top with the phrase "Gay is not ok , it's fabulous " that shows my shoulders off , i like this shirt because it tells something about me … not just something , that i am gay and proud . i parred the tank top with some black skinny jeans that make my ass look better than anything else i own . i like this outfit because it makes me feel sexy and proud which doesn't happen often , but today i feel good and a little excited.

uryu pov

What to wear ? i need something comfortable - "OOOOH PERFECT" i squealed seeing my " gay is not ok its fabulous " this is the perfect shirt it is a size too big which makes me look like the perfect uke , 1 problem :( my dad ryuken fuckin hates it , but fuck that asshole. ( no pun intended) the shirt needed to be comfortable because i am going on a 2 hour car ride with my father to go see one of his old friends , which is weird because the whole time I've been alive the only friends my father ever had were just my mothers friends , and after she died my father stopped talking to anyone other than the staff at his hospital and that was just to order them around , never to make a friend.

as soon as i exited my room i heard my father went off" are you fucking kidding me uryu? must you embarrass me in front of my friend with that abomination of a shirt ?!"

"ial have you know its a shirt of pride , it makes me look good , and i love it . so shut up you bitter ignorant old bastard " i snapped back at him . witch promptly resulted in me getting hit hard in the stomach…

" ya wanna talk back again ya little shit ? " ryuken threatened and in response i mumbled a no under my breath . after he hit me we got in the car and after about an hour and a half i asked "so dad , how long have you known this Ishin guy for anyways , and if he was such a good friend why haven't we ever met him ? its not like you have any other friends that take up all your free time , all you do is run the hospital back home ' " i asked attempting to gather any info on the only friend of my father.

" i have known him since grade school , 1st grade i think … but ugh … about 18 years ago after senior year of high school about a year before you were born ishin and i had somewhat of a falling out …. " ryuken's voice grew weaker as he trailed off into what was clearly a painful memory " he has been trying to get back in contact with me since you were around 6 and i just started to respond last week and he demanded we come to karakura town for a week and meet both him and his children , he said he has 2girls that are younger than you and a boy about your age , we should be staying with them but i also booked a hotel room for the week just incase their home is too crowded for all of us"

" oh… do you wanna talk about what happened , i mean it sounds like whatever happened really left you hurt and bitter … talking about your feelings can really help with old emotional problems " i asked immediately realizing my mistake of asking my cold father to elaborate on his past and personal feelings

"NO , only fucking faggots like you need to talk about their goddamn feelings ! IM NOT A FUCKIN FAG LIKE YOU " my dad snapped powder and more violently than ever before , it was uncharacteristic for him to get so angry about anything, he is always anti lgbt in general but this was a new level of ignorant bigotry ….. it hurt more than usual too … I can normally take whatever he has to dish out but this just was so much worse than normal

"ok" i practically whispered , barely more than just mouthing the word … i felt like a wounded animal forced to submit to its cruel master . i couldn't take the science so i grabbed my phone and earbuds , i pulled up pandora and the first song that came up was perfect by simple plan . Fuck me ! FUKIN GREAT . I thought to myself as i started fuckin crying … i turned to the passenger side window of the car and prayed to god that HE wouldn't notice i was crying , if he found out i would never hear the end of it. i can hear it now " You little fucking pussy bitch ur crying because of what i said , i raised you to be a man not a fucking faggot ass pussy that cries at the drop of a hat "

i adjusted my glasses and whipped away the tears . and returned to starring in the direction of the passenger side window leaning my forehead against my hand , however i wasn't focused on anything outside the window , i just stared at my arm , and all the scars left on it from the past years , some were almost completely faded handsome were still a bright red or scabbed over. i began to focus intently on how i wish i had privacy and a knife right now. in an attempt to remove my focus from my arm and cutting i asked my father " W-when are we gonna get to karakura ?" stammering

"we are in karakura now , see the hospital down the street ? that is isshin's house/hospital . he said that his younger firs are still in school but the older boy , the one thats your age he is supposed to be home . when we get in there you will go to his room and leave ishin and i to talk … YOU WILL NOT BOTHER US " ryuken ordered " And keep your dick in your fuckin pants , not everyone is a fag like you , and I'm sure isshin's son ichigo doesn't need you hitting on him. "

"yeah yeah fine , whatever i won't hit on him and i will leave you alone " i was ecstatic to get the fuck away from him finally , the car ride had been hell

end of chapter 1 , the tank top that uryu and ichigo wear in the story is from a shirt that " for human peoples " sells , i really like the shirt and assume any gay guy/girl with enough pride and bravery to wear it would like the idea of the shirt too

next chapter should be up before anyone reads this

oh and the whole homophobic ryuken thing will be explained in time