I'm back! hope you all enjoy this, it was really fun to write.

Snip it of last chapter: "That I am always thinking about you." He moved closer to me, "That I think you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met." He looked me straight in the eyes, "That even though you are like a sister to me, I think I'm in love with you." He was so close to me, He was almost leaning over me and I couldn't help but smell the cologne he was wearing. His words melted into me and made me want to jump up and kiss him. I wanted to feel him. I wanted to be with him. But he was right.

"You are like my brother, Jace." I looked at him, into his eyes. "I have known you for so long, I know almost everything about you, and you know almost everything about me. But I love you. I have loved you for so long. I don't remember what happened the other night, but I now that I have felt like this for a lot longer than two days. You are perfect. I want to know what it's like to be with you. I want…" I found myself lost for words, and I found myself leaning close to him. Our body's touching, our faces so close to each other's.

"What do you want, Clary?" his voice was light. I got chills and answered.

"Jace. I want you"

I could feel her get tense and I noticed her leaning into me, I wanted so bad to kiss her, but I didn't. I wanted to make sure I knew what she wanted. "What do you want, Clary?" I tried to keep my voice even, but I don't know how well I did.

"Jace. I want you" she was so beautiful. I couldn't hold back anymore. I reached my hand to her waist and pulled her body close to me, I was leaning over her and kissing her like never before. Her hands met my neck and I found that she was kissing me back.

The kiss was heavy, I could feel her stomach and chest rise and fall with each of her breaths, fast and deep. She was so sexy. I repositioned so she was lying back on the couch and I was straddling over her. She rose up to kiss me and I leaned down to kiss her. I could feel something twitch in my pants and a groan escaped my throat, with that she moaned and I could feel it again. Taking my chances I reached my hand down and rested under her thigh. I was surprised when she lifter her leg up, making her dress ride up and collect above her panties, and rested it on my hip. I gulped and pulled away from her sitting back and pulling her dress down.

"Why did you stop?" Clary looked so perfect, too perfect. I would take her right here and now if I was a dick, but deep down I am a nice person. I reach my hand to her cheek and smile.

"Not here love, I want to make this special for you. You can wear clothes you are comfortable with, I'll buy you flowers, and we wont be around Alec and Izzy." She smiled at me and turned into my hand and kissed it.

"You do have a soul," she smiled, "I don't want you to stop though." She leaned in and kissed my cheek. "Please, don't stop."

"Clary, you will hate me forever if I do what I want here," I pulled her into a hug and we lay back on the couch. "I'm going to make you so happy, Clary."

She smiled and leaned into me, we watched the fireworks coming from a baseball game until Alec and Izzy came downstairs.

"Ok loves, shall we be going?"

Clary was asleep so I picked her up and walked her all the way to the car, then inside and set her down on her bed. I've seen her naked before so I took her dress and shoes off and helped her into a large T-shirt. I pulled the covers over her and kissed her forehead. Goodnight Clary. I left her and walked to my room.

My room was dark, but the city lights lit it up perfectly, I walked over to my bookshelf and grabbed a book, opened it, and pulled out my journal, I grabbed a pen and sat down on my bed. I opened it and found an empty page.

May 18 2012

Today I finally kissed Clary. It was better than anything I have ever dreamed of, I can't describe how perfect she made me feel. I didn't want to stop… I wanted to keep going, like I do in my dreams. I wanted to take her as mine right there. Her black lace panties were so perfect. Her boots and that sexy dress. I love her normal clothes but damn Isabel can dress her up well. Its been so long that I have been longing for her lips. Hungry for her touch and needy for her words. I am going to make her mine. I swear on the angel I will make her mine. Her hair and those eyes. I want her too. I need her.

I set the journal back into the book and place it on the shelf again. Then slip my shirt and pants off leaving my boxers. I get into bed and dream about her.

I will make her mine.

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