Anyways, this is a MATURE chapter as you can tell from that 'ranking', and it has escalated to that point now. It may change in the future, who knows. I'll be sure to rank accordingly regardless. In my definition, an M is mostly adult territory. Where Adults have more experience than the average teenager of understanding. And I will honestly say that I have no idea of the age group that actually read COLLARBONE. But this chapter covers adult themes. And I'm not referring to sex. There is a term that I used here—that can be considered bad—but I want to clarify what it means in my fiction and how I'm using it. Before I find myself in a controversial situation. I'm sort of clearing the air out of any future misunderstanding. I used the term 'Violated'. First off, I'm not trying to alter its definition, and I'm not praising any violators out there or supporting rape for that matter. I'm not that kind of person. However I can be that type of writer that can write a very sexual scene that is borderline rape with both parties consenting to it that will annul any negativity towards it for the purpose of being fanservice to those that find that appealing. If you're not a fan of reading about being dominated and being taken advantage off, PLEASE DON'T READ THIS. I cannot stress that enough. Stop reading COLLARBONE, go home. Thank you for all your love and support up to this point, I'm sorry I couldn't deliver what you wanted. Now I could save myself a lot of trouble if I could replace that word with something else, but no. It's the perfect word for what I'm going for. Like it makes sense to use that word. The way Annie uses it and her current mind frame that leads to that term make sense to me. This is something that I'm trusting my adult readers to understand. Hopefully it will and I don't come off as some crazy psycho. Anyways as usual, I feed off your comments/reactions.

'The only way you're going to get me off by 'staring' is if you see me touch myself.'

That's what Annie said. It was only now sinking into Annie's skin. Deep enough to penetrate that it really makes her blush at the realization of it all as she shudders beneath Mikasa. She just realizes what she has said to her girlfriend. The statement that basically said what she is willing to do to make it possible. I honestly offer. She thinks softly feeling a sweat come down her forehead. Is she expecting it? She's honestly at edge knowing that turning back now is not an option and by all cost she will deliver even if it'll kill her from the embarrassment. Annie's Pride. At its finest.

—if you see me touch myself. It echoes in her head feeling it ring inside her ears at the alarming suggestion she made. Invasion of one's privacy. Annie knows this, but she isn't that fearless to begin with; she is shy and timid. Certainly out of character to offer. But—everything is having a new meaning. This means something to me. Especially exposing yourself like this to your girlfriend isn't something she was necessarily raised to do. (To expose yourself to anyone for that matter. I raised you better than that, Annie.) She didn't even bother herself answering back to that simple fact and she blames her recent suggestion on her urges for making such poor judgments—or perhaps I'm regarding about the degree of intimacy it'll provide, and also showing its limitations that I only wish to share with her and no one else, maybe—Annie cuts herself off feeling uncertain of her own urges and she didn't wish to think about it any longer. She isn't in the right mind frame to debate such petty things that were suddenly defining her own character.

—touch myself. It echoed. She makes a face this time as it flashes across her eyes not expecting such a violating thought into her head like that. There were many things forcing themselves into Annie, but not the one her body was aching for. Her chest is still racing, she's still breathing moderately fast feeling herself get warm all over gripping onto her bed sheets.

You would think that the simple act of touching oneself remains a private experience because 99% of the time, it is. That the moment you'd date someone, you'd wish for them to partake in that experience that it would cease to be private for intimacy purposes. There were no more boundaries at that point. But really, that's a decision you'd make. Between lovers. Not just your own. Even if Annie had devoted 4 seconds—4 seconds?! —out of her life to figure this all out she still wasn't anywhere near close to explain her actions—human nature perhaps? —if she had thought about it she would assume that it's taking a new significance in their relationship. She doesn't regret it by any means necessary, if anything she feels some excitement coiling inside, and a part of her now wish for Mikasa to ask her to do it. To take the plunge. A new sensation builds up inside that can't be describe—maybe it's her heated persona that is flaring up in flames in desperation for Mikasa to continue, or the insane urge she feels between her legs that made her said such things and licked her the way she did—but the effects were making her feel dirty. And Annie was welcoming it. How daddy would be proud.

Annie's time is up.

Mikasa's body becomes engulf with such incredible heat that Annie can even feel it radiate off her. Still on her elbows, she stares intensely at her and she sees Mikasa's body tremble gripping onto the bed sheets with such strength—focusing? —as she lowers her head still with her eyes firmly shut. Annie couldn't make sense of what she is going through that trying to decipher Mikasa was not going to happen. Maybe the same thing? It was a guess. That's all this was. But base on the aura Mikasa is giving she can sense that it's something big that her breathing starts picking up awaiting with anticipation whatever she may throw at her. She braces herself and takes a few deep breathes feeling her entire body aching. Mikasa! She screams in her head.

'Do something!' Annie's words were echoing in her head and just on cue, Mikasa's opens her eyes and glares at her, letting her that she heard her—loud and clear—Annie's entire being is frozen. She's taken back by the glow behind these brown orbs that burn a bright red with such fire inside them. She exhales parting her lips staring at them. It was perhaps the most beautiful display of eyes she has ever seen that it was overwhelming that she suddenly felt tiny. She is unmatched for them. Utterly defeated at her mercy, her expression softens, her muscles become less tense, her thighs were losing their grip around her waist; her complete and utter attention was in her eyes and she can't escape them even if she tries. With her heart rate being alarmingly high, her outer shell is frozen over. Her body eagerly wants to surrender at such magnificent display, and just as quickly as she's bewitch by them, her entire lower body gets hurled up into the air—effortlessly—by such strength making her fall backwards as Mikasa pulls her jeans off by all means necessary.

I'm sorry Annie. But I really want you. She admits in agony as she her heart beats furiously inside her chest. Mikasa makes that loud input to herself as she pulls her jeans upwards finally relieving herself of them once and for all having Annie fall back down to the mattress.

If there was ever a moment that Annie questioned or even doubted in the slightest of just how much Mikasa wanted her, watching her throw her jeans across the room with such force was that moment that annulled it. It was frightening to witness. And an explosion came from within as the realization of it made her really excited because of it. She is more than wanted. She is desired sexually by her girlfriend.

Annie looks down quickly fluster as can be and sees Mikasa grabbing on to her panties this time with both hands and pulls them off just as quickly disregarding if she was going to need any assistance for that. Because really, asking for assistance to remove something so simple was perhaps laughable. Annie quickly gasps out gripping on tight to the bed sheets this time pulling them down with her as her legs rise up once more and sees that permission isn't required. Fuck. Mikasa is going to do whatever she wants by any means necessary. Annie's lets go of the sheets and allows gravity to run its course again and watching them fall above her head and presses her lips together with a small glare feeling discomfort becoming fully aware that her lower bottom was hovering above the bed. Mikasa isn't letting her fall down again. She knows that from her expression that the Mikasa she knows is gone, this is someone new, someone that she has never met before. Someone that isn't going to be stopped.

Whatever disapproval Mikasa had about her clothes were loudly said as she tosses her underwear to the side like it was nothing. Not even her eyes bounce off her. Mikasa was greatly focus. Being completely nude hasn't hit Annie yet, but she can feel the effects of the cool air in her room have on her body as it renders her a shiver finding its focus on her hard nipples; she disregards it and pays it no heed. Everything is happening fast again to focus on anything once more. And all she can do right now is just stare at Mikasa and watch her every move.

She isn't going to stop. To what end? Annie honestly didn't know. But she is certain that moments ago she was ready to let her entire being go for her sake, now the idea was a bit frightening to her. She quickly dismisses the thought of Mikasa trying to harm her, declaring it 'a stupid motion' not being capable of seeing Mikasa as someone who would bring harm to her. Trust. This is trust. Annie really tries her best to not confuse the trust her father entrusted her with, to the one she must have for her girlfriend. I'm trusting my entire being to something I have never experienced. At the edge of everything, completely vulnerable for the taking. At your acceptance. At your command—Annie ponders deeply and trails off feeling her vision get blurry as her legs remain in the air—maybe it's the blood rushing to my head that makes me think such things.

'Do something!' Mikasa's thought shout at her and leans forward placing Annie's legs over her shoulder blades—because Heaven forbid there should be a gap, a horrific horrible gap between two heated bodies. It's enough to make anyone go more insane—Mikasa has never questioned Annie's flexibility, but is pleased it didn't provide her any challenge. Annie squints her eyes at this motion being more curious than ever at what Mikasa has in mind all fluster up displaying a nice blush. More than anything Mikasa is arouse to have confirmation of what her girlfriend's body can do.

The possibilities.

Mikasa ponders feeling excitement burning inside her. Annie can't help but tilt her head to the left as Mikasa lowers herself more pushing Annie's legs closer to her chest as Mikasa rests her hands on the bed placing them next to Annie's head towering above her. Mikasa was finally close enough to smell Annie's scent, the perfume she had earlier was still present. She could see vividly the color of her eyes. The frozen blush that was on her cheeks. Annie. Mikasa thinks softly to herself being quite fond of her eyes. Just as quickly as she thinks it, Annie's eyes shift breaking contact with her long enough to glance at Mikasa's left hand feeling the closeness of it.

"Look at me." Mikasa immediately command grabbing her face with her right hand forcing her attention to her and her only not letting Annie respond to it. Her voice was cold, possessive, clearly Annie has done something wrong and is being scolded for it. "Ahh—" It escapes Annie's lips as she stares back at Mikasa being completely taken back by the sudden change of pace with her heart racing. Feeling surprise herself, Mikasa's insides start igniting and starts rubbing Annie's lower lip with her thumb slowly not easing up on her hold. Her left hand grips onto the bed sheet as she slides her pointing finger inside Annie's mouth and whispers softly to her "you're mine."

Annie's eyes widen and strangely enough she nods. Agreement. Only moments ago Annie was doing the same to her, she isn't going to judge her on it. Because inside more than anything, I want to be hers. Only hers. She desperately thinks as her tongue strokes her finger tasting herself from the previous acts. Knowing full and well where that finger was earlier. The act that confirms that I am yours. Annie lowers her eyes feeling her insides fill up with shame, disgust, being completely aware that she has fallen off the pedestal that her father still held her in. (I'm still proud of you.)

Because you don't know these things. You don't know the real side of me. If only you knew. If only—Mikasa starts to ascend her finger out and is stopped as Annie bites it firmly wrapping her mouth around it giving it a gentle suck before releasing it panting some. Mikasa could feel the hot air inside Annie as she slides it out and grabs her by her wrists holding them down as she lowers herself enough to kiss her directly sliding her own tongue in caressing against hers. Mikasa tilts her head to the side getting a better reach deepening the kiss as Annie makes a mild fist knowing her efforts of trying to do more was in vain as her body squirms aching under Mikasa's strength. It isn't fair. I'm a nervous wreck. My heart willing to burst any moment, this is my intimacy with you. It's invasive. I feel violated. I'm exposed above all—Annie gasps for air as Mikasa departs from her mouth and starts biting the lower lip as Annie tries moving her wrists once more. Mikasa looks up and sits up relieving her hands and just as quickly as she does, she grabs Annie from the hips and turns her over. "Wait." Annie protests unsure of what Mikasa has in mind, but Mikasa won't let her. With force once more she quickly turns Annie around having her face the bed—anything but me—and crawls over quickly as she slides her hand in front of Annie's crotch grabbing it—claiming ownership—rubbing it roughly feeling her folds wet from prior events as she slides 2 fingers in.

"AH—" Annie moans out loudly but bites down the cry with her bed sheets trying her best to muffle it.

I'm sorry, Annie. But I really want you. Now. Mikasa lowers her eyes stating that fact once more very determine to make that possible. She licks her once more up to her ear and gives Annie another command with the same tone as before.

"I want you on your knees." Annie's eyes widen as Mikasa doesn't really give her any time to comply. Mikasa preps up on her knees biting her shoulder blade making Annie's temperature rise feeling her entire body heated trying her best to not lose control as she cries out in pleasure. "Spread." Mikasa ordered knowing that she could get a better fit than what she was getting. Fucking mine. Mikasa reminds herself as her heart starts racing please to feel a tight fit once more. Annie complies to her as she spreads her legs more giving her easier access as she pants out loudly underneath her unsure of what to do with herself.

Mikasa forces her fingers in deeper making Annie cry out against her will. "FUCK." There was no denying it. This is more pleasurable. Annie closes her eyes firmly and bites down on the bed sheets trying her best to not lose it as she grips on tight to them. Mikasa isn't going to stop. She knew better to follow her instincts. At your mercy. At your command. They start echoing in her head. With her fingers better in place Mikasa starts moving forward knowing the effect will be stronger and starts grinding against her making her move with her. Annie starts panting wildly as a few moans escape her trying her best to muffle it biting down on the sheets. Her ears were a bright red, she was losing her mind with each passing second. She would never assume Mikasa to be that bold as to go this far. She feels a sweat come down her forehead as she her body moves against the bed feeling Mikasa squeeze her clit. "AH—" Annie cries out as her body twitches and hits the bed hard gripping on tight again feeling her knees almost wobble.

Mikasa forces her fingers back in seeing that Annie is getting tighter and even wetter as her body starts twitching beneath her. Mikasa starts panting feeling herself warm up quickly remembering the sensation from before and smiles knowing that Annie was coming close again. Agonizing close. Then the unexpected happens. Annie starts doing something that catches Mikasa's eye. She's escaping? Annie wants to be put out of her misery. She's aching forward, gripping on to the covers trying to break free from her hold surely close to losing her mind knowing that something will happen if Mikasa carries on. This was proving too much for her to bare.

Her vision comes blurry as tears form in her eyes, Annie's head starts spinning, she feels like it's going to melt any second. She wasn't feeling this earlier when she was close, if anything it was building up gradually. Maybe its' because there is no blockage that it's more intense? Annie assumes quickly as she makes a grab for her pillow. For anything! Stop. Please stop. Annie shouts in her mind as she's panting hard unable to catch her breath as she leaves traces of her saliva on the bed. Mikasa doesn't let up and holds on to her and doesn't ease up on her movements determine to get her off this time. Something is coming! Annie has never felt this way before, but it starting to feel a bit familiar. Her eyes quickly widen up, the realization that she could urinate on Mikasa was alarming to her that she desperately needs her to stop. "Sto—" she tries to blurt out looking at her but Mikasa isn't listening to her. If anything, her movements become more aggressive as she twists her middle finger around before thrusting it deeper joining the other. Annie starts wailing burying her head into the bed as she tries to lift herself up some. FUCK. FUCK. She quickly looks behind her from underneath passing her own breast from view and sees a small trail of her own fluid down her thigh and sees Mikasa's fingers at work. Knowing that they are the cause of that trail.

Her face hits the bed once more and agonizing rubs her forehead against it trying to shake the imagery off before looking to the side at Mikasa being completely red. "No." She begins, this time a small whimper and swallows hard trying her best to communicate. With one final attempt she tries to grab Mikasa's hand with her right one in hopes of pulling it out but fails miserably as Mikasa simply brushes it off. Her knees give out, whatever strength she had before was now gone, her movements were all Mikasa's doing. As much as she really wants this, as much as how good this feels, as much as her body may be on fire, she doesn't want to pee on her girlfriend.

At the edge of everything—her thoughts begin. Completely vulnerable for the taking. She cries out again feeling utterly hopeless knowing full and well that she wasn't going to stop. To what end? Her thoughts screaming at her, repeating early events that have led to this moment. Reciting important passages that defined her situation.

"AH—!" She shuts her eyes tightly, feeling the sensation arriving at her doorstep any second now. She braces herself for it gripping on tight to the sheets squeezing around Mikasa's fingers feeling herself burn inside with immense fire. At your acceptance.

—At your command.

Her mind immediately goes blank. There is a loud ringing in her ears. The room instantly becomes silent. Her entire body tenses up in midair. Her knuckles tingle, her toes are curl up. Her muscles are clench. Her blood is throbbing through her veins pulsating across her body. Annie starts having this incredible sensation sweep over her body. As if the world's ocean ascended from below her and is now hovering above her spitting her out into a vacuum, feeling a moment of tranquility beyond anything she has ever experience. She absorbs this moment to the fullest. Completely transcend, feeling numb all over letting herself get suck into this abyss. And just as sudden as this moment came, the world's ocean came crashing down so abruptly that it forced her to open her eyes bringing her back to Mikasa.

Annie parts her lips and exhales silently feeling utterly drain.

Annie isn't aware that the loud ringing in her ears was her scream before blacking out, she isn't aware of how tighten she clamp up around Mikasa's fingers and has yet to release them which are now perfectly still inside her. She isn't aware of the shaken expression Mikasa now has because of the whole ordeal. She isn't aware of how she confuse the difference between coming and going like she thought she would. There are a lot of things that Annie isn't aware of during those 10 seconds of pure bliss. But she was grateful that Mikasa let her have it.

"Again?" Mikasa offers softly as she leans down giving Annie a kiss on her back. Annie blinks softly and stares at her in silence.

She quickly smiles.