A/N: Hey guys, so today I've been feeling kind of depressed so I decided to write a depressing fic. I don't suffer from depression though. Anyway here you go.

Disclaimer: I do not own Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.

"Please!" I hear the voice scream. I close my eyes and clench my teeth. The wind whips my bandana tails behind me.

"Please don't!" I hear the voice cry again, but this time the voice cracks and I hear several sobs come after. I squeeze my eyes tighter. I have to do this. I can't take it anymore. The pain is too much.

"Raph please! We need you!" I hear the voice I now recognize as Mikey's. Sweet, little Mikey. I open my eyes sadly and look down at my feet. My back is turned to him. All he can see is my back and me standing very close to the edge of the building.

I know if I do this I will hurt him like no one ever has but why does he want me to keep trying? Why can't I just leave the world that has caused me so much suffering?

I look over the edge of the building. The fall will kill me. Mikey and I both know that. I hear his sobs behind me.

"Stop it," I growl angrily. I hate myself. Mikey knows that. Mikey is the only person who doesn't hate me. After the accident, I put Leo in a coma for six months and permanently paralyzed Donnie. I never meant to hurt anyone but I did.

Now Donnie just sits and stares into the empty air and Leo has tried to get back to his normal routine but he is struggling. Mikey almost died. He did for a few seconds on the operating table before Master Splinter saved him.

I've ruined my family's life. It will never be the same. I can't live with what I've done. I look over the building again and then look over my shoulder at the crying Mikey.

"I'm sorry little brother," I whisper, sadly, "But I can't stay here." Mikey's blue eyes bear into mine and I look away. I can't take it. I don't want to hurt my family anymore. They may be pained by me leaving now but soon they will understand. Soon they will realize me not being there is better for everyone.

I was never worthy of their presences. I always questioned Leo's authority, I always taunted Donnie, and poor little Mikey, I always tormented the poor kid with my constant teasing.

"Raph no!" Mikey pleads one last time.

"I love you little bro," I whisper, "Tell the others I'm sorry." And with those final words I leap off the building. I feel the wind around me as I fall to my death. I hear Mikey's screams.

They'll understand one day, that this is for the best.

I feel an immense pain as my body impacts with the ground and as everything goes black, I feel the beating of my heart stop completely.

A/N: Well, I hope you liked this fic. I'm not sure how much sense it made but if you did please review and stuff like that. Thanks for reading.

Disclaimer: I do not own Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.