Don't worry I do plan to do them all because I know how annoying it is when someone doesn't finish these.

I sat in the grass outside my new home staring at the stars and trying to figure where my life went wrong. Dimitri and I were so happy and then suddenly we weren't. I can still remember the day like it was yesterday when in fact it was 2 years ago.

Flash Back

I walked through the front door of the apartment I shared with Dimitri after a long shift with Lissa I saw him sat on the sofa with his head in his hands.

"Hey Comrade what's up?" I asked him concerned. He looked up at me and sighed.

"I… I can't do this anymore Rose!" He told me. I felt a tear roll down my face, but angrily wiped the traitor tear away.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked calmly which is kind of weird because before all this I would have pulled a huge tantrum or shouted at him.

"We're over Rose, I can't do it I thought I could get over the guilt but I just can't!" He answered.

"You told me you had! You lied to me!" I shouted unable to control myself.

"This is for the best Roza" He told me.

"No" I shouted "Don't call me that I can't believe you after everything we've been through your just going to end it like that! I trusted you with my heart you're the first person I ever did that to and time after time you've broke and you're going to do it again!" I cried. I walked over to him and put my hands on each side of his face. "We can get through this together like everything else fight for us Dimitri don't give up on us" I sobbed and here it was every emotion coming out at once. He leant into my hands before grabbing my hands and pushing them away.

"I'm sorry Rose but that won't help only make it worse" He explained before getting up and walking out the apartment without another word.

I awoke from my day dreaming from someone shaking me. I quickly wiped the tears that had feel. I looked up to see Terry smiling down at me.

"Hey you okay?" He asked me.

"Yeah just remembering!" I told him.

"Dimitri?" He asked. I nodded. Terry had found me after I was out hunting strigoi and we were hunting the same strigoi. In the end we both worked together and finished him. He them brought me back to his house. Turns out he lives with a group of dhampirs who thinks we should go hunting for strigoi so that's how I ended up with then fighting strigoi. Also it turns out me being shadow kissed had some lasting effects on me. When I brought myself back I was able to control the 5 elements, but when I first used my powers it was like the bond was ripped back open but this time a two way bond I quickly blocked it before Lissa realized and luckily she was asleep. In all the two years I've been gone she's never figured out but that's mainly because the only times I accidentally let the block slip she's always been asleep or really stressed and think she's imagining it. The reason Terry and me got along so well is because he's shadow kissed as well and we understand each other

"Well we're going on a mission soon and I know they always make you feel better!" He smiled. I laughed a punched me in the arm.

"I'll be there in a minute I'm just going to go for a walk." I told him.

"Would a beautiful lady like yourself like company?" He asked. I nodded and set of.

"So I checked in on Bonnie earlier!" He told me. Bonnie was his bond mate they were going out for their whole childhood and then he died and she brought his back to life. Then he figured out she'd been having an affair and they split up and much like me he ran away from his life and someone from the mansion found him. "Looks like she's moved on again!" He told me. I was about the answer when I was jumped from behind and knocked out.