Hello guys!

Yes, this is going to be one of those cheesy author's notes about me being infinitely stupid and sorry, but I'm going to post it anyway because I just have to. I haven't been on this page for ages. I haven't read anything, looked at anything and certainly haven't written anything for my story, though I've thought about it a lot. A lot of things happened and I'm really, truly, honestly very busy, but that are no excuses. The biggest problem is my lack of resolve and I absolutely hate it. I despise the thought of leaving this story for what it is and turning my back on it just like that. So, for whatever it's worth, I am going to come back. I am going to reread my own fic (sadly, I have forgotten the awesome plot I'd thought off all that time ago. Probably because I was too lazy to write it down. Where has my determination gone?) and outline a new plot and I am going to continue. It doesn't matter if it sucks or if it still takes a while or even if I dislike doing it. I have two options: continue or scrap it and I don't want to scrap it and give up again.

I still get mails about people who favorited my story and even a few reviews and it just breaks my heart. So, now, today, sick at home, when I really, really should be studying for the five tests and exam I have this week, I couldn't help but open up this account after all this time. And, as you did before, all your comments and the story itself warmed my heart as it did before and I remembered how much I loved being in this community and writing together. I still do. So I am going to come back. It may take a while for me to get back on track, but we'll get there. At least, I hope it is a we. I sincerely hope that some of the readers I love and appreciate very much still stuck with this story and are still waiting for it, though I can't imagine. Even so, I'll continue.

This is becoming a very long note full of nonsense and I really, really have to study, but I hope it reaches you guys (or who's left). I'm not going to apologize (though I really want to) because I feel like it wouldn't sound sincere at all and I don't have an excuse so it would just feel wrong. So, in order to not waste any more of the time you have hopefully given me, I am going to end it here. Not going to reread it, so sorry for any mistakes (English is still not my native language) and for this very stupid message, but I hope it reaches you and hopefully I will see you guys in the near future.

So, since I'm basically going to start all over again, if anyone still wants to say something or has any ideas (Ha, I feel so stupid right now), feel free to review or PM me! I would really appreciate it. (whether it's for plot ideas or to scold me, I don't care, everything's okay).

If you're still reading this: thank you so so much for sticking with me and if you've stopped waiting a long time ago, I understand and still thanks so much for the support and happiness you gave me.

Hopefully till soon!

Lots of love,

Kaire-chan.