Consequences

AN: Hey, I wrote this at 10 o'clock at night and when I was woke up I was just like 'what the hell was going on in my head last night?' So sorry if it's kind of incoherent and extremely depressing. Anyways…Enjoy! Please R&R.

Note: Harry is a girl in this fic and previously killed herself for reasons unknown…

-MW

Dear Severus,

Harry was pregnant when she killed herself died. She didn't even know. Madam Pomfrey only just found out while examining her…body. She was only two months along with a beautiful baby boy. I'm sorry I have to leave, but I have to find out if there's a place beyond death where I can live with Harry and meet my unborn son. Don't blame yourself. You couldn't have stopped me if you wanted to. This letter was spelled to only appear to you once my heart stops beating. Anyways, it won't make much of a difference as my heart has been dead as long as she has. I haven't felt anything since she died. It's like there's a big hole in my heart that's sucking out all my emotions except pain and sorrow; deep, heart wrenching sorrow. I'm cracked, broken, and dead in all but the literal sense. How is it even possible to be so empty, yet feel so much pain? Her death broke me, Severus. And then to learn that we had a son we didn't even get to meet? That was the final straw, the thing that finally shattered me. I tried to be strong. I really did. But I am weak and I'm giving up this half-life for the slim chance to see them again. I'm sorry. But can you really blame me?

P.S. Maybe you know someone who'll have more use for this than me.

Non ti scordar di me.*

-Blaise Sorcelleri Zabini

X Blaise Sorcelleri Zabini

To say Severus Snape was shocked would be an understatement. He knew the boy was bad off, but he thought it was because his mother was being pressured into joining the Death Eaters. He had no idea the Potter girl and Blaise, his favorite student, were lovers. He picked up the envelope the letter had arrived in. He checked for traces of residue magic on it and wasn't surprised to find the boy's claim of spelling the letter to be true. The boy was in Slytherin for a reason after all. It seemed heavier than before. His hand was shaking a little from having to confront the fact that he let Lily's daughter die under his watch again when he'd so recently repressed the memory. He tipped the envelope into his hand and two things fell out into his palm, and as they fell out of the envelope he felt a heavy weight rest on his shoulders. The first item was a folded up picture. Unfolding it, he saw a picture of Harry and Blaise standing under the tree down by the lake with B+H carved into the trunk. They were both laughing in the picture as Blaise tickled Harry until he grabbed his sides and silently begged for mercy from inside the silent photograph. Snape felt a tug at his icy heart as he remembered Lily laughing that exact same way with those exact same eyes as he told her jokes. He smiled sadly at two lost loves from different times as he placed the photo on his desk…They looked so happy. He returned his gaze to the second item and Snape felt the smile disappear as quickly as it had come, tears pricking at his normally stony eyes. For sitting in the palm of his hand shimmering innocently in the lamplight was a gold engagement ring set with a green heart diamond. But what struck him most was the five words inscribed on the inside.

"Ti amo, Harry. Sempre e sempre.*"

AN: Wallo. Soooo…What did you think? This'll be a oneshot unless I get a really good response. If I get a good response then I'll write one about Harry's suicide and their joint funeral.

-MW

Key:

"Non ti scordar di me" is Italian for "Don't forget me"

"Ti amo, Harry. Sempre e sempre." is Italian for "I love you, Harry. Forever and always."