Fear

Summary: Dresden just got done with a hard case and is wondering if it's all worth it

Disclaimer: I don't own this book or any of the characters I'm not making money from

Dresden entered the bar and knew what he'd find. Usually when he comes here he's looks for information. Tonight Harry comes to get away from the world.

I'm so tired of being here surrounded by my childhood fears and if you have to leave I wish you would just leave because your presence here still lingers here and it wouldn't leave me alone

He's once again in the councils crosshairs because... Well he just was. Then on top of that Murphy got hurt.

These wounds will seem to heal this pain is just too real thirst just too much that time cannot erase

Harry get drink from the bar and the darkness that surrounded him from for the past few days had thickened. As he takes a drink of his beer. The memories of the past few days flooded his mind.

When you cry I waits with all of your tears when you screamed I thought away all your fears and I have held your hand through all these years but you still have all of me

He and Murphy had been working case together it was dark wizard…

Used to captivate me by your radiant light but now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Then the dark wizard found out they were on his trail…

Your face it still haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice still chases away all of his sanity and me

That's when he went after Murphy. Because she was mortal and he thought she would be expendable so she got hurt.

These wounds what seemed to heal this pain is just too real there's just so much the time cannot erase

Well that's when Harry got pissed off…

When you cried I waits with all your tears when he screamed I thought well your fears and I've held your hand through all these years but still you have all of me

When Harry gets pissed he uses dark magic again…

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

He's like an alcoholic reaching for the bottle after being sober for so many years.

I'm so tired of being here surrounded by my childhood fears and if you have to leave I wish you would just leave because you bring your present still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

He almost lost himself to his addiction again.

These wounds would seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just to much that time cannot erase

But the thought of losing control and becoming like his uncle scared the hell out of him.

You used to captivate me by your resounding light but now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Tonight he found out that the counselor will once again you watching him and that Murphy was still touching though.

Your face it still haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice so chases all the sanity in me

He could handle the Council they watched him for most of life but the thought of losing Murphy made his life seem empty and without light.

These were voicing to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase

As he sits there drinking his beer he could feel the darkness pule him deeper and…

When you cry I waits with all your tears when you screamed Farwell your fears and have held your hand through all these years but you still have all of me

He wasn't sure he could get out this time without Murphy.

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you still with me and then along all along.

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