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DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of the characters or anything from the Marvel universe. I'm just a fan who fancied writing up what I'd like to happen with Bucky after Captain America : The Winter Soldier, which is where my Fic starts. Right from the end of Movie 2. So I hope you enjoy what you read. #MatureContent.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. ALSO HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE WHO DOESNT CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS. LOVE YOU ALL. BE SAFE AND HAPPY. (Sorry I haven't posted in a long long while. I have been at university. Tough times. Lol. I'm going to try harder to post regularly on here cause I have the story all planned out in my head.)

Bucky sat in a large leather armchair in the middle of Stark's workspace, it was all very mechanical and unwelcoming to him. Stark sitting to his left tinkering around with his robotic arm. It felt too much like being back at Hydra, having scientists prodding him, cutting him open to see how he works. Maintaining him as their weapon.

His fist clenched slightly under Tony's rib cage. It wouldn't take much for him to lash out and knock him away but he wouldn't. This wasn't Hydra. The woman sitting to his right made it easier on him. Antonia. He knew so long as she was with him, he'd be okay. They both would be. And in all honesty, he couldn't say no to Stark. Not with how much he looked like Howard. How the memories of the last time he saw Howard haunted him. How could he possibly deny Howard's son anything after what he'd done.

"Sir, may I be of any assistance?" A voice sounded out from all around them and Bucky glanced around uncertainly before Antonia squeezed his hand.

"Yes, thank you J.A.R.V.I.S. Could you scan Sergeant Barnes here and come up with a 3D representation of his nervous system and how it connects to the mechanical components of his arm?" Tony spoke out to the voice, "Also could you ask Bruce to come down here, I get the feeling he's going to want to see this."

"As you wish sir, the scan should take around 8 minutes to complete and is on his way down now. Will that be all sir?"

Tony could see the uncertainty and confusion on Bucky's face, "That's J.A.R.V.I.S, say hello to Sergeant James Barnes he's a guest of ours and a close friend of the capscicles."

"Good Evening Sergeant Barnes, it truly is a pleasure to make your acquaintance. If I can be of any assistance to you or Miss. Hawthorne please do not hesitate to ask." J.A.R.V.I.S spoke and Bucky eyed Tony and Antonia before responding rather gruffly.

"Thanks" he mumbled, cautious of the faceless voice.

"My pleasure sir."

"J.A.R.V.I.S is an AI I created, an Artificial Intelligence. Either of you ever need anything J.A.R.V.I.S can help." He told them before he leaned back and rubbed at his neck, blowing out his cheeks. "Well, I have no damn idea what your arm is made of, how it's even on there is also a mystery to me too. By my statistics you should really be dead, that thing weighs a ton. I don't know how it doesn't just rip off your body."

Bucky raised a brow and eyed his arm, curling his fingers and moving it around slightly. "Zola. He was experimenting on me in one of the camps before. Trying out his own kind of serum on me." He shrugged a little and glanced down as sudden memories hit him uncontrollably. Back there. Laying across the table. Zola standing over him. "You will shape the world" he spoke.

"Я буду определять будущее. Я буду делать, как приказано. Я прятаться в тени. Град Гидра." Bucky spoke suddenly and it took all three of them by surprise. "Я сожалею. Я не знаю, что там произошло." Bucky spoke and rubbed his face, not realising he was still speaking Russian. He and Antonia had realised a while back about his knowledge of multiple languages, neither actually knew how many he spoke. Sometimes he'd slip into one without realising it. More often than not it was Russian.

"You're speaking Russian again James" She smiled softly and stroked her thumb across the back of his hand lightly.

"Я? Дерьмо." He sighed and took a moment. Rubbing his temple slightly as he tried to put his thoughts back into order. "Sometimes I don't realise, I'm sorry."

"You've nothing to be sorry for." Antonia smiled and cupped his cheek softly, both of them forgetting about Tony sitting three feet away. That was until he cleared his throat rather noisily.

"Uch huh, ah Bruce come on in" He got up from the chair and waved to a man standing by the large glass doors. He was ruffley the same height as Tony, but with whispier hair that was slightly greying around the edges and glasses. He stepped inside but remained by the door, seeming timid almost.

"You called?" He spoke, his voice more authoritative than Bucky had expected.

"Yeah I did, this is Sergeant Barnes, the one Steve's been looking for."

"Oh? You mean with the..." He broke off seeing Bucky's arm, "Well that's something new. May I?" He asked Bucky, unlike Stark who'd just sat him down and started tinkering.

"Yes, thank you for asking" he nodded.

"I'm Bruce Banner. It's an honour to meet you, Sergeant Barnes. Steve talks about you all the time" Bruce smiled and pulled over a chair.

"Bucky, can't really be called a Sergeant anymore after the thing I've done." His eyes moved over to Stark who was footering around on the holo-table, a heavy pit in his stomach. Guilt. "It's just Bucky."

Bruce nodded and adjusted his glasses as he sat down.

Antonia frowned softly for a moment as something niggled at her brain. "Banner? As in Doctor Bruce Banner?" She asked slowly, "the one who had that accident and now turns into the Hulk?"

"I prefer to call him an enormous green rage monster" Tony smirked across the room at them and Bruce looked up at her with a smile but his eyes told her something completely different.

"Yes, that one but don't worry, the other guy won't be coming out to play anytime soon. I've been doing yoga" he smirked back at Stark as if it was some kind of inside joke which clearly it was.

"What's yoga?" Is all Bucky had to ask, he already knew all about Dr. Banner. He'd been on Hydra's list of people not to cross, he'd even seen him in action once. Only the once. Hydra hadn't been stupid enough to put their greatest asset into such danger again.

After a while of Bruce assessing his arm and Tony receiving the 3d holo-render of his nervous system and mechanics did they finally begin to actually speak about it.

"Seems the serum Zola used on you packs one hell of a punch-"

"No shit" it was out his mouth before he even realised he interrupted Stark. His eyes widening a little. "My apologies..."

"Anyway," Stark continued, "Basically we still aren't 100% sure about the technology in your arm but give me...what? A week? I'll know by then." He suddenly turned to Toni and snapped his fingers. "That's it! That's where I know you from! You're that advanced bio-mechanics kid who told me to go fuck myself a couple years ago when I offered you that job."

Antonia's face turned scarlet and she closed her eyes. Shit... She thought he hadn't recognised her. "Yeah...that would be me but in my defence you were an egotistical asshole who made profit from creating weapons of war at the time."

"Yeah that's basically true" Stark shrugged nonchalantly and eyed her in a way that made Bucky want to punch him in the face. "So why exactly haven't you checked out the workings of his arm, you're far more qualified in this field than we are, why are you keeping that quiet Miss. Hawthorne? Wouldn't be hiding it now would we?" His eyes narrowed and he looked to Bruce before typing something into his tablet that they couldn't see.

"You're a bio-mechanics expert?" Bucky looked at her in confusion and a sudden feeling of mistrust hit him.

"You don't know? here was the highest ranking bio-mech student in the entire US. I even tried to buy a few of her idea rights and get her to work for me but she was having none of it."

"I wasn't hiding it." She turned to Bucky and squeezed his hand. "I just...I didn't want to make you uncomfortable, you're not something to be -tinkered- with." She narrowed her eyes at Stark for that last part. "You were a person and you needed help. Yeah your arm is fascinating and I won't lie about the fact I've been just itching to take a look but -you- are what is important to me Bucky."

"Are you Hydra?" Bruce spoke suddenly and suddenly all eyes were on Antonia.

"What? You can't be serious..." She looked at them all in shock, Bucky's fingers tightening around her a little.

"You need to say it..." He whispered to her. "Please..."

She couldn't quite believe it. He doubted her. Pulling her hand back suddenly and standing to her feet angrily.

"My grandfather was "Dum Dum" Dugan, my parents were agents of shield. Am I Hydra? I'd fucking rather die than disgrace my family like that and how dare you ask me." She glared at the three of them before she turned and walked out. She heard Bucky call after her but she kept on walking. She was too angry to stop.

"Jarvis, results?" - "Yes Sir, was being truthful in her statements. She is not Hydra nor does she have any known Hydra affiliation." - "Good, well, not so good for you Robocop. You should probably run after her." Tony nodded to the door but Bucky was already up and halfway across the room, pulling his shirt on as he rushed after her.

She hadn't gotten far when Bucky caught up with her, she shouldn't have expected anything less, he was fast after all.

"Hey, stop" he said as he took a hold of her am but she pulled it away from him. Her eyes stinging from the tears she was refusing to let fall. She wasn't going to cry, not over this.

"Don't!" She held up a hand to him and looked away angry at him.

"I didn't think...Toni I never...No, I -know- you aren't Hydra. I just needed to hear you say it, I know it isn't rational but after everything...yes, I doubted. For a split second after hearing you didn't tell me about your bio-mech background...I just, needed that. Don't hate me, please?"

She looked up at him and bit her lip, she could see the fear written plain as day on his face. After everything he'd been through she couldn't hold one moment of doubt against him.

"I'm not Hydra, I promise. I'm sorry that I shouted and that I" - "No, don't apologise. I shouldn't have doubted you. I know you Antonia. I will never doubt you again" Bucky stepped forwards and cupped her cheek while his metal arm wrapped around her waist pulling her closer. His forehead pressing to hers and she smiled softly, feeling stupid of herself before taking a deep breath and letting it all wash away.

"Come here?" She murmured softly before her arms wrapped around his neck and she pulled him in for a kiss, which he was more than willing to give her. There was nothing gentle about this kiss however. It was one of sudden passion and they were both desperately needy.

He pulled back long enough to murmur, "I wish we were home" before his mouth was back on hers, and then moving down her neck causing her to gasp softly.

"Really? What would you do if we were home?" - "You know exactly what I'd do." - "Maybe I just want to hear you say it."

He pulled back from her suddenly and looked around. For a split moment this image of a meerkat flashed through her brain before it was shoved away as he pushed her back against the wall, his body pressed firmly against hers. His mouth at her ear, breath hot against her neck.

"If we were home, I'd show you just how sorry I am. Lay you back across the bed, nibble that sweet spot just below your collarbone before parting your legs. You know I could spend hours between your thighs and never get tired. You taste so damn sweet." They'd grown very comfortable with their "dirty talk" lately and the very thought of tasting her had him hardening and he pushed his hips against her a little more so she would know exactly what effect she was having.

Antonia bit her lip hard and tried not to think about the sudden dampening in her panties. "Who says we have to wait until we get home?" She smirked playfully and reached down to the door handle on her right. She wasn't sure what was behind the door and she didn't really care so long as they had some privacy.

He raised a brow at the door and then looked back to her, that devilish smile on her lips. Leaning a little to the side he pushed open the door and looked inside. It was a large room with a table in the centre and numerous chairs around it. Completely empty. In fact it didn't look as if anyone had ever even been inside. "Perfect..." He licked his lips and took her hand, pulling her inside. The door closing behind them with a click.

"I've never had sex in somewhere so..." - "Dangerous?" Bucky added with a laugh and pulled her back against him. "We can always wait" he began to say but she cut him off with a kiss. Her tongue silencing anything else that was going to come from his mouth and he moaned against her lips. He was about to pick her up and carry her to the table when she suddenly disappeared from his grasp and he felt a tug on his pants. Looking down he watched as she freed him and took him in her mouth. The sudden sensation caught him by surprise as it always did when she used her mouth in him. If he loved going down on her then she loved sucking him off just as much.

Not that he was complaining. He'd never complain about anything Antonia wanted to do with her mouth. Especially when it involved sucking.

"Fuuck..." He let out a groan and ran his hands through her hair, keeping it from her face he gripped it a little like she'd told him to do before. Her mouth sliding up and down his hard cock, her tongue moving in small circles and flicking the underside. Every now and then she pulled back and paid extra attention to his bulging head. Sucking and licking before she took him in her mouth over and over again. It was all he could do not to thrust into her mouth.

She liked when he took control, and he liked being in control. It wasn't long before he had her shorts and panties pulled down, her laid bare across the table and his face buried between her legs like he promised. Soft little gasps falling from her as he licked and nibbled around her clit but he didn't touch it yet. He wanted to build it, the anticipation. The desire. It wasn't until she gripped his hair and practically begged him to do it that he took her clit into his mouth and massaged it with his tongue slowly. Her legs shaking and he could feel the dampness of her against his chin.

She did her best not to make too much noise but it was hard, especially with the way he was using his tongue. She pushed her hips up against him and he gripped them, pushing them back down and flat onto the desk with a smirk.

"Do you want to cum like this?" He asked before running his tongue up her sweet nectar coated folds. "Or would you prefer another way?" He placed a kiss to her thigh and smiled. He felt calm, excited but still...calm... He hadn't felt like this before, not when they'd been intimate. He'd always felt that wall there, separating them since he regained his memories of his sexual abuse at the hands of Hydra. But right now in this moment, he didn't feel anything separating them. He felt truly safe for the first time in a long time. A true piece of mind. Maybe it was seeing Steve again, the reassurance that his friend, his best friend didn't hate him but he felt it. Completely calm in himself.

"I want you Buck" she purred softly and sat up, tugging on his shirt to pull him forwards and into her kiss. His hands already moving down between them and cupping her rear.

"Wait..." She breathed out roughly, "I don't have a condom..." The thought just hitting her like a ton of bricks.

Bucky leaned back a little and frowned softly before he reached into his back pocket and pulled out the wallet Benji had given him. Flipping it open with one hand he thumbed out the square parcel and looked back to Toni who had a raised brow.

"Benji said all men should keep a condom in their wallets now a days, that it's the thing to do" he explained, not sure whether this was right or if Benji was making a joke of him.

"Mmm good old Benji" she laughed and took it from him. Opening it up she reached down between them and slowly rolled it on slowly, watching his jaw clench as her fingers toyed with him. He gripped her hand suddenly and she squeezed in surprise.

"You're a tease, why do I get the feeling you want us to be caught?" He chuckled and positioned himself to her supple wet core. "Ready?" He asked softly as he pressed his forehead to hers and she made a "Mhhmm" noise before he slowly and gently slid inside her with a grown from them both.

"You're so tight at this angle" he said through gritted teeth, half afraid he would hurt her in this position. Toni on the other hand had never felt such pressure like this before, not in a bad way... In fact as he began to move back and forth she felt it intensifying pleasurably so suddenly...

"Oh...fuck..." She gasped and he stopped, "no no no don't stop. Seriously, don't you dare stop." She spoke fast and then laughed at the look on his face, her legs wrapping around his waist. "It feels amazing, really amazing." She wasn't sure if it was the position, the man or the thrill of being caught but her entire body felt a lite. As if every nerve ending she had was awake and raring to go. Bucky pulled her closer and kissed her deeply as he resumed his movements, hips rocking slowly back and forth before gaining speed.

Within no time at all they were shaking the table loudly. Antonia sprawled back across the table, hands gripping the edges and legs around his waist as he slammed into her. One hand under her ass supporting her and the other, his own fingers sprawled out across her stomach as he thumbed her clit in circles.

She felt amazing around him, as always. And he could feel the same sensation he always felt beginning to build but this time it felt different. He didn't feel the onset of panic that he had grown accustomed too, there was nothing but Antonia. Her soft skin, sweet supple body, lips...eyes... She was the only thing he had on his mind. No memories, no pain. Just her and the pleasure they shared together.

"Bucky...yeah! Oh! Yeah! I'm not going to hold out much longer...I can't..." She moaned and gasped out as he quickened his pace.

"Toni I think...Ugh fuck...I think..." He grit his teeth and pulled her up to sit so he could kiss her hard, their tongues fighting for dominance in the moment of passion before Toni through her head back, mouth open in a silent scream and she mouthed the words, "fuckfuckfuckfuck." He heard her take in a sharp breath as her walls convulsed around him, the feeling it caused him overriding everything else in his brain and for a moment everything went white as pleasure overtook him.

"Ugh! Ugh! Ffffffuuuu..." He moaned loudly as he thrust his hips into her twice feeling himself ejaculate, filling the condom and collapsing on top of her at the same time. "Oh shit...agh..." He breather roughly and pressed his head to the cool table, enjoying the feeling of her hands on his back.

"Buck?" She murmured, still high from her orgasm, "did you just cum?" She asked him, knowing full well he had and smiling when he nodded. "Wow...was it...okay? For you?" She nuzzled her face against the side of his, hoping he was okay since it was the first time he'd actually been able to let go.

"We need to do it again, a lot" he smirked back to her and kissed her lips, sinking into her. "That was...unbelievable...amazing...lets go home? See if we can do it again?" He spoke with a cheeky boyish tone. As if he'd found his new favourite toy and wanted to explore it.

"I'd love that" she bit his lip playfully and smiled before they both pushed themselves up. Bucky getting rid of the completely used condom as Toni tried to clean herself up as best she could before pulling up her panties and shorts.

Bucky stood by the door and smiled as he watched her brushing her hair back and trying not to look as if she'd just been screwed hard on top of a desk. "You look beautiful you know that?" He spoke softly and smiled to her, eyes filled with happiness. "I really am lucky to have found you."

Walking over to him she smiled and kissed his lips before taking his hand and they headed out to find the lobby.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!Well hope you're enjoying it so far. Please leave a comment and tell me what you think. Good or bad I don't mind either really. {Winks} Catch you on the next chapter.