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Title: I'm Not Gay!
Summary: The girl I like thinks I'm… I'm… G-GAY?! ME?! NATSU DRAGNEEL GAY?! WHAT THE FUCK?! NO. JUST. NO! I'll show you I'm a 100% real Ma-MALE! Lucy! NALU! ;)
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Chapter 4: I give up…
"Natsu?"
"Oh hey there Honey" I said standing up and waved as I checked my surroundings to see if I can't act gay in public now. Ugh…
"You alright Na-chan you seem down?" Lucy said with a worried expression as she rubbed the red spot that was forming on my forehead that I just slammed onto the desk just a minute ago.
Oh god! I'm sure that I am turning into a tomato.
"I-I'm fine~" I said as I grabbed her soft hand as I set it down while caressing it a little as she looked at me weirdly blinking with those cute adorable doe eyes of hers. Ugh I so want to kiss you right now BTW.
"Oh eh ha~ Lu-chan darling what kind of hand lotion do you use your hand feels so soft" I said rubbing it a little rougher as she giggled and pinched my cheek.
"Oh Na-chan I'll tell you later at the slumber party now let's go! I know your feeling down and this girl on girl time is going to be a perfect remedy for you." She said giddily as she jumped behind me as she pushed me forward out the exit.
Oh Luce, You are so adorable. Such a darling. So fetch. Ok I go to stop the fetch thing… -_-
"Promise me you'll have to tell everything no lies ok it's a tell all time later go pour your feeling out ok? Na-chan no buts!" She said darlingly.
You are such a caring person. Ugh. Making me fall for you even more. Stop my heart! It's going to explode!
"We'll do each other's hair, make up, gossip, nails" As I stared at her as she continued rambling on stuff that we have to do later at the slumber party we are going to have and linked her arm around me.
"…and of course boy crushes!" She giggled as she expressed it excitedly.
Wait! What?
I looked at her like crazy!
Crushes?!
Heck no! I don't have any boy crush!
Ew!
That is just!
Ugh!
Disgusting!
WHAT!
THE
HELL?!
Fucking
DISGUSTING!
I!
NATSU
DRAGNEEL
DON'T
HAVE
ANY
INTEREST
ON
THE
SAME
SEX!
PERIOD!
But at least I get to find out Lucy's crush and beat the shit out of him. Another thing but I know that she has a crush on me so maybe she'll admit having a crush on me and then there goes me admitting that I am not gay and we'll kiss and let the dirty happen. Oh yeah!
Bad Natsu bad!
"Natsu?"
"Na-chan!"
"Huh?" I said as I felt a dribble of saliva dripping at the side of my lips and wiped it immediately.
"You ok you seemed red and spacing out a lot now let's go! I can't wait to start but first lets go to Ministop to buy some grub" She said as I blushed as I was fantasizing mentally and so dirty about me and Lucy.
Unless, She got over me being gay and moved on to another dude.
NO!
That would just be…
Ugh! I can't even explain all the shitty feelings that I am feeling right now.
I should've kiss her then and there on the clinic goddammit!
Way to go me loosing my cool with Lucy but acting gay for her goes naturally. FUCK MY LIFE INDEED!
"Na-chan! Faster!"
"Coming deary!" I said running after her.
Oh Lucy…
…
I sighed and rest my head on the desk waiting for the class to end as I will go to the field and practice for the up coming football games.
The slumber party went well and it's a dream that I got to see her in a cute slumber outfit damn her racks are huge! Can't blame me I'm a guy!
Ok Natsu enough of lewd shits about my Luce.
Ok! I admit having a girly slumber party was fun but I'm not gay ok. Maybe it was fun cause it's with her. Or maybe I forgot it's a slumber party and it's a sleepover date.
Going back.
It was fun really cause I get to know more about Lucy and our relationship got deeper not the boyfriend and girlfriend thing ok? But as friends though… But for me it is something more but for her naaah~ at least though.
I got to know more about her—
—Her childhood.
About her mother died.
Her strength and weaknesses
Her favorite food, color, fashion, movie genre, music taste almost about her favorite things
Also of course I get to learn her not so favorite things and also the things she hates about people.
A Liar.
Which is ring a bell…
ME!
Ugh…
I sighed deeply in anxious once again.
"Itai!" I shouted as I stood up wanting to pummel who slapped me on the head hard with a book and I saw my best bud Gray with a manga on his hand.
"Yo! Practice now we'll be late. And I can't wait to hear your gay adventures" He said chuckling as he tried stopping himself from laughing out loud.
"Don't push it" I said glaring as I shoving him to the side as I chuckled and started to tell all about it as we walked to the gym to change our clothes.
…
I so want to go home and sleep coach killed us with the training this day. I pulled of my shirt and poured a cold bottle water over my head and ran through my sweaty body and I closed my eyes as I felt the cool water.
"Girls are having an ovaries explosion cover up idiot" Gray said.
I rolled my eyes as I saw couple of fan girls stalking us over the field.
"Looks who's talking. If that was Lucy fainting I would bring her back to life" I said rolling my eyes as I grabbed a fresh bank tank top and laid a towel over my shoulder and shook my head to let the water go.
"If only they know you're gay" Gray whispered jokingly.
"Fuck you" I said giving him the middle finger and waved goodbye.
"Sure you not joining us for dinner team is having Yakiniku and it's on coach" He shouted.
"Nah, I'll go ahead don't forget to keep my gear thanks!" I shouted as I continued walking home as I adjusted the strap of my duffel bag.
"Go out with me come on my treat please" A voice said and I shrugged it off as I continued walking on.
"I'm sorry but I really have to go now and I have told you before right that I-" I stopped turned to back once again as I heard a very familiar voice.
"Please Lucy I'll prove to you that I can be your dream guy." My eyes widen as I saw Lucy sweaty after practice from volleyball and a duffel bag on her shoulder (She still looks hot BTW) and she seemed really tired and trying to be not rude much to the desperate guy.
Jeez~
I glared at him as I recognize the dude it's from another school who always bug Lucy for a date or tries to make a move on her.
Can't he take the hint that she is not interested to you, Jackal that bastard.
"Pft, Pathetic…" I mumbled I stood there and watched since they were not yet noticing my presence and just to make sure if my Lucy is alright before I make a move.
Sure enough that guy will just usually go home and—
"Let go of my hand please I'm tired and did you not understand what I just said?" Lucy said pulling her hand away as he grabbed her arm pulling her being a stubborn bastard he was.
"Goddammit" I cursed as I saw her being forced and I came up to her and pushed the guy of the ground.
"Na-chan!" Lucy squeaked in surprise as I wrapped my arms around her waist in a form of protection.
"The hell man! Fuck off!"
"No you fuck off! Didn't you understand what she just said?" I said angrily as I pulled her closer to me in impulse as I glared at the asshole who stood up.
"Na-chan…" She whispered getting a little scared. I buried my face on her hair.
"It'll be alright…" I soothed her as she gripped my arm.
"She aunt your girlfriend so she's free to go with me or you will have to face me instead" I rolled my eyes at the dumb remark could I just kill you now?
"As a matter of fact she is my girl… So fuck off" I said and suddenly want to slap myself for saying that out loud and Lucy eyes got wide at my statement.
Way to go and make it complicated Dragneel!
"Oh really I know Lucy is single prove it! kiss her!" He demanded as I suddenly gulped mentally and we both looked at each other.
"Luce?" I whispered as she got caught up big time with my shity plot twist ideas.
"It's ok it's just a kiss right? I'd rather have my first kiss with you than him" Lucy said in whisper as she shivered at the last part thinking her kiss with that Jackass! Disgusting indeed.
I blushed hard…
Ugh, My heart soften at her statement but it kinda ache as I knew that this kiss will mean nothing…
Yeah nothing…
and she just thinks of me as the Na-chan she knows that is gay.
Dammit!
I looked down and took a deep breath.
"Well?!" Jackal yelled as I glared at him making him shut up and cupped Lucy's cheeks with both of my hands and look at her in the eyes.
"Luce…" I whispered and closed my eyes as she did too.
Forgive me but…
I need to do this—…
"Ouch! Goddamit! You fucker!"
Lucy suddenly gasped.
"Na-chan!" She yelled worriedly.
Don't worry Luce…
I'm fine.
I'll protect you…
Jackal yelled as I made his nose bled as I punched him hard as he clumsily tried to make a hit to me which I of course dodged and I tsk and cracked my knuckles once again and punched him hard as he fell flat on the ground unconscious.
"That atta do it, how pathetic." I mumbled as I sighed cause it was not really much of a challenge.
That pathetic little piece of shit.
Never mess with the girl of my dreams fucker.
"Na-chan! Are you alright?" Lucy said worriedly as she grabbed both my arms and checked for injuries.
"I'm fine…" I said as I looked down and can't even face her since I made the situation hard and I almost got her hurt cause of my stupidness.
"I'm glad Na-chan…" She said as she hugged me tight.
Don't call me Na-chan anymore…
"I'm glad" She whispered as she buried her face on my chest as she quietly sobbed.
Such a cry baby…
I smiled.
This… —
My…
"I—"
I—
"Luce…" I choked as I can't form any words as I burry my face on her crown.
Have—
"Luce, I—"
"Lucy!" I grabbed her arms and faced her.
To—
I can't!
Runaway…
Anymore…
Stop—
"Na-chan?" She said her voice full of confusion.
"No, Don't call me that anymore…" I said looking at her in the eyes.
This—
"Natsu…" She whispered breathless.
—Shit!
"I can't run away from it anymore Lucy all this shit I just… I can't handle it anymore it makes me happy that you're happy the way I am with you but it's hurting me the same time and I! Goddammit am I making sense here? It's just that I am a jerk and I'm so sorry Luce and I know you hate liars and I am one but…—" I said as she stared at me in confusion.
—But—
I cupped her cheeks gently as I wiped the tears that stained her beautiful face…
Beautiful… you're so beautiful even when you cry…
—I hope…—
Luce… I pulled her closer our breaths mingling holding her as if she was the most precious thing in the world as we both lost in trance.
Lucy… —
—You'll forgive me…—
I—
"—I love you…" I sealed my lips onto hers.
—After this…
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TBC?
Or this is the end?
Sequeal?
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