Hello everyone, I know that I said that I was going to leave fanfiction, but I kind of missed you guys. I have not been writing at my fullest and this is especially because I don't have an audience tokeep me going, so I want to ask you all a question.
I really want to finish the story and with all the pm's and reviews I know you do as well, so I was wondering should I just finish it here? The rewrite which I have been working on will be completely different from PJO so it has nothing to do with it really.
Now I am doubting between three things, don't finish it here, finish it in a new story or delete all chapters of "The mysterious wanderer" and repost everything. I hold all rights over the storyline and new characters, so I'm not sure if it is even supposed to be here, but I don't want to let you all down.
Please let me know what you think. I don't want to keep you guys in the dark :)
I couldn't give you guys nothing, so here is a poem I've written, just because. Hope to hear from you guys soon!
For me, life is all but a distraction for what I feel inside
When I'm out, enjoying life, I tend to forget
Those feelings that hide deep down
Because, deep down there resides an unhappiness
One that arise when I don't have anything on my mind,
or too much
Making me doubt, everything
Making me feel, solitude
It creates an anxiety
One that cannot just be overcome
I want to erase that feeling in my heart
Yet, it forms me who I am
I try to fill this void
Yet the missing piece hasn't been found
I want to erase this feeling of loneliness,
Not by being surrounded by people
But by someone
One who can fill this void
Someone who can turn this chaos into
Peace